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+id,text,anger,fear,joy,sadness,surprise,emotions
+0,the dentist that did the work apparently did a lousy job as in just a few years my teeth decayed under the crowns so i had no choice but to get partials.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+1,i'm gonna absolutely ~~suck~~ be terrible during my first sexual experience ._.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2,"bridge: so leave me drowning calling houston, and let my lungs cave in, from calling god, for my mistakes and to the one who deserves the apology.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3,after that mess i went to see my now ex-girlfriend at school because she refused to drive home to see me.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4,"as he stumbled i ran off, afraid it might somehow affect my job security.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5,he put a huge grin on my face.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6,"i notice the small surprises and accidents in life and when pointed out, i get stares like i am a beast with leaves in my mouth.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+7,"drawing my arm out from under me i push against him and adjust myself so that i am able to sit up and stare at him, playfully swatting at his stomach.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+8,"turning to face the mirror, with his feet in the bowl of the sink, bill carefully opened the medicine cabinet hanging just left of the mirror.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+9,so anyways it's late at night and i was down in my living room sleeping on my couch.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+10,""" and burst into tears.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+11,there's nothing but dead air.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+12,"it's nice to make it from week to week without a poisoning on my hands so this story ends well.as per freaking assignment, i came down with the flu just after bringing home the second batch.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+13,"the insides of my eyelids flashed bright colors, all my muscles constricted, and i uncontrollably moaned his name in ecstasy.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+14,"well, now my mouth is just a big ball of ouchies.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+15,"first me, a slight stir from my legs, a stretching of my toes, and immediately following my father says, `` hmm? ''",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+16,"that was a 16 hour day, 19 for most people, except i pulled a muscle in my back and couldn't move without being in excruciating pain.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+17,block island holds a very special place in my heart.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+18,there was no sound accompanying it.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+19,"my heads a mixture of emotions and im full of cold yet again, cant seem to shift nothing lately.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+20,the song `` poor places '' is ironically seeping out of my speakers and into my ears: it's hot in the poor places tonight / i'm not going outside,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+21,my nose and throat felt so stuffed and i couldnt breathe until i woke up.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+22,"desperate enough to text him, he didn't text back straight away and after a while of waiting i closed my eyes tightly like a child and started calling him in my head over and over again.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+23,"so i was like ""wtf, you have the bag, read the bag.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+24,the thoughts i had in my head at that time were anything but soothing.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+25,i nodded my head excitedly.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+26,his dog starts going fucking crazy.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+27,`` i felt my eyelids swelling shut and the crack in my collarbone started to throb.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+28,i didn't act surprised or react.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+29,i ate a pizza.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+30,"i've tried sewing pants and a skirt for vivian but both turned out too short, so i'm sending them to baby g. i burned my fingers four times in two days.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+31,"i never saw that thing again, because evidently it was ""stolen"".",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+32,best friend and i met on reddit!,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+33,"it's pretty awesome, right?",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+34,walking over to their paddocks she saw a red light just sort of floating it.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+35,"with a few hours of daylight, i immediately hopped on my back after unpacking the car.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+36,"""  i'm like ""sure.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+37,"fast forward to the wedding, it's small and intimate, probably less than 50 people there, and they have the reception at some hotel with a bar.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+38,it broke my heart.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+39,even as it happened i wondered how my teeth could stand the force of the fall.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+40,i get there and i burst into tears.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+41,it's about my little sister.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+42,my grandpa was a german pow.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+43,i was gon na eat it with my fingers!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+44,i felt pretty shitty.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+45,"it was a summer job, and i was 14-15 years old.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+46,"needless to say, i turned her down.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+47,i guess it's just to keep these things fresh in my skull.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+48,"i sighed heavily and flipped the blade in my hand, gently pressing the hilt to his forehead.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+49,"just then, there is a loud and authoritative **knock** on the glass.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+50,finished the apple juice then poured another glass.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+51,"it's one of the most beatiful things life has to offer, and i consider it's illegality pretty much a human right violation.",1,1,1,0,0,['anger' 'fear' 'joy']
+52,"ok, so my pet alligator's tank is directly across from my pillow... the second i opened my eyes this morning at 6 am, the absolute first thing i see is my alligator in the corner of his tank staring directly at me.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+53,"curious who it was, i sneaked a little glance and my eyes almost fell out of my head.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+54,"below my feet the tinny depths of aqua-blue whispered hints of bottomlessness: come back come back i felt almost drunk staggering back across the ungiving concrete to rejoin my children on the other, shallower side of the swimming pool.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+55,"( my foot, i think, had stopped bleeding for the most part by now. )",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+56,"i found refuge for my heart that was scrapped together by my second girl friend, her name was amanda.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+57,i kept my head turned so no one could see.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+58,"years ago, my brother was best man in a wedding.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+59,was a creepy moment that stuck with me.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+60,"i shook my head at the child's impatience before i realized that, in some ways, i still acted in quite the same manner.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+61,"my whole body was painful today, especially my arms.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+62,my heart makes me wonder how much longer 'til you're coming back to take me away.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+63,i duck away from the worst of the blow.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+64,i stopped a couple times to stretch out my calves and quads.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+65,"my plan was that wax in my legs was used, and also in my armpits.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+66,"on the second block, it hit me.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+67,**i have an amazing i-called-that sports story that defies explanation.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+68,i felt the afterglow of the late afternoon sun and the cool zephyr on my skin at the same time when i stood outside the main gates of the university just before i saw his car making that turn.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+69,was he the rapist?,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+70,my lungs and chest have hurt for 6 days straight.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+71,the door to my room has a body-length mirror on it.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+72,makes me shudder to think of the possibilities.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+73,i have had almost the exact same experience.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+74,"the hand rubbing my back eased the frantic pounding in my head, making me sigh after emptying everything in that toilet, stomach convulsing from the lack of content.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+75,i've told this story before on here but here goes: i'd met a girl online and we'd talked quite a bit via chat and telephone and things seemed to be going great.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+76,and found myself giggling that every day at the same time (3:15) jesus would sign into the guest register.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+77,"the house had a small footprint, maybe 40 feet by 20 feet, and the basement just had the wooden stairs down the middle and no walls.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+78,"at my hand, no less.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+79,this story has a happy ending.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+80,"suddenly,  for no reason at all, i know that something horrible has happened to my mother.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+81,the best part however was when she jumped into the pictures and pushed the dog into my hands.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+82,we met at dinner with mutual friends at a very fancy italian restaurant.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+83,you don't understand.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+84,or luck out and get a perfectly sane person.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+85,my heart swells when i watch my sweet sons together.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+86,it was one of my most shameful experiences.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+87,"""are you sure, sis?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+88,"to this day, she still contacts me.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+89,he said it was rather delicious and tried to spoon feed me.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+90,"i fell out of a tree earlier today, and landed on my head after about an eight foot drop onto concrete.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+91,i went to a party and this girl was paying a lot of attention to me.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+92,i think they find their roots in irish mythology and have been passed down through generations through word of mouth.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+93,this will get nowhere but here it goes.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+94,i close my eyes.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+95,"""we need to talk"".",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+96,this involved swimming a pretty large lake that was over my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+97,"wow, that is really interesting.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+98,like really i was so omfg half the time and was cringing and my face was squashed up half the time and i squeezed the blanket so hard until my right hand became numb.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+99,i actually started to look forward to that because of the flying sensation.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+100,this person i saw was a shadow and pitch black.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+101,the exact same guy.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+102,i unwrapped the candy and popped it into my mouth.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+103,"cooky / wacky i took a deep breath and placed my phone to my ear, i didn't want to do this, i didn't want to say the words it was still surreal.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+104,i have a ton of stitches in my mouth.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+105,but oh god my nails are black call a priest.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+106,so she didn't date my best friend?,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+107,a grin slowly formed on my face.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+108,he always assumed he was hallucinating or just going crazy.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+109,"most mornings i drift in and out, slowly shaking off the fuddle of sleep but yesterday i was right there with my eyes wide open and the clock saying eight.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+110,the next day my knees were covered in bruises... just like the last time monika and i got drunk together!,0,0,1,1,1,['joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+111,watch the mask re-cover my face.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+112,the intent was clear in her eyes.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+113,not sure if it will be actually enforced or not.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+114,weird things tended to happen at night.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+115,i begged to come with him to see the house.,0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+116,"as i stared through the doorway, my eyes opened wider & my jaw rested agape as i realized that there was in fact... an entire second room!!!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+117,my parents where divorced.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+118,my eyes start to tear up.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+119,put a smile to my face haha.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+120,"there's not much information on it, but apparently it is somewhat historically accurate (though undoubtedly greatly exaggerated over the years.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+121,"well, finally i'm fed up with it.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+122,break my heart a thousand times and i realized that sometimes it really still hurts...,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+123,"i mentally refused to go there, shaking my head violently in that refusal.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+124,and it constantly feels like thoughts are racing through my head.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+125,"i heard the snap, i hit the ground and i knew my ankle was broken.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+126,"my dad was, and is, an avid cyclist.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+127,let's shoot it!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+128,sorry to hear that.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+129,"this super, attention to detail teacher, messed my grade up so bad that it moved it up two letters.",1,0,1,0,1,['anger' 'joy' 'surprise']
+130,"i witnessed as the age old rock tradition of holding up lighters spread across the 28,000 person deep crowd... lighting up the entire audience... the hair on my arms started to raise until i noticed that....",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+131,it hadn't been plugged in and cell phones keep time automatically.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+132,watching her leave with dudes drove me crazy.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+133,or maybe get my nails done or a massage?,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+134,i am pretty bad at explaining things but bare with me.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+135,"i went at it twice, until the muscles around my mouth hurt and my innards almost came out together.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+136,went to court and plead guilty.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+137,another seventeen were sent to the hospital.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+138,"i broke trail into the snow, my low-cut sneakers not doing enough to keep snow away from my feet.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+139,"lastly, my grandpa was a fairly religious man, and attended church every sunday morning.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+140,""" i thought she was going to throw her coffee at me.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+141,"i have a floor shift in the morning, hopefully without my nose being stuffy.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+142,walking over to their paddocks she saw a red light just sort of floating it.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+143,this is his meltdown.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+144,"lately it's just been cut with minimal layering, all the same length ( no v at the back ), after washing in the mornings i towel dry, pin my ( in progress from blunt to sweeping ) fringe back and let the rest of my head dry on the bus, i get to work and it's dead straight albeit extremely flat and lifeless.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+145,""" but urban dictionary confirmed spook is indeed a racial slur.",1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+146,"i try, but cannot contain the sneeze inside.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+147,violence! i widened my eyes and this time i really did push him.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+148,"upon arrival we were greeted by her papa, sister, and brother-who also brought a military truck to bring a smile to my face.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+149,my breath fogs in the air and i nestle my hands deep into mypockets for warmth and briskly widen the distance between her buildingand myself.next time can't come soon enough.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+150,"but for a brief moment, my heart and mind started racing.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+151,"so, she got me this miracle serum thing from japan for face which cost 20 ml, i feel like i'm putting diamonds on my face everyday now.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+152,"why was he angry with me?and now, about 24 hours later, i feel a stiffness in my neck, a weird sensation in my right arm.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+153,my feets are right there on the ground of reality but my head's up there in the clouds.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+154,thankfully only a short ride to the hospital.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+155,it was a really thin chain with a tiny silver dove pendant.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+156,"so far i don't think i have enough built up in my system yet, or it isn't actually doing anything for my legs.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+157,"my shoulders didn't ache from my sack, my arms didn't ache from my poles and for all that was said to us about the walk in to creag meaghaidh, it wasn't that bad.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+158,she had a skirt and a thong on.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+159,i've found ways to help keep my knees in good condition ( saw the podiatrist and orthopedist ) and have incorporated exercise that's not as hard on my knees.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+160,"anyway i was lying next to my mother on a wooden plank, alot of others around us and that woman said, `` stuck '' and scisscors fell in my hands, i began a rage and began mutilating everyone in sight wishing hoping to get out quicker.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+161,my heart doesn't know what to feel.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+162,she legged it back to house scared shitless.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+163,i remember seeing wet cat food all over her croc shoes....only it wasn't cat food.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+164,"it slithered into my stomach and made it fire kicks at my sides, that had me subtly grip my mouth.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+165,wash my face like 2 times a day with benzoyl peroxide.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+166,"the ground is a bright greenish-tan with a slight glow that was palpable, as light is in most dreams.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+167,"whenever i wear real shoes, i get blisters or they peel some of the skin off my feet.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+168,it won't close.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+169,"wacky, androgynous voice: ""hello there!",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+170,by this time the day was heating up and i tied my jacket around my waist.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+171,"this lake... that my feet are now standing in... is not only the lake that jesus calmed in mark 4, but it is also the very water that jesus walked on!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+172,if anything it has inspired my creativity.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+173,"needless to say, i was terrified and going about 3 mph.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+174,the light would come all the way up to your vehicle and then it would seem to vanish only to be on the other side of you heading the other way.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+175,i hid my face in my knees not letting the intruder see my current state.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+176,"keep your chin up, friend.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+177,"so i left the room, went outside and settled once again for going through my mess in my head.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+178,"my foot tweaked out and i faceplanted in front of four black belts, my sister and keava ( the nerdy guy who bugs the crap out of me ).",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+179,then everyone sang happy birthday to her fiance!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+180,i felt a slight heat creep over my cheeks and i giggled lightly coming back to the thought that he was all mine.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+181,one thing i hate about bali is the blazing sunshine burning my face and shoulder.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+182,now my uncle and two other nurses end up tackling a patient.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+183,"i thought that was a pretty good idea ( by this point, my feet hurt a lot from all the walking and standing around ) but i didn't want to pay to see a movie.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+184,"now whatever this illness is has moved down to my chest, so breathing has become more of a problem.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+185,i am groggy with 1 eye half closed.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+186,i tilted my head in aggrevation.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+187,not as bad as your story.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+188,i don't believe in ghosts or magic or the supernatural.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+189,seventh grade spanish test.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+190,you should be *ashamed*!,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+191,"later on throughout the day i asked the rest of my family what we did sunday, all of them saying something about dinner but other than that couldn't remember a thing.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+192,"it will not be my dream job, but it will be okay.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+193,"when i finally crossed the finishing line, my breathing was severely laboured, and my legs were jello.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+194,i go to her pictures and see the image of what was in my head right there in front of me...,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+195,"mommy, this one looks like my heart!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+196,i was pretty upset.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+197,i had a nightmare.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+198,i had a lump in my throat several times.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+199,"i turned on the water to make my hands clean, don't yell at me, it was a matter of hygiene, i wasn't thinking ok?",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+200,i though nothing of it until i turned out the lights.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+201,"the headwind down this piece of road was not good, i had my head down, not good for talking in as much oxygen as i could.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+202,hence the goofy grin on my face.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+203,"she was never violent or anything like that, just very odd.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+204,apparently the aftermath of the clogged toilet was pretty gruesome.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+205,my ear had finally managed to clear on saturday and i could hear properly-hurrah!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+206,"now with my brain the way it is ( read: fried ), i had quite a difficult time coming up with one for this week.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+207,"bella, i'm so happy that you're home. i smiled as tears slid down my cheeks.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+208,"at this point, everything goes quiet.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+209,it's not racist to say black.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+210,these friends happen to be black.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+211,"i was okay, though it was hot when it landed at on my arm.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+212,that's mommy's hair from down there.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+213,except it was in the sky.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+214,"but i never fell out, so it wasn't a problem.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+215,"""perhaps i'll alter the whole thing.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+216,"ugh, the last time.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+217,"my jaw was pretty messed up for a month or so (swollen, couldnt eat without terrible pain.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+218,"as i jumped to the sidewalk, i moved my hand up and down and hollered '' slow down! ''",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+219,i opened my eyes and looked down at a little girl.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+220,"that made me kind of sad, when she told me about it years later.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+221,i had never seen so much blood.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+222,several races have come and gone in 2010 but my feet only aims for no less than the cebu city marathon 2011.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+223,i felt him press his face to my hair and start to whisper soothing things at me but i still couldn't hear anything but the pounding of my heart.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+224,he was visibly drunk.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+225,without even finishing my tea.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+226,still there between my legs.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+227,i left it out of the time line because i wanted it to have a special place in the story just like it does in my heart.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+228,i could feel it running along my neck until it reached my shirt and soaked in.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+229,most meaningful and memorable:,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+230,i'm an agnostic and very much a skeptic but this was always weird to me.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+231,my chest.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+232,i just nod my head in agreement.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+233,"he thanks me, and we start talking to each other.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+234,i had thrust up my arm.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+235,> two nights later i returned.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+236,i was a monster.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+237,"wanted to go more like 13, but my heel was a little sore from last weeks `` heavier '' mileage, so i did the smart thing ( i think ) and cut it short.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+238,it was a dream within a dream.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+239,"probably just a hell of a coincidence, but super weird.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+240,"when i woke up, i could not stand on my leg.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+241,i then pushed myself up using my arms.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+242,"we had obviously done this before, but this time something was different.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+243,i haven't seen bob since.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+244,at the time it didn't seem to bother me.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+245,"without a sensible thought in my head, i got out of the car.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+246,my nose stung and i could see my breath.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+247,"thirty steps into my journey i said `` uh oh '' as i felt the skin of my ankles peeling away, but of course i'm a testa dura, so i forged ahead anyway.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+248,"it started on monday evening with a tickle in the back of my ears.tuesday morning i woke up with a sore throat.wednesday my throat felt a little better, but i developed a cough.thursday i had a cough and a runny nose.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+249,i didn't quite run away fast enough from this particular one and took some shrapnel to my legs. '',1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+250,first: i want to know about *your* day!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+251,"black boots, black shirt, black leather trenchcoat (yes i was that kid), black hat.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+252,every time i swiped for it it would disappear and reappear further in the woods.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+253,owen was great and pushed on my back with every contraction.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+254,i feel it slithering down my skin like a anaconda snake.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+255,"there was this sound, like a garbage truck dropped off the empire state building... and when they pulled the driver's body from the twisted, burning wreck.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+256,my hands and foot feel cold while face feels hot.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+257,my sister made us leave quickly and go to our neighbors house.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+258,"the next day i turned it back on and all was fine, and when i checked the sample music and my own, there was nothing that sounded even remotely similar.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+259,posted passive aggressively about me on facebook and sent me angry messages.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+260,"went to emergency doctor at one hospital, he was happy to send me home after listening to my chest and sent me to chester hospital for x-rays etc..",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+261,"however, deep inside my heart, i really want to go back to my hometown.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+262,hate to think what his plans were to recoup his investment.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+263,"he stood up and said, 'i'm in love with the bride!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+264,"both cats went tot he end of the bed and were hissing at the doorway, their fur standing on end.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+265,i felt guilty for being so relieved but the idea of not being alone was so amazing that the breath left my lungs briefly.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+266,"however, i always felt guilty regarding the abortion.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+267,i glanced down at the silvery package in my hand.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+268,i was really uncomfortable because i was sitting behind my dad and there isn't enough room for my legs.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+269,she was super happy for m.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+270,"the family who built this house are buried there, along with decades worth of friends and in-laws.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+271,"( see, my ears are just that good.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+272,we were going to blow that record away.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+273,the staff offered to help us to take some photos as i was really reluctant to take my hands off my gloves:p ( 11 ) snow of the bushes near the waterfalls were all frozen too.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+274,i couldn't take having murder charges on my hands.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+275,"it was just odd, though probably easily explainable.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+276,he was bleeding too.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+277,"i notice i can not get my ground, i feel like my neck is going to rip off; i realize that i can not breathe.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+278,"though my heart was full, grief lingered in a corner.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+279,"it's late at night, i'm heading into what promises to be a hectic week, and my fingers are cold, which makes it just like old times.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+280,"being a `` part-time vampire '', hanging by my toes during the morning hours during vacation, i spent a few hours that early morning loading stuff.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+281,we went to bed.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+282,jj had gotten drunk and taken the car.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+283,well i can attest that that is a lie.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+284,"i fumble to the shower and pull out the knob, turning it toward hot.i then turn around, grab the shaver and proceed to remove the little stubble on my face that has somehow grown over the past hours.placing the shaver away, i open the shower doors and step into the... cold water!!!",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+285,i need to stick to things that keep my feet planted like biking or elliptical.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+286,"my foot felt very cramped and swollen, in a most painful position.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+287,i immediately pulled over and tried to grab him but he ran past me.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+288,"i was once the dirty, rotten, low-down friendzoner girl.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+289,*** three days later and i am eating peaches and licking the juice from my fingers.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+290,"if he manages to hit us with a book or pencil, he laughs.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+291,"i know i did well enough to pass the class and that's all that matters, but in my heart, i know i did only the bare minimum on the project to pass... and that's very uncharacteristic of me.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+292,"i was eating and drinking well, my legs felt fresh, and other than a twinge in my achilles tendon, i felt on the ball.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+293,just doing something this stupid as a kid.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+294,"clear windows to a soul too new in life, on the job, to possibly have seen more pain than watching me hold ice to my face, wiping blood off my mouth, wincing as i was inspected for injuries more severe than the bruises, the cuts, the bleeding.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+295,who was perfectly fine.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+296,i had something *very* similar happen to me.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+297,you can barely make out your daughter's pale form in the darkness of your room.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+298,it's getting dangerously close to my eye... um... i'm 17 weeks now.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+299,"he had glowing eyes that were pitch black, and a face like any other human.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+300,"strange, cause usually i'm the first one to bitch about the cold, but anyway... so cafe frangelica at home with a bit of milk so i can drink it without burning my mouth and a dah of sugar.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+301,"my boss says ""don't get short with me ma'am"".",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+302,"my hand was forced, but i needed a nudge ( shove ) in the right direction.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+303,"the ""dead guy"" was never found as far as i know.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+304,"it's pretty awesome, right?",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+305,shocked my uncle and burned the hell out of his back.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+306,that's petty right?,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+307,"after what felt like and eternity, my legs decided to act.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+308,i had a really nice boss and a kush part-time accounting job during college.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+309,i figure it must have fallen out.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+310,what was the aftermath?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+311,i don't know.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+312,"i leaned over very carefully, stuck my tongue out gracefully, and this putrid liquid washed over my poor, unsuspecting tongue.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+313,"i sighed, sat up, and looked down at my stomach.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+314,"so no staying up late, no booze...",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+315,"i don't know what has gone on in my head or in my life to get me to the point that i am at today, but i look back and lok in the mirror and i can not find myself.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+316,the most solid relationship in my whole life started with zelda and mario!,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+317,we were too in shock to scream.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+318,"i was just determined to do it, got my head down and went ahead with it.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+319,this is his meltdown.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+320,i ate a delicious sandwich on an everything bagel and one of the seeds got stuck in between my teeth.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+321,i really don't know what happened.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+322,lunch hours are still weird and inconsistent hopefully my stomach can endure and not get anymore gastric pain.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+323,i need to ice my calf often and try to stay off it... except to occasionally stretch it.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+324,threw cigarette out window.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+325,"the dog barked more, whimpered and whined.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+326,"eventually it faded, leaving me scared shitless and her more curious than i liked.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+327,he had died from his injuries.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+328,"it was probably about 21:00, either way it had already gone very dark (was possibly winter time).",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+329,my eyes are burning.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+330,but this wouldn't be the 'evil's' last parting shot.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+331,i will defend this to the grave.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+332,and then i accidently dropped the tag because my hand was shaking so much.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+333,"but the thing that comes out my mouth is, `` shut up, he is worth it. ''",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+334,i got on the pole and went down till i could reach the seint with my foot and i pulled it under me and i got in.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+335,the frequency never faltered.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+336,"it was a dark, awful feeling.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+337,it's constant fights and i don't really know what to do.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+338,"my left clav essentially blew up, but it didn't stop there.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+339,"finally, my hubby loaded our sleeping 2 year old into the car with me basically crawling on my hands and knees to the car.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+340,really is omg small haha but my hand also can fit in okay!,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+341,i watched out of the corner of my eye as this man began to come up on my side of the car.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+342,"i didn't mind because the track was awesome and i wasn't too tired, i just had a huge blister on my thumb.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+343,"i place shackles around my ankles and then around my wrists, messing one up and having to redo it with a muttered curse.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+344,"it would rise, catch, and then die down abruptly.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+345,me: must resist rolling my eyes.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+346,"it was a summer job, and i was 14-15 years old.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+347,life is strange now.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+348,"the blood blinded my eyes as it ran down to my cheeks, and i tasted the sweetest flavor.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+349,my heart is like the river my strength you can't foretell.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+350,"my limbs wouldn't move properly then, nothingness.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+351,"i'm still wondering what that was about, or what was released into my house that day.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+352,i stayed away from my room the rest of the day and it hasn't happened since.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+353,always hiding my eyes welling up by yawning so it seemed like they were just tearing from that.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+354,"several hours of that was enough to put me flat on my back, so i took a nice long nap, then just rested for the remainder of the day.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+355,she was conscious and in severe pain but we couldn't give pain medication due to her low blood pressure.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+356,"my palms clam up, my heart beats steadily and rapidly.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+357,"having plucked up the courage to ask her father for her hand yesterday, events conspired to foul up my plans, but the very next day i woke up with new found resolve.",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+358,i screamed the chest pain was so bad i clutched my chest.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+359,"so i drove up the driveway to get my son, and warned the daycare provider about the kid on the rock.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+360,and my throat felt a little funny but i ignored it and when i woke up this morning?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+361,after that first big experience i started doing some research because i was so confused.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+362,this was the most random/terrifying thing that has ever happened to me.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+363,"`` i could, '' i stated simply, not bothering to put my feet down and turning away to stare at the various drawings that gerard had pinned to his bedroom wall.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+364,** in my head i say... can i just tell you?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+365,"as the first sip slid down my throat, i felt an uninhibited moment of pure joy.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+366,"me: ""negative, you'll never catch me.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+367,"i was trying to get rid of it at the moment, anyway, so i guess its finally off my hands now hahaa!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+368,i smoke weed alone i have a tendency to become hungry.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+369,"and then i took a shower, and made popcorn and watched some tv with dad before coming in here, doing my nails and now doing this.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+370,"seriously, sometimes my heart physically aches for what people go through here.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+371,"morally, i disapprove, but i'd rather see her steal than starve.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+372,i could feel the socks shifting at the balls of my feet and blisters starting to well up.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+373,best tech support problem:,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+374,room mate1:  is my best friend.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+375,"one time, when i was about 10, a girl used to pick on me constantly in school.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+376,"still weak in the knees, i followed him into the bedroom, where i remained undressed for the next half an hour as j finished demonstrating his dominance in ways that left more than just my knees feeling weak.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+377,"needless to say, the plant died from her residual evil.",1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+378,but then i very suddenly felt very weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+379,"geez, and i'm having a hard enough time paying for my own wedding!anyway, i checked flights later in the week only to almost gouge my eyes out when i saw how much flights were now going for.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+380,"but, my stomach... oh... my stomach... this bike has been from taiwan to vietnam, cambodia, and thailand... and several places in vietnam, not to mention all but the southern tip of taiwan... heading north.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+381,i looked completely different.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+382,my throat was burning by this time.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+383,i remember sitting down in the middle of my kitchen floor -- pretty much the only empty space in that entire apartment -- and bawling my eyes out.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+384,talk about just about ripping my heart out.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+385,"( does ` nt work ) * gets the grill again * he was struggling and digging my tooth just to get it out, moving my head for side to side.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+386,it was decent music but felt so much like just someone hit play on a playlist with commercials and walked away.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+387,my eyes were even blood shot.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+388,or at least that's what the neurons in my brain say.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+389,"my jaw is set tight, to the point i wake up with an aching face.thursday night, i had an early dinner with friends.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+390,the shadow seemed to grow angry that it was unable to feed on my fear anymore.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+391,"i'd just started a new character on a different world than i usually play on, then this guy wants to join my party...",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+392,"she was quiet and often would peek from the closet into the room via the door, since it had no door knob.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+393,"so instead, i locked myself up in my room, put on lisa loeb, and as she sang the words bring me wild plums, wild plums and agrimony i close my eyes and took a huge bite of the smooth plum in my hand.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+394,i broke my leg with an egg dish.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+395,i nodded.i bowed my head at my seat.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+396,"i panted quickly, and wiped my mouth with my free hand.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+397,"i turned my head to the door to see who had just entered, my mouth gaped at what i saw.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+398,did this adventure help fill the emotional void?,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+399,"its actually a lil funny that i felt like shit all day, and now i feel so much better now that ive gotten all this off my chest.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+400,"this, too, scared the hell outta me.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+401,"one day, i see this girl that's about my age.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+402,"friend is gay, one of his freshman roommates tried to kill him by putting isopropyl alcohol in his vodka.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+403,he was suffering from bone cancer and diabetes.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+404,suddenly we start moving forward a little bit.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+405,i remember sitting down in the middle of my kitchen floor -- pretty much the only empty space in that entire apartment -- and bawling my eyes out.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+406,"wow, did my head start to hurt!",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+407,and the reason all the fluid i was getting iv was going into my hands and feet?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+408,when i get really cold my back gets tense and starts to ache.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+409,"and now that we are back, i just feel drained and my calves hurt.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+410,block island holds a very special place in my heart.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+411,this said brand canceled their contract with them as well.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+412,"the two weeks in that box, though i was bored out of my skull, were easy as far as my magic was concerned.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+413,"as i took a shower i just stood there, letting the warm water trickle down my back and down my thighs, i leaned against the cold shower door and did some reflection, it felt good just standing there, with the warm water falling down on me, i felt peaceful, like i could do some good thinking.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+414,my hands were full.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+415,never saw that floor again either.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+416,she left the room and went downstairs.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+417,i don't talk about this stuff really and usually just keep it to myself.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+418,"my hair has been brushing the top of my shoulders for weeks now, nasty ends, the works.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+419,it was fucking scary.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+420,it was last year when i turned 18th.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+421,owen was great and pushed on my back with every contraction.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+422,"after 3 or 4 more times, he finally gave up and left.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+423,"i cant offer you any advice to deal with them, but i can offer my attention.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+424,"i ""woke up"" in my bed looking at my bedroom door.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+425,"slipped out between my lips before i could express what i was really thinking and feeling at that point -- affirmation, inclusion, kindness, gratitude.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+426,me: must resist rolling my eyes.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+427,more news as soon as i can get my head around it.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+428,"i got a full bottle of vicodin for pain, and a soft cast on my wrist.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+429,"but no, work was more important to my boss.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+430,"not so much a ""glitch in the matrix"" moment as it was a ""stuck in grand theft auto"" moment.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+431,again the stinging and the audience getting into my head and after several blows i called yellow again.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+432,"morally, i disapprove, but i'd rather see her steal than starve.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+433,my ex-boyfriend was just a horrible liar.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+434,"enthusiastic and filled with hope i entered the voting booth that was so small i had to duck to get in, and hit my head.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+435,but i really do know it is my heart speaking through me and i am being taken over by the heart and not the mind i feel inspired.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+436,it was the number of my grand mother's class room and hospital room when she passed.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+437,in between my toes.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+438,`` i have cracker all over my mouth but it sure was good! '',0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+439,after about an hour into walking around my eye screen fogged up due to the heat and i couldn't see much of anything so for the last hour whenever we moved i had to be led by the hand.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+440,">me: ""wait, really?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+441,"this did not seem to be a malicious spirit, just curious.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+442,i felt fire in my stomach.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+443,i must have turned as white as a sheet at that point.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+444,this was no person.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+445,i turned around so i could see my back.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+446,"my hair was pulled up on my head, but part of it fell out onto the back of my neck.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+447,never saw them again...,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+448,i felt a timer in my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+449,while in the bathroom there was chaos on the tv and it got louder and louder and louder... i washed my hands and ran to the remote saying outloud `` jesus christ '' just then-i look up... as mary magdelene is standing in the cave saying he has risen.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+450,i welcome people into my heart without inhibition.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+451,i sighed and wiped my face off.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+452,"as i lay in my bed, i heard a large thumping noise.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+453,"i felt sick to my stomach with fear, and struggled against every ounce of strength i had when he finally untied me from my chair.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+454,"you could say i am lucky i guess, when i cry i don't make a sound and my eyes never turn red, the tears just flow like rain.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+455,i was wearing khaki pants.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+456,ugh so today i found out that some people have been talking shit abou tme behind my back.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+457,"but one, one took my heart away and broke me free from my past.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+458,""" to which he replied ""good, neither would i.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+459,"this time, though, there was a man in an old army outfit, standing in front of my doorway.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+460,saw it melting away in my mind.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+461,"i made sure to run my hand along the length of that wall knowing that brad pitt, george clooney & matt damon had stood there, sad but true!",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+462,"when i was very ill, in great suffering-such pain that even my skin hurt-i gave up.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+463,i occasionally suffer from sleep paralysis.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+464,i still had the mental map of the area in my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+465,suddenly we start moving forward a little bit.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+466,"we all refer to it as the witch scream, and to this day i have no idea what made it.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+467,"my lips tremble again, this time in fear.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+468,"then we parted ways, never to see each other again.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+469,"my feet are doin ' fine, for as much as i ran around, and now i'm thirsty.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+470,"14 years later, we're still best friends.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+471,"hed sat down for a moment to rest his weary legs, and suddenly looked up to see an elderly woman before him.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+472,"`` yeah, im good now, my back has stopped bleeding $.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+473,"images of him dominating in all ways filled my head, haunting my dreams and fueling my fantasies.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+474,but scratching my arms all night long is breaking my life.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+475,i am going to try to get odd camera angles and never really show my face.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+476,"i leaned over very carefully, stuck my tongue out gracefully, and this putrid liquid washed over my poor, unsuspecting tongue.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+477,"in some respects the concept is a little corny, but something about it spoke to my heart and my mind.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+478,i pushed those thoughts out of my head and told myself i was being paranoid.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+479,"i saw these three lights open up in the sky, like a perfect equilateral triangle.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+480,"with all the lights off in the house, my daughter in my arms, and my husband by my side, we stared out the picture window as the snow blanketed the ground.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+481,mundane megot my teeth cleaned yesterday.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+482,"but no, work was more important to my boss.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+483,"i think i watched the last 20 laps holding my breath, and the last ten with my hands over my eyes.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+484,i will never forget hat day.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+485,"it took a while, but i got my zen thing going and tapped to a song in my head.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+486,i felt pretty shitty.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+487,"not really creepy, but fairly interesting.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+488,"my dad chased it away, yelling, while i just shook and cried.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+489,my heart makes me wonder how much longer 'til you're coming back to take me away.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+490,and that got my head bobbing a little bit.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+491,one day i was walking out to my car and i heard something hit the ground.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+492,the wall bent around it like latex rubber.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+493,"from the bottom of my heart, all those comments were much appreciated.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+494,i went to a party and this girl was paying a lot of attention to me.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+495,we never said anything but just continued home.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+496,fair money for about three hours of work.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+497,"cmon, mister, he said.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+498,"everything is incredibly far away, and earth is so very small.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+499,"we drove to vegas, then through to california.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+500,""" so i will remain positive for as long as i live.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+501,i have to go deep in myself not to walk down the familiar streets in my head.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+502,i still find little golden hairs at random times to this day.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+503,... but my head still throbs because eventually i had to get up.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+504,"i always try to remember these incidents whenever someone claims to have experienced something strange, and realize that my stories would sound just as loopy to them.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+505,a very close family friend passed away from a terminal illness.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+506,never saw the kid again.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+507,"the next day, my face started to swell up, but i was able to get an appointment at 9 am.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+508,i want to get a tattoo and my nose pierced in ireland.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+509,after going over to there house a few times he started to molest.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+510,"my hands are usually cool, and i defend them, spouting `` cold hands, warm heart! ''",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+511,"now, i didn't feel like spending money.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+512,so was the suddenly loss of strength in my legs.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+513,a middle-aged woman stepped into the main area and caught my eye in the bathroom mirror.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+514,"i hurried over to my desk, sure that i had left the pen there, and sure enough, there it was.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+515,finally the searing pain and intense burning made sense and i realized i had freakin rubbed bear spray all over my face!!!,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+516,like 101 fever and no voice and hacking up my lung... then i took my nclex.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+517,the outer right side was throbbing in pain and shooting up to my ankle.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+518,"and my ears are stuffed and i can't blow my nose, and i woke up today with the most terrible headache and everything's too hot.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+519,"mine is not creepy/scary, but is still unexplainable.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+520,ohhhh i put my hands up to my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+521,there was no stopping the relentless torrent.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+522,the police and fire trucks got their first.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+523,"my eyes went from the shocked and surprised look of the csm to the lady and, in milliseconds the center of my chest was bombarded with such intense relief and joy, tears pooled in my eyes.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+524,i immediately hit the deck.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+525,i sat there with tissue up my nose because i had a random massive nose bleed.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+526,allison was a spoiled rich girl whose parents were 1st generation immigrants.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+527,i wiped the tears from my eyes and took a deep breath calming down slightly.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+528,"this put almost all the strain on my shoulders, particularly the left shoulder, which experienced very sharp pain.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+529,so far in this class my eyes have been opened to the power of writing and the enjoyment it can bring to me.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+530,"on my legs and feet i wore leggings, jeans, and then the bib.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+531,"i had something similar, less extreme happen to me once.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+532,pain-i have injured my knee somehow.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+533,"so i woke up, opened my eyes, and immediately went back to sleep, where i found myself back at the mirror where my teeth had stopped falling out.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+534,i politely decline and went home.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+535,all their christmas stuff was 75 % off but there was nothing that caught my eye.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+536,my mind raced with possibilities.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+537,"but dark wasnt enough, i cut a foot of hair off of my head... drastic huh?",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+538,well i guess we weren't the only ones who heard the chorus... so this is the scene that met my eyes this afternoon.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+539,for many months i learned to shower keeping my elbows close to prevent water from hosing off the ends and totally drenching the place.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+540,i thought it was against policy.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+541,i never noticed before -- i have viewed this photo a hundred times -- that my hand looks like a blaquera.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+542,she fell down was was injured while the man who hit her drove off.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+543,i once texted a wrong number whilst rather intoxicated at a party.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+544,it started out like a small ache but as the day progressed it turned into this sharp jabbing pain in my ear.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+545,used those same two appendages to walk to the library during lunch hour and slip into the shelves with illmatic blaring in my ears.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+546,""" this was 2 weeks before christmas, the best business of the year.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+547,"however, my heart is still broken.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+548,"i reiterate, never trust a fart.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+549,the way he quickly suspected something wrong by just the look in my face.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+550,i was staying at a supposedly haunted hotel with some friends.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+551,"i said out loud, ""welcome"" and smiled.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+552,my hip is only minimally bothering me today.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+553,"i woke up, had a leftover burrito for breakfast, went to the pharmacy to pick up a prescription, bought a pack of sweetheart only to be disappointed that they are no longer the same, came home and played harvest moon till my eyes popped out, and now am watching the candy man with joey.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+554,"i shoot out a pleasing fart, but it didn't come alone.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+555,my legs shaky and wobbly but over charged with energy to get moving.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+556,it was pretty heavy late night tv.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+557,but i know the water carried it down the drain.i stood in the shed for a while in frustration while this old guy chatted with me about my whole slipper predicament.old guy: hindi mo na talaga mahahabol yun.old guy: ang lakas nung ulan eh.old guy: sayang.old guy: anong oras na?me in my head: * ^ # @ ^ ( ( * ^ ^ ^ * ( ( * ( * & & & & $ @<username>,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+558,it felt so real that i actually woke up.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+559,"lol my back is hurting really really bad, so i'm hoping that means good things to come!",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+560,i followed the direction it went thinking it was my friend.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+561,"i stopped laughing, clearing my throat and looking down again.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+562,"the latter sounds much more fun but i know i ain't got time what with going to wales this weekend, hypnotherapy coaching the weekend after as well as a birthday and the firms chrimbo pissup then christmas... its not easy having a good time, even smiling makes my face ache",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+563,i pulled the vodka i'd bought out of my belt pouch and pulled off the cap with my teeth.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+564,it was a really nice surprise and we got to take a train to the town.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+565,on with the story.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+566,sure enough - same car.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+567,"i couldn't put my finger on it, but it was something.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+568,"when they got back i was slumped on the couch with my back to the door, playing on a laptop.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+569,my balls hurt so badly that i could barely even walk.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+570,again i was conflicted in my mind because a few days ago he had held my hand and looked at my thumb and i felt nothing---not even one stray tingle.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+571,my nose and throat felt so stuffed and i couldnt breathe until i woke up.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+572,saw it melting away in my mind.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+573,i sighed as i shook my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+574,"i was traveling back home with my mom from my aunt's house on a warm, sunny afternoon.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+575,i was going up to see my avs play the red wings.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+576,"as i grew older, my interest in archaeology diminished quite a bit.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+577,nevertheless i pulled my hand away.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+578,"but i never fell out, so it wasn't a problem.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+579,"after dragging myself through all of those sets, my stomach being upset, and my body feeling entirely fatigued $ the last thing i wanted to do was hop on the treadmill for some incline walking.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+580,"most students looked forward to the experience as a calm spell before graduation week, with all the family drama and stress of moving out of school, began.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+581,it is certainly considerably different to work with as well and i have to keep certain rules in mind that i roll my eyes at when it comes to oils.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+582,"the first two to fall suffered a broken neck and a fractured skull, the third was crushed to death by the others, dying of a collapsed chest.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+583,"i reach down and run my fingers all over the slippery little roundness, feel it lean away and there is no shoulder dystocia, the neck is free and no cord.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+584,"i felt oddly willing to comply with his wishes, and a black fear still gripped my heart, so i saw nothing to do but to trust to his words.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+585,"determinedly, he shut his eyes and focused on breathing slowly.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+586,i feel my eyelids begin to feel heavy.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+587,both times catastrophically embarrassing for me.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+588,i wake up very easily to sounds so i'm not overly concerned.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+589,"this put almost all the strain on my shoulders, particularly the left shoulder, which experienced very sharp pain.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+590,"i was trying to get rid of it at the moment, anyway, so i guess its finally off my hands now hahaa!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+591,they were freaked out.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+592,"one day, one went missing.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+593,"dont wait, or say a single vow.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+594,things will get better!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+595,her face.... was priceless.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+596,i turned my head so i could stare at the perfect being that was by my side.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+597,"so i was like ""wtf, you have the bag, read the bag.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+598,"my knees was shaken, my eyes was blur.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+599,"light and noise, they make my brain pound against my skull.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+600,"(health nut) anyways, we came downstairs to make breakfast, we popped some bread into the toaster and flipped the handle down.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+601,from what country do you originate?,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+602,"my left molar came loose, and looking at it, there was a mushroom-like thing ( like a mario mushroom, with a red cap ) and black mold coming from the root, as it came out of my mouth.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+603,here's the first story.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+604,i saw this too.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+605,it must be from lack of sleep last night because when i woke up there were dark circles around my eyes.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+606,"i was in better bike shape last year, and had more ski-time on my legs.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+607,"my eyes drank in the wild landscapes, like i'd discovered a new land.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+608,these dogs jump on me and scratch my legs and when i get out of the car they try to jump inside.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+609,actually what's going on in my head is a lot of congestion.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+610,""" and turns away, falling back asleep.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+611,"i can't breathe right, my head has been stuffed up for three months, i have whacked out dreams, can't sleep, i'm just... i'm... i feel like i'm breaking.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+612,"ever the same ~ on december 16th, 2010, i fell on the ice in my drive way and broke my hip.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+613,: ( starting to find my nails too long; it's difficult to type both on my laptop and on the phone.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+614,the black eyed kids,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+615,so i took a nap earlier and i guess my foot was asleep.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+616,"my grandmother fell very ill this past summer, and ended up suffering from encephalitis, which, in layman's terms, ate her brain away until she died.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+617,the big problem was my left foot was right next to the front wheel and suddenly i found the forklift crushin my foot.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+618,then my knee.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+619,how in the hell did they manage to penetrate my jeans and get my thighs?,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+620,sets the power/entity free.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+621,they're sitting right across the pool from my mom just staring at her.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+622,the hairs on the back of my neck tingled and i backed up from the oncoming moon and growled a warning to her.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+623,as you can imagine word spread like wildfire.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+624,"by this time the kitchen had closed, and we could not get any food.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+625,") i started to teach myself japanese, and just couldn't shake the feeling that i was supposed to live there.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+626,i was kind of scared of them.so my new knife sharpener came home with me last night and i sharpened all the knives i could lay my hands on.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+627,one on my knee which is pretty much par for the course and i think i did it making a little slide into second base.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+628,"so, she got me this miracle serum thing from japan for face which cost 20 ml, i feel like i'm putting diamonds on my face everyday now.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+629,it was rather insulting.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+630,"my chest started to burn, i needed to cough, my legs were getting sore from trying to stay upright, but i pushed on.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+631,my stomach still hurts.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+632,"somehow, while scrubbing the left side of my face with my left hand, my left pinkie went up my left nostril really, really fast and really, really hard, and drew blood.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+633,i felt like i had chalk sweaters on my teeth.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+634,"the 2 that were giving me the main problems were huge, the one on my left side was the size of a softball and the one on my right was a little larger than my fist.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+635,so it's been hanging over my head.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+636,i listened and put my head in my hand.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+637,"i want to tell him, but i'm not ready to be lectured and have my head chewed off.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+638,i fall to my knees in fear for this dark figure is now staring at me.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+639,worst foot-in-mouth experience ever,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+640,we headed north on a sunny saturday morning in what has become our standard mode of travel-todd with the steering wheel in one hand and a cup of coffee in the other; me with my nose buried in a book.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+641,"again, i nodded my head.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+642,"i get a huge grin on my face and say, `` why yes, he's been sleeping all night for two weeks now.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+643,he never was coming.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+644,"there's so much going through my head now, but somethings just can't be said.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+645,"but theres nothing, i can see clear",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+646,"this will get lost but whatever, nobody fucking believes me.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+647,"as i walked down the steps, i thought i felt eyes on my back.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+648,"i nodded, pulling my arms across my chest, hoping that the rain obscured the tears that ran from my eyes.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+649,"i don't know how, but as soon as we started, i got 3 numbers in a row completely correct.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+650,then again but harder.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+651,no energy and my eyes are constantly aching.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+652,"so they moved me and started running a whole bunch of lab work did a chest x-ray, a ct scan of my chest and abdominal ultrasound and an ultrasound on the baby too.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+653,my world did nt stop spinning but my heart was indeed hurt.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+654,"anyhow, there was this other kid there.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+655,i was wearing 45spf sunscreen and i still got some colour on my forearms.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+656,anyway its ended in time and i went to mannarkkad ( but in this journey i accidentally placed my leg on the silencer for some time and i lost the major part of my footwear ) and then to olavakode station ( also called palakkad junction ).,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+657,"we went out for pizza, everything was grand -- great conversation, no awkwardness -- until a friend of hers came up and started chatting, and then congratulated her on her new boyfriend, etc.",0,1,1,1,1,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+658,it was a dream within a dream.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+659,my sister tells us the exact same story.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+660,this friend is a musician.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+661,"i spent the night in my room, then went to bed.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+662,"to this day i have no, absolutely no idea how the hell this happened.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+663,"i wanted to open my eyes, to make the bad dream go away.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+664,"""i forget, but i never forgive!",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+665,i was later taken to the banks of the river where my head was shaved and my body stripped off jewelry.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+666,a fraying rope stretches down from the rafters.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+667,"not insanely creepy, but kinda gave me a weird feeling.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+668,really freaked me out.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+669,"anyways, that vision was very very brief.. but very vivid too.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+670,"definitely not like any plane i've ever seen (no flashing lights), and still not sure what it was.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+671,"apparently, my eyes had been slightly affected by the marijuana.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+672,"my heel doesn't hurt at all, which suggests that the brandy soak was a good idea.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+673,it's constant fights and i don't really know what to do.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+674,"it seems the damage i did to my knee, way back when, has turned into osteoarthritis.lol.",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+675,"i was home alone for a couple of days, so i decided to take a nice long bubble bath.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+676,like hell i was going off a ramp close to that thing.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+677,"`` that $ smell, '' i said softly, closing my eyes and feeling it rush over me as xavier smiled down at me and shook his head slightly.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+678,"my mouth fell open `` no, no, no... i..",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+679,i don't even know why.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+680,i looked at my wrist.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+681,i haven't had a dream with them in it for years.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+682,clint and i went up and down with that weight for at least three or four reps after i thought my legs were shot.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+683,"they played the majority of the classics thank god, and i screamed my heart out which is why i have no voice right now.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+684,my ears bent back.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+685,my fist was clenched tightly.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+686,"he reached his hand over and picked me up, his eyes still on me, all thoughts in my head flew out the window leaving only a fog full of nothingness in my head except the words, `` listen to him! ''",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+687,i couldn't get my feet undone so i just... fell over.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+688,the man was baffled.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+689,i'm feeling my eyes drift a bit so i guess i better attempt to try to go to sleep... i have to go to my mom's work at 7 to help her out.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+690,"the air canada lady patted my hand and called me `` dear '', too.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+691,i mean why put words in my mouth i never said any such thing and it doesn't really matter.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+692,"now whatever this illness is has moved down to my chest, so breathing has become more of a problem.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+693,plus my knees look more hardcore in black and blue.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+694,it looks weird to say the least,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+695,"melancholy as i laid my head onto the pillow basking in the bright green glow of the clock on my dresser, my nostrils were stung by the sharp odor of old sweat... a reminder and omen of the dream that was to follow.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+696,my knuckles turn white though.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+697,"out of sudden, chest pains like something it bumping into my heart and i can not breathe.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+698,welcome to the month from passive aggressive hell.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+699,it was too late.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+700,i look underhand nothing was there.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+701,"now my lips, nose and the inside of my mouth are burning, even though i made sure to wash immediately after.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+702,"my chest was lighter, my entire body was lighter.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+703,"well, she stole the necklace out of my room, and wore it to her portrait session.",1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+704,"i was poised, well balanced and ready for him.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+705,i will lose sleep.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+706,thoughts of pretty woman and clueless flashed in my head.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+707,"one morning though, he slept in.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+708,broken nose and humerus.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+709,is in my eyes... see... heh.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+710,her nose was broken.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+711,"was my nose pierced, or was it untouched and innocent like a few weeks ago?",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+712,y'all are so awesome actually!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+713,"whenever i see them together they are very ""affectionate"" towards each other.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+714,"the wedding was a success, i was not a bridezilla and i had a smile on my face and so did my groom.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+715,"today, i realized i need to start with keeping my head focused during the day.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+716,this is the most terrifying experience of my life.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+717,the funeral home has since been shut down.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+718,"she was never violent or anything like that, just very odd.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+719,"fake pokey sticks at 4 am are a good choice, plus my legs hurt like crazy the rest of the night.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+720,it has had quite a history.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+721,im spamming my eyes with ` refresh ' eyedrops alrdy.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+722,what demon likes peas?,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+723,it was very weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+724,"when i set out, my knee started playing up a bit but it settled down really quickly and i never heard another thing from it after a kilometre or two.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+725,when she woke up the next morning she decided to figure out what the hell had happened.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+726,`` bella my head is fine.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+727,but the stories say i had scrapes running along side my face.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+728,some work had been done on the driveway.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+729,"they don't speak, but communicate through telepathy so the researchers at area 51 needed the best people who could communicate through telepathy.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+730,it was pretty epic.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+731,"my story is not as scary as a mysterious laughing grandma voicemail, but still confuses me to this day...",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+732,i saw this too.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+733,i shall now write an abridged version of the second chapter: chapter 2 i blinked and rubbed my eyes.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+734,"i stand there thinking ""god, what an *ugly* woman this must be"".",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+735,he was naked from the waist down.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+736,i slowly reached over my head and pressed the button to roll down the window.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+737,it was the day after my 20th birthday.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+738,but not very happy.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+739,"the false rush of euphoria is wisked away, and paranoia settles in, creeping through my skin.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+740,i like the rain.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+741,i am not quite in my right mind as i am home sick today and the only thing that kills the pain in my throat is gin.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+742,"my stomach had still been bothering me a little bit, so i ordered a pizza and mom & dad said to get the 14 '' one we could take some leftovers home to nick.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+743,"i put em in a bowl anyway, brushed my teeth, chugged a smoothy and went to work.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+744,"okay, it's not that invasive -- it's a cut about as long as my finger with some stitches, but i'm the girl who has never had stitches, never spent time in the hospital, never broken any bones, nothing.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+745,never saw that floor again either.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+746,spirit-search my heart,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+747,"now, mental illness runs in my family, from fairly ""common"" stuff like depression and anxiety (which i have) to dissociative identity disorder, borderline personality disorder, and schizophrenia.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+748,"but the emotional constrictor that had wrapped itself around my ribs and stomach seems to have gone, and it's not a strain to smile.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+749,i stood on tippy-toes and managed to lift my chest above the top of the fence.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+750,she lifted my other hand to examine the pads of my fingers.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+751,what's going on?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+752,"nothing there, but the sound was still going on, and sounded like it was right there.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+753,"i wanted to open my eyes, to make the bad dream go away.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+754,probably still awkward between them.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+755,however they are not her name and i feel like i am cheating myself by not going with my heart.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+756,i go fucking ballistic.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+757,i washed my face with some cold water and opened the door.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+758,"but my cousins always came, so the house wasn't that empty -and we had loads of candy bags and game prizes left over.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+759,"(btw she wasnt puffy, swelling, having a hard time breathing).",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+760,to get to the backdoor of her house you need to go through the driveway gate that is huge and is very loud.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+761,i don't know of any aircraft that can move that way.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+762,"so, still pitch black.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+763,she once put something under our door step.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+764,"i played around in the water, haha just my feet in the water though, it was too cold.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+765,"i was there for a few hours, and i tried to clear my head of anything that didn't involve relaxing thoughts.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+766,one of my friends wrecked his jeep going 80 down a dirt road.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+767,that was 21 years ago.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+768,but he is my... just hold my hand through this.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+769,i've read dream analysis books.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+770,hondas are notoriously great cars for long trips for their dependability and great gas mileage.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+771,my foot was tingling for sometime afterwards but the pain was mostly gone and there was no more grinding sensation.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+772,"once, my then six-year-old brother got out of his room to tell my mom he'd like to have some time alone in his room.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+773,"=] all in all-fabulous.yesterday, sunday, i almost broke my foot.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+774,"i went so crazy, that i trashed my wrists and bled to the point of fainting.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+775,"a few months later, my father, the person i held in the highest esteem, broke my heart by leaving my mother ( after 41 years of marriage ) for another woman.",1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+776,"the room smells like a rotting corpse, so it's nasty.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+777,"""a woman is going to get an abortion.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+778,"this super, attention to detail teacher, messed my grade up so bad that it moved it up two letters.",1,0,1,0,1,['anger' 'joy' 'surprise']
+779,"so to start with it was about a year ago, on a tuesday i think.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+780,instead i have to go down there to find them all drinking.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+781,bout knocked himself unconscious.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+782,my heart felt whole when i re-realized i could help other people.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+783,clint and i went up and down with that weight for at least three or four reps after i thought my legs were shot.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+784,the food was stored in the company refrigerator.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+785,and that concludes this post of random news from my neck of the woods!,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+786,i never saw that shirt after then either.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+787,"my heart was rather dark and angry, full of self and what i wanted.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+788,"so i go trotting outside, in my not so warm pj's to untangle the dumb dog when i take a step down the stair and my ankle folds ( yes, the same ankle that i hurt a year ago ), my ankle folds and i end up in a snow bank.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+789,with work-adam has really been breathing down my neck about files not being opened fast enough.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+790,the stench hit me first.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+791,i wasn't hurt.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+792,thoight it was weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+793,"yes, some of the veggies went into the bag and some to my belly.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+794,truck driver seemed paralyzed.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+795,"sore well to start this week, my back started to spasm and hurt like crazy.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+796,"rebelution bbcakes, fashion, music, singing in the shower, film cameras, shopping like theres no end, sleeping in, long walks, sunsets, travelling, hot milo on a cold day, touching my warm face when my hands are cool, late night movies, dressing up for nothing, starbucks, cutesy stationary, pink with polkadots, stars and hearts ok haven't been updating elektrifyme regularly, so here i am.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+797,they don't seem to be evil or dangerous.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+798,nothing behind me either.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+799,one was my grandfather.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+800,"then i opened my mouth a little and said, `` i-i don't remember. ''",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+801,"now, teresa claims that the rapport i have with my bartenders is all in my head, or at least one-sided and they're just humoring me.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+802,my ear is not as super painful today but i'm still exhausted and sick feeling.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+803,but it's okay because i was confident.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+804,"1991, about 8:00 a.m. in the morning on a saturday, sun shining in my eyes, yet the cold crackling through every pore; perched on a staccato of shopping carts.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+805,"we got married in california four and a half years ago, and we're still very much in love.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+806,after my legs were burning from the first bit of exercised that i probably had in the past several weeks we went to get some ice cream and then made our way back for some more video games.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+807,i sighed and wiped my face off.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+808,i also did something to my knee in the middle of a 1 mile race and end up twisting it pretty good.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+809,"this is what i recall... there was a sheet draped across my belly, vertically, so i couldn't see what was going on.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+810,they aren't naked.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+811,is there some scientifc explanation for this?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+812,"it felt so good to grip the cool rock again, to stretch my muscles and my mind as i tried to solve some tricky little problems.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+813,that's mommy's hair from down there.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+814,"i also happened to be rather tired, and when one of them asked me why white was the brightest light, i tried to think of the most concise way to explain the color spectrum.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+815,"no longer did those moments stay, all different now were our way, but somewhere, corner of my heart, i prayed to god, do nt make us apart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+816,"the dream ended with me riding my friendly pterodactyl through the skies, my hands stretched out to touch the clouds, laughing at the wind-and catching a whiff of my own foul breath blown back into my face.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+817,"not a big issue, at least it wasn't my hips.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+818,"i took my eye away from the camera and found the little guy ( or little girl, can't really tell ) a few feet above me now.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+819,a journey into my world ( or at least into my brain. ),0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+820,i get real scared now.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+821,"there was years of ""stuff"" in the house.",0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+822,my nose is so stuffed up right now.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+823,theyre gonna hit me up for money.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+824,i felt the large goose egg that had grown immediately on my head and finished cleaning.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+825,"about 1 hour of being in the tent, a light appeared that we could see through the canvas.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+826,"for the first time, i noticed their eyes.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+827,my heart started to do flip flops... could this be??,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+828,"now to stretch out my legs again, and take off my jeans, since they're digging into my side.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+829,"the next day, i could feel my legs aching a little.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+830,some time ago my brother was engaged to be married and i attended my brotherly duties by financing the wedding cake.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+831,so i'm stuck hobbling around on crutches til my leg can support me again.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+832,as usual i rubbed my fingers on the bright green confetti bushes while climbing up the rocky steps to reach the plateau.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+833,no furniture or trash...just nothing so we go upstairs and it's the same story however at this point the two of us realize the place is spotless and has none of the normal dust and dirt.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+834,"i put my hand in my bag without looking, cause i was trying to reach my body lotion in the bottom of it.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+835,you know the ones?,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+836,"i walked around the town with my ipod in my ears, and my camera around my neck, and had a big smile on my face.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+837,"i guess that's why it hurts so badly sometimes.when i saw you at steak n shake all i wanted to do was sob and tell you how much pain i was in from the things that have happened in my life recently and because you have gone through it you could help me, the look you gave me was like knives in my chest.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+838,he reached for the slip of paper and nearly touched my hand.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+839,"my car is dented, thanks to some moron motorcyclists that hit my driver seat's door that my dad was driving at that time, my face is scarred thanks to my 1st visit to a spa nearby my house, my hair that needs more baby hair and finally my teeth has a hole!",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+840,her hair a mess and her words strained.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+841,"""  i'm like ""sure.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+842,i got a little burn on my finger and it ticked me off.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+843,"it eats at me, and this is years later!",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+844,my brain screamed `` run!! '',0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+845,"i stood there beaming like an idiot, my arms still sticking out. ''",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+846,he instanly freaked out on me for having this knife in my hand standing over this deer with a sliced throat.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+847,either way i was scared for my life that day...,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+848,for the wedding and rehearsal dinner.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+849,i quickly look behind the trees and the other 'moon' is gone.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+850,"sometimes i do see ice cubes, but it's never the same.",0,1,1,1,1,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+851,"my legs felt good, my breathing was labored, but that was to be expected.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+852,"however, my knees were starting to sing a little bit by the end.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+853,"more cigarettes and booze are brought into contact with my mouth, and then something new.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+854,i noticed this months after moving in and doing all of my basic routines in my room naked.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+855,fast forward to the second grade.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+856,"apparently i got addicted, because i went through percocet withdrawal last night and the day after -- i felt wide awake, my stomach churned and some unusual manic tendencies started.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+857,"it was super strong, thinking about it makes my lungs burn.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+858,worst accident i've ever seen.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+859,"pale, and sweaty, he was wearing only a pair of shorts and a backpack.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+860,my knee's are the only weight left keeping me up to abroad.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+861,my heart sinks.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+862,you can tell he puts *a lot* of time into it.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+863,"my knees put an end to that pretty quickly, but not bad for the first time.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+864,"because neither of us could drive, he also had to go to dinner with the other two beforehand and meet up with me at the show.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+865,"went to emergency doctor at one hospital, he was happy to send me home after listening to my chest and sent me to chester hospital for x-rays etc..",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+866,ironic seeing as she's basically throwing food down my neck when i'm trying to fast.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+867,this will probably get buried.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+868,so it goes on like this for awhile.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+869,i used my hands to fan of the flame.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+870,the whole time i couldn't see because my toes were blocking my view.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+871,"when mom inquires what ""the truth"" is, lisa just says that ""you will know eventually"", and she says that once she learned of ""the truth"", then ""everything became wonderful"".",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+872,"because i haven't trained for this run at all, my legs gave up on me around 10 miles in.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+873,i brushed my teeth and then collected all my hair in a pony tail... and came down the stairs still into my pijamas.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+874,"they had me in a pile, and my head was down.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+875,"heeding the small hands on my legs pushing me out of the way, sidestepping small children running between my legs and ducking under the extended binder-bearing, frantically waving arms of focused mothers expertly managing back-to-school shopping has been just one more not-so subtle reminder that my beloved summer is on the verge of bidding farewell.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+876,"i kept my eyes down, my tail flicking nervously.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+877,my heart sank.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+878,just before my garmin watch went `` beep beep '' i could officially feel my fingers.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+879,but my fingers were starting to go numb as well.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+880,now the bathroom was pretty full of people all gazing at this magnificent poop and someone had the great idea of flushing it and it turned over and revealed even more.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+881,"but alas the humidity ruined it for us both after only 2 songs > > sigh < < still i basically had one obvious wet spot the entire shift, which i didn't bother to do anything about other than flash to the entire club from stage by doing the splits on my back about 10 times over the course of the day.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+882,"our g-mail accounts are one letter apart, mine having an ""l"" in the middle for my middle initial.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+883,i don't even know why.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+884,"so, again, i tried to eat my lunch, my stomach in knots, an unseen hand gripping my heart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+885,it was friendship from first malt.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+886,"brushing myself off, i ate one of the apples i had it wasn't until i felt cold that a hand touched my shoulder and caused me to jump.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+887,& # x 26; nbsp; the rocks were so slippery and i kept bending my ankle between rocks.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+888,"is not an option, by it's me in my natural pajama-clad state with no make-up aside from some optical enhancement that didn't want to wash off, without done-up hair, and with the zit on my forehead that i've been battling for about a week free and red and proud, and that's the spirit of the meme, correct?",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+889,now i start taking medication and suddenly all that energy is available; all that weight has been lifted off my arms and shoulders.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+890,i sucked her finger into my mouth and let my tongue explore it.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+891,chair... bolted... human... ripped...,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+892,"i can feel it, racing through my brain; feel my eyes darkening as their quick drugs take a hold on me.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+893,"i looked down at my stomach, and realized that all the junk food added some more pounds.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+894,"this expresses itself in other, smaller ways.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+895,"worst part is, i never pooped.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+896,"my first ever night in india i left my bag in a busy restaurant in calcutta - money, passport, everything.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+897,"my brother snores and his snores are constant in one spot at the head of the bed, so it could not have been him.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+898,"i looked down at my stomach, and realized that all the junk food added some more pounds.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+899,i've never done drugs in my life.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+900,melancholy i got up for work this morning and turned on the news like usual but i heard a story that broke my heart and brought me to tears.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+901,"my stomach was burning, and i came home and curled up in a ball and fell asleep.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+902,"no, but can we... look, i don't have time for this can you just spare a couple of minutes; i just need to get something off my chest i don't care, ok?",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+903,"i'm not european-american, i'm a white american.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+904,my little brother was home sick and sleeping in his bedroom.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+905,"yelling for everyone to get back or get inside, i draw a knife from pocket and with my thumb i flip it open, a practice i'm used to after sea duty and my time in iraq.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+906,what is it about this winter that is making me literally sick to my stomach?,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+907,anyway its ended in time and i went to mannarkkad ( but in this journey i accidentally placed my leg on the silencer for some time and i lost the major part of my footwear ) and then to olavakode station ( also called palakkad junction ).,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+908,i remember carrying jithu on my back everyday... my back used to ache but i never stopped carrying him.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+909,but i ordered for chicken katsu too so in the end my stomach was terribly full.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+910,it never comes off.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+911,i held him for a bit when he woke up in recovery and he fell right back asleep in my arms.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+912,"his grandparents used to live and farm there until they retired, but the land stayed in the family.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+913,i got close enough to feel some of the spray from the falls landing on my lips and glasses.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+914,"i rubbed my eyes in disbelief, all the nerds were gone!",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+915,"not hardcore accidental racism, but it fits.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+916,mistake 5: allowing my head to rule my heart.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+917,this summer i was set on starting an internship and really getting my feet wet in the advertising world.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+918,"after the breathing treatment and ekg was done, i moved back into a wheelchair and head off to get some x-rays of my chest done.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+919,he's also a teddybear-like goofball.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+920,"now to stretch out my legs again, and take off my jeans, since they're digging into my side.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+921,omg * deep breath * not good for my heart.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+922,"i woke up at 8am, went to class in the shitty cold rain.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+923,"they were moving away to live with her aunt, somewhere far away.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+924,"its most famous picture is picasso's guernica, inspired by the civil war spain was enduring.it has a selection of amazing surrealist works by dali and a number by joan miro, some of which were laughably simplistic to my eyes and a selection of art from the 1940s to present in its permanent collection.for its temporary exhibitions it had one on digital art and new media.my favourite works were the series of ` mirrors ' by daniel rozin from israel.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+925,worst foot-in-mouth experience ever,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+926,i literally am hearing voices in my head this time.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+927,"in high school, my best friend and i had first period class together.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+928,from the sign we found out that it was an unused mausoleum.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+929,"yes, some of the veggies went into the bag and some to my belly.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+930,long time never see my pic le... miss my face?,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+931,"i am trying to shrug it off as ""doesn't matter - got laid"", but i have to admit that it kinda hurts.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+932,"after repainting my face i realised that i was running about 5-10 minutes behind my schedule to be at my gig on time, but nothing that a little `` safe speeding '' couldn't get me back infront.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+933,"not sure if it exactly fits as a glitch of the matrix, but perhaps a past life type of thing?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+934,"we went out for mexican food and margaritas; i had most of my margarita on an empty stomach, and it really went to my head.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+935,i threw the shitty necklace in the trash.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+936,now the curse is pretty weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+937,"the low down >> >> all is good, found out i have sleep apnia, so i have to sleep with this god bless c.p.a.p thing that pushes air down my nose when i sleep.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+938,the great insect disappeared into the wall and i brushed my teeth in my room instead.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+939,my brain was just a go'in.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+940,till it is a physical object i can hold in my hands and know it's real.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+941,"lately it's just been cut with minimal layering, all the same length ( no v at the back ), after washing in the mornings i towel dry, pin my ( in progress from blunt to sweeping ) fringe back and let the rest of my head dry on the bus, i get to work and it's dead straight albeit extremely flat and lifeless.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+942,"he quickly realised what was up and decided to just drive up onto the pavement (kerb for the yanks i think), and go around the body without stopping.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+943,yeah i think so.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+944,"as she came closer, i saw what she held and tears began misting in my eyes.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+945,it smells divine-citrus and sandalwood-and helps me fool myself into thinking that my hands aren't aging badly.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+946,to this day (many years later) i do not keep mirrors anywhere but the bathroom.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+947,"as the crowd started growing restless, my heart started pounding.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+948,"i let my hands fall slowly, looking at her face.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+949,fast forward to about six months later.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+950,"it seems to me lately a cloud, cruel, innately has taken up residence in my head.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+951,this was no person.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+952,my feet started taking a heavy beating and the sun was burning my whole body.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+953,i found an old sweatshirt on the floor and tied it tightly around my leg.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+954,"i stand there for quite awhile just holding the thing with my back turned to the parents, with absolutly nothing in front of me.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+955,but i know the water carried it down the drain.i stood in the shed for a while in frustration while this old guy chatted with me about my whole slipper predicament.old guy: hindi mo na talaga mahahabol yun.old guy: ang lakas nung ulan eh.old guy: sayang.old guy: anong oras na?me in my head: * ^ # @ ^ ( ( * ^ ^ ^ * ( ( * ( * & & & & $ @<username>,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+956,"dark and creepy at night, no traffic or immediate neighbors.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+957,"then i decided to try and get up to go to the restroom, but i couldn't move!",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+958,"he knelt down beside me again, searching my eyes.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+959,i had two in a row.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+960,"sleepless nights are so evident on my face, even a cake of foundation and concealer can not hide = ( massive eyebags and bad tired skin.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+961,"my toes curled, this time in frustration, and my eyes narrowed as i stubbornly continued to look.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+962,"mom... well, she's mom, you know?",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+963,"this was nothing to be fooling with, though, so i let go.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+964,"once i pinpointed the location, i walked slowly to the spot, never letting my eyes wander.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+965,i had my eyes wide open for traps or situations that seemed destined to be trouble.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+966,"i think i could've laughed my head off that night, except that i had to keep my head in place so i could laugh some more, haha.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+967,"""  and i thought, it must be hard to be losing your mind...",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+968,"i immediately was excited when my feet first started onto the '' beach '', i thought it was nothing but sea shells as my feet crushed the debris beneath me.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+969,it was hung at a very strange angle.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+970,"i also told them about the dream i had which involved a bunch of worms coming out of one of the pots next to my bed, and then a disgustingly large one ( about as big as my leg ) that tried to come out of the pot and eat me.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+971,he preached and i wanted a word and he started healing in his preaching litttle by little the lord started tugging at my heart and i started to weep little by little.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+972,"as i continue to read the 40day prayer book, god is putting something special in my heart.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+973,so i had my little memory trip there and suddenly another popped into my head.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+974,"after entering the park, i started running ( slowly ) again and managed to run ( slowly ) across the finish where a very young ( and very cute ) teenage boy put a medal around my neck.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+975,i wore a purple dress.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+976,"needless to say, none of us slept.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+977,"my heel doesn't hurt at all, which suggests that the brandy soak was a good idea.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+978,called it right away.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+979,birds going into windshields (wild turkeys do alot of damage a 70mph).,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+980,"$ you $ '' i didn't hear, the blood is in my ears.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+981,tomorrow i see a cardiologist to check my heart out.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+982,since i waited for so long for it to arrive in my arms.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+983,"(also, excuse my writing, it's late)",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+984,"when i wake up middle of the night, my eyes was open.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+985,it overflowed and brown shitty diarrhea water came flooding under the stall wall into my wife's stall.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+986,"anyway, when i cry, i never have cry marks in my eyes sooo ~ it's like i can say i just yawned.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+987,"caution nsfl, or at least this one has always haunted me.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+988,jumped back into bed and just kept thinking about it until my sister got up.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+989,it's pretty crazy thinking of the random chance of us never meeting.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+990,"one screamed out that it was screwed up, to which another replied ""to the max!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+991,&gt; two nights later i returned.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+992,"god did that suck, because i was pretty much biting my lip off to not cry in front of anyone.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+993,my knees hurt so much.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+994,i roomed on my own for the rest of the term.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+995,"i've been alone & really focused on prayer my heart starts to pound so hard it aches, my eyes closed so tight with tears welling up ready to pour out the minute i open them, feeling like i am inside my body looking out almost like some weird reverse out of body experience.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+996,"karen and doug i got home after dropping cathy and busta off at 6:00, got the horses settled, wet my hair, washed my face and hands, changed my shirt and bobby and i hurried to meet another couple for sushi at our favorite place at 7:00.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+997,"pauly and i went over to the pokerstars party and i downed some pork tenderloin, caesar salad, and tortellini with pesto sauce along with one bahama mama ( a tasty pink rum concoction ) to settle my nerves.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+998,and my hairband broke cause i hit my head on the ceiling of the crowded bus.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+999,i took my son and moved out and he moved in with her.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1000,"i did have to put my foot down on the shoe choice, ( ha ha, get it? )",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1001,the hairs on the back of my neck tingled and i backed up from the oncoming moon and growled a warning to her.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1002,shortly after finishing university i had what i think of as my first successful  independent adult relationship.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1003,"i woke up one night, and my heart was racing i shake away the drowsiness and started tracing for what i had dreamt about moments before.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1004,"just got x-rays, and at least my knee does not appear to be broken ( although they are sending the x-rays to a specialist to be sure ).",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1005,"heeding the small hands on my legs pushing me out of the way, sidestepping small children running between my legs and ducking under the extended binder-bearing, frantically waving arms of focused mothers expertly managing back-to-school shopping has been just one more not-so subtle reminder that my beloved summer is on the verge of bidding farewell.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1006,i never actually saw anything but it is one of the scariest experiences of my life.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1007,but he intrigued me.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1008,for some dumb reason i was running late.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1009,"it bleeds off, gets into your hair and your clothes and your skin and your thoughts.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1010,my heart's itching for more of gossip girl!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1011,"feeling him beside me, sends shivers up and down my arms... thats another thing i have to worry about.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1012,"i see two small ""children"", floating about 4 ft. away from me.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1013,"when they ended with sweet disposition, i just couldn't believe my eyes and everything that happened at laneway.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1014,the instant answer that fell out my mouth was a happy yes!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1015,his grandpa laughs again and tells him to sit down.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1016,"then there are the scabs, scratches and depressive scars all over my legs.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1017,"it was a complete drop off, at least 50 feet or more.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1018,"as i started to jog easily to the starting line, my leg felt a little stiff and my shin was hurting a bit.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1019,i also danced so much that my calves hurt for 3 days.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1020,"white shirt, blue jeans.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1021,"i did manage to finish monday's comic, so that's something, but my head is still not right.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1022,and they probably knew exactly what your dad saw.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1023,this one has haunted me for years...,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1024,"he took advantage of that, and lifted me up over his shoulder, and dropped me right on my head in a cradle piledriver.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1025,the worst part was the lack of eyes.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1026,it is my birthday this week.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1027,"finally facing life responsibilities again, but my head still was on vacation.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1028,i've never gone back there.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1029,we wont hurt you.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1030,it's been a weird glitch in my head since i can remember.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1031,"scariest part is when i couldn't move my body, with my conscious aware of everything and not being able to breathe.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1032,this summer i was set on starting an internship and really getting my feet wet in the advertising world.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1033,i run the rough side of my hand down my stomach the way that you did.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1034,"i look down, and it is gone.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1035,i was at a large rock festival.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1036,"now i have a bad habit of wearing my heart on my sleave, and jumping to the possiblity of a girlfriend too quickley.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1037,but both well adjusted and successful in our perspective careers.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1038,focusing half my brain on the maniac and the other half on my son and with a police officer in the phone.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1039,i caught a co-worker stealing my prescription migraine medicine.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1040,"i ask quickly, my heart starting to race.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1041,"much to my surprise, when i slid my hand into a buck of ice and drinks to retrieve a pepsi, i had chosen the worst pepsi of the batch.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1042,one of my earliest memories is watching the mary tyler moore show with my dad and older brother.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1043,"so then it's just me and this dude talking, telling stories, ect.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1044,"my grandma used to do a ""magic trick"" that to this day i can't explain.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1045,we still felt terrified.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1046,i'm pretty sure i know who you're talking about in this post.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1047,"it's friday night, i am home in my jammies, watching something stupid on tv with my legs all covered up like a good girl.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1048,"after we had finished eating, some of us continued shopping ( or wandering around the shops ) and a number of times, i was told to crouch down with my knees spread or bend over and had the jumper lifted.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1049,i accidentally drop him.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1050,we still talk all the time,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1051,"i look at my eyes-sleepy, puffy.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1052,"he had a pilot's license, he had all the gear, everything.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1053,"it takes them 6 guys, all firefighters mind, and one old schoolteacher, to lift this oak dresser off meridian.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1054,he looks at the clock and it is some random time.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1055,still have adamn scar on my face from that.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1056,i was within two miles when i remember one of the spectators yelling at me to `` relax my face ''!,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1057,it melted my heart.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1058,"i extended my tongue, licked at the flesh, then pressed my lips closer to suck, to draw the skin and maybe a ball into my mouth.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1059,at least not right away.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1060,"dante and fausto, we called them and to see them again after nearly a year made my heart soar with joy.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1061,i woke up with my eyes swollen.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1062,and then it gets put ina wash of cold water on gentle cycle with another sweater dress go to pull these dressess out of the washer so you can hang them up to dry and your are inudated with fuzz so much fuzz i could stuff a small pillow take it outside to shake off some of the fuzz the shit starts creaping up my nose making me sneeze.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1063,"i think, however, it sucked some of my brain cells out of my head.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1064,""" she awoke from this odd dream and told her mum to wake up her sister.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1065,"she found her dad and gave him a rock she had found out side, just a plain old rock.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1066,"she hit katahdin, and celebrated.",1,0,1,0,0,['anger' 'joy']
+1067,i think what it comes down to is i'm my hands are just too small to span from middle c to the next c up the scale without slurring a few other notes in between the two.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1068,i felt like i had been paddling for all i was worth for the last year and could not seem to get my head above water.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1069,"stuck in this place, with the world rushing by, tears stream down my face, as i stand here, waiting to die.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1070,my cheeks more red than before.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1071,"my brother was tapping me on my shoulder, and i was like `` what? ''",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1072,"i moved my arms, stretching the muscles, watching ribbons of flesh dance around skin and bone.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1073,"i ignored it, but another week later i found another singular blonde hair on my couch pillow.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1074,driving around neighborhoods in the middle of the night on very little sleep everything gets to be a bit surreal.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1075,i'm just numb.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1076,that was the last time anyone saw her.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1077,i never close my eyes.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1078,however they are not her name and i feel like i am cheating myself by not going with my heart.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1079,"i let a short laugh i tried to restrain the hysteria slowly seeping out `` oh, i got shampoo in my eyes, it is nothing '' i willed the desperate cry in my throat to go some where... anywhere other than out my mouth.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1080,"oh well, bride's day, bride's way!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1081,"`` then a doctor walked around the corner, and my mouth fell open.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1082,my white shorts were dyed blue along with my shirt and half of my body (i fell sideways).,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1083,wah my face all cringed up.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1084,"but dark wasnt enough, i cut a foot of hair off of my head... drastic huh?",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1085,i ended up dumping hot oil all over my hand.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1086,"nineteen years old, beating my head against the wall for the last year or so in the confines of southern ontario, a trip out west seemed like a good idea; given that this was a free ride i figured what the hell?",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+1087,i felt really hot and my face was completely red afterwards lol but i'm pretty sure i wasn't drunk.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1088,bitchy mcbitcherson strikes again.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1089,"my boss says ""don't get short with me ma'am"".",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1090,"then while it was still on my heart, i opened it into a v with my index and middle finger.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1091,"when i was eight years old, my dad let me get my ears pierced.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1092,"as i unconsciously moved my hand to sweep my hair back, i caught sight of my sparkling bracelet and long painted nails.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1093,this is one of two rag rugs the dependents gave me and the tmod `` paper doll '' tote was snatched out of my hands while browsing cool-kids store made by others.,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+1094,i got a little itty bitty cut on my forehead from my glasses when the air bag went off.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1095,no idea about your other experiences though.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1096,i must have been only six years old when this happened.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1097,and it was... eerie.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1098,it was around ten o'clock at night and i decided i wanted ice cream.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1099,"well, now my mouth is just a big ball of ouchies.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1100,"again, driving my car, smoking a cigarette.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1101,"as i was placing them in the `` to be thrown out '' pile, something caught my eye and made me look closer.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1102,it really superly dried my face out.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1103,i may have never been born!,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1104,i had just turned my back on the river to duck under some brush when i heard a slurp.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1105,i became a god.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1106,hope someone reads this far down :),0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1107,when i was little and accompanied my dad on truck drives across the country.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1108,keeping my fingers crossed for good news!,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1109,"except, i have always called it/heard it called a spook trail.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1110,i don't know of any aircraft that can move that way.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1111,then the screaming started.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1112,"it is greens and blues and purples sparkled in the setting sun ( i could not reach my fancy bonnet, i had stored it away too far ) so i reach into the darkening sky and stole the evening star i held in my lap and it held me in its glow it reached into my heart-broken places that i had yet to know.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1113,"aargh, the look of frenzy must have been written all over my face as i tried to corall the older kids and placate my little one with a granola bar because it was dinner time ye know.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1114,link to burning the card:,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1115,"of course, saturday was a complete no-no as my back had completely seized up.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1116,he acted confused about the whole incident.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1117,the tree starts shrinking.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1118,none of us has mentioned the incident since.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1119,"i was so certain we were, that's what my heart said.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1120,she started hallucinating and thrashing around in the bathroom stall at one point.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1121,as the skin opened i saw a vein pulsing hidden in my nerves.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1122,"not fifteen minutes later, she is sobbing inconsolably.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1123,"stripper, abusive exes, criminal past.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1124,"the ground was cold and when i pushed myself back up, my palms were bleeding, full of little bits of limestone and coal, and the elbow was out in one of my sleeves.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1125,"so i felt my stomach, felt that it was hard, and told robert what was going on.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1126,"after about 5 minutes of failed attempts to get my nose to stop bleeding, i did what i could to clean up the bathroom, and i headed to the nurse's office.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1127,i was reeling back from the spit.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1128,"i have never had this feeling, nor emotion after a dream, maybe some dreams make me sweat a bit, but none of them manages to replicate the feelings i had in the dream when i wake up.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1129,"i every day through friday, but by then my knee started hurting again so i have not run since.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1130,this song really speaks to my heart and soul these days.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1131,"so this morning, these two conversations were weighing heavy on my heart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1132,my stomach... my back... legs... feet... and it feels like care unbundled.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1133,still hate my arm tho.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1134,my skin is at its ugliest this month.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1135,bitchy mcbitcherson strikes again.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1136,other objects were distorted.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1137,"and yes, that's a true story.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1138,"he was the local ""medicine man"" as well.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1139,`` i hurt my finger and i..,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1140,hihi:d see my eyes.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1141,when i stood up and turned my light on i could still see the finger on my bed but see noone under my bed and no one else in my room but mee.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1142,"the art room is exactly opposite the gym, so going either way is the same distance.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1143,"i am not going to wake up, i vow, but open my eyes just enough to see the clock, 2:00 a.m..",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1144,"i turned the lights off and put my hands over my ears, nothing happened.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1145,"years ago, my brother was best man in a wedding.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1146,he proceeded to spit stored up chewed crackers on my shoulder and the front of my shirt.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1147,"all i can remember was feeling the pinch of the needle going in my arm, me saying `` my hand is tingling '' ( because it was ) then waking up and being so freaked out that i started crying and shaking uncontrollably.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1148,we are isolated and without much lighting outside it gets pretty dark.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1149,i thought she was stuck-up and nerdy.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1150,""" it was super creepy.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1151,that was real fun...,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1152,"had had 3 coffees and was stressed to the maximum.my booth was simple and quickly put together.after selling out in 20 minutes and meeting the most wonderful people, i felt considerably better.the most popular outfit ( and my personal fave ) was this one, it was inspired by goldfrapp.at the end of the show, my ankle was killing me.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1153,"down, into my stomach, churning until food no longer gave me pleasure or sustenance.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1154,i do this at work too (retail).,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1155,"he breathed on my face, nuzzled my hair with his nose and licked the top of my head.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1156,i had swung my legs over the ledge of the front porch to listen in and imagine for awhile.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1157,"we then ran to my house and tried to calm down, nothing else happened that night.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1158,"the form itself did not shed any light, but was light.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1159,"i raced across the overhead bridge, keeping my eyes peeled for a taxi, and obviously, due to the nature of cosmic fate, my bus comes exactly as i reach the bus stop.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1160,"he damn disturb plz, cover my head with a shirt that a customer which have body odour just tried on!!",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1161,i was shaking and tears were streaming down my face.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1162,he's also a teddybear-like goofball.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1163,"i don't know if this is true, but that aspect is a bit scary.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1164,"i was ecstatic, but the joy was fleeting.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+1165,allison was a spoiled rich girl whose parents were 1st generation immigrants.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1166,"it seems like hours of testing my legs and running, i'm almost there, i know it, with my arms spread, i smell your scent, so fulfilling.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1167,"yesterday, i almost found myself sobbing uncontrollably because the thought came across my head that yesterday was technically the one month anniversary of my mother's untimely death.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1168,"sharing 30,000 feet for a brief moment.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+1169,my head was killing me.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1170,i also did something to my knee in the middle of a 1 mile race and end up twisting it pretty good.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1171,seriously... we were baffled.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1172,my mother died when i was very young.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1173,"( three ) rating: rnotes: this chapter is a bit worse than the previous ones by way of violence.part one.part two. rise and shine, baby, it's after dusk. i groggily opened my eyes, propping myself up on my elbows.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1174,"after a bus ride, i found myself in a small town with my thumb out, next to walmart.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1175,now i am resting and i have to do my ear drops again.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1176,"swarms of people wandering around confused and unaware of where they're going, cutting people short as they wander into burger king and other such stores on the other side of the corridor-completely unaware of the fact that they literally almost made me drop everything i'm carrying and fall flat on my face.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1177,"my jaw is set tight, to the point i wake up with an aching face.thursday night, i had an early dinner with friends.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1178,"as it moves along, we see about seven or eight amber lights drop one at a time from it, falling towards the ground and disappearing behind the mountains.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1179,this was right before sunset when we got in bed and i instantly fell asleep.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1180,"the first time i saw myself, my lips were still completely covered in scabs and were black and my skin was so pale with red splotches.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1181,"all of my quirks, wrong choices, mistakes and even my heart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1182,on march 25 2008 i broke my first bones i broke my hand and 1 finger so far but after i broke it i still went and played with my friends i never knew i broke it so i plsyed air soft and rode a motor bike it was fun then my mom was cureios so we went to the docters office and i got a thing like a half cast i broke my right hand so i cant write very well and its weird havin a splint thing.,0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+1183,"i, however, have a couple of bruises on my arm.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1184,when they came over the speaker with offers to buy seats again my heart just sank!,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1185,i can even lift my arms above my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1186,"out of sudden, chest pains like something it bumping into my heart and i can not breathe.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1187,has this happened to anyone else?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1188,i untie my bear bag and grab some food inside it.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1189,"in the late afternoon i am lying in the sun, my music plugged firmly into my ears, dancing.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1190,with a close knit community people who knew weren't going to rat us out either.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1191,and i now have blood drawn to the surface of my arm!,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1192,birds going into windshields (wild turkeys do alot of damage a 70mph).,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1193,"i got a labrador puppy for my 4th birthday, greatest present ever.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1194,bright pain from clipping my tongue sparked white spots and elicited a gasp.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1195,"they jumped from the couch and aimed for all of the areas with sensitive skin-the underside of my arm, along my belt line, the insides of my thighs.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1196,"believe it or not, this is what philosophy is all about.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1197,"i try extremely hard to keep my details hidden.it was nice to know that what i had given people to know was pleasant, but i couldn't deny the knot that was still in my stomach.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1198,"i'm still sick, my nose is sore from blowing it all day, and it's wicked hot in the apartment.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1199,apparently she would often sneak into their house to hold the child while it was sleeping.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1200,she engages in prostitution.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1201,but anyway this house.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1202,"but for this time, i took my heart with me, to indulge myself into the song after i seen sarah blogging in her post; i can feel what she is feeling.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1203,- my throat is very dry now and keep on coughing.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1204,i always get these dreams that foretell the future.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1205,i'm a barista.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1206,"i first had weakness in my left hand and gradually lost the use of my hands, arms and legs.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1207,"the feeling has started to come back to my eye, but i still cant raise my lip and actually inspect the damage.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1208,after telling here i'm trying to withdrawal money from a canadian account three times and then showing her my card she simply said `` this card is not for this bank '' and i just shook my head and laughed and walked away.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1209,"and they asked me when i am getting married, and i answered tomorrow and laughed off with a barbequed chicken wing in my hand.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1210,my hand shook on the trigger as the sight of my rifle fell upon my enemy.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1211,thankfully it was witnessed by the counselor in full detail.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1212,so i got my hand on the healthy wear powder foundation in creamy beige for $ 3.45.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1213,my stomach was hurting.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1214,"next time you see those people you invited but didn't show up, ask them point blank why they didn't even bother to show up for 5 minutes.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1215,one ended up going to prison.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1216,i picked up his toy and look it over and see nothing.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1217,went to a party at a friends house.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1218,they are always there to pick up the pieces when my heart is breaking or when i've had a hard day.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1219,broken nose and humerus.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1220,"i can't move, my hand is stuck, i'm making weird noises and my mom is screaming.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1221,(it was so awesome!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1222,i untie my bear bag and grab some food inside it.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1223,i stretch my arms and ache my back.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1224,i duck away from the worst of the blow.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1225,it was cool knowing that i could hold down 2 full time jobs for 9 months-and the paychecks were nice: ) it was a good work out too... but i think that it has taken it toll on parts of my body-like my hips.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+1226,"there were a few storage boxes in the laundry room, including some old stuffed toys and craft supplies.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1227,"today, i ventured to swim class where reese spent the entire 10 ( to maybe 12 ) minutes we were in the pool softly crying, almost whimpering and licking my shoulder.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1228,"i got chains, chains around my feet.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1229,""" ""look... out your window.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1230,so i continued to watch and then extended my hand to the senator.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1231,you are the demon.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1232,... but raul never called.,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1233,"i showed the bouncer my face, the preferred method to keeping my exclusiveness intact since the tiny club's capacity was at its limit of 87: once you were inside, you were given in-and-out privilege.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1234,someone is in danger.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1235,my hands were trembling with the life of her.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1236,"the kissing and touching don't stop, they just get more... interesting.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1237,"i looked at him and said ""yeah, this book is very interesting.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1238,"now, my ankle has been hurting for several weeks, but nothing like this.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1239,"the thrill of having this large, fat, fuzzy bee sitting calmly on my hand made me feel both honored and protective.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1240,"wan na learn how to ride me? my mouth popped open and my eyes felt suddenly huge.there was a beat before jacob burst out laughing at my expression, covered his face with his large hands.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+1241,twice i got it in my hands but it slipped out and bashed itself into the window again.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1242,i fought back the tears coming to my eyes.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1243,"this will probably get buried, but here goes:",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1244,finished the apple juice then poured another glass.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1245,i have plenty more.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1246,my heart is too full for words.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1247,there's a heavy foreboding hovering over my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1248,maybe you were dreaming **way** to hard?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1249,god i cant even see straight cuz i have so many tears in my eyes.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1250,i still see them.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1251,"when my back hit the far wall, and the shovel against the wall fell on the dirt, i screamed.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1252,your story is really creepy.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1253,after telling here i'm trying to withdrawal money from a canadian account three times and then showing her my card she simply said `` this card is not for this bank '' and i just shook my head and laughed and walked away.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1254,"`` ah, '' bryce's familiar deep voice sounded behind my shoulder.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1255,it's a miracle my head didn't explode.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1256,"i went back to sleep and when i open my eyes, it's 1230 pm le.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1257,but we are exclusive and i do feel like he could be the one.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1258,"we talk, hand in hand and face to face, about life and what it really means to live in hindsight.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1259,there's just something about watching an acne-ridden high school dropout cooking my food that just doesn't sit well in my stomach.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1260,"there was one bride i ended up going to and bringing the appropriate gifts to, four different parties/events.",1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+1261,my little one is growing so fast before my eyes.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1262,my finger is an asshole.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1263,"at least, that used to work.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1264,"i almost completely ripped off my little toe's nail in the process, scraped up another toe, and got a twinge in the ball of my foot, but i'm not complaining.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1265,you've clearly been to hell and back.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1266,saw that same thing as a young kid.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1267,"i looked up at him, and then quickly shifted my eyes to the side, biting my lower lip.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1268,"four and a half hours later, i'm sore, cranky, my hands smell like latex and are dry and yucky, my feet are covered in dried soap and my newly bought mop kicked the bucket... but we finally have a sparkling clean and hygenic bathroom!",1,0,1,0,0,['anger' 'joy']
+1269,"then, all hell broke loose.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1270,"""how the hell did you get her down?!",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1271,"i played my heart out in the first set of the club championships, but i can not be bitter about it as my opponent was in-form and the first set was at a high level.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1272,now the curse is pretty weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1273,and now my lips are sealed.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1274,i could not summon up the courage to get up.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1275,"i know two people, one is susan and one is suzanne, these are their real names.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1276,"i sustained my first major injury to my back, which i now pay $ 25 a week to the chiropractor to help correct.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1277,i most certainly had change.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1278,"i said i didn't cry very often, but i think my eyes have been held awake for so long that tears have come and gone without me feeling or remembering them.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1279,except my skin.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1280,"still... i was on guard the whole night... kept repeating ( in my heart ) all the surahs i know, and kept asking allah al-hafiz to protect us from evil.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1281,they are always there to pick up the pieces when my heart is breaking or when i've had a hard day.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1282,went up to a girl at a bar and started talking to her.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1283,"the celebration was from 7 pm to 1 am, and all the rides and attractions were open, including the huge scary rollercoaster that i closed my eyes on the whole time i was on it.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1284,my palms are sweating.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1285,"i was happy again, and my wrist healed up.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1286,it was like a bomb went off in my head.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1287,that is one thing i love about my company.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1288,"i cleaned that up, then washed my hands real good.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1289,"scripture `` how sweet are your words to my taste, sweeter than honey to my mouth! ''",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1290,and the entertainment center.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1291,"i woke up that morning feeling awful, and begged my mom to stay home from school.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1292,room mate1:  is my best friend.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1293,i start getting a little drowsy and take a sip.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1294,because i realise im growing alot of freckles on my cheeks.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1295,"i am trying to shrug it off as ""doesn't matter - got laid"", but i have to admit that it kinda hurts.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1296,i encountered a persistent and very active poltergeist.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1297,"nobody had lived there in a very, very long time.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1298,but that's up to you all to decide.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1299,i broke my leg with an egg dish.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1300,they started using this phrase when people stopped having their impending marriages announced the three sundays before the wedding at the bride's and groom's parish churches when the presumption was that anyone who knew of a problem would come forward sometime during those three weeks.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1301,but maddy hasnt stopped.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1302,"pale, and sweaty, he was wearing only a pair of shorts and a backpack.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1303,"he married young, almost straight out college.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1304,` lyra's coming today ' the thought jumped into my head with all the certainty of ` water is wet '.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1305,"though hysterical myself, and though clinically dead with a heart that has literally exploded in my chest, i am relieved.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1306,they check out the whole house and say it's clear to go back inside.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1307,the door to my room has a body-length mirror on it.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1308,"this operation removed the interlocking tibial nail from within my right tibia, a long titanium rod which had done a marvellous job of holding my leg together after that awful accident but which was now superfluous, and also the prime suspect in my ongoing pain issues.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1309,"' then, i focused my eyes and looked at it again and saw $ 24.99 and was a little disappointed.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1310,"tell him, right elmra?",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1311,"the cool, packed mud squished between my toes.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1312,"i could see the texture of the paint on the wall beside my head, and the texture of the fake wood closet doors, the cradle beneath the window.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1313,it doesn't budge.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1314,i put my hand on its tail to pet it.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1315,i just do it.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1316,he saw a cute girl holding up three fingers.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1317,so i closed my eyes for a bit.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1318,"i was born without the compassion chromosome, or i could have been born with two hearts, neither one agreeing where my brain should spend it's time.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1319,the song `` poor places '' is ironically seeping out of my speakers and into my ears: it's hot in the poor places tonight / i'm not going outside,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1320,"fast forward two weeks, cops are combing through the small forest that is behind our backyard fence.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1321,the odds of getting it right were one in 312 million.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1322,west hollywood is a creepy fucking place to live.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1323,brought my feet to the floor above my forehead.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1324,i felt really hot and my face was completely red afterwards lol but i'm pretty sure i wasn't drunk.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1325,"i pull the trigger, feel the recoil in my hand along with the professionally, almost muted sound and watch him shudder and then go limp against me.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1326,this was also the point when i realized my face had been mashed.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1327,"and they asked me when i am getting married, and i answered tomorrow and laughed off with a barbequed chicken wing in my hand.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1328,i fell asleep with visions of 5 grand dancing in my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1329,"moral of the story, wear a cup!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1330,i always wanted to see one.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1331,i decide to stay awake and just well sit on my laptop.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1332,"well, my birthday is in january.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1333,because it was fun.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1334,the nyc internship opened my eyes to how much the world has to offer.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1335,she sat at her papa's recliner sofa only to move next to me and start clinging to my arms.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1336,i wrapped my hand around waist and moved down.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1337,"' and then it hit and i felt lost; i couldn't breathe, i couldn't hear, and my knees let go.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1338,"needless to say, it was very hard not to cry due to disappointment.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1339,it's his reflection.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1340,"there was the tiniest pause in my head for a moment, as i looked round at her.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1341,"the silver manacles were tight on my wrists, and i was too dizzy to keep my own balance.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1342,nobody in the family really liked her either.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+1343,"so long as it didn't go for my jugular or some nasty trick like that, i think i could sacrifice my hands in order to control it somehow.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1344,unfortunately my instant karma was somehow bad karma.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1345,"i want to learn about you, communicate with you.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1346,we ordered some food at mcdonalds instead of buying food at the theatre because of the ridiculous prices the theatre has.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1347,my head started to feel like it was caving in onto itself.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1348,"the two proceeded to grab my body, one at the knees and the other at my shoulders.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1349,so i'm stir my heart for europe travel.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1350,my nose is currently upset.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1351,it can all go away with the blink of an eye and a tight grasp of my hand.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1352,the weird thing is i have this particular feeling which i cant put my finger on.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1353,"tim also rescued me from a bad sunburn by spraying me down with spf 30 while i was laying on my stomach, half asleep.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1354,i watched her die.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1355,it was like a bomb went off in my head.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1356,"it's going to suck worse when i'm barefoot in the kitchen in two months and a piece of glass i overlooked is going to unearth itself and stick into the bottom of my foot, like that one time.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1357,"they called to her to leave her vehicle slowly, without panicking, and walk towards them.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1358,just normal chatting stuff on a chat-site.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1359,it's a battle between my heart and my mind.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1360,"able to pass bugs halfway through the tv screen and pull them out like nothing happened, couldn't do it with my own hands though.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1361,my spanish language skills were fairly basic.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1362,"then, as humanity accepted the truth, the disappointment manifested into sadness and general misery.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1363,i decided i'd play my guitar to pass the time.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1364,i had soup and applesauce with pudding for dessert.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1365,"today, i got my hands dirty with the boys shoveling dirt, tossing rocks, and gathering up bits of rotten wood, all of which the excavator dug up yesterday and left in a big, unsightly pile.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1366,being lonely really sucks,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1367,"i wrapped a tshirt around my head for warmth, and settled in for a cold night.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1368,it started in my throat last night and sleep was `` eh '' last night.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1369,"the ground was cold and when i pushed myself back up, my palms were bleeding, full of little bits of limestone and coal, and the elbow was out in one of my sleeves.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1370,this is the story he told him:,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1371,"i got my hour and 15 minutes of walking in this evening, but my heel is definitely bruised, making it hard at the start.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1372,i am a very awkward person.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1373,"needless to say, everyone was annoyed with me.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+1374,you know the sudden impulse to look at a clock?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1375,we hugged and cried.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+1376,i couldn't take having murder charges on my hands.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1377,"it's eyes were on the front of it's head, not the side.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1378,"seconds later, the tears that streamed down my face were out of pure excitement.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1379,then it began to snow... hard.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1380,she engages in prostitution.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1381,it was through a dream that she learned that his last living thoughts were of her.,0,0,1,1,1,['joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1382,it was my ex.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+1383,"peter sat behind me on a chair, holding my shoulders and helping me through each contraction and push.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1384,i got up and walked to the window.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1385,"thankfully, we were required to wear black pants so most was hidden.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1386,"he never interrupted, never showed condescending pity.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1387,it's a battle between my heart and my mind.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1388,"i had been feeling sick to my stomach on a very regular basis and wanted to talk to someone about it ( i didn't know it at the time, but i had uc ).",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1389,why does my heart beat so fast when i see this one person?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1390,he ran full speed.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1391,"i did go through this thing with her a few times, but after almost breaking my back and doing a triple flip, i knew my days were numbered!",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1392,"this is typical, as they need to justify their existence.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1393,it was quite old.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1394,several times in the last couple weeks i've had to scratch my head cleverly for a few minutes trying to figure out how to get into my office.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1395,i met a girl at a rave once.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1396,country towns have ... secrets.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1397,after singing community songs until my lungs hurt.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1398,"she opened the door of the moving vehicle, jumped out, and landed on her feet.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+1399,his front end was completely smashed in.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1400,lost my leg to cancer at 9.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1401,we shared about a minute of spaz-dancing and off-key singing before we went our seperate ways.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1402,he wasn't fucking with me either.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1403,i want everyone who sees me lying there with a fork in my hand to know the best is yet to come.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1404,"lastly, my grandpa was a fairly religious man, and attended church every sunday morning.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1405,it was directly overhead as i lay on my back in the wet grass.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1406,"tears in my eyes, too much on my mind, and deep sadness in my heart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1407,"my stomach had still been bothering me a little bit, so i ordered a pizza and mom & dad said to get the 14 '' one we could take some leftovers home to nick.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1408,my face is leaking like a broken sieve this am.this disturbing part of this dream is about my mother.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1409,i think my heart has officially broke.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1410,he pulls out a switchblade and cuts the side of my mouth.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1411,"this time, though, there was a man in an old army outfit, standing in front of my doorway.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1412,i can almost breath the air now... i can almost stop clearing my throat at the thought of it.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1413,i enjoy sticking my chin in dry drool.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1414,"ok, so my pet alligator's tank is directly across from my pillow... the second i opened my eyes this morning at 6 am, the absolute first thing i see is my alligator in the corner of his tank staring directly at me.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1415,"the smell of rain, the feel of the drops against my skin, all were welcome feelings.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1416,"too many calories, my brain just couldn't deal.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1417,n sarah's name again tht played in my head.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1418,6 hour old post?,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1419,"a few weeks previous, i asked her who she wanted to invite to her party and she named everyone that i was thinking of in my head.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1420,"i had a day of rest a couple of days ago-the absent half of the family is home, we were all spent beyond words ( and i was flat on my back with a bad head cold ) and decided to shoo away all pretense of responsibility for one loop of the sun through our skies.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1421,my mouth by then like cardboard.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1422,be still my heart.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1423,this did not sit well with my granny(my father's mother).,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1424,"i stumbled out of bed, probably 4 in a morning in a most-asleep daze and went to the bathroom.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1425,"my freshman year, the director died of cancer.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1426,did this adventure help fill the emotional void?,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1427,"i'll try and keep it brief:- i once left my apartment for about half an hour or so, locking the door as i went.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1428,maybe i should try to get my hands on some.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1429,"i don't, and he was awake the entire time.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1430,through my veins it rushes to my heart causing it to beat 10x faster than its normal paste.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1431,i was crossing my fingers that this was a good bet cause i tried ajisen once and i hated ramen ever since.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1432,and then it gets put ina wash of cold water on gentle cycle with another sweater dress go to pull these dressess out of the washer so you can hang them up to dry and your are inudated with fuzz so much fuzz i could stuff a small pillow take it outside to shake off some of the fuzz the shit starts creaping up my nose making me sneeze.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1433,"not really creepy in the scary sense, but still unexplainable.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1434,"i have tons of insecurities and these always frustrate me because even though i want to do something, the weird way my brain works tells me not to, and so i get confused and insecure about my thoughts.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1435,i heard a noise and feel the crashing of my back with the iced floor.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1436,"after drinking all night i couldnt manage a fast enough skull to beat the curdle, tears of disgust and sadness rolling down my eyes i daret off to a little stool in the corner, sat down and covered my face and ears until the lumps of milk stopped coming up into my mouth again.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1437,maybe you were dreaming **way** to hard?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1438,"i bundled up in four layers, wrapped a scarf around my head walked over 1 bridge and through the woods to set up my installation.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1439,and i am determined to keep my head up and have a good week!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1440,where my feet couldn't get warm enough while i slept and i had to wear booties while sleeping.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1441,"i ended up resting my head on my hands and wonder, `` what should i do?",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1442,"she cants her hip against my waist into my side, almost knocking me into a stumble before tugging me upright with a dizzy laugh that rolls into my ears and i have to smile back.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1443,"there's got to be at least 5,000 butterflies in my stomach.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1444,"the only thing was that everyone was speaking spanish, and my brain wasn't working.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1445,"from my bed you can see out my door, which i leave open (thanks to other experiences in my house), and directly at my little brothers door.i am reading a book and happen to glance out the door and i notice my little brother leave his room and walk into the bathroom.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1446,i close my eyes determined to find light every ray that shines through is blotted with the darkest of dark i hear a constant drumming.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1447,"of course, my ankles promptly gave way, and i floundered into his grasp.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1448,at this point i am confident that my neck could actually heal completely which is unlike how i felt about it previously.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1449,my eyes searched the table for a wide wicked smile and long blond locks.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1450,"the invisible thing then grasped me by my legs, and attempted to pull me off the bed onto the floor.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1451,"to this day, those song are ingrained in my head-the words come to me easily, and the melodies evoke images of those long summers past.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1452,then the bombshell hit: the chemotherapy failed.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1453,it went well... we're working on a lot of technique things with my hands.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1454,a while later i was rushing off my face on crack which i was convinced the drug service had spiked me with.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1455,the idea of this has always scared me more than any sort of possible abduction scenario.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1456,"the silver manacles were tight on my wrists, and i was too dizzy to keep my own balance.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1457,"and the stains, across my heart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1458,i was home alone one day watching movies waiting for my mom to get home from the store.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1459,just running thoughts through my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1460,instinctively i turned my head to see who was coming in.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1461,"things got progressively worse over the weekend, to the point that i blacked out with my eyes rolling to the back of my head on monday morning while i sitting on the couch holding aj.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1462,a friend of mine is a policeman.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1463,we had periodic events for the users all over the country.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1464,"except, i have always called it/heard it called a spook trail.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1465,"all of my quirks, wrong choices, mistakes and even my heart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1466,i was now screaming at the top of my lungs.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1467,`` i can't feel my arm. '',0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1468,he was suffering from bone cancer and diabetes.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1469,"i bit down on my lower lip, trying as hard as i can to force back another lump in my throat.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1470,i grinned looking at the saddened ceres from the corner of my eye.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1471,"anyway, so i read the cave thing and went to bed pretty creeped out.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1472,"naturally, i was excited.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1473,"the wind was in my face, and my nose was cold.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1474,one x-ray showed my foot from above and the other showed it from the side.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1475,my aunt and i are kind of doing the remedial training together and i can't wait to get on his back.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1476,"this is the conversation that sent everything crashing into place, the conversation that said to my heart, `` no, nothing is going to be the same, ever ''.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1477,"my latest conquest, so proud they'd be.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1478,"i know i did well enough to pass the class and that's all that matters, but in my heart, i know i did only the bare minimum on the project to pass... and that's very uncharacteristic of me.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1479,"i couldn't have written a regualar blog because i'm way too distracted, fear has hold of my fingers.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1480,at least i hope.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1481,i smiled and licked my lips.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1482,without even finishing my tea.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1483,"i got sick of trying to keep my eyes closed, and i was also hungry, so i gave up, eating some bean sprout soup with rice, and then an ice cream.",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+1484,been coughing my lungs out for a week now = ( hopefully i get better soon enough because chinese new year is coming and i am craving to eat mandarin oranges!!!,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1485,"-- as not to scare grandma, they didn't say there was an intruder, but a false fire alarm.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1486,open to close person.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1487,painted on my face.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1488,this was fairly recently...,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1489,scary people are out there.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1490,here's my problem: i hurt my ankle -- when i was 15.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1491,""" i freaked out, and we never saw each other again.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1492,"i got my lip done, and let me tell u!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1493,"it was his (very crappy, white trash) dream car.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1494,"after dousing my knee in aspercreme and a heated herbal pillow, it's stiff but doing better.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1495,"i say cool, how did he meet her.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1496,i sleep facing away from my door.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1497,at this point we realized there had been an accident.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1498,this happened in third grade and i will never ever forget it.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1499,the standoff couldn't last.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1500,i opened my eyes and that darn balloon was right there in my face.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1501,my legs survived:d yeah and whoever told us to `` stop fooling around '' ended up fooling around even more-.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1502,and i stupidly went along with it all.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1503,i turned around and there was this tall cloaked shadow.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1504,"so she devised a plan to have fake joey break up with suzy on the night of homecoming, when the only person there to console her would be, mary, thus strengthening their friendship bond.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1505,"because i am breaking the pattern with someone who i care very much about, who hurt me on a very real level, and who finally opened my eyes to who i am.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1506,my blood turned to icewater in my veins.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1507,"my legs felt sluggish, my calves were burning, my right foot was pinched, and i couldn't settle into my typical breathing pattern.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1508,"it was a single, distorted sound consisting of speaking, whispering, screaming.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1509,i rolled my eyes laughing.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1510,something brown the size of my thumb was lurking in a plastic paper holder hung by my previous roommate on the wall.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1511,they weren't normal.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1512,i was like wtf?,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1513,"i popped into the shop on the way home to pick up a couple of bottles of pop, my headphones in my ears blasting out a lady gaga track.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1514,i stop and wait.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1515,i learned a lot about my teeth during my visit today.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1516,it moved my brain.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1517,i still tried to communicate with it or with empty rooms.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1518,"in some respects the concept is a little corny, but something about it spoke to my heart and my mind.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+1519,also- i'm incredibly emotionally attached to them.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1520,oh i wish i had seen this earlier because this happened to me this week.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1521,the club was so loud that the ringing in my ears almost drowned out the music.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1522,"see, i saw the movie trailer first, and it looked interesting, ( and, yes, i do have a bit of a crush on pattinson ) and in my head i made up my own story.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1523,it was about 9 pm and very dark.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1524,or like when the one of the 4-year-olds i substitute taught at church asked why i was wearing a belt around my waist.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1525,but-it's just-my shoulders lifted.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1526,with my eye primarily on shorty i extended an invitation to my new friends to join us at anime jeopardy.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1527,right behind the log.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1528,didn't even bruise.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1529,then there was the time i woke up 3 hours before i went to bed.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1530,my back still hasn't recovered!,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1531,i want to do more with my brain and experience more of what it is capable of.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1532,"i gasp for air but was looking straight ahead, standing perfectly fine.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1533,"that was the villain's sidekick, horace horrible.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1534,"i end up running back home, with a very confused and disappointed dog.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1535,"apparently, my eyes had been slightly affected by the marijuana.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1536,with a close knit community people who knew weren't going to rat us out either.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1537,"he tells the story ""the original building burned down a long time ago, and one girl died in the building during the fire.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1538,i was getting uncomfortable.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1539,after that first big experience i started doing some research because i was so confused.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1540,"no, but can we... look, i don't have time for this can you just spare a couple of minutes; i just need to get something off my chest i don't care, ok?",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1541,i didn't make eye contact.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1542,"i felt a little weird since it was only my finger that was hurt, but still she shook out the blanket and covered me all up -- legs and everything -- and tucked me all in.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1543,keeping my fingers crossed for good news!,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1544,my throat was almost swelled shut.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1545,""" right as i thought the ""now"", my heavy crystal watch face split from top to bottom directly down the center.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1546,this is so odd.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1547,a week after my grandmother's funeral i had another strange dream.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1548,"i probably washed my hands about 4 times after first using it, and it still seemed to be there.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1549,"sometimes i wear a cloth of wool over my eyes, a means to disguise my own self.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1550,i had a bath in the worlds biggest tub ( i could lie straight out and not have to bend my legs!! ),0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1551,"it's pretty bright.well, when i awoke i saw that the glow had gone, however when i moved my ankle it totally killed.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1552,"nothing but hate filled my heart as i watch these trusted and learned ` men '', as a watched a sickness fell upon me.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+1553,on with the story.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1554,i havent been on and my fingers are aching with pain!,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1555,it was pouring out with thunder and lightning.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1556,so now my knee is hyperextended and it hurts like a bitch.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1557,"sore well to start this week, my back started to spasm and hurt like crazy.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1558,something brown the size of my thumb was lurking in a plastic paper holder hung by my previous roommate on the wall.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1559,this is causing some of the puffiness in his face and sometimes causes a severe headache.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1560,my stomach was getting squashed and i felt like throwing up but i held it in.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1561,this is completely real.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1562,she though she could sneak one out..... ended up dripping poop throughout the department store.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+1563,my feets are right there on the ground of reality but my head's up there in the clouds.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1564,"placing my hand on my knee, i used the other, to pull my wet hair out of my face.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1565,"i would always be downloading more music and burn it on new, cheap cds.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1566,probably gonna get buried but...,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1567,the center was closed.,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1568,"she wanted to go up to the busy street intersecting ours, and i reluctantly obliged.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1569,"every day usually consists of eating, sleeping, and enjoying the water.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1570,they wanted to open the femoral artery in my right leg and insert a long tube up towards my heart.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1571,in my work the most important parameter is sufficiently high value of fps - frames per second for video game scenes that are hard to render.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1572,this man had a '60s haircut and outfit on and he was just casually staring out the window.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1573,this was the first time we took the kids skiing... well out of my belly anyway!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1574,"back in 2006 when i was in high school i took earth sciences, and in the spring i was on my teacher's computer when i came across a photo of me giving the thumbs up.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1575,"well, finally i'm fed up with it.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1576,i didnt know how to handle this.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1577,we walked every aisle and i had so many ideas pop into my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1578,"i think this may be a little different than what op is asking for, but still relevant: when i was 13, i had a pretty big crush on this girl.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1579,"after drinking all night i couldnt manage a fast enough skull to beat the curdle, tears of disgust and sadness rolling down my eyes i daret off to a little stool in the corner, sat down and covered my face and ears until the lumps of milk stopped coming up into my mouth again.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1580,"i take a right turn, and without the danger of exaggeration and with all the truth i hold in my heart, sitting in front of me was the hospital.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1581,"smooshed between him and kh, who entertained this man with a long chat, i tried hard not to be rude as i turned my face away from the reek.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1582,"everyone was rather distraught, as he was widely liked and respected.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1583,completely lost my mind.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1584,threw my underwear away in their kitchen garbage.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1585,"`` don't read it to me '', i yelled inside my head.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1586,"i know right no point of lying to him by saying that i'm alright when it's written all over my face that i'm at my worst condition but still, i don't wan na worry him that much and so i said, `` i'm fine!",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1587,"as soon as we stop making distinctions, we eliminate racism.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1588,"he saw blood and said,  ""mommy!",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1589,"it started storming outside, light at first but it got heavy, quick.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1590,"could only lie down in one certain position, which caused my back to spasm, so there was more pain.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1591,"i have another drink, punch his number into my phone and rest my thumb on the call button.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1592,"they were moving away to live with her aunt, somewhere far away.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1593,it also happened to be raining on that day.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1594,we went to my grandfather's grave site to pay our respects.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1595,"and sometimes an elbow to your side makes you realize that you better get moving too!time waits for no man, tom waites makes my spine tremble, and thyme makes a good spice.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1596,"i keep looking around me, and it seems each time i do, i find more blessings, that have become long lost answers, spread over the forgotten wishes of my heart.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1597,"i then closed the flap, and pressed it with my finger to make sure it was sealed.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1598,""" this was followed by a very creepy laugh.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1599,went to court and plead guilty.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1600,"it was an impossible task, i discovered, as i slowly craned my neck as carefully as possible, trying to get a glimpse of her.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1601,i got to babysit my grandson but my back hurt the next day.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+1602,"so i got up so i could pee, sat down and proceeded to throw up all over my legs and underwear.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1603,"in the 21st century, everyone will be tan.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1604,so i spent most of lunch at the college trying very hard to concentrate on my botany book and not stare at people with a vacant expression on my face.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1605,i felt two positions on my ears being highlighted.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1606,this song really speaks to my heart and soul these days.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1607,"again, driving my car, smoking a cigarette.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1608,my eyes are staring up at the ceiling but i can't see much.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1609,"but i get beyond that tired stage, and can't close my eyes later.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1610,"the brace however squeezes my leg flesh out the top and bottom of the brace, and makes my knee cap look like a brain when i straighten my leg, but whatever.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1611,i still cant fucking believe it.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1612,so my leg is shaking at a million miles an hour and i turn into the target parking lot as she sort of continues to follow me.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1613,even though i have washed my hands on multiple occasions since theni think she ate a lot of garlic ( smells hands ).,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1614,"my arms are also a little upset with me after my mini `` nicole boot camp '' on thursday, when i did about 25 minutes of sit-ups, free weights, push-ups, jumping jacks, squats, etc..",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1615,"i became fixated and fascinated with abduction stories, with the x-files, etc., for years.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1616,"when i came back around, i was holding a full glass *and* a full plastic cup.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1617,"maybe it was fatigue, maybe i was just being dramatic but i raised my hand and touched the tender flesh of my cheek.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1618,my hands were very cold.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1619,same university.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1620,i draw on the bark with my fingers the roots that twist and twine at my side.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1621,"i know this will get lost in the sea of comments, but here's my ""glitch"".",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1622,"she was growling, barking, snarling, foaming.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1623,his hair was a sort of pale orange.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1624,"everytime i turn my back to handle something, so many things are going on behind me.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1625,"as i went to leave, obviously disgusted, he did it again.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1626,some time later we find ourselves at home and nicely toasted.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1627,"to everyone claiming ""quantum physics"", the odds are so astronomical that there is no real way to really communicate their astronomical-ness.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1628,gingerbread to the other side of the room and they landed in a heap.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1629,"suddenly, this bright white flashing light goes off.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1630,i stretch my arms and ache my back.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1631,a jetliner went completely missing.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1632,"there's got to be at least 5,000 butterflies in my stomach.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1633,(i'm native american) she said she only wanted a white american boy friend.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1634,"is it i or is it my eyes can't see, maybe both were wrong, maybe this wasn't.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1635,i tweeze my eyebrows to get rid of my monobrow.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1636,i think my heart has officially broke.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1637,i say... so does me wanting to cut off my leg which is where i was for hours on saturday.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1638,i just wait till they talk to me.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1639,i knew a friend was going to die at least a year before she did.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1640,we said we did.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1641,"i know this will get buried, but whatever.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1642,"i racked my brain to come up with the title, but to no avail.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1643,i say out early because my arm wasn't healed up enough and built up enough strength using my exercise ball.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1644,"he said he was just traveling to experience life, man.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1645,"i had been feeling sick to my stomach on a very regular basis and wanted to talk to someone about it ( i didn't know it at the time, but i had uc ).",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1646,i got horribly sick to my stomach in the middle of the night.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1647,well this summer my tooth had felt a little akward so i decided to get it checked out.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1648,"when momma said no, i should of left it alone don't call the police cause my heart has been stolen, ( didn't do me no good cause i couldn't keep focused ) i threw it away cause my heart has been broken.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1649,"all things considered, a very saddening, scary, sobering, scary day.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1650,my ears.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1651,my grandpa is a personal hero for me ;),0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1652,"what a douche to treat a kid like that, his kid none the less.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+1653,"i've never been able to explain it properly, or provide full detail...",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1654,i had to chord with my thumb.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1655,"that tarantula almost scared me to death, adrenalin pumpin, heart punding in my ears, breaking out in a cold sweat almost reliving myself scared to death.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1656,my eyes were glassed over.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1657,my eyes start to tear up.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1658,as soon as i realized my lips were turning blue i sucked in a breath and started to read... hello my name is sadie.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1659,you should be *ashamed*!,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1660,", the blisters on my feet ( the wound on my large toe ).",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1661,i was so wrapping up in the boy in my arms.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1662,"so everytime someone tried to grab my hand with the camera in it, i just move it away from them lol.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1663,that's the last thing i remember.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1664,i feel like i am running around with my head cute off and then when i try to recall what i did throught the day i have a hard time filling in the hours.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1665,"navy, air traffic controller.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1666,oh man i'm getting ready to change into my uniform and i'm barely able to keep my eyes open.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1667,so what got under my skin that caused this?,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1668,i didn't look out of my hands.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1669,i do this at work too (retail).,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1670,i threw the shitty necklace in the trash.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1671,"now, for me, there's nothing more relaxing than a nice leisurely stroll like the one i took eight months ago on the 17th.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1672,"in fact, my early life had so many of these kinds of influences, it's hard to remember them all; various ways and means that taught me to associate the motifs rambling around in my head with eventual written notes on a page.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1673,"she began to cry, heaving sobs.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1674,"i dipped my toe in the indian ocean, just to say i've done it, and then the cdc-side of me wondered, `` was that dumb?",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1675,but i kept my face forward.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1676,she never cleans and leaves dirty dishes everywhere.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1677,very quiet and unobtrusive.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1678,i can just imagine how many bugs have been snacking on my legs as ive sat here for the last couple hours.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1679,"now, my mom always told me meridian was extraordinarily beautiful, as well as being very clever and to top it all off a wonderful person.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1680,then the cop shows up.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1681,i'm positive that we'll never be able to communicate with them in their language.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1682,"no countdown, no warning.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1683,at this point my legs were starting to ache and i was hoping for something to lift my spirits and there were mom and andy cheering me on around mile 8.5.,0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+1684,"so yeah, creepy stuff.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1685,"not something i enjoyed bouncing around my head on the long flight.arriving back in dublin, the plane had to park away from the terminal, we had to alight down the steps and walk a few hundred yards to same.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1686,"the anger is gone, only pants - shitting fear is left.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1687,well yesterday went to the hospital to have my brain poked at ( im guessing some kind of treasure hunt thing looking for it ).,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1688,"i lowered my head so it fell across my face, a good excuse not to look directly at cody.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1689,hope my feet hold up in the vibrams ok.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1690,my parents where divorced.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1691,"i peeled my eyes away from the gory mess in front of me, and tired to make an assessment of the rest of my surroundings.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1692,the great insect disappeared into the wall and i brushed my teeth in my room instead.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1693,"he got the location, car make/model/year/color correct, manner of impact, impacting vehicle, everything correct.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1694,i turned my head and vomited into the toilet.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1695,in my marketing class there is this girl who i have known for a few years.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1696,i had my tickets in my hand.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1697,yea i'm with you there man.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1698,the first location: wasn't crazy about it because my back faced the '' door '' and that's just not kosher.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1699,"man, i was wrong.",0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+1700,my fingers are toes are still tingly.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1701,"my knee was bound in an ace bandage and i could walk without limping, but still.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1702,she was conscious and in severe pain but we couldn't give pain medication due to her low blood pressure.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1703,"amanda and i carried the washer up with no problems but as we sat it down in the street, my back gave out.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1704,he was repeatedly ignored.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1705,and the reason all the fluid i was getting iv was going into my hands and feet?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1706,"this guy notices my friend and is startled as all hell by him, as if he'd seen a ghost.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1707,meaningless at the time.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1708,you can barely make out your daughter's pale form in the darkness of your room.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1709,i hate having that twist in my stomach.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1710,she was super excited until she asked if money was in it.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1711,i take her home.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1712,my brain knows that now it is time to get girly up off the couch and into bed before she freezes to death.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1713,"i end up running back home, with a very confused and disappointed dog.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1714,""" i freaked out, and we never saw each other again.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1715,"i moved out about a year ago, my mother still occasionally mentions something weird happening.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1716,"i shook him awake, and we stumbled inside.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1717,"i can assure you i had a huge frown sitting on my face the entire time.the bosses were easy, albeit i struggled with mercedes against the cauldron because apparently she's a closet fan of slip 'n' slide or something.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1718,she tells him to come there at exactly 7:30 and not a minute later.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1719,"lmao, so when went passed the base, it sort of gave me the giggles when that came back into my head.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1720,i politely inclined my head and said good evening.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1721,she must never know.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1722,"it didn't meet the wall the same way regular floors, it curled up the edge and it seemed like a really fun place to play cars.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1723,my heart is like the river my strength you can't foretell.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1724,i may have never been born!,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1725,"`` i could hear everything, except when i flushed and washed my hands. ''",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1726,i never did use that letter though.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1727,so apparently they met up at the motel.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1728,"i began to start running away again, but i tripped and fell flat on my back.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1729,fast forward to about six months later.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1730,"and i was also upset about the fact that she followed my natural hair pattern around my forehead, which isn't this cute lowercase n shaped pattern, but some weird lowercase m shaped pattern.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+1731,"it was several years later that i realized that i had probably narrowly avoided being molested, kidnapped, or worse.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1732,&lt;/crazy-nutter&gt;,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1733,meanwhile my head began to pound and i grew quite nauseous.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1734,some time ago my brother was engaged to be married and i attended my brotherly duties by financing the wedding cake.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1735,"things were great for awhile, everything was perfect.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1736,it was pouring out with thunder and lightning.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1737,best friend and i met on reddit!,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1738,"that one, izabella, fell into the hot tub.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1739,"i was wedged in so tight, i couldn't feel my legs.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1740,blood rushed to my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1741,i just sat there panting and wiping tears and mucus off my face.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1742,described it exactly like my sister did.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1743,"it was unsettling, but sense it was a sunny day, we dismissed it.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1744,"living in this hell of mine, no one that knows everything about me, no one knows that i am dead inside i can't feel what i need to feel, when i feel like i am happy, i get brought back down from the past inside my head.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1745,my heart sank.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1746,it moved my brain.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1747,"my first ever night in india i left my bag in a busy restaurant in calcutta - money, passport, everything.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1748,my tooth was cracked.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1749,as long as it doesn't feel as though my throat and tongue are swelling then there's not much to worry about i guess.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1750,"still... i was on guard the whole night... kept repeating ( in my heart ) all the surahs i know, and kept asking allah al-hafiz to protect us from evil.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1751,"however, it was high enough that the direction we were going, adjacent to it, gave me enough of a look to know it wasn't some kinda projection, it seemed solid.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1752,"ever since we moved out of the old tea house the opportunity to taste congee made with water from that well is scarce, but i can always see that tinge of green when i close my eyes.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1753,"overall it was a pleasant night, with three standout incidents.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1754,"my worst birthday was last year, my 18th.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1755,it felt like someone was squeezing my heart.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1756,"oh yea, his drinking.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1757,it hurt so much.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1758,i learned so much from these classes and now my head is spinning with ideas.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1759,"clearly, i need to get back on some technical trails and regain my footing there: ) my ankles have been spoiled on the easy pavement this winter!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1760,"yes, the oklahoma city bombing.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1761,`` i like my toes.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1762,"sebastian loved his job, but always aspired to be a well-known author.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1763,( is it inappropriate that i can't get steve wonder's `` writings on the walls '' out of my head now...? ),0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1764,two cops came by and asked if we had been drinking (we were all underage) and we admitted we had.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1765,this week is the 1-year anniversary of the last time he who must not be named broke my heart.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1766,she died on the way to the hospital.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1767,"my palms had road rash and were bleeding, my knee had bled on my pants, there were dirt stains and the knee was ripped open in a 2 '' square hole just large enough to see the seeping wound on my knee.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1768,"i ask quickly, my heart starting to race.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1769,but-it's just-my shoulders lifted.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1770,they weren't normal.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1771,i don't know how deep the hole was but up to my neck in water i couldn't touch the bottom.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1772,"probably will get buried, but a friend of mine's dad is a sex crimes cop in la.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1773,i  i wont break it or anything.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1774,"i can remember sitting on belli's bed, arguing with her about calling the cops because my back was covered in bruises and welts.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1775,i filed a complaint.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1776,i had to chord with my thumb.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1777,"*  in trying to include new mother in law into the wedding festivities, i invited her to pick out the flower girl dress for her granddaughter (her other son's daughter).",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1778,i didn't see any light yet it still seemed to glow.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1779,"it captures and exemplifies everything a year on the cushion entailed: showing up, working hard, exerting effort, maintaining sincere intent, paying close attention, shutting my mouth, opening my eyes, sweating, getting dirty, bleeding, waiting, tipping over, falling down, getting up, staying the course.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1780,#name?,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1781,"i almost completely ripped off my little toe's nail in the process, scraped up another toe, and got a twinge in the ball of my foot, but i'm not complaining.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1782,her mother is bouncing up and down with excitement.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1783,"i never gave it a second thought, kind of forgot it was there really.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1784,"we all went back to the ship, but mats made me go to the local hospital to check out my heart ( that's an order! )",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1785,well this summer my tooth had felt a little akward so i decided to get it checked out.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1786,"this morning, i went to reach for a med bottle and was basically rendered breathless by a sharp ouchie feeling in my chest.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1787,but somehow it appeared at my feet.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1788,i don't know how deep the hole was but up to my neck in water i couldn't touch the bottom.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1789,i even hung a new shower curtain liner and scrubbed the floor on my hands and knees.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1790,always hiding my eyes welling up by yawning so it seemed like they were just tearing from that.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1791,i shook my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1792,"i amazed the nurses at the hospital when the spurting fount of blood from my nose stopped immediately with my arnica.i am not a homeopath, nor do i pretend to know very much at all, really.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1793,"i'm thinking of leaving earlier, maybe this week, maybe next week... my heads a mess right now.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1794,three of the civics move in to the right lane.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1795,it was so weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1796,i couldn't put my finger on it.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1797,"few hours later, it happens again.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1798,my brain decided to start trying to do the kempo workout from last night again which is not conducive to sleep.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1799,are these all in my head?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1800,"""arch stop your progression.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1801,"i remember tossing and turning.i remember lying flat on my back and trying to doze off, only to be haunted by some phantom itch or backache or optimum blankent positioning malfunction.at 4:45 i got up, cooked my baon, made an extra sandwich for merienda, spent time praying, stretched ( i planned to exercise, but my body rebelled ).",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1802,the center was closed.,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1803,"i get cramps and aches in my shoulders when i'm even minutely out of position, just imagine what it's going to be like with a completely different seating system, not to mention an entirely new drive mechanism.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1804,"we just say no and leave, quite shocked at that response.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1805,my legs survived:d yeah and whoever told us to `` stop fooling around '' ended up fooling around even more-.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1806,"several years later, one of them died in a traffic accident.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1807,the only way i could tell i was having a contraction was when the baby pushed against my ribs / lungs.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1808,"i rest every few minutes, drink more fluids, mop my forehead, then carry on again.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1809,"either way, the event surprised me.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1810,"the band that played before us blew the roof off the place, and that didn't exactly help ease my nerves.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1811,"`` my legs, gee.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1812,levi and i arrived in an eye-capturing city that really blew me off my feet.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1813,i had to keep my eyes closed for that time.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1814,"i was driving our van when i smelled it again, so i asked my husband, `` please smell my foot. ''",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1815,not too exciting of a story i guess.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1816,are these all in my head?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1817,"well, she stole the necklace out of my room, and wore it to her portrait session.",1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1818,i rolled over on my side trying to get more air in and trying to get my arms and legs underneath me.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1819,your son is not liking the strap around my belly. '',0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1820,i want everyone who sees me lying there with a fork in my hand to know the best is yet to come.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1821,this was merely seconds after the running up the stairs.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1822,"i suppose this was an instictive act, but fortunately prevented me from hitting my head anywhere.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1823,"simple, straightforward, no nonsense.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1824,it has opened my eyes about animal welfare.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1825,( my teeth were chattering so much that i had to open my mouth riding down.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1826,"i shook my head no, `` yeah, i'm fine dad, '' you're such a liar, `` just feeling a little queasy. ''",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1827,"my feet are doin ' fine, for as much as i ran around, and now i'm thirsty.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1828,"""liutenant, we see the black patch.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1829,"they don't fear death, and it seems they believe in reincarnation.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1830,they were both fantastic.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1831,when he died he was just a wreck...fell into depression the whole works.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1832,"i played my heart out in the first set of the club championships, but i can not be bitter about it as my opponent was in-form and the first set was at a high level.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1833,"my eyes followed, noting that there was just the two of us.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1834,"i sit in my bed, quietly listening.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1835,he refused to not count me as tardy.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1836,(this is pertinent later in my story.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1837,"checked weather report, checked space station schedule, etc etc... nothing that made sense.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1838,"the ocean wind is cold and howling in my face, easing a sharp stream of tears out of the left eye.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1839,i tried to fight but i received a strong hit on my back of the head and everything around became so dark.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1840,i'm nervous because nothings literally going in my head but yeaa.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1841,"slowed down markedly on the box jumps, first by doing most of them as `` jump up, step downs, '' to avoid irritating my knees.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1842,"i sit up, my head hurts.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1843,it better not be for my parenting.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+1844,so i decided to quit.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1845,"i used to be pro-life, even though i'm not religious, because i believe that a fetus still has a right to live.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1846,the doctor had me put my feet in the stirrups and raised the chair and tilted me back.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1847,is fatalistic but explains too many things conveniently in my life for my continued use to repeat in my head.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1848,"browsing through that page about wheels, this castle wheel, by h. h. napier / glenfield industries, caught my eye.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1849,"i felt my eyes starting to roll back into my head, and staggered to the window to get a breath of fresh air.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1850,the symbol has now been engraved into the flesh of my arm.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1851,the food was stored in the company refrigerator.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1852,never been so close to a group ass-wooping in my life.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1853,"an informative seed hes planting inside, i close my eyes, gripping what was my life.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1854,"after i wash my face and brush my teeth, i go out from the kitchen and found that, someone sleep on my place, using my blanket and also pillow.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1855,he said the ghost looked young and seemed confused and scared.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1856,"and then i laid there for a few, and realized that it was only sprinkling on one section of my roof: right over my head.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1857,scary going up but terrifying going down into awful la traffic.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1858,"months before that, i just prayed to god that i wanted to meet someone right for me, my heart felt depressed on how no one seems to fit the `` perfect girl for me ''.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1859,it was just garbled.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1860,"cop cars cant light up a room with blinds down on the second floor, they just not thta bright.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1861,about 15 minutes later i got that feeling in my stomach.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1862,"i just thought i was hungry, no big deal.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1863,"our adventure today begins with xyla, tired of watching movies, grabbing my hand and leading me over to the front door.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1864,"around 5am, still dark.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1865,i dub down as deep as i could and pulled all the stops to get my legs moving again.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1866,"now, my skin feels very smooth and soft.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1867,they dated *each other*.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1868,i've never been more thankful for allergies.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1869,""" right as i thought the ""now"", my heavy crystal watch face split from top to bottom directly down the center.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1870,it's a mess down there.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1871,"sharing 30,000 feet for a brief moment.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+1872,"then, he feels the upper part of my chest and says `` not wearing a necklace.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1873,this misunderstanding ruined an entire truckload of onions.,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1874,i had an answer to every question and made sure to raise my hand.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1875,the parallel universe answering machine:,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1876,it was super cool and the girl who i offered it to was super sweet (and actually sent me some tea and a lipstick in return).,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1877,"the bell rang and i staggered toward my opponent, my knees clanging together in fear.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1878,"my heart missed a beat as it dawned on me that my precious, lovable, bundle of fluff had killed and eaten someones precious, lovable, bundle of feathers!",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1879,"nope, think he was angry at us.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1880,it won't hurt.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1881,truck driver seemed paralyzed.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1882,i actually kicked my desk chair in the dark and broke my toe.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1883,or did your arm obey your will?,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1884,so there i stood feeling entirely helpless wearing only jeans and a sports bra with a dieing man on my shoulder and another trapped in the truck.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1885,my little one is growing so fast before my eyes.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1886,i've also felt slightly sick to my stomach for the past two days.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1887,i welcome people into my heart without inhibition.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1888,but it gets worse.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1889,could be wrong though.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1890,"we finished studying and i ximena took me to my house, i brushed my teeth, put my pajama, went to my bed and watched tv for about one hour and a half.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1891,another thing that bothers me is that sometimes i stick my neck out for people at work and i do nt even get a thank you.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1892,the man has a reputation for being a hardass and tough guy.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1893,got once i tried lying down with my face facing the water and my face totally became red after that.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1894,my knees hurt so much.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1895,we drove back home about 4:40 pm after refill my stomach and gas.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1896,he was so very sad.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1897,"i didn't know what to say, but my nerves were all on edge, straining.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1898,this idea has been crashing around in my head so i had no choice but to finally write something.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1899,i still want to die.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1900,my brain stops and then i feel like conking out.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1901,my spine actually tingled with the thrill as i started to touch the fabric!!!,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1902,at party start drinking.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1903,"about 3 years ago i had a very vivid dream about my deceased aunt and uncle, sylvia &amp; john.",0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+1904,i will never ever forget that speed.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+1905,it was a picture perfect 24 hour period.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1906,"and yet, despite everything, i can't believe that i still have some left in me to think about this: sometimes, i listen to my heart too much.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1907,nikolai went downstairs with a backpack and a knife.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1908,not a very spectacular story but true.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1909,"oh, and i noticed an odd effect from eating ripe honeydew melon; this raspy, raw feeling in my chest, like a cold was coming on.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1910,most were quite jaded.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1911,"my heart, along with ambition, confidence and any persistence to carry on.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1912,worst day of my life so far.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1913,"i didn't feel like my pack was too heavy on the hike, but i was hurting really bad from the ridiculous pace these women were keeping and the humongous blisters on my heels.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1914,"the sticky liquid flowed over my lips and down my chin, staining my t-shirt with emotions lost.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1915,"i ran the scenario over in my head... `` two guys, on a back-hoe, out in the middle of nowhere, in the middle of the night, knocking on some person's door.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1916,"last i heard, that other guy was homeless and dead.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1917,""" and burst out laughing.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1918,my arms feeling a little sore and cramped still in the bracelets.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1919,he went straight down.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1920,"and through all this, she smiled and was positive and still views it as a perfect day.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1921,"they were ` accident ' shots, ofcourse you know, the whole ` my finger slipped and woops my camera was on his crotch thing '.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1922,"after few hours, my stomach is protesting again and again... me and my sis walk around looking for food.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1923,"i know most of you will find it hard to believe but, this is my story.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1924,"i got up, and made the terrifying travel to my parents bedroom.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1925,my two friends sitting in the front seats didn't say a word though so i stayed quiet.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1926,a hot wind like a blast from a steam oven tossed my sweat-damp hair back from my face.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1927,it felt as if this powerful force just knocked the wind out of me.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1928,telling me i'm going to hell.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1929,worst accident i've ever seen.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1930,"one day, i ask jane for her cell number.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+1931,"the tips of my fingers finally begin to submerse, under the water that holds all of me... but just as i give up, let out the last of my breath, my hands are grabbed by someone else, someone stronger than me... i am pulled out of death, and set upon the waves, now solid beneath my feet.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+1932,we round a corner doing roughly thirty-five miles an hour.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1933,they hooked me up to an iv to give me some medicine ( not sure what kind ) and gave me a shot of adrenaline to try to get the swelling in my throat down.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1934,the soreness of my eyes is obvious who couldn't suspect that i was crying?,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1935,i smiled and cocked the sword up on my shoulder.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1936,he pulled away slightly and gazed into my eyes.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1937,saw that same thing as a young kid.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1938,sadly we have yet to act on this brilliant plan.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1939,i hear it's muffled cries as he tried to strangle it.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1940,his grandpa laughs again and tells him to sit down.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1941,i smiled and licked my lips.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1942,she sat me in the chair and spent a total of 30 seconds looking in my mouth.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1943,described it exactly like my sister did.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1944,"creepy place, never been a fan.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1945,"the doors were getting ready to close, and she wasn't in yet, so i wedged my foot in the bottom of the door to hold it open for her.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1946,that's the last thing i remember.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1947,i'll never forget it.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1948,"that was it, nothing more.so at first as i lay in bed i had quite a deadpan look on my face.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1949,i turned my head and vomited into the toilet.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1950,"the giveaway drawing was supposed to be tonight, but since this day ran through my fingers at the rate of lightning, it's being extended until tomorrow... go here to enter.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1951,"ok, i'll tell you something which is both very creepy and very, very real.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1952,the nurse woke the next morning and walked into the living room and noticed a picture of the man that was in her dream.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1953,"""i don't know..."" he trailed off.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1954,i ended up with my arm all the way up to my shoulder in the trash can retrieving her watch!,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1955,"so not an objection at the ceremony, but my wife's parents and brother didn't come to the ceremony at all out of objection to us getting hitched.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1956,"i remember a sob tried to force itself out my mouth as i realized this, a wet disgusting howl, but instead i forced it backwards through my throat and up into my head and i made myself not care.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1957,"we are at this for about an hour, getting blisters and burns from how hot this fire is.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1958,they no longer live there.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1959,"but it turns out that as soon as i got into bed, i started balling my eyes out.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+1960,"( you see, i have these afi patches that i bought in 2004 and i had no where to put them ) yesterday i bought this neato bag and i said to my brain '' i can put my patches on this here bag. ''",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1961,i cant stop that.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+1962,i've been having kind of a really rough week and i'm so glad that some of my pals have my back.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+1963,my great-grandparents had an arranged marriage.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1964,"this morning i cut my fingers on a hole punch, which was painful, but the cuts weren't that bad.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1965,"edward, i can't put my arms down.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+1966,one night i woke up to a strange noise in the corner of my room so i look over and see this huge guy in a trench coat and a hat standing in the corner of my room.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1967,"i guess i should learn to just not open my mouth, because this morning when i woke up, i was in minnesota!!",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+1968,"i stopped moving, bent down with my palm out, and let the squirrel jump up on my arm and onto my shoulder.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1969,but it gets worse.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1970,"not so much a ""glitch in the matrix"" moment as it was a ""stuck in grand theft auto"" moment.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+1971,"for the first time since i collapsed, i was able to let out how i felt inside and what sounded like shrieking began to come out of my mouth.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1972,i am capable of shutting the drawer not only with my hands but also my hip and knees.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1973,"""yeah, but did you just find that?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1974,i have never had my ears pierced.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+1975,"like, practice in the morning until all my eye bags come out and my eyes become smaller.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1976,walking threw the cemetery pretty aloof not noticing that my father and my uncle are pretty far up ahead i stumble upon a grave.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1977,the worst one still gives me nightmares.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1978,"it has sat with me, back in the pit of my stomach since sunday night.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1979,"i woke up this morning with my arms, back and sides in that lovely workout pain that soothes me so.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1980,40 minutes of genuinely thinking it's quite possible i may never leave those woods.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1981,"during the long and high vocals at the end, hair stood up on the back of my neck.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1982,"she claimed i beat her, raped her, tortured, and abused her.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+1983,this guy was interested in me.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+1984,"' by now, a small intense knot of hatred swelling in my stomach.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+1985,i felt like there was an electric current flowing through my legs and hips.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1986,"now, we've got a good size-family, so this would mean things like inviting one cousin that she'd met, but not their parents or siblings that lived out of town, etc.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1987,please excuse the spelling:~),0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1988,i was never so happy to have my feet on solid ground though.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1989,"my back hurts, my sinuses are full of fluid, i have been suffering pretty bad depression since my folks were here this weekend, and i am excited because i got new towels.i am an old lady, regardless of how long i have existed.",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+1990,haha.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1991,"now, we just gotta get it home.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1992,all i can do is shake my head and laugh about this and add it to the list of `` drama i'm happy to avoid right now.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+1993,she didn't remember any of the experience.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+1994,"springislikeaperhaps, *what is this*?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1995,"as it moves along, we see about seven or eight amber lights drop one at a time from it, falling towards the ground and disappearing behind the mountains.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+1996,"turns out i had some sort of staph infection in my lung that i'd never had before, plus pneumonia again.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1997,something very important and it ruined his life.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+1998,"i announce myself and chop beings just screaming, starting at me with the rage of psychotic.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+1999,still kind of freaky.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2000,been coughing my lungs out for a week now = ( hopefully i get better soon enough because chinese new year is coming and i am craving to eat mandarin oranges!!!,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2001,i got close enough to feel some of the spray from the falls landing on my lips and glasses.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2002,"there was one bride i ended up going to and bringing the appropriate gifts to, four different parties/events.",1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+2003,but i held off a group of runners that were breathing down my neck for the rest of the race and finished third overall.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2004,"i never gave it a second thought, kind of forgot it was there really.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2005,"even as i sit here and type, my eyes are welling up with tears.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2006,my heart start to get tire because i do nt know what i am doing all these for.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2007,"i looked down at my feet, and saw that the waves had kicked up some of her trash.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2008,the first hour i couldn't even move.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2009,"i still remember this occasionally, clear as day.",0,0,1,1,1,['joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2010,"it worked, i was scared shitless for the rest of the visit.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2011,"so far today at work i have: curled my hair, waxed my eyebrows, painted my nails, done my makeup and stared at myself in the mirror for atleast an hour... it is so pointless for me to be here on mondays it's not even funny.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2012,my audiologist programmed my ci to handle environmental sounds rather than it being a way of rehabilitating my brain.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2013,it was our last foot patrol in afghanistan before we left.,0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+2014,we never saw him again.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2015,everything worked out okay.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2016,"""niet, am still living!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2017,i feel hot wax on my forehead and then experience a stinging / burning sensation and the sound of my eyebrows being thrown in the trash.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2018,they sent it to her again with a card saying happy mother's day (she cannot have kids btw).,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2019,"i know it is true, for my own glasses have been gone for over 16 years, and i know what to do and what not to do in order to have my eyesight relax, my vision stay sharp, and my eyes happy.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2020,so did her friend.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2021,"then i opened my mouth a little and said, `` i-i don't remember. ''",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2022,my ex and i were both crazy.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2023,the next day my knees were covered in bruises... just like the last time monika and i got drunk together!,0,0,1,1,1,['joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2024,the computer screen is really bright and it hurts my eyes.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2025,intestines were dangling from my neck and stomach acid was burning my eyes.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2026,the storm gets worse.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2027,i cringe because i have a morbid fear of stds.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2028,it was traveling up my throat from my neck and making swallowing difficult.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2029,the blank stare turned to extreme rage.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+2030,she ate most of the sandwich then threw it back at my head.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2031,i ended up faking stomach pains and ending it as fast as i could.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2032,hoping this isn't too late to post.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2033,"sitting around a few years ago with about 5 friends at my best friends house, i'm watching someone play ps2 and i notice a hand reach out from between the t.v.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2034,"while we were going to look for a specific type of fabric, there were silk flowers just inside the door, and we do have a wedding on this year's agenda... a couple of minutes later some people come through the door and the guys voice catches my ear so i glance up, then my head snaps up, to see him grinning wickedly at me.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2035,my mom actually works with a lady who was on the show bridezillas.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2036,life is strange now.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2037,"do you have a strange sleep schedule, have any sleep disorders, or sleep on your back?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2038,"i ignored it, but another week later i found another singular blonde hair on my couch pillow.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2039,i thought it must have been a good time to have a nap so i fell asleep.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2040,"so they took my x-rays, and lo and behold, my tooth with the giant filling in it was cracking.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2041,seriously... did i really just shut my finger in the car door.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2042,i've never cried so hard in my life :(,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2043,"now, when i look at this cluster, it doesn't surprize me but it does bring a smile to my face knowing that i've indeed grown out of it and am learning to find my own happiness.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2044,then buy a farm.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2045,she'll stop right?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2046,i brought my head up to the edge of the grass and peered towards the road.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2047,when i walked into recovery my heart was pounding.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2048,you know what happens when i get one of these stupid ideas in my head.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2049,here's my problem: i hurt my ankle -- when i was 15.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2050,it's the feeling of injecting crap into my veins and feeling my soul being sucked slowly through the needle drinking from my arm like a giant mosquito that i loathe.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2051,she lets us know that we have to be at the location by a certain time to have our makeup done--perfectly understandable.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2052,"so i tried to make things as simple as possible, even though it was a pretty fancy wedding (my mom's standards).",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2053,they also had to flush out my eyes ( which i had had closed the entire time ) cause they had glass in them.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2054,"i dressed, splashed cold water on my face, and headed for the door.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2055,my cheeks flushed and my heart raced.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2056,it buoyed up my heart.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2057,the basement was unfinished other than a bathroom.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2058,just did my nails.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2059,"needless to say, we were gone that day.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2060,i stuck out my legs to try and land the fall but one let got stuck on the side of the bike and the other got flipped underneath me and i landed on my right knee then skidded for about 8 feet.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2061,i was sweating and panicked.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2062,at this point he decided to consult the woman at the front desk for more information.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2063,it kicked my legs rightout from under me.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2064,"`` ah, '' bryce's familiar deep voice sounded behind my shoulder.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2065,"things got progressively worse over the weekend, to the point that i blacked out with my eyes rolling to the back of my head on monday morning while i sitting on the couch holding aj.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2066,"we all decided to calm down, we thought that it was probably something when your phone activates something, thats all.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2067,none of us did...,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2068,`` i rolled my eyes to the heavens.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2069,"and again, i kinda woke up to another dream.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+2070,i put everything in super blunt terms.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2071,then it suddenly stopped.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2072,the voice echoed in my ears again.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2073,there is about ten feet of open bare floor surrounding me and nowhere to be found.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2074,"my skin blossomed in red blisters from the tape and from the places where the sheet was wrinkled against me -- such a princess and the pea thing, i know, but fascinating to the medical staff, who declared me to have `` bizarrely soft skin. ''",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2075,"because this is a karma thread, you know how this ends.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2076,i was driving about 65 mph down a very windy and very dark road.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2077,""" and everyone walked away.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2078,i have had one other encounter.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2079,my legs hurt.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2080,lots of scary ghost stories here.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2081,i have never been so scared.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2082,but i didn't break up with him.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2083,what is even more interesting is that i know exactly how i got this definition.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2084,my sister was walking backwards and bumped her back into the wall so the second shelf or whatever that was placed on top of the knobs in the middle fell on my feet.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2085,"1991, about 8:00 a.m. in the morning on a saturday, sun shining in my eyes, yet the cold crackling through every pore; perched on a staccato of shopping carts.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2086,i havent been on and my fingers are aching with pain!,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2087,(remember when okcupid had a blind date thing?,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2088,that was poop on her croc.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2089,as you can imagine word spread like wildfire.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2090,it had been a really bad day with events leading up to the start of this being far to numerous to mention but admist all that and in my nerves i transposed numbers and missed my flight entirely.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2091,i can walk into a store without looking over my shoulder.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2092,"but, when i feel the sand under my feet, hear the roar of the waves and the strength of the gulf winds pushing and pulling the water in a sacred motion, all else is gone.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2093,my belly turned into one major contracted ball and it just got uncomfortable.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2094,still freaks me out.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2095,it was hairless and covered in gray skin.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2096,i listened and put my head in my hand.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2097,"throwing my legs out 45 degrees, i smiled and said `` wheeeeee ''.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2098,"i hate the taste, brush my tongue about three times a day and swill down the fake fisherman's friends that i carry with me at all times anyhow.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2099,but his experience is actually terrifying not just creepy.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2100,"the ballerina pin that i have pinned at my neck was a gift from my aunt when i was about four years old, i think.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2101,my index fingernail is positively burnt off on the top and my finger is singeing from pain and it's all because i wanted to use a candle to light another candle why oh why am i so brainless?,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2102,then everyone sang happy birthday to her fiance!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2103,"people just aren't buying cd's any more. when j. warren, former owner of vibes music, spoke these words, my heart sunk a little in my chest.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2104,"black boots, black shirt, black leather trenchcoat (yes i was that kid), black hat.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2105,let's go back to the gym.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2106,nothing continued to happen.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2107,why was it dirty?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2108,"it was just a knick, but and the blood $ the rain was cold, but my tears were hot against my cheeks.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2109,i rolled my eyes `` stop with the sarcasm. '',1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2110,"you know, there are not many possessions in this world that i hold more dear than the ring that my husband placed on my fingers eight years ago, this past christmas eve, and asked me to become his wife.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2111,"the doors were getting ready to close, and she wasn't in yet, so i wedged my foot in the bottom of the door to hold it open for her.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2112,"anyway, there was this one girl (about 8 or 9 years old) who would always sit quietly and smile.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2113,i sell an incredible experience to my friends who are responsible enough to use it correctly.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2114,"the promptly beat me.in my defense, i was only armed with the evil camera, my mouth and some water balloons.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2115,i didn't even eat a tiny pizza.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2116,still not quite understanding what i was seeing i nervously called out my friend's name.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2117,"i also couldn't fully open my eye for a while, but i could already tell that my vision had improved.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2118,"so, my feet were pressed hard against the pedals which control the rudder and started losing feeling.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2119,today i must do the dreaded studying: ( blarg.i did a bit last night ( some review ) and it is amazing how quickly this shit leaves my brain after taking 1.5 days off from it.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2120,"at this point i am starting to have an anxiety attack, but i keep listening.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2121,`` i brought my hand up to my forehead and gave him a salute.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2122,"only one hour of sleep, then 9 hours on my feet.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2123,terrible at basketball though.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2124,"then she offers me a parrafin wax for my hands not once, but twice.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2125,put your ray gun to my heeeeeead!,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2126,"the interesting part is, i hear nothing.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2127,it was really faint and sounded like they were far away.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2128,"ok, she wants to be comfortable.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2129,"they had amazing sex (apparently), and passed out.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2130,this is difficult to explain.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2131,it never comes off.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2132,"rebelution bbcakes, fashion, music, singing in the shower, film cameras, shopping like theres no end, sleeping in, long walks, sunsets, travelling, hot milo on a cold day, touching my warm face when my hands are cool, late night movies, dressing up for nothing, starbucks, cutesy stationary, pink with polkadots, stars and hearts ok haven't been updating elektrifyme regularly, so here i am.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2133,it's so stressful but i'd never wanna be with anyone else and i'd marry her this minute if the financial made sense.,0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+2134,it was very very creepy.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2135,she even paid some guys to rough me up.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2136,"i suddenly stop, my heart aching as i am forced to look up.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2137,thoughts of pretty woman and clueless flashed in my head.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2138,i put everything in super blunt terms.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2139,"during my first season, i was playing a game on my birthday.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2140,he pulled away slightly and gazed into my eyes.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2141,"i turned the lights off and put my hands over my ears, nothing happened.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2142,"we had obviously done this before, but this time something was different.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2143,"i'm still feeling woozy, it's hard to type because my muscles are not cooperating with me.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2144,both doors are shut.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2145,the tv in the bus was right by my head so it was really really loud.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2146,"i heard and felt my rib give where it was recently cracked, and i'm pretty certain it cracked again.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2147,""" and ""how far away is blah blah?"".",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2148,the same thing happened again so my arm was sore.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2149,hit it off really well.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2150,"i'm the least superstitious guy around, but just creepy, man...",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2151,"they would have to arrest me to get me to leave that room, and even then good luck with that!",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+2152,"when chinese are thinking about the answer to a question they don't say, ""umm umm.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2153,we need to go to our house to get it.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2154,your just at work.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2155,i looked down at my hands.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2156,my head was not calm.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2157,"nothing, so if i can illuminate the flying object, then i will have a rough estimate about its height.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2158,"but i could feel the bitterness rising up in me, slow at first, then into my mouth like poison.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2159,i pushed the door upon and laid my eyes on a buffet table with tons of delicious foods.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2160,"i stood in the back and flipped through a book, my forehead deeply furrowed as though i was seriously seeking answers to the universe.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2161,"you seem to be under some sort of impression that this person was way more into you than they actually were, and that they have nothing better to do than make you the center of their life.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2162,i think when she was walking onto the plane and looked at me for the last time with those hazel eyes is when the virus reached my heart.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2163,"thats right,  this iphone had been lying on train tracks, in broad daylight, for 6 months, and it still worked flawlessly.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2164,", my stomach turned into a pile of dogshit and i nearly puked.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2165,my head started filling with scenarios.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2166,my heart melted.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2167,"they strapped some thing ( yes, that's a technical term ) around my belly that monitors the baby's heartbeat and contractions ( which i was unaware of at the time, but found out about later. )",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2168,just look at them once and that's it whispered my wife in my ears.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2169,"they waited until about 9:00, and i had already had my second cup of coffee by then, and had already planned my day in my head... and fedx wasn't on the list since they didn't call me earlier!",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2170,"turning to face the mirror, with his feet in the bowl of the sink, bill carefully opened the medicine cabinet hanging just left of the mirror.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2171,"i can remember sitting on belli's bed, arguing with her about calling the cops because my back was covered in bruises and welts.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2172,"not mine, and not that horrible, but i was browsing the personnel files last week and noticed that my boss' birthday had occurred 3 days prior.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2173,i have to admit that when i started reading terri's raves for the electrolyte supplement called endurolytes on her middle of the pack girl blog i sorta rolled my eyes.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2174,he dropped me off.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2175,"the priest must have taken pity on me because of the rain, because my hands were otherwise engaged, and apparently because he thought i looked smokin ' hot.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2176,"there are some characters on the front of the box and it's written dead or alive 4... `` right then and there, i had to put my hand in front of my mouth to keep myself from bursting out laughing.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2177,"i was aghast but attempted to help her, so as not to tear the dress or hurt my arms.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2178,"i suppose i could put a piece of my heart in there, too, since our children are exactly that, aren't they?",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2179,"i was doing so well, just throwing everything as far as i could ( and i actually getting some enjoyment out of the crunching sound they made when they hit the ground ) when out of the corner of my eyes, i see my giant childhood teddy bear ( appropriately named `` mr. bear. '' )",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2180,he died that night.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2181,plus it caller id so you could screen calls.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2182,"i never felt very ""spiritual"".",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2183,i remember pirate percy.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+2184,"my plan was that wax in my legs was used, and also in my armpits.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2185,it kicked my legs rightout from under me.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2186,... but raul never called.,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2187,at the time it didn't seem to bother me.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2188,it's the way to do it.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2189,"i felt a little weird since it was only my finger that was hurt, but still she shook out the blanket and covered me all up -- legs and everything -- and tucked me all in.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2190,"my second semester starts today, so while konnor naps i am laying here on the couch, trying to keep my head up as i alternate between writing and reading the information for my three new classes.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2191,"i'm still wondering what that was about, or what was released into my house that day.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2192,he would manipulate me into sex.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2193,my arm says '' music all mighty '' but it's on its way to extinction.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2194,it was the building the man was walking to.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2195,"i got chains, chains around my feet.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2196,any potential bride is warned:  the groomsmen gifts will be swords.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2197,"raising my bare belly button to the air, i then placed cucumber slices ( i bought today at a reduction price + it being opened for 30 mins while i prepare my stuff, ) upon my eyes and attempted to sleep.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2198,"as i frantically grabbed at it to pull it up, i dropped every single thing in my hands.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+2199,"it also happened where i would get a ring, and pick up an somehow end up in a three way call with 2 people who i didn't know and were already talking.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2200,"suddenly i felt this weight on my head and i yelled, `` a pigeon just landed on my head. ''",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2201,all of this was going on in the same room.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2202,"i turn around, hoping my back hid part of my drawing and look down at the paper in front of ryutaro, my hand only inches away from his and start to explain the directions a little clearer to him.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2203,well literally no one showed up.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+2204,"there was blood coming out of my mouth, nose and ears.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2205,"i felt my heart stop beating i don't even remember what i said all i feel is a flutter in my stomach hopefully we can speak banmal to each other even though it's still awkward and unfamiliar instead of saying ` thank you ' talk to me in a friendlier way you walk towards me slowly, step by step now look at my two eyes and tell me `` don't you listen to the lyrics?",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2206,"i managed to throw a strike to the guy after that, but it didn't feel right, which prompted me to turn to stropes and say, my arm is dead.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2207,"next thing i know i've screamed, the phone has been flung from my hand, and i had thus been rear-ended by some stupid 18 year old.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2208,"out of nowhere, my belly started aching.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2209,i immediately realized what had happened and tried to cover it up by gasping.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2210,"its like a dream, flying through my head.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2211,i noticed his eyes looked weird...scary.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2212,the black panther is here!.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2213,listen as she tells you she doesn't want to date you.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2214,i was incredibly nervous; i had butterflies in my stomach and my legs felt weak.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2215,"her eyes were smashed and mangled, her jaw broken beyond recognition giving her a sickening expression.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2216,this immediately scared me because usually my nerves are a wreck before a race.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2217,"she grinned toothlessly and with a cackle, spoke: now your *third* wish.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2218,"my prep nurse deborah ( went by debbie ( which i thought was great because i really wanted my mom with me, but it wasn't possible with a c-section ) ) held my hand and told me to sit very still.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2219,i felt like i had chalk sweaters on my teeth.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2220,' and i thought nothing of it.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2221,"sometimes my eyes feel so transparent, so rubbing them helps my eye lids feel real.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2222,in my work the most important parameter is sufficiently high value of fps - frames per second for video game scenes that are hard to render.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2223,from my feet the sheer force of the vomit thrusts me to my hands and knees.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2224,i rubbed my eyes and stood up.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2225,"naturally, i was excited.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2226,"just as the priest asks if there is any objections, a huge booming thunder rolls out, sounding like a cannon in the church.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2227,i walked down to the laundry room to see a coat fall from about eye level middle of the room to the floor.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2228,that worked well until my shoulders complained.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2229,"alas, i still can't go swimming because my hands can't be wet for a while without being stupid but i can wade?",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+2230,"so i continued to hold my finger on the line and shortly after, i had something hit that bunker chunk.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2231,didn't do anything.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2232,"so, in order to impress her i put on a brave face and shook my head with a scoff.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2233,"we got the ranch, loaded our guns and sat up till sunrise.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2234,the sound of water came to my ears from another room.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2235,i'm going to write now that my fingers are numb from typing this all.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2236,got caught with a shitload of mary jane.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2237,she was an ugly and weird girl.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2238,and the happy ending?,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2239,"as i jumped to the sidewalk, i moved my hand up and down and hollered '' slow down! ''",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2240,"he reached his hand over and picked me up, his eyes still on me, all thoughts in my head flew out the window leaving only a fog full of nothingness in my head except the words, `` listen to him! ''",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2241,"feeling him beside me, sends shivers up and down my arms... thats another thing i have to worry about.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2242,this guy is drunk.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2243,i was seeing my body in the hospital bed as physicians tried to resuscitate me.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2244,like john and will.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2245,"pants down by my ankles, i was heaving like an old man with emphysema.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2246,she is a bridesmaid in a wedding of a couple where the groom is incredibly wealthy.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2247,this is long but my favorite:,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2248,that thing was there.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2249,i went to bed.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2250,"and i was also upset about the fact that she followed my natural hair pattern around my forehead, which isn't this cute lowercase n shaped pattern, but some weird lowercase m shaped pattern.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+2251,my friends persuaded me to go to sleep on the couch.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2252,"so was yesterday, and i was surprised i was able to wear my coach's without freezing my toes off!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2253,"my mouth fell open `` no, no, no... i..",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2254,needless to say i was kind of scared.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2255,"an overwhelming sense of peace kept my head down, unwilling to return to the world.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2256,his stepdad is practically his real dad.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2257,i can walk into a store without looking over my shoulder.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2258,i keep thinking about how almost a year ago exactly i found my pcp and had 2 problems-my shoulder and my back.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2259,"i could feel it on my back; cold, wet and aged.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2260,"a couple of weeks later, i began to feel a knot coming up on my back by my spine, where the incision is for the catheter that was put in to the pump and then attached into my spine.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2261,we also scheduled my first gynecologist appointment.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2262,the next day i got a tetanus shot.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2263,i then see it.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2264,i say... so does me wanting to cut off my leg which is where i was for hours on saturday.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2265,i thought i was going crazy.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2266,"long story short, my ex's friends end up running down the highway, with my ex in pursuit.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+2267,i have a cold that has decided to settle in my throat.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2268,i must have turned as white as a sheet at that point.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2269,"no sidewalk, just a simple two way, single lane street with crazy traffic going either direction.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2270,) attempt at getting high provoked a real bad panic attack.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2271,i felt like batman that day.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2272,i never saw that shirt after then either.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+2273,she jumped out and swam to shore.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2274,"""do you believe in our lord and savior?",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2275,my dad and brother were 20 feet away in the living room.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2276,it leaves both my hands free to be able to type.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2277,i was eating at an ethiopian cafe the other day.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2278,obviously i could be fucking crazy but whatever throwaway account.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+2279,"""i don't know..."" he trailed off.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2280,it's supposed to be fun but so far it's been a horrible experience.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2281,"i'm happy that someone was there, but then again, there still is that part of me, driven deep down and rooted in the ground that keeps on whispering in my ear, `` in the end, all you got is you, remember that. ''",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+2282,"i grab the doll, wrap it in multiple plastic bags.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2283,except she had too much air in the pressure thing she put at the top of my arm and so my fingers were starting to go numb.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2284,my jaw dropped and apparently the look of horror on my face was priceless.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2285,"they don't hurt, they don't itch, they're just there, swollen and flat, a little hot, and very red.they toss me in the er, and stick an iv of liquid benadryl in my arm, and i proceed to fall asleep from the inside out without actually sleeping.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2286,we never spoke again.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2287,thankfully i was found the next day by a security guard.,0,1,1,1,1,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2288,it was horribly intriguing.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+2289,=;; i was using a boxcutter to open a box and of course i just had to slide it right across my palm.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2290,"second, my lobster gloves-which are too warm for ordinary cold weather riding-actually didn't do a great job of keeping my hands warm.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2291,"i gasped and my heart began to flutter, it was gabriel, my ex-boyfriend.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2292,"the part my grandfather said was broken and would lead to his doom, was broken.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2293,i enjoy sticking my chin in dry drool.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2294,i think it's because i've got one of those little pad things on my laptop that i have to put my finger on and it really hurts after a while actually.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2295,he begged the nurse not to leave him.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2296,"she turned herself anorexic to appear ""sickly"".",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2297,it's supposed to be fun but so far it's been a horrible experience.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2298,it's the next morning.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2299,so i wait for him to bleed out.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2300,she shrieked at the dog to go back.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2301,"longest, most awkward drive i've ever taken.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2302,"i can see you, i can see you, i can see you.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2303,"shortly, he went to lie on the couch and fell asleep.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2304,the children felt like they were being told telepathically that there was great danger ahead.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2305,waste of potential * sighs * but that's not even what broke my heart.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2306,"dropping the knife, and emptying my mouth, i placed the shoe on the tortured foot.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2307,my hip is only minimally bothering me today.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2308,i am still getting used to getting my feet in and out of the clips on the spd pedals.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2309,the sky is black.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2310,a while later i was rushing off my face on crack which i was convinced the drug service had spiked me with.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2311,except my skin.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2312,"sam nodded, putting his hands on the floor to push himself up to the couch.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2313,i want to get a tattoo and my nose pierced in ireland.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2314,"early the next morning, newspaper under my arm, i approached the counter of the coffee shop and asked for two medium coffees, black, three-quarters full only.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2315,the building recently burned down.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2316,grandmother touches my hand.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2317,"my back is still bugging me a bit, but otherwise i think i fought whatever it was... thank goodness!",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2318,the big problem was my left foot was right next to the front wheel and suddenly i found the forklift crushin my foot.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2319,"`` drink '' and with that the familiar bitter and acre taste of piss filled my mouth and i tried to swallow as fast as possible, gagging and spilling it down my chin and chest.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2320,the clipboard shook in my hands.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2321,"was my nose pierced, or was it untouched and innocent like a few weeks ago?",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2322,"i bowed my head in prayer, commited myself to the cause of ` never again ', and walked out of one of the most awful places i have ever seen.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2323,fuel-hemorrhage ( in my hands ) 67.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2324,"(i was a ""character study"").",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2325,"as the crowd started growing restless, my heart started pounding.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2326,my mum had complained to my step dad about feeling uneasy.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2327,a grin slowly formed on my face.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2328,"lots of lies, deceit, and manipulation.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2329,"it felt so good to grip the cool rock again, to stretch my muscles and my mind as i tried to solve some tricky little problems.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2330,my ankles and front of shins felt stiff.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2331,"we are at this for about an hour, getting blisters and burns from how hot this fire is.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2332,i had to be flown to the hospital.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2333,this was also the point when i realized my face had been mashed.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2334,whatever was stuffing up my head yesterday moved into my chest.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2335,the teacher was telling her things would get better and that the best way to escape bullies is to get awesome grades so that she would have universities begging her to attend school there.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2336,my face hurt from laughing so much!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2337,how was i going to make it to the labor and delivery floor when i couldn't even move my legs to walk?,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2338,i was pretty upset.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+2339,i couldn't get loose and ended up pulling so hard that i pulled my tooth completely out.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2340,what amazed me was this orange stamp with my face in it.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2341,i took a slow deep inhale and felt the flow go up my legs.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2342,i hate hot dogs.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2343,"so i went ahead and finished it, but it fits my head without quite covering my ears, so even though i started out knitting it for you, it didn't end up working.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2344,i remember looking at the dairy queen sign across the street because it directed my face away from the crowd of onlookers.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2345,"as i grew older, my interest in archaeology diminished quite a bit.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2346,"( you see, i have these afi patches that i bought in 2004 and i had no where to put them ) yesterday i bought this neato bag and i said to my brain '' i can put my patches on this here bag. ''",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2347,"i know lots of children have imaginary friends, but looking back on this feels very weird to me.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2348,"the city lights glowing, i leaned up against the ledge and felt the cold red wood on my skin: moist from the air of the night.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2349,they checked everywhere except the basement.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2350,"i feela little better, but my ears are popping, and my nose is running so muchthat i'm thinking i need to get stock in puffs tissues.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2351,and my entire right leg up to my hip was still sleeping.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2352,i got there about 7:00 a.m. and started losing up my legs and doing some yoga.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2353,its just hovering there.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2354,mundane megot my teeth cleaned yesterday.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2355,`` the dead elf that lives in my head. '',0,1,1,1,1,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2356,"that boy, who was probably very mentally ill,  had just been stabbed god knows how many times.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2357,threw cigarette out window.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2358,=d but i took the ones written on my hands one!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2359,i put one blanket ( folded in half because they're as thin as sheets ) around my shoulders.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2360,my sisters were scared.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2361,"probably just going to be buried, but at least i can tell this story somewhere.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2362,my heart sinks.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2363,"now he's sobbing and screaming, finally defeated.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2364,"the city lights glowing, i leaned up against the ledge and felt the cold red wood on my skin: moist from the air of the night.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2365,"then she tried to, like, have sex with/strangle everyone.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+2366,"she's hysterical, i'm all calm and collected, getting ready to illegally drive to the hospital.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2367,but i am at work today miserable and exhausted trying to keep my eyes focused and my head up.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2368,i've never cried so hard in my life :(,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2369,"i try, but cannot contain the sneeze inside.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2370,"i got a thousand dollars from my grandfather that he invested in me when i was born to get my feet on the ground and already, in one day, it is almost gone.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2371,"i had a good work out, and put little to no pressure on my knee.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2372,it broke my heart to not be able to give him a drink for 3 hours after the surgery.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2373,no idea about your other experiences though.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2374,after standing in a few times in the past his buddy asks again but warns him that it is the full moon and it won't be like the last times.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2375,"after scratching my head, i headed to the front yard, where there are no trees, on the off chance that something truly weird had caused a limb to plop down on my house.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2376,"he never interrupted, never showed condescending pity.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2377,my irises also flashed pink randomly for an entire day.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2378,`` my hands are full.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2379,it's 7 in the morning and i want to go home and put my face on the pillow and my body under the cover.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2380,"catholicism roams around my heart and brain, and maybe, because of those little necco like wafers, in my body and blood.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2381,i noticed this months after moving in and doing all of my basic routines in my room naked.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2382,i had learned to hide my limp by the time i was 13 by concentrating on my feet.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2383,i looked at my foot and lifted my jeans to see i wore my converse shoes and i had a huge gash on the side of my foot.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2384,things started going through my head at this point.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2385,this story was told by my mum and step dad.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2386,it has had quite a history.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2387,lost my leg to cancer at 9.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2388,we wanted to put off going down route thumper (never went through without being hit) well we had too anyway.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2389,"after all, i had vegetables coming out my ears all for the benefit of the young prince.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2390,"one day, i was wearing a lot of black: black pants, black blouse, black jacket.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2391,"for some reason i am dragging my feet on just listing the other set on craig's list and getting it out of the house, even though i have already taken pictures and sort of decided on a price, so we look a little like a furniture store.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2392,man that night was a doozy.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+2393,"i had a day of rest a couple of days ago-the absent half of the family is home, we were all spent beyond words ( and i was flat on my back with a bad head cold ) and decided to shoo away all pretense of responsibility for one loop of the sun through our skies.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2394,i felt my throat constrict and my eyes filled with tears.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2395,"i opened my mouth to reply, but there was a loud pop, and then, slowly, the bus came to a stop.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2396,i only brush my teeth once a day now.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2397,she is extremely smart but shy so she made a great target for all the other students.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2398,"sore yep, i got a crapfest on my hands.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2399,""" she responded back in jest ""what the hell?",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2400,"my dress ruffled as i fanned myself with a hand, leaning my head against the trunk of the tree.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2401,"i leaned forward in my seat, pearing though the small portion of the windshield that was clear enough to look out and see a wall of white reflecting my lights back in my face.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2402,then she waved at me.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2403,it was one of the most spiritual moments of my life.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2404,i was absolutely livid.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2405,"i wanted to smile at him, but it froze before it could form on my lips.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2406,& # x 26; nbsp; what i did was cut the top off of a plastic gallon milk carton leaving the handle then by standing next to body of water or sometimes partially in it i could get a good dowseing dipping the carton into the water and then dumping it over my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2407,"quite the opposite, it took literally 4 shots worth of liquor to make him stinking, piss/shit in pants drunk.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2408,at my school it was knowing how to swim and at my brother's it was ballroom dance classes.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2409,and i dongak my head to see who was in front of me.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2410,"taking off my clothes, i ignored what the reflection of the mirror told me about my back and entered the shower.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2411,not much further down the road. i looked back over my shoulder.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2412,"i turned on the water to make my hands clean, don't yell at me, it was a matter of hygiene, i wasn't thinking ok?",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2413,"however, i get sick to my stomach when i think about the fact that i have been sleeping with my brother for so long.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2414,my head is spinning-do i stick with a panasonic for the diva?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2415,it took a grand total from the time i got gas in my eyes til i was drained it took 2 hours.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2416,the best part is *i love hall and oates* so it just makes me doubly thrilled.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2417,they also gave me some petit fours for my birthday that were so delicious my saliva glands and my eyes watered.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2418,that is all the instant karma i needed.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2419,"as soon as i started climbing, my hands felt toasty warm.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2420,so i close my eyes once again to only be whisked away into another dream.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2421,i don't have a story.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2422,met a lot of random canadians that night.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2423,a full internal world like this is great escapism.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2424,it really made me tap my feet and smile!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2425,"(but honestly, i can literally [not figuratively!",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2426,"when i was thirteen i lay on my bed, my face shoved in a pillow with my grandmother's heat wrap on my lower back, screaming and crying because motherly was at work and i couldn't find the pain killers.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2427,but i am not into woo-woo stuff at all.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2428,"earth base delta stopped responding to our calls, and we were left alone in the vast emptiness of space.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2429,"my legs felt good when i was done, and according to the hrm they burned off 960 calories in the 1hr10.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2430,"it seems the damage i did to my knee, way back when, has turned into osteoarthritis.lol.",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+2431,"""is your dad there?",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2432,"my stomach was burning, and i came home and curled up in a ball and fell asleep.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2433,"after that it went downhill with me feeling like i was going to throw up, my throat hurting like hell and my head punding.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2434,unfortunately my instant karma was somehow bad karma.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2435,"the phone shrieked in my ear and once again deflated, and the man sitting at the desk was gone.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2436,i had swung my legs over the ledge of the front porch to listen in and imagine for awhile.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2437,all jumbled up inside my head just screaming `` set me free! '',0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2438,"my friend, thinking this means go, swings forward, sending me into the air.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2439,so i tucked my fingers into a ball in my lobster claws and started to jog in the snow with my bike down the road.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2440,"i grab the doll, wrap it in multiple plastic bags.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2441,discover you next door neighbour is actually extremely cute.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2442,"lol my back is hurting really really bad, so i'm hoping that means good things to come!",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+2443,he then reached across with one of his front paws and put it around my arm.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2444,"at about 1pm, i felt a burning sensation in the center of my chest.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2445,"i started out the run, and before too long something caught my eye in the snow.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2446,""" i got to two and took off.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2447,you read that right.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2448,at mile 9 or so my thighs could feel the burn and it was only then that i really started to feel the effects of the prior miles.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2449,they kept me at the hospital for 24 hours-and suggested i try to stay off my feet as much as possible.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2450,my legs started cramping then which cause me to do something which was totally idiotic.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2451,"my dr. appt.was very quick, just had to get some ointment for some eczema i had developed on my leg.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2452,i walked last night for about 45 minutes and i thought i was going to collapse due to my legs just not working anymore!,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2453,"okay, i should never ever paint my nails red / white.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2454,"i felt water running down my face, but once it landed on my white work pants, i realized that the water feeling was blood pouring out my head.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2455,"when i wake up middle of the night, my eyes was open.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2456,it was around ten o'clock at night and i decided i wanted ice cream.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2457,i'm on the opposite end of the spectrum.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2458,the cold outside feels so good on my skin.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2459,"he looked over my face, my chest, and slowly down, one hand pulling open the tie on my robe.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2460,for puttin my heart into it n come out cryin n sad.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2461,"had to scream my lungs out while the guy just let the crowd pass my bag to me, a bag which got passed all the way to the other side, before i finally managed to get my hands on to the neon orange carrier which had my phone, camera, hard drive, wallet, and keys.in the end had to change without bathing in a smelly toilet at temasek poly, before bidding boon goodbye on the phone whilst complaining about the event.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2462,that worked well until my shoulders complained.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2463,"it feels like a big accomplishment, but most people don't understand.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+2464,i opened my eyes and saw both my parents in front of me.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2465,"i got up, terrified, bloody and baffled.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2466,the thoughts i had in my head at that time were anything but soothing.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2467,"she wanted to go up to the busy street intersecting ours, and i reluctantly obliged.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2468,i stopped and looked out at the ocean and felt the icy air and rain hit my face.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2469,like 101 fever and no voice and hacking up my lung... then i took my nclex.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2470,he took the picture and followed the giggling.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+2471,"in one split second, the thought in my head reacted against me, and made you notice.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+2472,my dad saved my life when i was 9.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2473,"i was crying, mascara running down my face, my eyes burning because of it.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2474,seriously... my head is just not in the game.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2475,"he had sex with a girl, and they were both drunk.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2476,"the cool, packed mud squished between my toes.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2477,"chop is huge, both in height and breadth.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2478,"i have a twin, apparently.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+2479,"i was in the same outfit as at the party, with the addition of a voice changing microphone under the mask and a glow stick that i stuck in there to try to illuminate my eyes a bit.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2480,she faked her own kidnapping.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+2481,"peaceful most of you know, matt is in california right now...... i feel half empty because half of my heart is across the country.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2482,i know it sounds silly but maybe its lonely or died horribly and is just sad.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2483,"i was in pain, still i felt a grin stretch itself on my face.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+2484,all jumbled up inside my head just screaming `` set me free! '',0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2485,but then i realized... it wasn't in my spine.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2486,"i bowed my head in prayer, commited myself to the cause of ` never again ', and walked out of one of the most awful places i have ever seen.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2487,"as we were winding our way up the steep hill leading to the cemetery, out of the corner of my eye, i caught a glimpse of a bird coming right at my car, a bird with a huge wing-span.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2488,"for some reason i am dragging my feet on just listing the other set on craig's list and getting it out of the house, even though i have already taken pictures and sort of decided on a price, so we look a little like a furniture store.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2489,this chain was three links long.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2490,"i was alone on the other side of the world at a volatile and potentially dangerous time, but i am sure i had a look on my face that said `` stay the hell away from me. ''",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2491,"this plan did not work, i managed to get about 2 hours of sleep all night ( likely because of the tylenol pm i had ) because i could not get my leg into a comfortable position at any point all night.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2492,i watched about 20 minutes of chumscrubber before its exhilaration sent me to bed at about 7:30 am to andy opening the door with a full-power light in my face.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2493,my brain screamed `` run!! '',0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2494,"desperate enough to text him, he didn't text back straight away and after a while of waiting i closed my eyes tightly like a child and started calling him in my head over and over again.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2495,"i shook him awake, and we stumbled inside.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2496,"my arms naturally raised outwardly, the grass could give way at any time, causing a slip on my part and tailbones bruise all too easy.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2497,it wasn't bad.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2498,"instead of becoming loose and limp, i was tapping my foot and holding my breath.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2499,"one step and then another and then i was floating, the waves cresting against my skin, salt water dripping from my hair.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2500,"""  and i thought, it must be hard to be losing your mind...",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2501,"when i was about nine years old, i was spending a week at horse camp with a group of other girls, all older (pre-teens/early teens) than one except for one who was about six.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2502,"wacky, androgynous voice: ""hello there!",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+2503,""" so i will remain positive for as long as i live.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2504,i walked into my first hour ceramics class 30 seconds later but i was the last person in the class and the closest seat was in the back of the classroom.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2505,"""  nothing, we hear absolutely nothing.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2506,"depressed i do nt know why i'm even bothering but its about time for me to pour my heart out once again... i'm soo tired of people telling me that it is or isnt `` meant to be ''... `` the truth is i gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart, and i never really got it back '' he's still got a part of it.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2507,my head pounded and my lips were chalky; that was a good sign.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2508,"i nodded and complied, sliding my finger out before pressing my fingers together and sinking them both into him.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2509,"after that, i went to throw the plastic bowls for tiramisu and my stomach acted up and i felt a little like puking.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2510,the thing i neglect to mention though.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2511,"it's one of the most beatiful things life has to offer, and i consider it's illegality pretty much a human right violation.",1,1,1,0,0,['anger' 'fear' 'joy']
+2512,life readings obviously defective.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2513,"i had brought a crazy outfit: bright red wig, referee jersey, black miniskirt, and knee-high white pleather boots with 3-inch heels.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2514,"sometimes i do see ice cubes, but it's never the same.",0,1,1,1,1,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2515,very real to me.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2516,"at this point puppy was following me everywhere i went, almost tripping me a few times while hustling in between my feet.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2517,i didn't see it move.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2518,the hospital was old.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2519,this will probably get buried.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2520,i'd never known a feeling so painful.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2521,"moral of the story, wear a cup!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2522,"i developed a real fear going back into the public after my first bout of cancer, because i was so used to people gawking at me for a million reasons; my bald head, my lack of eyebrows / eyelashes, my paleness, my thinness, the catheders that stuck out from my chest etc... so to suddenly be gawked at again like i was some science experiment especially among my cancer partners, in a place that we consider a refuge, was infuriating to me.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2523,i pull away then go to put my hand back.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2524,i should be gettin a wallet instead and then i was like cracking my head over it.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2525,it's just as crazy of an idea as actual aliens.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2526,"after we were done, i could barely even move my fingers and i think i am going to be sick in a few days.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2527,"that evening, they put me down to sleep in the cot, and went about their evening routine.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2528,my eyes were staring at the floor as i said this.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2529,"`` hyung, y-you... '' i could barely open my lips.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2530,"then, we issued the first strike.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2531,"i hurried over to my desk, sure that i had left the pen there, and sure enough, there it was.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2532,"i opened the do0r to his bedro0m and saw... awwww... his whole ro0m was filled with red, pink and white ballo0ns...:] thats my babe tryin to walk through all of the ballo0ns... and i had to sort through all the ballo0ns and lo0k for two ballo0ns with surprises in them then he gave me roses he made out of m & ms:], you know what i mean ( ( sorry my thumbs retarded ) )",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+2533,"this comment will never be seen at this point, but i have to try and get this off my chest as i've never shared it with anyone.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2534,a deep thud sound in the room and a grin spread across my face.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2535,dad thought it was just my imagination.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2536,"the back half is dark and dense woods, overgrown, only one trail winding through.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2537,"huh, my life is too boring and my brain too empty to warrant a blog.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2538,they buy energy from 'energy generators' and sell it to you the customer.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2539,so i put my hand beside and it auto climbed on my hand and i walked toward the grass patch to put it down.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2540,"i held the bottle to my forehead, letting the cool droplets of condensation mingle with the warm flushed skin.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2541,i saw the worst accident i ever seen.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2542,we're still together.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2543,jumped back into bed and just kept thinking about it until my sister got up.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2544,thought it was weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2545,"just going for a walk once, i saw a car turn down a road that was a dead end.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2546,2nd date - i get invited to her house to watch a documentary about lime disease.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2547,shocked my uncle and burned the hell out of his back.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+2548,"as i went to leave, obviously disgusted, he did it again.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+2549,this shrapnel bomb shattered the pieces of plastic into my face and legs.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2550,this isn't scary.. just weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2551,"when i went in, my thigh slammed into the edge of the ice.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2552,"jamming the finger in my mouth to suck on, i open my stinging eyes and look over to my nightstand.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2553,"as i sat there, i started having 2nd thoughts, and voices in my head were saying, `` what's one more day of rest?",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2554,"however as i got right up to it i realised that it wasn't a bag or some plastic sheet, it was liquid?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2555,it is 00:31 a.m and i am singing from the top of my lungs.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2556,nothing out of the ordinary.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2557,she lived in the boonies &amp; one night she was getting ready for bed when she glanced out the window &amp; saw a red flicker.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2558,"i spotted something blue and plastic in the ploughed earth, which looked like a toy.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2559,p. if you're reading this...fuck you.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2560,needless to say she was extremely unhappy.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2561,"it slithered into my stomach and made it fire kicks at my sides, that had me subtly grip my mouth.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2562,(it was probably a few hundred feet away.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2563,"a few weeks previous, i asked her who she wanted to invite to her party and she named everyone that i was thinking of in my head.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2564,the part that scared the shit out of me was at the end of the dream i wa s talking to my mom and one of my teeth fell out of my mouth.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2565,im spamming my eyes with ` refresh ' eyedrops alrdy.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2566,i tamped it down a bit with my hand.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2567,"( three ) rating: rnotes: this chapter is a bit worse than the previous ones by way of violence.part one.part two. rise and shine, baby, it's after dusk. i groggily opened my eyes, propping myself up on my elbows.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2568,i saw it to.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2569,"i'm a highly skeptical, scientific person.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2570,gingerbread to the other side of the room and they landed in a heap.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2571,my eyes was goin to shut down soon.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2572,i mean i know you like her and everything but i beat you to it man!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2573,he was so close.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2574,"face down in an unfamiliar bed, he turned blinking in unexpected sunlight.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2575,"&gt; ""why was your leg hurt?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2576,"at the same time, i cant believe she complained about using water.",1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+2577,so i literally slept with michel thomas ' heavily polish-german accented french ringing in my ears.4.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2578,"melancholy it's been almost 3 months, and although it has gotten a little easier, i find that there is still this ache left in my heart.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2579,"`` hyung, y-you... '' i could barely open my lips.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2580,the basket was about as high as my waist.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2581,( he also knocked a spoon out of my mouth... ) 5.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2582,"after being bedridden for that, my back acted up again and while it didn't reach that level of `` i can crawl, but not walk, '' it came annoyingly close.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2583,i opened my eyes and saw both my parents in front of me.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2584,and i got sooo tired so quick but i couldn't lay down because my head was spinning.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2585,"yesterday and today we were in istanbul, turkey, and the entire time we were docked there, i could not get the song `` istanbul, constantinople... '' out of my head.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2586,"warmth, acrossed my cheek from golden rays.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2587,"`` jinki, you were the one fiddling with my hand back at the broadcast.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2588,either way that mother fucker is gone.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2589,i told him three things:,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2590,he leaps straight towards my eyes faster than anything i've ever seen before and i wake up feeling closer to death than i do my skin.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2591,", the blisters on my feet ( the wound on my large toe ).",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2592,the rattling in my brain clogs my nose.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2593,"i try extremely hard to keep my details hidden.it was nice to know that what i had given people to know was pleasant, but i couldn't deny the knot that was still in my stomach.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2594,"worst part is, i never pooped.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2595,sorry about the length.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2596,my eyes are sunken.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2597,i expect them to come in the backdoor any second but i hear nothing.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2598,"i leaned my ear close and it stopped, but only for a few seconds... under the sink?",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2599,i believe he was just going to scare me and not anything worse.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2600,i saw peppermint patties.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2601,"after that class, i proceeded to `` work '' ( an $ 8 an hour gig where i sit in front of computer and once in maybe 4 hours change printer paper ) where i began studying for my linguistics test to be dropped in my face at 1 pm.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2602,in fact i ended up with three bites including a huge one on my stomach which i didn't discover till the next day when i was wondering what the pain down there was.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2603,"for me, it's more like my head is full of butterflies.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2604,it was a really nice surprise and we got to take a train to the town.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2605,since i waited for so long for it to arrive in my arms.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2606,"the morning sickness is finally waning, thank the lord, but i absolutely loooooooooooooooove my belly, i look at it everytime i walk by the mirror, and sometimes i just go look at it.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2607,it was a bit hard on my feet to run on snow-free ground once again.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2608,actually sick to my stomach and then the cartoons.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2609,she put my hair in a side ponytail and threw a hat on top of my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2610,to this day (many years later) i do not keep mirrors anywhere but the bathroom.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2611,most tend to be more negative.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+2612,"`` i could hear everything, except when i flushed and washed my hands. ''",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2613,"we would count to three to ""jump off the falls together"", and instead of jumping i would propose at three.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2614,"security and i managed to get shots in and they ended up running their car into a tree. a chuckle slipped out of me of its own volition, and i clapped my hand over my mouth in chagrin.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2615,i had a monkey on my key chain back in high school.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2616,"i'm tired, it's around 3am, i really don't want to get up and close the closet door, but it's bothering me and i'm getting a really strange feeling like i definitely should close that closet door, and the closet itself is pitch black, and did we leave it open this one time?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2617,"i arrived at penny's doorstep, tears streaming down my face.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2618,i stopped and picked up handfuls of it and tried to pack it together into a ball but it fell out of my hands like dust.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2619,"i wrote down this bit about one of my earliest school memories as part of a writing exercise about memory as a tool, and i've been dying to share it as i think it's quite funny.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2620,"my heart is clenched, a fist in its ribcage, i hold my breath, turn blue, i yield to you, my sacrifices culminate a slew, i crave you, cavegirl, when assumed assuage.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2621,"my dad chased it away, yelling, while i just shook and cried.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2622,"opening my eyes late in the midnight hours, i blink my eyes.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2623,"the numbness started to wear off and my cheek, jaw, and yes, tooth, began to ache.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2624,but i opened my own eyes and knew my eyes were no longer there.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2625,"this will probably get buried, but...",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2626,she must never know.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2627,"you guys were asking me, why am i so quiet and you guys are not use to me shutting my mouth.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2628,seemingly because the bartenders were very heavy handed.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2629,it was our house and a few others.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2630,but somehow it appeared at my feet.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2631,i closed my eyes to the sparkle of the city below and let the chill of the night surround me.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2632,"this 'star', starts to move across the sky.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2633,"in any case, i was car-sick for the first time in my life ( well, i didn't actually get sick, but i needed to have the windows open and air on my face to preven that from happening ), and as soon as i got home i fell asleep on the sofa for about five hours.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2634,"i then did the dishes, whitened my teeth, watched some more daytime tv, and had some lunch.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2635,3.woke up from a horrible dream of my ex boyfriend with his new girlfriend.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2636,"i jumped up frantically ( the receptionist cast an odd glance toward me, and some net users stared ) and looked at my hands.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2637,i raised my eyebrows suspiciously.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2638,"not a big issue, at least it wasn't my hips.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2639,my dad is a minister and part of his duties is visiting the sick and dying.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2640,"i got up, terrified, bloody and baffled.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2641,"so they decided to throw me a ""90s mcdonalds"" birthday party.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2642,"the comfort once brought by its very existence had vanished in an instant, a single solitary event shattering its tranquility; replaced with a void, a hollow empty space like the cavern inside of my chest.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2643,i rolled my eyes `` stop with the sarcasm. '',1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2644,no one understands the fangirling happening in my head right now.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2645,'til i look at my hands and feel sad 'cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2646,the light grew grater and what i saw under my eyelids caused grief.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2647,"you're a fucking hero, man!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2648,"turns out, i twisted my knee and now have to wear a very uncomfortable, very bulky, and very unattractive knee brace until the swelling goes down.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2649,: ( starting to find my nails too long; it's difficult to type both on my laptop and on the phone.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2650,my heart began pattering unevenly.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2651,& # x 26; nbsp; while in the champion area i couldn't get that queen song ` we are the champions ' out of my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2652,i looked at my foot and lifted my jeans to see i wore my converse shoes and i had a huge gash on the side of my foot.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2653,he txt'd me last week to ask about my knee out of nowhere-wtf.,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+2654,i picked up his toy and look it over and see nothing.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2655,she ended up going home after that.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2656,not a thing missing.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2657,"security and i managed to get shots in and they ended up running their car into a tree. a chuckle slipped out of me of its own volition, and i clapped my hand over my mouth in chagrin.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2658,"my face was one big smile as i passed him, locking eyes for the breifest of moments. ''",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2659,"he picked her up and put her in front of a mirror and said : ""look, look at you!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2660,he got pretty fucking scared and started sprinting away from me.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2661,my sister was around 4 at the time.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2662,"we would count to three to ""jump off the falls together"", and instead of jumping i would propose at three.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2663,"when i answered the phone, my heart beat extremely fast... i was very nervous!",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2664,we broke up twice.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2665,i just didn't have it in my legs to keep up with that through the hills and fell back.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2666,"i did as much time as i could on my feet for closing gate, but had to sit for stretch before cannon.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2667,"and just as my eyes started drifting shut, the phone rang.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2668,"we would be screaming for mama, but our real mother couldnt comfort us, we would fight her.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2669,my face was gaunt and thin and my eyes sunked in to my head.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2670,"i started to learn in middle school, but an unfortunate incident involving a very small crochet hook and my hand ended that right quick.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2671,"(although, there are many more than this.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2672,i saw a shadowy figure move past it.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2673,"i peeled into my parking lot, threw open the door, grabbed my purse, and ran to where the truck was, waving my arms and saying, `` thank goodness you're still here! ''",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2674,my heart immediately hurt.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2675,he brushed my bangs off of my face.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2676,after standing in a few times in the past his buddy asks again but warns him that it is the full moon and it won't be like the last times.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2677,"i whirl around, of course, and see nothing.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2678,"sticking out my tongue, i capture the mist in my mouth.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2679,"just getting out of the house put a smile on my face, that and the fact that she had some wicked old music on her ipod.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2680,we intentionally had a very short ceremony planned so people could get to the reception.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2681,"to the left of the patio, there was a solid white ring in the grass that was maybe 8-10 feet wide.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2682,my eyes was goin to shut down soon.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2683,w-worst habit: not washing my face before i go to bed.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2684,i'm tired of expecting a good night only to spend it bawling my eyes out the entire time.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2685,i shook my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2686,my brother noticed my face was really red.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2687,"wow, i'm really glad someone put this thread up.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2688,"i woke up that morning with the worst pain running down my leg and also, my stomach felt like it was literally being stretched.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2689,"it was absolutely mobbed because of the festival and the tattoo, clambering up and down the hills near enough killed both my mum and i ( my legs still aren't talking to me ) and it pelted it down from the heavens.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2690,how in the hell did they manage to penetrate my jeans and get my thighs?,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2691,that one was probably the weirdest.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2692,my heart began pattering unevenly.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2693,"right now i am doing the pain killers, and quad exercises, with the proviso that we keep a close eye on the damage already done to my knee.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2694,"i couldn't have written a regualar blog because i'm way too distracted, fear has hold of my fingers.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2695,i was horribly mistaken.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2696,"her face was horrifying and mangled and she was screaming, ""get in there and change those fucking diapers!"".",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2697,my cheeks flushed and my heart raced.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2698,we wont hurt you.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2699,just going in circles.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2700,"it was damp, dark, and dirty.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2701,"all i know, is i need to get my head on straight before the tears begin to slowly pool over the corner of my eye once again.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2702,i leaned my head back on the headrest and closed my eyes.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2703,"warm, salty tears slowly rolled down my face and made my goggles wet.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2704,"rusty, our feral cat, had silently crept over to me, and sat at my feet.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2705,#name?,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2706,strange that happened to me once long ago.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2707,cue foot in mouth i apologized.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2708,"and proceeded to shout and swear and act like idiots.i woke up around 6 am with more water dripping in my face and sat in the car playing ` the world ends with you '... great game.i guess the hillbillies were yelling at their kids around that time, but i did nt hear them.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2709,the last time though.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+2710,he also used wetwipes instead of toilet paper.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2711,"i stared at him, and then put my head in my hands.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2712,"i'm good for about 30 minutes, but after that my patience starts wearing thin and i want to bang my head on the wall.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+2713,i guess i pointed to jenny without hesitation.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2714,this is one of two rag rugs the dependents gave me and the tmod `` paper doll '' tote was snatched out of my hands while browsing cool-kids store made by others.,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+2715,"my foot felt very cramped and swollen, in a most painful position.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2716,her nose was broken.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2717,"just the thought of having to get up and speak in front of 30 people makes my heart want to pound out of my chest, but i have to get over my shyness.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2718,s / he's just rollin ' and rockin ' and tumblin ' around in my abdomen.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2719,an image painted black in the back of my head.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2720,i immediately start get nervous and panic internally and wonder what the hell is going on.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2721,"literally just a box, an empty one.",0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+2722,(it was so awesome!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2723,he could not explain.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2724,"i get up as fast as i can, laughing my head off, its one of those either you're gon na laugh or you're gon na cry haha.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2725,it's just as crazy of an idea as actual aliens.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2726,"one day, i see this girl that's about my age.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2727,she texted me three days before the wedding basically calling me a liar because my dad outlived the doctor's expectations.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2728,"you see, i was still on my journey to healing a bit of a `` broken heart '' so practically my heart was not in a bad shape then.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2729,"with a surge of excitement about making the trip to meadowlands, i also had a sense of dread because i realized what kind of car they were driving.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2730,omg * deep breath * not good for my heart.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2731,see her just a bit here and there amid the crowds.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2732,that's an awesome story.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2733,still have adamn scar on my face from that.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2734,"this morning i had bad cramps in my fingers and toes, my hands and feet were twisted up like spastic.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2735,i never got any waffles either.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+2736,there is so much going threw my head right now it's,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2737,so i put my hand beside and it auto climbed on my hand and i walked toward the grass patch to put it down.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2738,i remained standing with a blank expression on my face.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2739,`` i have cracker all over my mouth but it sure was good! '',0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2740,i remember sitting on the curb putting it to my ear and listening to the music.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2741,"after being bedridden for that, my back acted up again and while it didn't reach that level of `` i can crawl, but not walk, '' it came annoyingly close.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2742,"all i can remember was feeling the pinch of the needle going in my arm, me saying `` my hand is tingling '' ( because it was ) then waking up and being so freaked out that i started crying and shaking uncontrollably.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2743,"after the half day practice on wednesday, my arms were literally black and blue!",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2744,the highway patrol man did not know what her trip was.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2745,"one day while i was sleeping, i awoke to see him tinkering with tweezers in a small container.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2746,"i guess that, even though i have a ton of time on my hands in front of a computer, i'm just too lazy to post regularly.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2747,i used to ride with my dad as well.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+2748,"my chest started to burn, i needed to cough, my legs were getting sore from trying to stay upright, but i pushed on.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2749,"sitting in a dark hallway, with flickering lights, always need to be flickering lights.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2750,"needless to say, everyone was annoyed with me.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+2751,it would be her first great grandchild.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2752,fun fact: i was wearing this jersey when i broke my back.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2753,i met a girl at a rave once.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2754,"probably going to get buried, spooky as hell, and very real.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2755,it's very odd.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2756,"got up this morning ( okay it was so the afternoon )... hung here around the house... showered up, went and got my nails done, then headed to st. pete.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2757,but not even the entire content of my stomach.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2758,he instanly freaked out on me for having this knife in my hand standing over this deer with a sliced throat.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2759,"so you let it shatter, breaking at my feet.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2760,"the odd thing is that my sister's room is heavily carpeted, and honestly it's fairly difficult to smoothly push the door open.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2761,so i'm racking my brain.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2762,"this included flaming soccer, baseball, tennis, and frisbee.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2763,"""   best friends ever since",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2764,blisters have all gone now to so all thats really left is that my thumb is still pink and it feels like alligator skin but i hope that goes away.hehe oh and i have a question for any of you truck drivers out there * grins at xavier * is it a trucker thing to reply to a shipper / receiver with `` 10 4 little buddy ''??,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2765,the man from billards never saw him again.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+2766,for a few months i have always been thinking about getting my tongue pierced.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2767,"maybe my nose is often runny, but i can smell danger well enough.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2768,then it just felt like that whole side of my head was on fire.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2769,his composure never displayed boredom.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2770,he would manipulate me into sex.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2771,i looked up at the mountain chain in front of me and what caught my eye was the clouds pouring over it.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2772,- i once caught him eating a vat...a vat of uncooked rice covered in peanut butter.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2773,i tracked him down and hospitalized him.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+2774,"my stomach felt a bit queasy all day yesterday so it was difficult for me to eat a lot, but i managed to have half a banana and a lot of water immediately after the race.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2775,"it felt good in my hands, it felt right.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2776,pounding my fists and screaming to a god that is not there; it's sad there had to be a battle sad i had to loose.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2777,; ) in the evening we did go down and put our feet in the water-i got to about my waist actually.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2778,i did nt drink cause my lungs were giving me problems but the rest did.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2779,"when i was raised, my parents had a strict religious work ethic.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2780,"i got sick of trying to keep my eyes closed, and i was also hungry, so i gave up, eating some bean sprout soup with rice, and then an ice cream.",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+2781,i honestly didnt know how to handle this.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2782,"she's hysterical, i'm all calm and collected, getting ready to illegally drive to the hospital.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2783,"my face is cold, and my hands are guilty.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2784,my boyfriend was at university training to be a primary school teacher.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2785,"i will never know the real truth or context behind this story, only what i observed.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2786,he was pretty scared and was talking fast.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2787,i still don't know what it was.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2788,that's super weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2789,after going over to there house a few times he started to molest.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2790,"i just thought i was hungry, no big deal.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2791,no one was there.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2792,"my last sentence was ""i know you're right but still"".",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2793,so i continued to watch and then extended my hand to the senator.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2794,"like valene, liesl, meihui, jason etc. ( i can't remember alot ) i really think you guys are great people and you're the bestest friends in my heart.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2795,it was interesting way to do things.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2796,"it expresses what i feel in my soul, what i hear in my head, and what i see when i shut my eyes in silence.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2797,"the world beings to spin and colors find their inverse, twisting and churning before my eyes, every thing i know takes new form.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2798,he looks at the clock and it is some random time.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2799,"choir became my calling, i won awards, i put my heart and soul into it.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2800,"she closed her eyes for a moment, the air stinging them.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2801,in my heart that is what i want.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2802,rage.. violence... threats until i leave the house... then she bounces back... goes dancing and has sex with a stranger and tells me about it.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2803,"i had decided to hold the incident close to my heart till an opportune moment, when i actually can digest my brush with the after life.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2804,i slept better this night because it wasn't as cold although i had burned my face and shoulders from lack of adequate sunblock so that was a bit painful.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2805,i was beyond furious.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2806,"it was a slow time to poop but i mean, come on.",1,0,1,0,0,['anger' 'joy']
+2807,ill pay you back!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2808,"i woke with a start, a sudden chill that spread to the tip of my nose, and found a small note resting delicately on my sheets beside my hand.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2809,"so creeped, will expecting cthulu around every corner the rest of my life",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2810,"this means i have to finish and frame a bunch of things d: someone * else * wants to put my artwork on stationery and magnets and stuff, how cool is that; din other news, i've had the worst pain the past few days on and off that i've had in a long time, my jaw and half my face, down my neck and clavicle, and the luverly ribs.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2811,"about ten years ago, he passed away from a severe brain tumor.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2812,"despite my literal and non-literal `` growing up '' in another place, i had always felt a claim to calgary, a belonging that wound deep through my bones.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2813,this expert also was the ex-husband of the murdered woman.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2814,terrible at basketball though.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2815,"recollecting all the things, happy or unhappy, in australia i have gone through, word bitter pops up in my head.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2816,"the library has an old oil painting of the original owner, poorly and earily done.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2817,this will get nowhere but here it goes.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2818,it was a tempting trap and my greed forced me to fall for it and i burnt my hands there.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2819,i mean why put words in my mouth i never said any such thing and it doesn't really matter.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2820,she once put something under our door step.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2821,your hacker saves your life and you become best friends.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2822,really freaked me out.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2823,") i started to teach myself japanese, and just couldn't shake the feeling that i was supposed to live there.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+2824,my sister was walking backwards and bumped her back into the wall so the second shelf or whatever that was placed on top of the knobs in the middle fell on my feet.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2825,we had recently transferred g to his own bedroom and crib from a cradle that was still in the master bedroom.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2826,"the second time i saw her, she told me she was a registered sex offender.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2827,"i held the bottle to my forehead, letting the cool droplets of condensation mingle with the warm flushed skin.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2828,how often has this been available in the past and i hadn't known and ended up with a kink in my neck?,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2829,"ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, because there's so much to gain by forgetting these dreams driving me insane.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2830,"i told her i greatly appreciated her company, and she said that she thoroughly enjoyed it.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2831,"in short, she was a detriment to humanity.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+2832,"she laughs, because she's so very nervous.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2833,she is low functioning.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2834,"i spent the night at the hotel, mostly hanging out in sandman & marian's room, trying to edit pics and meet about band merch while my tooth hurt cuz a filling fell out!",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2835,we wore blue silk dresses with white fake fur capelets and muffs.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2836,"that took about a week and a half, then i had surgery to put eight plates in my face to rebuild it.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2837,"i sat up and lit up my cell phone, pointing the light at it.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2838,"`` because i am now getting old, and my teeth are worn to stumps, and i prefer to sit by the fire and spin, rather than hunt about after mice, my mistress wanted to drown me, so i ran away.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2839,the commuter runs after his first aid kid and gets me something to clean my leg.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2840,her mouth was twisted in a tormented scream.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2841,"i had twisted my ankle too, and i cried out in pain.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2842,after an hour of wandering through the city ( got there a bit to early ) we met up and walked around town for a bit looking for material for costumes we're making ^ ^ what was really funny was the fact that i didn't have an umbrella or hood to keep my head try from the pouring rain up there.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2843,didn't do anything.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2844,i was on my left side when the grabbed my legs and i started pushing.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2845,""" we both crack up laughing and walk away.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2846,my legs were sore from yesterdays squats.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2847,he was shaking the bed.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2848,i've never had my cheeks hurt so much from laughing and / or smiling.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2849,native american drum beats.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2850,everyone was arrested and sent to prison.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2851,"i remember a sob tried to force itself out my mouth as i realized this, a wet disgusting howl, but instead i forced it backwards through my throat and up into my head and i made myself not care.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2852,that's disturbing.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2853,"anyway i was lying next to my mother on a wooden plank, alot of others around us and that woman said, `` stuck '' and scisscors fell in my hands, i began a rage and began mutilating everyone in sight wishing hoping to get out quicker.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2854,totally forgot to add: i'm straight.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2855,"i swing my foot back, then proceed to apply a good, strong kick to the underside of the table.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2856,still freaks me out to remember it.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2857,i come downstairs and see grandma at the dining room table.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2858,"i admit that i had a little smile on my face during today's aquafit, it was a giggle i am starting to say hello and howdy do to people as pass them by in the halls.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2859,i had never seen so much blood.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2860,it was starting to get on my nerves.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2861,i stared out of my window with my palm supporting my chin.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2862,"without alcohol, i got really nervous and felt like i was somehow psychotic.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2863,but i'll never forget the face.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+2864,i felt fucking awesome.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2865,"now, my mom always told me meridian was extraordinarily beautiful, as well as being very clever and to top it all off a wonderful person.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2866,"something bad, i mean.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2867,"my ear still hates me, i can't hear out of it and i can't chew anything ( i've definitely lost some weight -- oops ), but my head doesn't want to implode anymore today.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2868,i have no explanation.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2869,"turns out this big lug was basically 90% heart, 5% muscle, 5% brain.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2870,i stayed up last night after having a nite with my husband: ) i searched the net found my old hs sweetheart a gentle soul had commited sucide my heart sank.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2871,but my eyes didn't seem to shut.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2872,the next day i asked her how she thought it went and she said good but she just wants to be friends and i was crushed but agreed.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2873,"the hot sun burning my skin, producing a color i never knew.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2874,"(oddly, enough, his school is just 30 minutes away from mine.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2875,"the police were worried too many mobsters would die trying to kill me and it would mess up their undercover investigation, so i had to move to japan where i taught at an all-girls high school.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2876,"at that point, i started to descend and landed at a perfect running speed.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+2877,my heart sinks.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2878,"to the left of the patio, there was a solid white ring in the grass that was maybe 8-10 feet wide.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2879,this was the first time we took the kids skiing... well out of my belly anyway!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2880,my little sister got this little doll thing for christmas when she was 2 or 3.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2881,did i mention that i'm having a hard time keeping my eyes open at the point?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2882,it hurt like a son of a gun and was pretty swollen.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2883,this caused mass amounts of cursing to flow from my lips and hopping around on one foot.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2884,i want: 1 ) radiant skin 2 ) more hair on my front scalp 3 ) my nails to uncrack ( lol -_- ) 4 ) nice armpits 5 ) flat tummy 6 ) my right eye to look like my left 7 ) left eye to have only double eyelid 8 ) to be more smarter 9 ) look younger at turf city: a guy overheard my convo with another stranger guy: u just took ur olvl?,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2885,"but then he gave me the cheek swab and i didn't think about taking it off my cheek until afterwards, so i scraped my cheek a little and held it there and moved it a couple of times.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2886,"i got the manager out and we explained the account and he waved things off.and then i turned my ankle in the parking lot... x_x ( it's okay, only a little sore ).",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2887,"it was growing harder for him to keep balanced with my legs shifting every few seconds, until finally, i found the right position and his back a good shove with my knee.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2888,the rain kept dripping on my face.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2889,i stomped my foot in anger.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2890,"ok so here i am trying to just sit down and write some of the really neat things that floated through my head today at work, and as soon as i get to a point when i don't have someone staring at me, all that beautiful crap flies right out of my ear and goes away... i think i left the ac on again.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2891,"it was like piracy, but with alcohol.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2892,"in short, she was a detriment to humanity.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+2893,"on friday night, minutes before friends were to arrive at our house for a prayer meeting for berkeley, i sliced my finger open very, very deep with a very sharp pair of scissors and i found myself driving to the emergency room alone -- apparently with my face as pale as a ghost.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2894,"as we hung up the phone, my eyes were even wider than before-and joe was too.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2895,"everything, and i mean everything, matched up.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2896,"after working hard enough climbing back up to nearly get my heart beating out of my ribcage, i drove northwest around the point of the island to waimanalo bay, a favourite beach for deaunn and me on the windward side of the island.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2897,"standing at the edge of my heart, i'm gazing, i'm listening like seeing an ocean in a cold winter night such a fear, i'm falling, breaking into pieces.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2898,"i was probably 10 or 11 years old, getting ready for bed.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2899,he immeditely broke down in tears from it.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2900,"i got the results back on the 11th, and my doctor said that she did not find anything wrong with my spine or back bone.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2901,i never saw him move.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2902,i felt the sadness like a heaviness-a weight on my heart.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2903,"i sit at my desk, i lie in my bed, i sit next to the window feeling the smoothing touch of spring morning on my skin.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2904,i run to grab my friend only to see him dancing with another asian girl.,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2905,the one attribute that stuck out most?,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2906,"i was fine with even shades of impossibly bright red, platinum blonde, midnight black colors, just not colors like teal, purple, blue, green.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2907,"as the person in front of me moved, i quickly moved forward, and my eyes widened.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2908,after about 30 seconds something in my brain clicked and seemed to indicate to me that my front door does not in fact open by pushing the button repeatedly on my car's key less entry thingie.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2909,it was long; about two feet in length with sights and bulbs coming out of it in every direction.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2910,"my grandma, my mom, my grandaunt, my aunt, my sister i cried and wept in my sleep... i just shook and sobbed and sniffled... then i woke up and my eyes were wet.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2911,so we went to city island where i was having my nails done.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2912,"i'm tired, it's around 3am, i really don't want to get up and close the closet door, but it's bothering me and i'm getting a really strange feeling like i definitely should close that closet door, and the closet itself is pitch black, and did we leave it open this one time?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2913,"i didn't know why, but the act of maintaining the position while being slapped brought tears of frustration to my eyes.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2914,even though her mum came back and dropped her lunch off later.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2915,"he had a good laugh, which was music to my ears.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2916,"i ran the scenario over in my head... `` two guys, on a back-hoe, out in the middle of nowhere, in the middle of the night, knocking on some person's door.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2917,this morning after a cup of coffee i went upstairs to get dressed to go running with scout when something caught my eye on the armrest of my rocking chair.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2918,"i finally bowed my knee and asked for forgiveness in september, 1982, at raf mildenhall in england and i never let go.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2919,"anyway, i got into about 2 hours of extreme defense training, i suddenly starting developing a headache right in the center of my forehead.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2920,"having plucked up the courage to ask her father for her hand yesterday, events conspired to foul up my plans, but the very next day i woke up with new found resolve.",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+2921,we cuddled on the couch whilst watching tv.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2922,weird guy to say the least,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2923,not worth the risk.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2924,"had had 3 coffees and was stressed to the maximum.my booth was simple and quickly put together.after selling out in 20 minutes and meeting the most wonderful people, i felt considerably better.the most popular outfit ( and my personal fave ) was this one, it was inspired by goldfrapp.at the end of the show, my ankle was killing me.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2925,needless to say i never called him back.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2926,he proceeded to spit stored up chewed crackers on my shoulder and the front of my shirt.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2927,the pain was immediate and intense.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2928,"when i finally crossed the finishing line, my breathing was severely laboured, and my legs were jello.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+2929,"not a great first impression, but we brush it off.",1,0,1,0,0,['anger' 'joy']
+2930,still best friends almost a decade later.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2931,it was really freaky.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2932,he was beyond nasty.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2933,"i said in my heart, '' this too is meaningless. ''",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2934,walking through the toilet aisle i decide to let a fart out and make the aisle smell.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2935,"i lifted my arms behind me, painfully, trying to press my bonds against the bayonet.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2936,i'd seen my best friend's father get killed!,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2937,"we all suggested that he might have thrown up on them, but it was just the center of an empty room, no mother mouse to be found.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2938,took another 3 days off cos i just went to work today and my eyes was alrdy tired at 10 am.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2939,i know this will probably get buried with all the other stories onhere but here's mine.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2940,story #4:  probably my favorite one yet.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2941,it was fun but it made my head hurt.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2942,"the other two ran out and did their business, but not daisy, no, she had to try to yank my arm out of the socket chasing the cat.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+2943,"i woke up, had a leftover burrito for breakfast, went to the pharmacy to pick up a prescription, bought a pack of sweetheart only to be disappointed that they are no longer the same, came home and played harvest moon till my eyes popped out, and now am watching the candy man with joey.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2944,i am exhausted and my back is hurting along with my throat.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2945,"when she decided it was time to go back to my stall, i didn't want to leave and i pretended i didn't know she was asking me to pick up my head.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2946,""" the cop tells him to have a nice day and walks away.",1,0,1,0,1,['anger' 'joy' 'surprise']
+2947,"as i took a shower i just stood there, letting the warm water trickle down my back and down my thighs, i leaned against the cold shower door and did some reflection, it felt good just standing there, with the warm water falling down on me, i felt peaceful, like i could do some good thinking.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2948,"my eyes relaxed, and i relaxed for a while.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2949,that was months ago.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2950,it was awful and my hands didn't quit shaking until like 2.5 hours later.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2951,"i reach the doorway and stretch my hands up and touch the top of the door frame and say, '' how about a cup of that great smelling coffee. ''",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2952,"a old, gray lady.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+2953,"i lifted my arms behind me, painfully, trying to press my bonds against the bayonet.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2954,"i was totally bumbed that i was not on my little adventure, but thankful that i was not having to wait out the healing of my foot in a tent.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+2955,i tried to do some heavy ohs with my back saying `` no '' to that.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2956,"in lifestories, 206 ) i nicked my ankle while shaving.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2957,douse them in infanticide.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2958,"my throat felt like i was choking down hot, spiked coals.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2959,`` bella my head is fine.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2960,"indeed, it was chilly-i ended up doing 1 lap ( 1.2 miles ) and was surprised how numb my hands and feet were.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2961,i find myself keeping my feet on the floor and sliding-more suited to cross body style than cuban.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2962,he saw my fear in my face and just calmed my nerves the entire bus ride.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2963,"as it roars into proximity the shouter and i meet eyes, and i put my hand out.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2964,"oh yea, his drinking.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2965,i could feel my throat starting to well with sobs.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2966,a clip board was forced into my hands as i stood lost in a dark abyss unaware of the reality going on around me.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2967,not creepy but ghostly.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2968,i shook my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2969,"what he saw was a hotel bedroom, like his, and in the corner was a woman whose skin was completely white.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2970,"' but i don't know the worst is about to come... as soon as the balck out is gone, a very severe headache hit me from the back of my head, near the left side of my neck.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2971,after being there a few hours i was cleaned up and had stitches put in a 2 cm long wound on my chin.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2972,"it wasn't easy, i told myself; i was running short of breaths and i believed my face was red and then pale ( or was it the other way round? )",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2973,"i can only knit for so long till my hands start to hurt, and i haven't been in a video gaming mood lately, so i needed something.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2974,right when things start getting interesting she stops.,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+2975,"""i don't know i don't know i don't know...""",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+2976,this is my creepiest real story.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2977,best/worst physics class of my life.,0,1,1,1,1,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2978,i found out six weeks before the wedding that my dad had only six weeks to live (he had cancer for two years...a fact she was fully aware of).,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+2979,"so, still pitch black.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2980,i would go over to his house where his grandmother and mom and dad lived to play ssx tricky and eat pokemon fruit rollups.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2981,"my ankles were cuffed together, and then pulled over my head and secured to the bottom of the fence as well, catching my heels in the chain link fence.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+2982,second story (equally creepy):,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2983,i hate hot dogs.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2984,i immediately start get nervous and panic internally and wonder what the hell is going on.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2985,"so the money is ""taken"" from the employees.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2986,"needless to say i'm having plans to do a master in it security, he?",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2987,"instead of becoming loose and limp, i was tapping my foot and holding my breath.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+2988,"tim also rescued me from a bad sunburn by spraying me down with spf 30 while i was laying on my stomach, half asleep.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2989,ball lightning is often erroneously identified as st. elmo's fire.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2990,"even without having one a common resource are wedding guides, things like this would be one of the items on the checklist.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2991,during dinner i lift my head from the onions and peppers and melted swiss to see our neighbor appear suddenly on the top of the hill taking chip shots at golf balls.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+2992,lots of profanity and screaming.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2993,"of course, he realizes what she actually said after the fact.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+2994,the snow's up to my waist at the top of the hill... more on how i know that in a minute.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+2995,"upon jumping off of the platform, there was an immediate drop for about 10 feet and then i went speeding across the wire for about the length of a football field with my hands and legs free.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+2996,and you already forgot.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+2997,just stop it already!,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+2998,"while we can read names from our uniforms, the actual introduction provides for a good opening to conversation.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+2999,this misunderstanding ruined an entire truckload of onions.,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3000,"meh, what the hell, i'll throw this in.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3001,the odds of getting it right were one in 312 million.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3002,"in my sleep haze, my arm shot out, blindly, to silence the ringing of my clock-the key word here is `` blindly ''.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3003,"i woke up in recovery, my throat sore from the tube and my iv still in my neck.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3004,"i have a floor shift in the morning, hopefully without my nose being stuffy.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3005,"her eyes were smashed and mangled, her jaw broken beyond recognition giving her a sickening expression.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3006,"bridge: so leave me drowning calling houston, and let my lungs cave in, from calling god, for my mistakes and to the one who deserves the apology.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3007,isn't that... oh i don't know... against the bill of rights?,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+3008,i got some ace presents including skins boxset and the prettiest dress from andy and gemma got me a brilliant veggie recipe book that i've had my head stuck in ever since.2.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3009,i did wake up once and feel like my mouth tasted like old eggs.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3010,i do not know what had gotten into my head.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3011,my boss and i are shocked.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3012,"sometimes, the journey there is just as important.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3013,the nurse woke the next morning and walked into the living room and noticed a picture of the man that was in her dream.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3014,"the phone was open on my chest, and in the phone's light i thought i saw something move to the right of my face.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3015,"i remembered how i dragged his box into the bedroom and the way we had fallen asleep together, my arm dangling over the side of the bed to comfort him.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3016,i browsed my back up drive for outlook files.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3017,i do not know what had gotten into my head.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3018,"i always had my nose in a book when i was younger, and when i moved up here i lost interest.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3019,my white shorts were dyed blue along with my shirt and half of my body (i fell sideways).,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3020,woke up this morning with a beautiful dream just laid in my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3021,we never saw 70's guy again.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+3022,"i'm now really scared cuz it's moving faster and suddenly, this shadow seems to get out of a crouch position to stand up, and begins to flail it's limbs as it's running towards me.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3023,"my dad(i'm 100% sure it was him), my sister and i walking along a path in a forest (i still have no idea where).",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3024,probably going to get buried.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3025,that perfect storm of shock and horror.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3026,we round a corner doing roughly thirty-five miles an hour.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3027,i tweeze my eyebrows to get rid of my monobrow.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3028,no furniture or trash...just nothing so we go upstairs and it's the same story however at this point the two of us realize the place is spotless and has none of the normal dust and dirt.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3029,same thing similar with my job.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3030,and that he didn't need to be looking over my shoulder or worrying about me.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3031,"it's nice to make it from week to week without a poisoning on my hands so this story ends well.as per freaking assignment, i came down with the flu just after bringing home the second batch.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3032,"anyway, she tried her best to ignore the noise and hours later, fell asleep despite being so freaked out.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3033,it's two am and we pull up to what looks like a small house party.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+3034,i even wrote on my hand so i could remember it the next morning.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3035,"it's late at night, i'm heading into what promises to be a hectic week, and my fingers are cold, which makes it just like old times.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3036,first sentence speak out from my mouth: `` huh?,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3037,"`` i'm fine, '' amanda said forcefully, shrugging off her hand.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3038,"""mom"" never disciplined them.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3039,"4.about 4 years old, sitting on the couch in my basement eating an orange flavor ice.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3040,"as we moved along this way, my heart, my soul lifted, becoming lighter every step of the way.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3041,"when i finally opened my eyes, it was into the searing white heat of a desert landscape.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3042,my skin is at its ugliest this month.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3043,"i reply that yes, everyone should know.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3044,"i did manage to remember to hang out the washing, but only because the annoying beeping sound the washer makes when its finished a cycle finally filtered into my brain and started to irritate me enough that i couldn't ignore it any longer.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3045,i pumped my fist in a rush.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3046,"also, my poly pro zipped to cover my neck, a fleece cap to double cover my ears, two pairs of gloves and socks, a thick coat, hand and foot warmers.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3047,i clearly indicated i certainly did not.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3048,"now, my ""food"" consisted mainly of sealed jars of pasta sauce and other similar such things.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3049,"please, help me keep the smiles on my face even though this is too much for me to handle and bare, i know my heart trust you... so much.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3050,my head is spinning-do i stick with a panasonic for the diva?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3051,it's the closest thing i've experienced that i can say was nearly unexplainable.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3052,"it was going to hit overnight, and while the total accumulation being predicted was only a couple of inches, i started doing my snow dance-in my head at least-as soon as i heard the words `` the next storm. ''",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3053,she was very attractive.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3054,and it was... eerie.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3055,"and i laughed like this: garhahagar, because my mouth was full of cotton and shit to bite down on and sharp objects and drills.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3056,"sad, and creepy huh?",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3057,"this was my rest week and my legs, and everything else were closed for the day.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3058,friend of mine was having a birthday party at a cake cafe.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3059,"there was an awkward, frozen moment as we all acknowledged each other and as my brain scrambled to make sense of this ""hallucination"".",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3060,"suddenly another plane was involved, heading for washington and my heart stopped beating for a few seconds as the implications of what was happening took me to my knees.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3061,they started using this phrase when people stopped having their impending marriages announced the three sundays before the wedding at the bride's and groom's parish churches when the presumption was that anyone who knew of a problem would come forward sometime during those three weeks.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3062,i scrambled to my feet.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3063,"' but i don't know the worst is about to come... as soon as the balck out is gone, a very severe headache hit me from the back of my head, near the left side of my neck.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3064,an obvious answer jumps to mind as my eyes jump across skyscrapers.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3065,i am not ok with hurting my body... my knee hurts... and when i say hurts... i mean i can barely walk.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3066,"just women i occasionally went out with, but, never anything serious.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3067,i stared at him.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3068,wash my hands without splashing water on the mirrors 7.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3069,i wake up very easily to sounds so i'm not overly concerned.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3070,"we played it and at first it sounded really normal, but no one we recognized.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3071,the man has a reputation for being a hardass and tough guy.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3072,"a week after turning in the paper, i get an email from the professor saying i plagiarized the whole thing off wikipedia.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3073,"i have tried to get over this for years, but i still have horrible guilt and nightmares about it.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3074,"oh, heck, it's up to my neck.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3075,"the funny thing is i heard my head hit, heard a sharp crack-or at least it sounded sharp.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3076,i sighed as i shook my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3077,"it is greens and blues and purples sparkled in the setting sun ( i could not reach my fancy bonnet, i had stored it away too far ) so i reach into the darkening sky and stole the evening star i held in my lap and it held me in its glow it reached into my heart-broken places that i had yet to know.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3078,they didn't understand why that was not exactly a fun experience.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+3079,"`` mr. jackson just called me, and he told me to call you, and told me to ask you so he didn't have to call you, and that's why i 'm calling you for him -- '' i broke out giggling and rushed to cover my mouth, stealing an embarrassed glance at all the nurses watching me in complete awe.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3080,"now, teresa claims that the rapport i have with my bartenders is all in my head, or at least one-sided and they're just humoring me.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3081,what matters is comfort.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3082,"i probably got a happy birthday from my boyfriend though, and i think a back rub.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3083,my cheeks burned with fever.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3084,i remember bringing it to my kindergarten class once to watch on a movie day.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3085,"so, my father owns a insurance agency.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3086,my heart was beating fast from excitement.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3087,this friend is a musician.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3088,"karen and doug i got home after dropping cathy and busta off at 6:00, got the horses settled, wet my hair, washed my face and hands, changed my shirt and bobby and i hurried to meet another couple for sushi at our favorite place at 7:00.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3089,i wish i had.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3090,"i thought it was just my head being a bit dizzy when i dreamed about it last week but couldn't shake the thought, didn't say anything to her coz we've barely spoken, but she's just told me!",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3091,"they, of course, find the fluid in my lungs, and start me on an antibiotic right away.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3092,"i put something on it for flavor, and put the whole thing in my mouth.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3093,"wed, 21:46: he was already my favorite in the band, but with popsicle, gosh, my heart.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3094,"unfortunately, this night happened to be very cloudy.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3095,"this visceral, stark fact was too much for my poor brain, and i woke up screaming and sobbing with terror.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3096,i am not doing so well since i have been out of practice but i am still having fun running after the ball when it comes my way.at one point 3 of us go after this high ball... and then it happens:-( one of the guys ( on the opposing team ) steps on my foot and knocks into me pushing me over.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3097,`` then her hands were like snakes on me pushing me down and greedily roaming across my skin.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3098,i had chills running up and down my spine.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3099,guys are trying to get in your pants.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3100,"as stiff as a board, i didn't move an inch except to dart my eyes to my sleeping sister in the bed ten feet away.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3101,"paul was harassing me with a flag for a bit, plopping it on my head.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3102,this is both really gross and creepy:,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3103,"in one split second, the thought in my head reacted against me, and made you notice.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+3104,and i stupidly went along with it all.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3105,my granddad caught us and played it cool.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+3106,he changed our last name ever-so-slightly and was never caught.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3107,"when i was 10, we had to paint birds for art, i was pretty good at art but a girl copied my exact one, even though we had to do different ones and i was not pleased.",1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+3108,"in my grandmother's home, she blocked off the formal living-room and dining-room with ""baby gates"" to keep me and my siblings and cousins from getting in and breaking stuff like her good china and antique furniture.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3109,our hands outstretched for the most amazing high five of my life.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3110,it always fell down.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3111,we hugged and cried.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+3112,she remembers she is driving right?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3113,i remember waiting for him to fall down.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3114,i got my first ride and a shortboarder came behind me and did a nutty move and just barely missed my head.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3115,the act of petty revenge was against me.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3116,my heart jumped.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3117,apparently it wasn't as life threatening as i believed at the time because the doctor didn't want to mar my forehead with stitches so i got butterfly bandages instead.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3118,he never sent me a text.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+3119,"my heart was rather dark and angry, full of self and what i wanted.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+3120,they've just closed.,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3121,"i was driving our van when i smelled it again, so i asked my husband, `` please smell my foot. ''",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3122,"the soft cool wind feels like silk against my skin, as the sun's heat makes it glow.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3123,no one showed up.,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3124,just helping a kid.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3125,he saw my fear in my face and just calmed my nerves the entire bus ride.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3126,my boss and i are shocked.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3127,"the air is so clear it stings my lungs, which have for months been choked by dust and diesel from the streets of kabul.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3128,"my foot tweaked out and i faceplanted in front of four black belts, my sister and keava ( the nerdy guy who bugs the crap out of me ).",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3129,"the best i could ever come up with, translated to a modern language is ""nope"".",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3130,i was driving about 65 mph down a very windy and very dark road.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3131,"anyways, a friend of mine and her mother were riding the subway in new york i believe, and had their [picture](##url## taken.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3132,"i started slipping on my cloths that were scattered over the room, that's when it caught my eye.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3133,her face when her mum told her she miscarried still haunts me.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3134,i could not keep a coherent thought in my head.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3135,""" i figure she probably spent all night hiding in a corner.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3136,then i looked in the mirror and my eyes fell down the moment i saw my reflection.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3137,i know the pandering were in the wow lore but common.,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+3138,something very important and it ruined his life.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3139,went to the doctor on sunday to get my knee all bandaged up.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3140,' i shoo the leaves across my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3141,not necessarily marijuana/meth either.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3142,my heart was beating fast from excitement.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3143,he's just a super nice guy who wants to help girls out all while being respectful.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3144,i drew my robes around me tightly as my legs kept walking to no particular destination.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3145,"thanks to some asshat losing my paperwork, i am now still in this boat, facing a warrant for my arrest even though i never did anything truly wrong.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3146,"logically, i become bored.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3147,"it is a huge property with an 1850's settlement house, large interpretive/nature center, replica native american village, and about 100 acres of old growth oak forrest with hiking trails.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3148,there is not a cloud in the sky and the sun is shining brightly.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3149,"as the words were leaving my mouth, it slowly dawned on me how infinitely stupid this was.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+3150,her insides are disgusting.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3151,"obviously i am hoping that this is not a permanent state of existence so i am keeping my eyes open for job opportunities, but for now i am trying to enjoy my time at home with the little bean.one nice thing recently has been going fr walks at lunchtime on those days when d is working from home.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3152,did i get home?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3153,its just hovering there.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3154,a smile spread across my face.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3155,then my knee.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3156,"i used to play halo semi professionally, i know a ton of ppl on xbox live and have met a good amount of them in person at tournaments but a lot i still haven't.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3157,then she waved at me.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3158,youre not mad are you?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3159,"like, brain freeze on my leg!!",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3160,because i realise im growing alot of freckles on my cheeks.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3161,even as it happened i wondered how my teeth could stand the force of the fall.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3162,"my little dog:: 1 / 12 / jane, originally uploaded by sarah...... a heartbeat at my feet.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3163,i've backed off hills while my foot healed so i expected some soreness.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3164,when i turned to look up at my dad pushing my cart i was shocked.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3165,"next thing they know, the light is gone.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3166,i roll my ankle twice in three months?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3167,my parents blame me.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3168,i caught a quite a few rip-able one and was really relishing the new board under my feet.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3169,"i look at my eyes-sleepy, puffy.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3170,i told him that i had a dream that his grandparents had dinner with my grandparents and grandma needed wheelchair accessibility.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3171,my hands and foot feel cold while face feels hot.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3172,it was just that i simply could not get my foot to step off.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3173,i've never been more thankful for allergies.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3174,"i know i can make it, i know i can make it.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3175,"well she's not gon na last the whole song like that, so since i'm behind her and the audience can't see below my torso pretty much, i use my hand to push down on the lid and support her weight.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3176,she was reluctant as she said she had a cockroach problem.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3177,my jaw hit the floor and i ran out and bought 4 tickets for the closest show in philidelphia pa. ( the only non-ny / ca show ) me and 3 friends pile into a car and leave at 9 am the day of the show for a projected 8 hour drive.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3178,talk about just about ripping my heart out.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3179,that was my first big heart break.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3180,the gust grew stronger and stronger till i felt i was about to be lifted from my feet.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3181,fast forward eleven years.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3182,"in my head i was thinking, great first impression.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3183,"as a caretaker, this freaked me out to no end.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3184,it reminds me of the pain i always felt with the pain in my back.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3185,"i had decided to hold the incident close to my heart till an opportune moment, when i actually can digest my brush with the after life.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3186,i had just had a procedure done to implant an intrathecal baclofen pump in my belly.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3187,"they don't speak, but communicate through telepathy so the researchers at area 51 needed the best people who could communicate through telepathy.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3188,it was a this point i caught something out of the corner of my eye.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3189,so i had my little memory trip there and suddenly another popped into my head.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3190,"the false rush of euphoria is wisked away, and paranoia settles in, creeping through my skin.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3191,"in my rush to get out the house i had totally forgot about the pain in my side, the nerves seemed to have taking over my entire body as i slowly made my way across the street and up her path, i stopped a few times to catch my breath, the nerves were crippling me and causing my lungs to work extra hard, i hated the effect she had on me but at the same time i craved it she was like the drug to my addiction.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3192,technically guilty of murder.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3193,"staying with a friend in auburn, we awoke on a wednesday morning, walked outside and my jaw just dropped.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3194,"caution nsfl, or at least this one has always haunted me.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3195,glad your dad had more sense than that.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3196,i managed to bash my nose into the straw of my drink.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3197,"i saw that, too.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3198,"i was there for a few hours, and i tried to clear my head of anything that didn't involve relaxing thoughts.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3199,the texture of the water hitting my hands and running down into the sink makes me feel happy and comforted.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3200,not to mention the top portion doesn't fit my belly so therefor i have the top button undone.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3201,one drink down and she was blackout drunk.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3202,my nose is currently upset.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3203,"my hands were shaking and i could feel her hatred for me, almost radiating out of my computer screen.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3204,i rolled my eyes and sighed again.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3205,"i was almost last by the second corner, and i just put my head down to try and make some progress, but i couldn't do anything.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3206,"my hands quickly went to the hem of my shirt, pulling up and over my body in anxiety and anticipation for the moment to come.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3207,"let the masses who see my face, start speaking my name in harsh tones and cast-down eyes.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3208,i have to convince her to stay over with everyone else now.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3209,"`` mom, i am so cold, mostly my hands are so cold.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3210,"i was traveling back home with my mom from my aunt's house on a warm, sunny afternoon.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3211,"it breaks down barriers in my mind and every single thought i've ever had suddenly breaks out and begins running rampant in my head; a torrent of information -- sounds, thoughts, words, smells, tastes, sensations, memories -- assault me from the inside and i fear i've gone over the edge, never to return.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3212,i could not believe how fast it went considering i had to stay on my back the whole labor.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3213,a very similar story happened to my grandmother.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3214,) she decides to start fucking with my feet.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3215,started out with me having a migraine and once i got the pain to go away it still was messing with my brain.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3216,"to this day, i still don't know the reasoning behind this, but i was my grandfather's favorite person in the world and visa-versa and i have my theories that my family didn't want me to remember him in this way.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3217,i pushed the door upon and laid my eyes on a buffet table with tons of delicious foods.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3218,but i am not into woo-woo stuff at all.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3219,grant you i still don't have total use of my shoulder and i have to use my left arm for certain things but it was wonderful to drive again.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3220,none of us did.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3221,"at my hand, no less.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3222,the soreness of my eyes is obvious who couldn't suspect that i was crying?,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3223,the job is made for me.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3224,"while we were swimming, i went out where it was almost to my shoulders.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3225,i had a dream one night of a golden-haired child.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3226,i could have wept with relief and gratitude.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3227,"i ate shit twice, the first time smashing my face into the slope.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3228,not exactly an objection but very close.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+3229,now in my head i think its actually morning time and it's time to wake up.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3230,it was up-hill to get to school.....and up-hill again walking back home.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3231,i feel like i am in over my head... like quicksand.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3232,"she looked up at me, shocked, and said, ""my dad is dead.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3233,it's the way to do it.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3234,i ended up dumping hot oil all over my hand.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3235,"i closed my eyes, this was it.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3236,that was interesting comparatively 'cause of the fact that i can't extend my arms all the way or lift my hands above my shoulders.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3237,"in that instant, this is what went through my brain.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3238,"xd as of now, i'm getting tired all the time and my belly is getting firm already.",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+3239,it was directly overhead as i lay on my back in the wet grass.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3240,"turns out, i twisted my knee and now have to wear a very uncomfortable, very bulky, and very unattractive knee brace until the swelling goes down.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3241,"door locked, completely normal session.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3242,"it made an odd 'thap' noise, you know...",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3243,"i bundled up in four layers, wrapped a scarf around my head walked over 1 bridge and through the woods to set up my installation.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3244,"now my lips, nose and the inside of my mouth are burning, even though i made sure to wash immediately after.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3245,tonight the sweaty hands of the air held me down and closed around my chest the geese and ducks could barely move against the coagulating water that thickened and slowed without a ripple.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3246,"""she died two days ago, the funeral was this morning.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3247,the scream quickly turned into full-blown four-alarm sobbing as i flailed evasively to rid myself of this alien being bearing a dark and nightmarish message.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3248,i was surprised by the thick hunks of lemon that bombarded my mouth with every other bite.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3249,"so hard, till my eyes burned.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3250,hope someone reads this far down :),0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3251,"will probably get buried but, my 21st last year.",0,0,1,1,1,['joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3252,"then it was that long flight back to the island, that opened my eyes to things around me.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3253,"so yes, between me wandering around with my head in the clouds, to use my mom's phrase, and the kids feeling free to try and start their own projects going, i guess our house is a little messy and strange.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3254,but then i still feel slight discomfort of my ear and the yellow discharge still continues especially every morning.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3255,"i watched it fly at the apple and vanish... never to be seen again, i scoured the area (flat grass) for years afterwards.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3256,"whatever it was, it gave me an overwhelming sense of calmness.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3257,i can't remember.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3258,"i don't ever use a thermometer, just my hands to `` check '' the kiddos... i get reminded of this when someone asks me how high their temperature is.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3259,never been so close to a group ass-wooping in my life.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+3260,"her face was horrifying and mangled and she was screaming, ""get in there and change those fucking diapers!"".",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3261,he was very weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3262,and my jaw hurts where the dentist stabbed me with novacaine.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3263,on sunday i tucked the new license plates under my arm and headed out to the garage to find the duck tool.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3264,"but my natural color, on the underside of my forearms for example, is `` dead fishbelly white.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3265,"one time, he was hauling an entire fridge trailer filled with onions.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3266,i'm in the barn all day 6 days a week doing a job that keeps me on my feet and moving for the entire time i'm there.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3267,"in the last three weeks, i have started looking for what's perfect about everything, instead of what's not-and perfection is showing up all over the place: on me, on people i meet, on situations... the benefit of all of those experiences showed up in my body and on my face this morning.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3268,they dance and shiver and grin and laugh.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3269,i'm so sorry.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3270,"after crying for the better part of the night, my eyes are puffy and sensitive.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3271,"not hardcore accidental racism, but it fits.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3272,"so instead, i locked myself up in my room, put on lisa loeb, and as she sang the words bring me wild plums, wild plums and agrimony i close my eyes and took a huge bite of the smooth plum in my hand.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3273,"what he saw was a hotel bedroom, like his, and in the corner was a woman whose skin was completely white.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3274,my great-grandad was a full blood cherokee.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3275,my sister was around 4 at the time.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3276,"we drove to vegas, then through to california.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3277,to ( hold ) my hand.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3278,"they dragged him away and he looked very disheartened, defeated...tears streaming down his face.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3279,that is all the instant karma i needed.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3280,we were going to reach seventy.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3281,i became pretty timid and untrusting after that.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3282,"and i'm discovering all these little muscles in my back that i never knew existed, certainly not with such independent control as i'm discovering now.the product is fabulous.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3283,"i tried to get out of bed and as i did, i immediately fell on the floor, unable to get my legs underneath me.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3284,my throat was burning by this time.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3285,the freshmen found it there and made a quest of it.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3286,"i didn't feel like my pack was too heavy on the hike, but i was hurting really bad from the ridiculous pace these women were keeping and the humongous blisters on my heels.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3287,i grabbed some and a muffin to calm the beast in my stomach.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3288,"when my stomach began to complain about the lack of room for more, i decided the rest of me hadn't had enough just yet.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3289,on the final push through henderson it started sleeting and i had missed tucking my scarf into my jacket collar so i had a draft blowing into my neck and shoulder.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3290,** in my head i say... can i just tell you?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3291,hiding my face from god's glory.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3292,"how i do miss so much the ability to just go here or there whenever my heart desires to go $ but alas i no longer drive; it is for the safety of the world, at large; that is!",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3293,"six years later, i tried again.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3294,lots of scary ghost stories here.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3295,"standing there with a small child in my arms, looking like i had just got up from bed.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3296,"i finally managed to sit up on my hands and knees, and glaring up at her.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3297,it was about 9 pm and very dark.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3298,and feel free to talk behind my back in front of me.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3299,"they were filled with garbage, dirty clothes, and empty tampon containers.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3300,"-sometimes it's the small stuff that you remember the most, like when a beautiful song comes on while you're driving into the most beautiful sunset you've seen in weeks.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3301,"when momma said no, i should of left it alone don't call the police cause my heart has been stolen, ( didn't do me no good cause i couldn't keep focused ) i threw it away cause my heart has been broken.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3302,"i think this may be a little different than what op is asking for, but still relevant: when i was 13, i had a pretty big crush on this girl.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3303,it was interesting way to do things.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3304,"the dentist ground down my teeth so they fit together and that relieved the symptoms but, of course, my teeth were then super-sensitive.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3305,i shook my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3306,"oh, heck, it's up to my neck.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3307,"i was so certain we were, that's what my heart said.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3308,so i got up and tried him again.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3309,i know the pandering were in the wow lore but common.,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+3310,my friend and i were walking home from school as per usual as we lived close to each other and this was the normal routine.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3311,"unfortunately i couldn't find any mittens so my hands were very, very cold.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3312,"first, middle, and last.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3313,got tired roaming' and bumming' around,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3314,my leg was bleeding and for a while i pondered what kind of animals i was attracting with my blood scent.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3315,it felt so unreal...,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3316,on the way there i was listening to the radio and they said to call in with your scariest story.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3317,my legs are still sore.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3318,"as we moved along this way, my heart, my soul lifted, becoming lighter every step of the way.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3319,i pull my arm away and purchase a ticket for a mystery movie and enter through the back entrance only to realize that the whole theater was crowded.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3320,i went to bed.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3321,he was discharged from the army as well.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3322,"this...desire, this problem?",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3323,"this means i have to finish and frame a bunch of things d: someone * else * wants to put my artwork on stationery and magnets and stuff, how cool is that; din other news, i've had the worst pain the past few days on and off that i've had in a long time, my jaw and half my face, down my neck and clavicle, and the luverly ribs.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3324,immediately my throat tightens.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3325,"except, i don't fall unconscious.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3326,##url##,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3327,"i would be about 10 maybe, anyway i was out with my mom , dad and sister.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3328,i accidentally time travelled.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+3329,we locked our door and kept our lights on the whole night and just watched movies until dawn.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3330,"it was a call from the company whose offer i had accepted, saying that on the medical check up ( i signed the contract before i went on med.check ); my lungs doesn't seem well.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3331,as cheese ball as it sounds i actually had the theme song from '' chariots of fire '' in my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3332,i was a bridesmaid and the bride got so drunk at the reception that we had to restrain her in the bathroom and force our fingers down her throat to make her throw up so she didn't go all bon scott on us.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3333,"i, for example, sleep with my mouth wide open.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3334,then in the evening he ate the porridge with the crazy green drug in it and he died.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3335,"i went to the doctor today to get my ears cleaned...-i got my ears `` flushed '' because i did have a problem, and it was too close to a dangerous area.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3336,he also worse black gloves and a black ski mask.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3337,i walked down to the laundry room to see a coat fall from about eye level middle of the room to the floor.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3338,"the family who built this house are buried there, along with decades worth of friends and in-laws.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3339,the breeze that occasionally crept through ajar door cooled the sweat beading on the back of my neck and brought the sounds of the waves growing larger.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3340,about half way through the day i started having issues with the shorts falling half-way down my hips when `` running '' from one ride to the next.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3341,i laughed until i cried and decided this was a friendship worth pursuing.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3342,i was house-sitting for my grandparents.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3343,"her: yeah, i umm .",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3344,"i was alone on the other side of the world at a volatile and potentially dangerous time, but i am sure i had a look on my face that said `` stay the hell away from me. ''",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3345,"my shoulder ached but moved all right, and i felt a tightness on my neck.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3346,"i remember them shining a light in my eye, and shaking my wrist for a bit, and tap-tapping it.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3347,i've been feeling some weird guilt.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3348,"my current story, where i'm being evicted in about two weeks because i no longer have the money to pay bills for the whole house.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3349,when i was just under 2 years old we started renting a crappy tiny little house out in the boonies.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3350,"i guess that's why it hurts so badly sometimes.when i saw you at steak n shake all i wanted to do was sob and tell you how much pain i was in from the things that have happened in my life recently and because you have gone through it you could help me, the look you gave me was like knives in my chest.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3351,"well, sebastian was getting off the highway to complete this years journey.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3352,walking threw the cemetery pretty aloof not noticing that my father and my uncle are pretty far up ahead i stumble upon a grave.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3353,"i live completely alone, and as i pull the popcorn out of the pantry, i hear an ominously distinct ""sssshhhh"" sound.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3354,i'm truly fine being alone in my head but it is just nice to share things and for another to appreciate me as well.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3355,it would take hours for either one of our parents to drive up and rescue us.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3356,"i swear, it must have circulated back to me at least three times and i'm totally certain it was the same coin.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+3357,"i walked around the town with my ipod in my ears, and my camera around my neck, and had a big smile on my face.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3358,"every now and then they work together, play together... and my heart smiles.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3359,"thinking that maybe devan had come in to use the restroom and the door had creaked, i stuck my head out to see, but alas the bathroom was empty.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3360,i put my head down and listened to the music.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3361,"meh, might as well get this off my chest and share it with reddit.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3362,"i closed my eyes and shuddered, knowing that this meant that i had spent the last few months of my life trying to get this girl but to no prevail.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3363,my radio was turned on very loud and i used rock music to keep my eyes open.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3364,"this'll probably get buried, but what the hell?",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3365,but i hate my birthday and 19 years have gone by without a single successful birthday.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3366,"-- as not to scare grandma, they didn't say there was an intruder, but a false fire alarm.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3367,"he was my closest friend through college and, 9 years later, is still among my best friends.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3368,"i just happened to hold the stresses and frustrations ( that most kids probably have with school, parents, new friends ) in my eyes.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3369,we both wake up at the same time.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3370,"be warned that if you do, your death will be one of cruelty and unrelenting horror.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3371,luckily the security guard is cool with me and let me stay.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3372,"we all suggested that he might have thrown up on them, but it was just the center of an empty room, no mother mouse to be found.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3373,"definitely not like any plane i've ever seen (no flashing lights), and still not sure what it was.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3374,i felt fucking awesome.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3375,"so, i am from a science background and analyze everything skeptically.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3376,posted by melissa at 10:29 am atrial fibrillation revisit at the end of lunch on tuesday i felt my heart start racing.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3377,blood on my hands ( 2:16 ) 07.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3378,i have been racking my brain all freaking day and i can not come up with anything.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3379,the figurine was missing its head.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+3380,"then, just as quickly back to night.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3381,he had no belongings.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+3382,"my arms started to ache, but i had to do another 200 and i thought, no i came all this way for nothing so i continued!",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3383,"eventually we end up in bed together, her very reluctantly.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3384,a claw grabs my shoulder.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3385,"her closest coworker friend, ""w"", was getting married (w was like 25~26) and asked c to be one of her bridesmaids.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3386,"open the bedroom door, brandon fast asleep on the bed.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3387,"the comfort once brought by its very existence had vanished in an instant, a single solitary event shattering its tranquility; replaced with a void, a hollow empty space like the cavern inside of my chest.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3388,"now, my skin feels very smooth and soft.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3389,"however, i still have all the foam inside my head impeding my breathing.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3390,i forgot that my mom needs to be eased into things just long enough to run my mouth off and cause an argument that was way too long.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3391,i open the door and step through while turning to close it behind me.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3392,"bummed well, i have survived the colonoscopy and the scope down my throat.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3393,i am going to die.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3394,", i ended up metaphorically throwing my hands in the air in disgust and just cancelling my account altogether.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3395,"and my papers lay blank at the end of my hand, laughing at me and leaving me torn.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3396,"my face was one big smile as i passed him, locking eyes for the breifest of moments. ''",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3397,i *never* saw him move.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3398,my nose is cold.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3399,"by the time he reached it, it was gone.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3400,i stayed up last night after having a nite with my husband: ) i searched the net found my old hs sweetheart a gentle soul had commited sucide my heart sank.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3401,"something went horribly wrong at the first one and i found my head empty, my thoughts run away.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3402,in my head i was like `` what the fish!,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3403,seriously... we were baffled.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3404,"my palms clam up, my heart beats steadily and rapidly.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3405,"i would slowly drift to sleep, only to awaken at 3:02am falling from the ceiling on to my bed.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3406,"( see, my ears are just that good.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3407,even after i got older i never rode my bike down that road ...,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3408,"the wedding was a success, i was not a bridezilla and i had a smile on my face and so did my groom.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3409,"i reiterate, never trust a fart.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3410,"i still have 2-3 weeks off, but it already brings tears to my eyes to think about.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3411,"thank you for reading, i just needed 2 get it off my chest and main thanks to my friends who have been there for me thru everything!!!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3412,"* lots of moving in my stomach:o ) * excitement-anticipation for when they place the baby on top of my stomach * nesting * still pushing myself a little too much * thinking * $ 24.03 on sale, originally $ 59.99-kids digital camera, thanks aurianna!",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3413,"oh, this thread is perfect.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3414,so we get there and order some drinks.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3415,your just at work.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3416,every time i swiped for it it would disappear and reappear further in the woods.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3417,"we become  friends with benefits, still inseparable.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3418,i need to get my feet wet ( or whet ) first.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3419,"and..at his funeral, they fired him!",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3420,"it could have been my eye -- but my glasses probably blocked that from happening, and diverted the injury higher up on my head.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3421,"my pack often rubs my shoulders and my lower back, so i use the socks as a pad on the straps and lower lumbar pad.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3422,all my friends seem to have disappeared into thin air right in front of my eyes.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3423,i feel absolutely stupid and yet for some time i've known something wrong was happening but my brain didn't think to go there.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3424,"it was so beautiful; i felt tears of joy run down my face... five years after world war ii ended, washi and i are at pearl harbor for a very special day.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3425,i got to spend a few nights at my cousins house and it got me away from here to clear my head and just be in a different environment!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3426,"the next thing i knew, i felt this huge impact on my head, and then a few more after that.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3427,sorry for spelling and stuff.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3428,i shook my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3429,the police were trying to calm him down.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3430,"there is something lurking in my heart that is still very, very angry with him.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3431,"once i pinpointed the location, i walked slowly to the spot, never letting my eyes wander.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3432,"i was useless at sport and used to spend my lunchtimes sat on my own, quite happily staring into space and picking my nose.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3433,i put my head down and listened to the music.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3434,"soon after, so were my hands and forearms.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3435,"`` yeah $ i did but $ '' he sighed, rubbing the back of his neck.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3436,the way i was positioned with the air moving made it hard to not breath through my mouth.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3437,"it really broke my heart to watch, because the little fetuses were about halfway along and looked surprisingly developed-like tiny, sleeping dolls.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3438,i even injured my feet yesterday.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3439,woke up this morning with a beautiful dream just laid in my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3440,i could not believe my eyes.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3441,had to sit with her in the car as she was howling in pain and bleeding on me.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3442,"i was a victim of marital rape, psychological abuse and physical violence.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3443,at party start drinking.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3444,""" to which he replied ""good, neither would i.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3445,"the lead singer has also explained that one of the themes of the song was inspired by: `` the lyrics came to me as i was riding a bike home from work with my hands in the air '' i had just learned how to do it '' and i felt triumphant, but at the same time, i knew there were people at that moment who were being bombed by our own country.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3446,thought it was weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3447,i didn't take the christmas nail polish off my toes.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3448,"it was a joyously frightening ride and as i went to get off the bike, i burned my leg on the exhaust.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3449,i know with all my heart that taking this job was the right thing to do.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3450,two months later we moved in together.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3451,it's getting dangerously close to my eye... um... i'm 17 weeks now.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3452,it was really gross.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3453,it was psychological torture...,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3454,she's into extreme bondage.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3455,"so i waved and walked on, and then realized several steps later that i'd been walking while he had the right of way... also, at one point a cyclist ran into my shoulder.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3456,"""well i have loads, you can share mine"".",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3457,i can barely hold my head up at this point.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3458,my nose bled a lot for such a tiny thing.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3459,so i close my eyes once again to only be whisked away into another dream.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3460,"mommy, this one looks like my heart!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3461,i see the cycles.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3462,i'm going to meet your sister.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3463,"i watched her live her mid-life, raise her children and then grow old.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+3464,they immediately started shooting meth and heroin.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3465,it was quite large for the distance away.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3466,"they are so pillowy that when i get in the car, while she cheers at me, she actually lifts her fat pillow, let me sit next to her, and then drops her huge mountain of fat on my thigh.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3467,"i've been alone & really focused on prayer my heart starts to pound so hard it aches, my eyes closed so tight with tears welling up ready to pour out the minute i open them, feeling like i am inside my body looking out almost like some weird reverse out of body experience.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3468,tl:dr i never dream of poop.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3469,then the bombshell hit: the chemotherapy failed.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3470,and now my tongue and mouth are itching from eating prawns...,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3471,"my heart is racing, i get dizzy, my vision gets blurry, i can't communicate my thoughts right i panic, i can't breathe properly.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3472,"what a good chance it is because it could make me comfortable and resuming my energy due to lack of enough rest though when my head hit on pillow, the worries about my future career is also accompanying me until i fall into asleep and lose my sense.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3473,i was accused of rape once.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3474,"my hands frostbitten, my ear peeling already from the cold.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3475,"the cold air brushed against my face as i sat on the swing in our backyard, i wasn't swinging, i only sat there watching, waiting.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3476,he was repeatedly ignored.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3477,and my hands!,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3478,fairly certain i got a back rub from my boyfriend though.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3479,"the tips of my fingers finally begin to submerse, under the water that holds all of me... but just as i give up, let out the last of my breath, my hands are grabbed by someone else, someone stronger than me... i am pulled out of death, and set upon the waves, now solid beneath my feet.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+3480,(remember when okcupid had a blind date thing?,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3481,that may be unverifiable.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3482,he looked completely lost.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3483,yeah it was a little embarrassing.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3484,"when my eye felt better again, and i put the contact back in, the pain immediately returned.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3485,"i hung my head in shame, feeling like the lowest of mothers.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3486,both doors are shut.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3487,but i'll never forget the face.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+3488,sore my tongue pericing experince!,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3489,i oblige and he says something about how i have fluid in my lungs and i need to cough it all out.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3490,"i seated some where, and just about to open my story book, my eye caught a glimpse of someone standing right do nt even know... walk to library.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3491,the entire summer is going to pass by with a blink of my eye because i've got so much going on!,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3492,"ill be honest, i was deathly afraid.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3493,"after laps around the massive stadium ( check it out on google earth, you can't miss it ) and a multitude of stairs / lunges sets on wednesday and our return to weights on thursday, my muscles have formed a union and are engaged in serious negotiations with my working-out resolve.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3494,scary people are out there.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3495,my heart beat so fast when the beautiful man give yunho a peck on his left cheek.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3496,someone wrapped a towel around my shoulders.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3497,it was friggin' delicious.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3498,i was teaching an introductory philosophy course at a major american university.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3499,"or i'm trying to call out for help and no one is around, or i'm dialing the police but then the phone is dead or my eye sight is gone and i can't see the numbers or my legs give out and i'm crawling on the floor.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3500,"today's bus ride was the most painful one... the bus was freaking packed, there was no place for even standing... i had to stand there with my 9832048 pounds bag, my shoulder was about to break t ___ t.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3501,"i'm good for about 30 minutes, but after that my patience starts wearing thin and i want to bang my head on the wall.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+3502,we come to the first foundation and i walk inside it first.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3503,there was a young trauma patient who had a gunshot wound to the abdomen and had gone septic.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3504,"probably nobody's going to even see this, but here's mine:",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3505,"it didn't freak me out so much as blow my mind, the odds must have been astronomical.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3506,but it felt soft and warm.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3507,it mattered not that i could no longer feel my legs below the knees as the cold january water cut off my circulation.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3508,they were extremely close.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3509,i will never forget that feeling.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3510,"they were ` accident ' shots, ofcourse you know, the whole ` my finger slipped and woops my camera was on his crotch thing '.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3511,slowly rising to my feet i came to the conclusion that sometimes being alone meant surviving for myself.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3512,i walked to the elevator with my arm around my mother's waist.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3513,"i also couldn't fully open my eye for a while, but i could already tell that my vision had improved.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3514,""" i explain the promotion to them and he is quick to decide he wants three.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3515,"the drops stung my face like nettles, and the wind flared the wet glistening leaves of the bordering trees.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3516,the second entry of today: / my brain hurt for answering 30 math question in one day.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3517,"a voice from below begged, pleaded to be unburied.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3518,i used to be best friends with this guy.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+3519,what amazed me was this orange stamp with my face in it.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3520,"regardless, neither he nor the car were the least bit hurt.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3521,my brain's dead weight i'm tryin to get my head straight but i can't figure out which cheerleader i wan na impregnate.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3522,"i just closed my eyes, swayed, and let the song envelop me.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3523,"white shirt, blue jeans.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3524,being out of control and surprised would cause a severe anxiety attack.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3525,it took a little longer for my feet to hurt which was nice.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3526,that same ragged breath.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3527,"this comment will never be seen at this point, but i have to try and get this off my chest as i've never shared it with anyone.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3528,we looked down and watched blood streaming down from under his shorts........,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3529,i was so scared i couldnt even move.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3530,"as i was looking at it, a terrifying dog that shows up pretty regularly in my nightmares started barked and throwing itself at the door all cujo-like.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3531,she was so confused.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3532,nobody disagreed with red carding the coach.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3533,i never saw him again.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3534,"i wait to feel your hand tug my head to the side, and feel the sinking of your teeth into the soft spot in my neck that spot where the neck meets the shoulder.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+3535,"is it too hard to forget someone from the past, i wish i could, but its very hard, i think my heart is too big and i have to much room.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3536,my parents were confused.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3537,i scrambled to my feet.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3538,i was sitting in my bed just typing on my laptop.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3539,your sister is a heavy sleeper.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3540,every boarding school has some odd tradition or skill students must undertake before graduation.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3541,i think it's because i've got one of those little pad things on my laptop that i have to put my finger on and it really hurts after a while actually.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3542,"the soft cool wind feels like silk against my skin, as the sun's heat makes it glow.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3543,i have had a backache so bad i can't stand it and my head hurts and everything is overwhelming to me.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3544,even though i have washed my hands on multiple occasions since theni think she ate a lot of garlic ( smells hands ).,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3545,i thought it was going to be a police badge.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3546,"my parents kept yelling while i walked into the living room and started watching tv, knife still protruding from my lung.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3547,i start to freak.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3548,as time passed it became quite the fancy outlet for my extreme ( sometimes intolerable ) idiosyncracies and papyrus on which to record both my daily happenings and ( most importantly ) some of my innermost thoughts that i wanted to tell the select few that i hold dear and close to my heart.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3549,he wasn't suffering any longer; i believe that is where i got my strength to keep my chin high.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3550,i should be gettin a wallet instead and then i was like cracking my head over it.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3551,"and we drove down this kinda hill, going south down a mountain.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3552,"pooi kit was driving recklessly and almost caused a major fatal accident, i can still remember the tailgate lights of the truck passing in front of my eyes and screeching sounds of the brakes.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+3553,still cant get my head around the fact that this time 2 weeks ill be home.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3554,"mel and helene were so kind that they allowed us to drive their car for the day, allowing us time to return to santa monica so that i could $ finally $ stick my feet in the pacific!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3555,"literally just a box, an empty one.",0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+3556,"catholicism roams around my heart and brain, and maybe, because of those little necco like wafers, in my body and blood.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3557,"so i went to see dr. tabaa, and on the initial visit, he performed what could only be described as a physical, without the turning my head and coughing, and advised me to take magnesium.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3558,what matters is comfort.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3559,"i lay in a large bed, the sheets and quilt pulled up to my chin, and the curtains were drawn to keep out the light.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3560,"i dressed, splashed cold water on my face, and headed for the door.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3561,"slowed down markedly on the box jumps, first by doing most of them as `` jump up, step downs, '' to avoid irritating my knees.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3562,i like the rain.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3563,after having a couple different catheters in my chest for the last two years.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3564,"my hearts just been through a lot lately, and it was something i needed to write about.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3565,"during the complete silence that follows, my grandfather says loudly ""well, my god has spoken""",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3566,she died on the way to the hospital.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3567,"of course, i could have soaked my hand in a bucket for a couple of hours, but that's not the case here.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3568,i am so afraid of sleeping on my back that i don't sleep well during the night.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3569,luckily my friend go out of this situation safely without any punishment.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3570,things are relatively quiet.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3571,i did the math and felt very shocked and detached from everything.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3572,i was taken away and never saw him get up.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3573,i would then freeze with fear.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3574,i really have to watch my mouth.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3575,we are still best friends 7 years later.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3576,"* lots of moving in my stomach:o ) * excitement-anticipation for when they place the baby on top of my stomach * nesting * still pushing myself a little too much * thinking * $ 24.03 on sale, originally $ 59.99-kids digital camera, thanks aurianna!",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3577,they seemed so stupid and irritating.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3578,"i sensed, and then saw four short (about 3 feet tall), gray-colored 'beings' with large dark eyes next to my side of the bed (on my left).",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3579,on the way there i was listening to the radio and they said to call in with your scariest story.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3580,it's like i was destined to find him.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3581,""" at me very aggressively.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3582,an awkward silence descends.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3583,"bless his heart $ < 3 warnings: smoking, swearing, ridiculous spacing ( apologies ) i leaned thoughtfully against the brick wall outside of the studio, feeling the cold, rugged material of the stone press against my back through the black military blazer i wore, as i took a drag from my cigarette.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3584,the object was shaped funny and broken at an odd fracture.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3585,the best part is *i love hall and oates* so it just makes me doubly thrilled.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3586,all my friends seem to have disappeared into thin air right in front of my eyes.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3587,so i decided to wait by the door and surprise them.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3588,"ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, because there's so much to gain by forgetting these dreams driving me insane.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3589,"the hike was pleasant enough at first, walking on a slight incline, enjoying the scenery and the multitude of grasshoppers ( sweet jaysis, some of them were soooo big i'm sure they had skeletons ) almost flying into my face every step or so, i thought `` ah!",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+3590,he was visibly drunk.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3591,i had an extremely tame high school experience and this story seems to exemplify that.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3592,i'm too scared to get off the couch now.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3593,with my knees.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3594,"i had a good work out, and put little to no pressure on my knee.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3595,your mom is nuts.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3596,"taffy was instantly alert, then immediately bolted away.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3597,then i had a reaction to a medication that almost closed my throat.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3598,"i kind of bawled my eyes out at the end; i warn you, it is highly depressing!",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3599,here's the problem; i itch so bad i want to rip off my skin.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3600,"either way, awesome night.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3601,then i shook my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3602,i don't stop.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3603,"as the blood seems to return to my head, i can think clearly and muster the energy to keep going.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3604,"i wandered down to the end of the block a couple times and caught bits of the band around the corner playing tom petty's, listen to her heart and the sultans of swing, the old dire straits song.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3605,"was a routine trip, 11 miles to rwc motoring and into a southerly wind, more wind than we saw during race time and with the sun straight in my eyes most of the way down.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3606,the school was kind enough to give me three weeks vacation for standing up for my sister like that.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3607,"there are some characters on the front of the box and it's written dead or alive 4... `` right then and there, i had to put my hand in front of my mouth to keep myself from bursting out laughing.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3608,she even paid some guys to rough me up.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3609,it was the dance of my heart.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3610,this is about as true as it gets and was a horrific experience.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3611,only i was awake but they switched on the light and i instictively pulled the blanket to cover my eyes.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3612,my car door was still open so running into the street after it like a moron i tried getting into the car and winded up missing and getting stuck half in the car and half out getting drug across the street and finally ending up in someones yard when the car came to a stop after rolling over my foot with the tire.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3613,i fuckin tear up whenever i think about this.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3614,it cut through all the fear and anger in my brain.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3615,"but my foot doesn't walk half a mile without pain, i've got a streaming cold that's refused to go away for a week, and as well as being entirely idle, i've got an aversion to crowds, actually an aversion to more than three people on the street at the same time.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3616,probably shaved 30 minutes or more of stop and go traffic.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3617,wednesday started feeling really poo and stuff but thought i was just tired from the day before and lack of sleep that night due to my chest feeling funny.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3618,he was waiting there.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3619,"so i have the flattening iron in one hand, my hair in the other and corraling my son away from all of these things with my foot.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3620,when i finally fell asleep again i had one last dream.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3621,"my pack often rubs my shoulders and my lower back, so i use the socks as a pad on the straps and lower lumbar pad.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3622,"i've never seen my mom drunk before, never since.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3623,`` my heart hurt for these 27 million kids and adults. '',0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3624,in my head the music for `` long distance clara '' from pigeon street plays as i climb up to the driver's seat.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3625,"to be frank, lens and makeup really succeeded at enlarging my eyes in spite of the grotesque focus of my vision.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3626,"this probably does nt make sense to you, but trust me, in my head it does nt either.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3627,then we finally saw what was going on.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+3628,my hand was shaking so badly.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3629,i definitely ended up with a plastic burn on my elbow.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3630,my feet still get rubbed at the end of the day and when we go out to eat its still my choice.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3631,"maybe that's the answer -- maybe my brain only supports incoming or outgoing, and not both at once.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3632,it was a picture perfect 24 hour period.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3633,"eventually the fridge was back in place and i had even managed to score a minor victory against my fear of fire extinguishers as i successfully moved it across the room ( the fear comes from one fell on my foot, long story! )",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3634,she ended up leaving in a huff after yelling a lot.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3635,my mind was uncooperative when a pen finally found my hand.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3636,i never spent the night there..,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3637,""" the black family behind me looked mortified.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3638,"i looked everywhere for those 5 cards, 2 ended up between the couch cushions, one underneath a cat tent, one behind the tv, and one in a different room completely, in between the bed cushions.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3639,i know you run a successful store and i really admire that.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3640,i still get shivers thinking about that story.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3641,i remember being scared shitless.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3642,"a couple of years later (two years ago), grandma was stricken with a sudden, serious illness and was given a short time left to live.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3643,"i swear, it must have circulated back to me at least three times and i'm totally certain it was the same coin.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+3644,oh i wish i had seen this earlier because this happened to me this week.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3645,"my hand was forced, but i needed a nudge ( shove ) in the right direction.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3646,i'll never forget the stare down it gave me.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3647,she got pissed and told the vice principle.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3648,"during the difficult times, i've often had a mental image in my head.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3649,"i didn't really want to taste bacon and crab in my mouth, so i peeled off a bit of bacon, then took at bit out of the crab.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3650,"i also thought it was going to like, eat my brains out or something.so anyway.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3651,"wins $10,000 on another $2 scratch ticket.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3652,went up to a girl at a bar and started talking to her.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3653,) attempt at getting high provoked a real bad panic attack.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3654,used those same two appendages to walk to the library during lunch hour and slip into the shelves with illmatic blaring in my ears.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3655,"this probably does nt make sense to you, but trust me, in my head it does nt either.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3656,"we always just thought she was scared of the dark, just like most kids are.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3657,"it was like piracy, but with alcohol.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3658,it was a bit hard on my feet to run on snow-free ground once again.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3659,the sun hung high in the deep blue sky as a slight ocean breeze ticked my face.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3660,"she agreed, and they shipped up their dog.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3661,"the drops stung my face like nettles, and the wind flared the wet glistening leaves of the bordering trees.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3662,all i remember is that i woke up next day in my bed as if i came home had a shitty meal and just went too sleep.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3663,the person becomes extremely powerful,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3664,i could not unbend my knees.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3665,"i chuckle to myself, thinking it's nothing.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3666,this happened to my mom when she was pregnant with me!,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3667,"people are starting to chant ""fight, fight fight"" while some say ""bro, it ain't worth it"".",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+3668,i shot +11 on my back 9 i hit great drives on all the par 5s only to play my 2nd shot as stupid as can be.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3669,"though my heart was full, grief lingered in a corner.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3670,i washed it out and for about 3 days my eye stayed bloodshot.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3671,"that was the villain's sidekick, horace horrible.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3672,there was a red burn mark on my chin for a couple of weeks.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3673,it just kind of gradually vanished over a couple of hours.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3674,"i was a red belt in taekwondo at this point which probably had something to do with it, but i've noticed over the years just how fast my reflexes are when i relax my brain and just let my muscle memory take over.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3675,he had poorer organizational skills like a hobo.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3676,like there was an invisible wall.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3677,i was so eager and excited to leave to the point i had butterflies in my stomach.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3678,"my eyes scanned the place, looking for cody and i found him; wrestling on the sand with monkey boy for a volleyball.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3679,i'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed for both of them.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3680,a claw grabs my shoulder.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3681,and i thought i had the whole world in my hand.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3682,i've got it all planned up in my head,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3683,there's a heavy foreboding hovering over my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3684,the house is trashed.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3685,don't mess with my orange juice.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3686,the best part however was when she jumped into the pictures and pushed the dog into my hands.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3687,"it made me feel weird, like my stomach was tightening and i could feel that stupid blush again on the back of my neck and yet i couldn't look away.i don't know how long i stood there, staring into his eyes like that.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3688,"the few movies that i have watched since then, i cried my eyes out.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3689,"the room was small but brightly lit and i sat on a two-seater couch facing the counselor across the room, as opposed to lounging on my back while staring at the ceiling with the lights dimmed.so what did i learn?",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3690,"my eyes scanned quickly into every room, every corner as i passed by $ and more than once my fist met the peeling paint of a closed door.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3691,the person waved at me and i threw my hand up.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3692,then she told me it might be due to the new birth control pills she started soon after i left.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3693,"unfortunately in the second hour, i took an odd stroke and my neck popped.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3694,it hurt like a son of a gun and was pretty swollen.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3695,"they, of course, find the fluid in my lungs, and start me on an antibiotic right away.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3696,he had no belongings.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+3697,"but my heart pounded in my chest and i couldnt breath, couldnt even look at him.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3698,as my eyes adjusted i found a dark pair of goggles looking back at me.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3699,my hand hurt so bad afterwards.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3700,"so after more than six months ( ok, a year ) of pain in my hip, i finally started to try and get a diagnosis.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3701,"regardless, neither he nor the car were the least bit hurt.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3702,"okay, it's not that invasive -- it's a cut about as long as my finger with some stitches, but i'm the girl who has never had stitches, never spent time in the hospital, never broken any bones, nothing.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3703,"ever since we moved out of the old tea house the opportunity to taste congee made with water from that well is scarce, but i can always see that tinge of green when i close my eyes.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3704,"but thank you for your offer a sudden tugging at his side made him spin, having to fight the instinct to let his hand fly out.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+3705,and my brain can think up some pretty horrible ailments.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3706,"my mind fluttering, i go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3707,my heart dropped.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3708,"when i went to go get him and tuck him into bed, i found him laying down on my bed half naked.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3709,"guess i can't get a refund, now... then i sliced my finger with the moto-tool.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3710,"they arrest him on gun charges,rape, possession of child pornography,drinking underage(bal was 0.34) as well as exploitation of a minor.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3711,that's hollywood nonsense.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3712,"bitch daniel splashed fish water @ my face, lmfao.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3713,"i don't know how i did it, but doc got me to reopen up my breathing into my chest and when it happened, i frickin boomed.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3714,"i have tried to get over this for years, but i still have horrible guilt and nightmares about it.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3715,please feel free to comment any questions,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3716,"one night, i had just drifted off to sleep when i woke up to the sound of my cat growling.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3717,i suffered from severe trauma as a child.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3718,the barn is full of corpses.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3719,( notice my toes have nail polish on-that was new year's resolution # 21 $ ) then esm decorated the body tracing.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3720,"we played it and at first it sounded really normal, but no one we recognized.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3721,"i will never know the real truth or context behind this story, only what i observed.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3722,i thought it was against policy.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+3723,"they fit the intended recipient, but are entirely too big for my feet.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3724,lunch hours are still weird and inconsistent hopefully my stomach can endure and not get anymore gastric pain.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3725,"secreting his photograph of danijela and jasna away, he reluctantly left the safety of the small room, it had been 3 days, he couldn't avoid it any longer.as he dialed the first of the two numbers he could already feel his stomach beginning to twist into knots.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3726,thankfully i never went through with it.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3727,the raw hatred and anger i felt exploding out my chest alien-like probably went rocketing up to the upper atmosphere before bouncing down into the middle east.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3728,my fingers and feet were the slowest at warming up again.,0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+3729,i'm a barista.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3730,"&gt;me: ""wait, really?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3731,"she was brazilian, or chinese, or something weird.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3732,"you can't really tell, but my feet are just barely in the entrance and the cave goes in about another 2 feet.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3733,i never saw him again.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3734,i started to choke and then started to vomit.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3735,"i immediately was excited when my feet first started onto the '' beach '', i thought it was nothing but sea shells as my feet crushed the debris beneath me.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3736,all i remember is that i woke up next day in my bed as if i came home had a shitty meal and just went too sleep.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3737,"my heart missed a beat as it dawned on me that my precious, lovable, bundle of fluff had killed and eaten someones precious, lovable, bundle of feathers!",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3738,s / he's just rollin ' and rockin ' and tumblin ' around in my abdomen.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3739,i miss him and he hasnt even gotten on the plane yet.lol i think it is my health this time and my back that i am more afraid of.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3740,"my eyebrows raise as i smile, ` ready for the second shot?",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3741,the freshmen found it there and made a quest of it.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3742,"every movement of the body below my waist caused pain, in such a way that i could anticipate it and, with a bit of understanding, even cope.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3743,you should've just slit open my veins and let the romance bleed away when you had the chance.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+3744,"sleepy, but too awake, my brain spiraling around sad thought after thought after thought.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3745,i refused to view.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3746,i woke up the next day in the emergency room with a mild concussion.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3747,when i was little and accompanied my dad on truck drives across the country.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3748,"one is explainable, the other still stumps me.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3749,i knew a friend was going to die at least a year before she did.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3750,he shook his head and chuckled to himself before leaning down and pressing his forehead to his best friend's.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3751,later my parents called my aunt who sent it (she and her husband are very religious) and i'm sure you can figure the rest out.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3752,i was heart-broken.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3753,most i've met off craigslist.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3754,i actually kicked my desk chair in the dark and broke my toe.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3755,he got hit by a car walking to church one day.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3756,2 years ago i met this shadowy figure.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3757,"needless to say, there is more to this story, but as i have already written quite a long post, i will leave this as it is for now.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3758,i am beyond relieved at this point.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3759,"for example, if i'm standing at a bank of elevators, i'll mindlessly choose one, stand in front of it, and it'll be the first one to arrive.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3760,"and we drove down this kinda hill, going south down a mountain.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3761,"my dad(i'm 100% sure it was him), my sister and i walking along a path in a forest (i still have no idea where).",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3762,it became a contest of pickled willpower.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3763,"again, i sat up.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3764,"the rest, i du n no, i can still feel it there, inside my head trying to bring me down again.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3765,the look of shock on his sugar-infused face will be seared into my memory until the end of time.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3766,an awkward silence descends.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3767,(toe-headed is an old-school name for a blond kid).,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3768,"the spot on my ear was bot good, but not alarming.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3769,i walked into my first hour ceramics class 30 seconds later but i was the last person in the class and the closest seat was in the back of the classroom.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3770,the second half started and i couldn't feel my toes.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3771,"all-in-all i had a great time, my back didn't kill me, and i felt great after the game was over.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3772,it also hurts to turn my neck in any direction.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3773,i burst out laughing.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3774,"a little while later, the weird guy killed the daycare provider and four other people.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3775,after that mess i went to see my now ex-girlfriend at school because she refused to drive home to see me.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3776,clearly we made a good crime-fighting team.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3777,just last night i was having trouble sleeping.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3778,i thought i died.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3779,"not sure if it exactly fits as a glitch of the matrix, but perhaps a past life type of thing?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3780,"back to my dear old pals at the walk-in clinic to get a prescription for better eyedrops.oh, and my throat hurts like hell again.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3781,"laying my head against his chest, glen's heart beat is strong against my ear, and my mind wonders back to our life outside of this heaven.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3782,"""that's were those people went missing"".",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3783,and i'm getting surgery in my mouth.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3784,then my hand that had the red figure opened of it's own accord and shot out a red ball of light.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3785,"be warned that if you do, your death will be one of cruelty and unrelenting horror.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3786,"once, while lying in bed falling asleep, i felt that the zombie apocalypse was beginning at that very moment.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3787,she woke me up 4 times a week with her blow drier.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3788,a simple pixie cut.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3789,my wife is non-religious.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3790,"we clue in that the surrounding forest is dry as a bone, since it hasn't rained a drop in at least two weeks.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3791,just thought id share my first post in a personality disorder support group i was able to find:,0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+3792,cue foot in mouth i apologized.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3793,"however, i still have all the foam inside my head impeding my breathing.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3794,"honestly, i can't blame him either",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3795,i have many memories of him sitting across from me and sucking on a pig's foot while i wrinkled my nose in disgust.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3796,"he says he heard the same scream, the window smash and then he woke up.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3797,"but i was happy and pretty tickled that i was able to get out and go fight or hunt / scrap for materials that i do nt have to pay for, as well as just get out in the open air.the downside was... i really twisted my ankle and its slowing me down considerably.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+3798,i make it a habit of sitting with my back facing a wall so i could see everything and everyone.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3799,i wake my 7 year old son up a lot when he's sleeping.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3800,looked at me like i had flesh eating bacteria or a still-birthed twin growing from the left side of my head.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3801,my muscles all relax with the feeling of an empty hand and no pedals beneath my feet.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3802,first college room mate ever.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3803,this bracelet just falls to the ground.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3804,but it was contained to the one patch on the back of my hand that fit under a band-aid.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3805,she was asleep in the other room where he went.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3806,"`` drink '' and with that the familiar bitter and acre taste of piss filled my mouth and i tried to swallow as fast as possible, gagging and spilling it down my chin and chest.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3807,"the idea sent shivers down my spine, i wanted so desperately to believe that he hadn't killed someone but he had admitted it himself, right to my face and then expected me to be okay with it all.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3808,"i sit and wait alone as the angel and the demon behind my eyes fight on, fighting forever to decide my fate.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3809,her mouth was twisted in a tormented scream.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3810,"even as i sit here and type, my eyes are welling up with tears.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3811,i shook my head in a way that made it seem like i was saying `` typical chicago.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3812,"leaning against the wall, her legs stretched out in front of her, she felt a moment's selfconsciousness as her legs were so obviously shorter than his, then, remembering that he didn't seem to mind that she was short, she pushed that thought aside.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3813,my feet were totally soaked through.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3814,she remembers she is driving right?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3815,we wore blue silk dresses with white fake fur capelets and muffs.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3816,"still, i weathered those personal storms, and now i'm feeling such a brilliant, warm upsurge of energy that it brings tears to my eyes.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3817,"i had no strength to reach for it, although i craved for it-since the hot water stopped flushing my skin, i felt icy needles and blades of cold air attacking my skin.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3818,"originally posted september 18th, 2007 i walked down the driveway, pushing back the stinging pain that kept trying to force a few tears out of my eyes.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3819,"he's barely a shadow, never raises his eyes, pale and painfully thin.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3820,"this really shouldn't have scared us, but he started to run toward us.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3821,"my whole body stood frozen as my worst nightmare played out before my eyes and though i wanted to run into the middle and stop them, my feet felt like they were planted in cement, unable to move, no matter how much i willed them to go forward.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3822,it was just that i simply could not get my foot to step off.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3823,it's been a weird glitch in my head since i can remember.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3824,luckily my friend go out of this situation safely without any punishment.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3825,mildly inconvenient but so weird.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+3826,on this monday i went in to get my radiation treatment and couldnt stop crying from the pain in my leg.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3827,i got up and walked to the window.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3828,i refused to view.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3829,then my stomach got upset.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3830,"long story short, during the interview i started speaking a mile a minute ( way too fast ) and sometimes i lost my train of thought ( due to the fact i was blitzed out of my skull, lol ).",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3831,we have never met.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3832,the trap door was wide open.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3833,all of this was going on in the same room.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3834,"obviously there was no body, but what they did find was quite surprising.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3835,the sky is black.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3836,this did not sit well with my granny(my father's mother).,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3837,i've been inspired to try my hand at couponing for the following reasons: 1.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3838,i felt guilty for being so relieved but the idea of not being alone was so amazing that the breath left my lungs briefly.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3839,"we end on a high note, laughing as i walked her back to her room, she thanks me for being a gentleman.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3840,"this probably starts off like most of your typical bad roommate stories, but i assure you this is going to be worse than you might imagine.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3841,"he married young, almost straight out college.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3842,i was home alone one day watching movies waiting for my mom to get home from the store.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3843,"just getting out of the house put a smile on my face, that and the fact that she had some wicked old music on her ipod.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3844,my face turned red because i was afraid and i urinated on myself.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3845,the year is 2005.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3846,"oh, and i noticed an odd effect from eating ripe honeydew melon; this raspy, raw feeling in my chest, like a cold was coming on.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3847,"when we got up this morning, i could hardly move, and now everything from the base of my skull to my waist hurts and my right arm isn't quite right.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3848,and willow being cute and falling asleep on my foot.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3849,( i've never traveled carrying a huge bowl in my arms before haha.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3850,"i organized a ""taste tripping"" party where you take these miracle berry tablets that change the way your tongue tastes food (sour tastes sweet).",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3851,well i guess we weren't the only ones who heard the chorus... so this is the scene that met my eyes this afternoon.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3852,"as i lay in my bed, i heard a large thumping noise.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3853,"remember why we were in this room, but it was my grandmothers master bedroom at the time.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3854,"26 january 2011 @ 04:45 pm boys & girls 718 crawled out of bed at a disgraceful hour, was stuffing my face with chocolate cereal... the doorbell rings really violently-you know people can ring the doorbell really commandingly and scairly, yeah like that.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3855,"man, i can't believe it.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+3856,"my heart, it was finally home.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3857,"its actually a lil funny that i felt like shit all day, and now i feel so much better now that ive gotten all this off my chest.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+3858,a rather regular occurrence happened at night upstairs.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3859,"probably just a hell of a coincidence, but super weird.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3860,"it yields the most succulent fruit, juice dripping over my hands, staining my fingers my palms, like ink like deep, red remembrance.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3861,my last three birthdays:,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3862,looking through these pics today brought and smile to my face and tears to my eyes.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+3863,very shocked when i saw him alive as i remember his son very upset about it.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3864,i slept better this night because it wasn't as cold although i had burned my face and shoulders from lack of adequate sunblock so that was a bit painful.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3865,"aloh says: i was leaving the drying area and stubbed my toe, or so i thought.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3866,the shock burned a part of my thumb.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3867,"i became terrified and fell to my knees, realizing that i was in the presence of angels.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3868,while in the bathroom there was chaos on the tv and it got louder and louder and louder... i washed my hands and ran to the remote saying outloud `` jesus christ '' just then-i look up... as mary magdelene is standing in the cave saying he has risen.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3869,right when things start getting interesting she stops.,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+3870,some children came out and cheered me on offering water and slapping my back.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3871,i rolled my eyes laughing.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3872,"""arch stop your progression.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3873,my heart was thumping real fast when i watched la.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3874,he was an alcoholic.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3875,"it hurt my ears and gave me a headache, but i left it loud to protest my mom-ness.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3876,"i was swearing a lot and started to take cigarettes out of my pocket, thats when i realized that half of my finger was missing... then i started to scream and yell until a car came to the scene and i was able to stop them so they could call help.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3877,sometimes my head hurt from trying to see things.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3878,"my nose was mashed against my face, i was in complete darkness, and the only way to breathe was the oxygen coming in through that tiny eyelet at my mouth.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3879,i spent most of it explaining / excusing my eyes-closed style.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3880,""" he said ""we will go get them now, just get on.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3881,the next morning my right ear lobe swelled to twice its size and my ankles hurt.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3882,"i went to the clinic and got looked over and to my amazement, after they swabbed my throat, they didn't find any strep bacteria, even though my throat is really red.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3883,showcasing my smiles and cheering my lungs out (: good fight on the mats!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3884,12:00 -- making lunch while a toddler hangs on my legs shrieking `` baby hungy! '',0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3885,i've also felt slightly sick to my stomach for the past two days.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3886,then i saw something that almost stopped my heart.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3887,"it didn't hurt at the time, but i was getting a headache and my head started feeling really heavy!",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3888,i step out of the shower and wrap the towel around my waist; i step in front of the mirror and it occurs to me that i don't recognize the man that reflects back to me in the mirror.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3889,i just wait till they talk to me.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3890,it broke my heart and nearly ruined me.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3891,i felt my throat constrict and my eyes filled with tears.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3892,"my back arched with every heave, and tremors ran up and down my spine.that went on for about 5 minutes.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3893,"i'm like amused by the auntie who's holding my arm all the way, and i'm thinking of all the weird pictures i took with yongqing, then i remembered my flying eyebrows, and my smile = & %!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3894,"my mouth gets dry, i feel like i'm not breathing, my heart is beating too fast, and then my legs start spasming ( shaking just doesn't seem to be the right word ).",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3895,his girlfriend is now several months pregnant.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3896,i couldn't sleep last night for the adrenaline running through my veins.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3897,suddenly everything goes dark.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3898,"a short time later, my 17 year old comes downstairs from his room.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3899,"by this time i was still not crying or sweating, but the blood circulation in my arms and legs was diminishing.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3900,"i looked about the room and the walls appeared bare i looked at my hands and found a pen clutched in them, i looked forward and could see my breath.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3901,i slowly reached over my head and pressed the button to roll down the window.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3902,there's a few.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3903,"mine is not creepy/scary, but is still unexplainable.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3904,"i was tired though, and just couldn't turn my legs over fast enough.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3905,but it's a very strange feeling.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3906,"i told them i felt a bit sick so they hurriedly put a sickbowl on my chest, then 10 seconds later i spewed up but a lot of it when all down my new white tshirt.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3907,this is difficult to explain.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3908,"i was practically crying but i felt in shock, my heart was racing a million miles per hour, and i felt like the worst parent on earth.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3909,nothing continued to happen.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3910,""" and smiled like a weirdo and left.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3911,then it hit me.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3912,now this was even more precious to my heart.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3913,"why people remember what they remember, why they forget what they forget for now just introduce her to familiar situations gently. shankar said in a hard, warning tone, before adding in sympathy, and hope for the best. logan sighed, rubbing his temples in sudden exhaustion, despite the fact it was only just now creeping up on midnight.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3914,he's just a little drunk.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3915,i went and had my neck stretched.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3916,"it took a while, my elbows were stiff, like no matter wich way i layed down my arms were killing me, i was sharing a bed with jamie.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3917,"i yell out a friendly ""to your right!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3918,"peter sat behind me on a chair, holding my shoulders and helping me through each contraction and push.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3919,"i throw my hands up in the air sometimes sayin ' ay-oh, got ta let go i wan na celebrate and live my life sayin ' ay-oh, baby let's go 'cause we gon ' rock this club we gon ' go all night we gon ' light it up like it's dynamite 'cause i told you once now i told you twice we gon ' light it up like it's dynamite god, i wish i could.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3920,i'm too scared to get off the couch now.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3921,not even a detention.,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+3922,"i could hardly see, i felt so sick that i was scared to breath, i looked disgusting and i also seemed to have a small bout of paranoia to deal with... then this guy, i still do nt know where he came from, sat me down, unwrapped a little packet of needles, stuck one in my head, one in each hand and one in each foot.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3923,he had 4 inches and 40 pounds on me and i still won.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3924,"well anyways, one day we finally got it and threw it into the garbage after drawing on it and mangling it for a bit.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3925,my head turned to the side and my muscles relaxed.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3926,i just realized that i have stitches in my mouth.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3927,"i yawned, blinking my eyes rapidly as i muttered, `` sorry, lee. ''",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3928,"i have never had this feeling, nor emotion after a dream, maybe some dreams make me sweat a bit, but none of them manages to replicate the feelings i had in the dream when i wake up.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3929,edward rid me of my distraction by biting my shoulder.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3930,it splatterd hot cleaning product everywhere and that burnt my arm and left a mark...,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3931,my fingers were a little stiff at first but as i practiced they loosened up and my second session was fine.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3932,i cant eat cuz my throat is killing me and i cant stop from sweating.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3933,"hed sat down for a moment to rest his weary legs, and suddenly looked up to see an elderly woman before him.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3934,i remember the sweat burning in my eyes and trying to control my breathing.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3935,i was still worrying about the whole messed up situation when i felt an arm drape across my shoulders.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3936,"both cats went tot he end of the bed and were hissing at the doorway, their fur standing on end.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3937,we start riding toward the mtf and he is just getting even more ridiculous.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3938,but we are exclusive and i do feel like he could be the one.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+3939,"either way, he had threaten to burn my new place down, and miraculously it did.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3940,when i turned to look up at my dad pushing my cart i was shocked.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3941,she was asian.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3942,"we left him with the security guys.it disturbed me, fear got into my head, i started to think `` what on earth are we doing putting ourselves and others in this situation? ''",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3943,i closed my eyes really tight.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3944,"either way, i looked like a crack addict with the dry blood under my nose.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3945,i finished his order.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3946,"i freaked out and, eyes still closed, went back to bed.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3947,"well, i started to realize that it wasn't going to work out in the long run (surprise, surprise) and so i broke it off with her as gently as possible.",1,1,1,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3948,"that glance, a glance which met my eyes has made my heart pounding.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+3949,"my neck still hurts while i'm working, and i was only there for an hour so it was totally unnecessary to go there at all.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3950,at the same time we asked 'do i know you?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3951,i'll never forget the bitch-death-glare she shot me.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3952,"we become  friends with benefits, still inseparable.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3953,"i froze for a few seconds, then slowly extended my fingers around both sides of its tiny body.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3954,couldn't find it.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+3955,"i stood there beaming like an idiot, my arms still sticking out. ''",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3956,"occasionally they will sit out there and smoke cigarettes, which is fine..",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3957,i keep trying to keep my head up and not think about it.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3958,""" and smiled like a weirdo and left.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3959,from my feet the sheer force of the vomit thrusts me to my hands and knees.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3960,really like my job.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3961,it looked so unreal.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3962,now this is especially important.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3963,it's a mess down there.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3964,"my knuckles growing whiter and whiter, my mind screaming at me that we should be out of here, we should almost be home.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3965,"with my heart in my throat, my voice thick with emotion said, `` oh!",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3966,i'm keepin my fingers crossed.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3967,"yes, indeed -- bob barker, star of the most popular morning game show.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3968,"i probably got a happy birthday from my boyfriend though, and i think a back rub.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3969,i was on my left side when the grabbed my legs and i started pushing.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3970,"i sat on the steps and held my head in my hands, with my elbows resting on my knees, and let the blood spill out onto the floor.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3971,"okay, i should never ever paint my nails red / white.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3972,i really need it for my face as i'm getting a little wind burn.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3973,"i get up as fast as i can, laughing my head off, its one of those either you're gon na laugh or you're gon na cry haha.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+3974,"black permanent marker covered the face of the music player, words and phrases like '' '' were sloppily written in my hand writing.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3975,"the best i could ever come up with, translated to a modern language is ""nope"".",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+3976,"guess i can't get a refund, now... then i sliced my finger with the moto-tool.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+3977,i looked through the peep-hole.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3978,i began to feel the all-too-familiar feeling that i my heart was being ripped from my chest.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3979,and you already forgot.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3980,`` i hurt my finger and i..,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3981,i heard a noise and feel the crashing of my back with the iced floor.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3982,how stupid of him.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+3983,he punched me in the arm as hard as he could and broke my fucking arm.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3984,"sebastian loved his job, but always aspired to be a well-known author.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+3985,"but i am exhausted-my eyes feel like they are about to pop out of my head-i need some soothing music and images to help my mediate, even for a few minutes, just take me away $ # 365 yoga monday's musical meditation: 0 minutes ago early night-first day of work after mat.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3986,"there is a pencil in my hand, but the words are not writing.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3987,it's about my little sister.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3988,fast forward some time.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3989,"my throat is tight, my nose is numb.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+3990,i pulled a shard of bone out of my mouth.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3991,"my heart broke, it really did, no parent should have to bury their kid, no matter what they've done.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+3992,i had never had morphine before and was not bothered by the subtle burning feeling in my stomach as it entered into my system.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3993,"what came out of my mouth was: ""because white reigns supreme.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+3994,the very last final i had to take for the semester.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+3995,"i rubbed my eyes in disbelief, all the nerds were gone!",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+3996,"linzi and i of course tried them, a decision that i immediately questioned after putting it in my mouth.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3997,but i kept my face forward.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+3998,"i wake up, my eyes fluttering open to a shield of darkness.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+3999,i've got the tug happening in my chest.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4000,"my skin was too light, and i had to have been adopted.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4001,it freaked my uncle right the hell out.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4002,"leaning my head back into the basin, i close my eyes and as the young girl behind me streams hot water through my hair, i feel the jangling tension slowly subsiding inside my body.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4003,"a bit of a mental image, here.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4004,there are just 2 small parts that stick out in my head and make me so happy.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4005,"and bond we did, right then and there, me partially asleep on son's twin bed and son running cars and trains over the length of my head and body, squealing in delight.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4006,i explain that between us we have no other form of payment.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4007,there's a few.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4008,our 4th anniversary is in december.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4009,i had my tickets in my hand.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4010,"v-neck shirt, i moved slowly throughout the house, doing my usual morning duties ( diaper changes, breakfast, coffee ), quite lethargically, occasionally brushing a strand of ( dirty ) hair away from my eyes with my hand.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4011,"my head looked up automatically, and the first person out of the others out there, i saw him.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4012,"i became terrified and fell to my knees, realizing that i was in the presence of angels.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4013,i was also sick and running a fever.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4014,this made matters worse.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4015,'landslide' by fleetwood mac.,0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+4016,#name?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4017,an image painted black in the back of my head.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4018,"i let my hands fall slowly, looking at her face.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4019,"hormones of various flavors, essential vitamins and some goddam oxygen to my brain at night.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4020,"as soon as she openend the door, the police officer immediately became alarmed, drawing his gun and yelling at her to get out of the way.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4021,"hahaha but can't blame me, my nose was blocked i can't breathe properly la.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4022,everyone was out in the detached garage smoking.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4023,it makes my arms and legs hurt.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4024,totally creeped me out.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4025,"same girl, same exact process.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4026,"when it gets tough, locking on my abs to lift my legs a little seems to give me the extra `` oomph '' to raise the bar.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4027,except i'm a very lazy person and i don't really like meat with lots of bones and stuff so i felt like when i tried pieces of sam's dish i was just playing with the food in my mouth.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4028,"the police were worried too many mobsters would die trying to kill me and it would mess up their undercover investigation, so i had to move to japan where i taught at an all-girls high school.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4029,met a girl on omegle.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4030,"i was crying my nose stuffed, big sunglasses covering my blotchy face.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4031,i felt my eyes closing and had no control over them.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4032,(toe-headed is an old-school name for a blond kid).,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4033,"i can assure you i had a huge frown sitting on my face the entire time.the bosses were easy, albeit i struggled with mercedes against the cauldron because apparently she's a closet fan of slip 'n' slide or something.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4034,i have no idea what manki is so i have no idea where to look.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4035,"i didn't notice either that i was still sitting on the floor, the rug pattern branded on my knees.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4036,maybe not so bad.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4037,my heart is empty.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4038,my grandmother went white as a sheet across the room.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4039,drown them in blood.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4040,"you had to kind of lift the chair up off the floor, and scoot your whole self and the chair at the same time.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4041,i thought my legs were going to die but somehow i managed to be the second to reach the top.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4042,"crazy.anyway, my feet & knees still hurt this morning.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4043,my arms shook.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4044,"somehow, with visions of doll masks and pocket 6s dancing my head, i still managed to fall asleep.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4045,she shows up drunk.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4046,"when it gets tough, locking on my abs to lift my legs a little seems to give me the extra `` oomph '' to raise the bar.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4047,i turned my head so i could stare at the perfect being that was by my side.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4048,pants were shat on.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4049,"i couldn't break my leg, could i?",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4050,i blinked a few times and fought with myself to deny what i was seeing.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4051,the bell rang and i slung my backpack over my shoulder.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4052,"today, the little voice whispering inside me not to get up was the subconscious part of my brain i call amy2001, who liked to drink way too much and dance way too much and party way too much and wore really small shirts and had zero responsibilities and slept until noon on the weekends.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4053,i think i drove about 15 minutes when a bug flew in through the window and slammed into my shoulder at 75 mph +.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4054,then i nipped back to the vater's house to boil-wash my hands.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4055,they're all gone.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4056,it was so bad that i got dizzy and my eyes kind of rolled back.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4057,"it feels like a big accomplishment, but most people don't understand.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+4058,"i closed my eyes and listened to the silence which revealed birdsong, a light breeze and nothing else, except maybe the universe breathing.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4059,"i'm not even sleeping, my eyes are simply closed and i'm alert.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4060,we are isolated and without much lighting outside it gets pretty dark.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4061,"then last week when my coworker was talking about her sons birthday on the 22 my brain goes `` huh, that day sounds special and familiar... that's when iswak2 must be on!!! ''",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4062,"the assault ended abruptly, the pistol dropped from my hands and hit the soggy grass with a heavy thump.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4063,"but after blinking my eyes for a few times lepas tu tampar-tampar muka sikit, memang sah la yang penghantar itu hanis zalikha.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4064,that's hollywood nonsense.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4065,in my heart that is what i want.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4066,"the weekend didn't live up to my storm standards, i was all prepared to watch lots of movies and spend time with the new kitty and it barely rained on and off all weekend and unfortunately i was too sick to make it to beerfest, damn tabs really upset my stomach but i was grateful for ladies night and surely think it should be mandatory every weekend.",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+4067,my friend said to get to work on my tooth since i was sitting there ready to go.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4068,"a couple of years ago, i decided to go with my then girlfriend to my cities biggest music store.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4069,"he says, (speaking clearly for the first time) ""i apologize, sir!",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4070,"&gt; needless to say, i never asked to be haunted again.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4071,i get bpd now.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4072,"though hysterical myself, and though clinically dead with a heart that has literally exploded in my chest, i am relieved.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4073,my audiologist programmed my ci to handle environmental sounds rather than it being a way of rehabilitating my brain.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4074,over two hours gone.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4075,song after song i clapped my hands to the old southern gospel melody until i couldn't clap any longer and my eyes drifted into sleep.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4076,my dad has never had a headache.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4077,my heart started to do flip flops... could this be??,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4078,"complacent spoken words, tearing at my heart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4079,"i knew we were almost there when my midwife's voice got more excited and joey leaned in real close and said into my ear, `` don't stop pushing! ''",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4080,"this visceral, stark fact was too much for my poor brain, and i woke up screaming and sobbing with terror.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4081,never saw them again.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+4082,i just drank alone then went home.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4083,"-one roommate never showered, end of the year garbage bags of trash were taken out from her suite.",1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+4084,he brushed my bangs off of my face.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4085,"it was a different kind of stomach hurt though, it felt like somebody stabbed me with a plunger and was trying to twist my stomach and suck it out of my belly button.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4086,brought my feet to the floor above my forehead.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4087,i shake my head and drop it to the bed.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4088,no one understands the fangirling happening in my head right now.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4089,then one day recently it was like someone put some corrective lenses over my eyes.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4090,though you can guess that i already have that scene in my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4091,"this really shouldn't have scared us, but he started to run toward us.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4092,"however, i made sure to take a few swishes of water just so my mouth felt like it got a lot of moisture.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4093,"i pulled it away, probably a bit too violently.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4094,"i don't know what it is about my mouth, but it holds onto colour for ages.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4095,mom asked us all to sit down and that's when my heart began to sink.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4096,i tilted my head in aggrevation.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4097,it was fucking scary.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4098,only damage done was scarring and a broken collar bone.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4099,"i sleep on my side, usually very curled up; it was very hard to find a good sleeping position where i had to remain on my back.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4100,with a hot towel for me to put on my abdomen.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4101,"everytime i turn my back to handle something, so many things are going on behind me.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4102,i was quite sad.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4103,the towel grabbed back.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4104,"if he manages to hit us with a book or pencil, he laughs.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4105,"i don't, and he was awake the entire time.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4106,i need to let what im feeling right now out before the hole in my chest is getting deeper.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4107,"felt like an idiot, but at least i was alone.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4108,"i was doing well emotionally last night and was feeling okay about not having baby in my arms yet, but this morning has been a lot harder.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4109,"i know in my brain i need to get it back, but i have to find a way to make it real again.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4110,"my eyes were closed, but i could tell he was just staring at me, figuring out what to do with me.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4111,"i every day through friday, but by then my knee started hurting again so i have not run since.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4112,"happy birthday though, you beautiful mofo!!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4113,at first i thought i ripped off skin when i blew my nose to get that insane crusty booger out but.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4114,four hours had passed.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4115,we haven't talked about it since.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4116,i could feel my throat starting to well with sobs.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4117,"i lie down on my stomach in the grass, looking over the edge of the lake.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4118,"my legs felt good, my breathing was labored, but that was to be expected.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4119,don't let go of my hand.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4120,apparently she would often sneak into their house to hold the child while it was sleeping.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4121,i am not doing so well since i have been out of practice but i am still having fun running after the ball when it comes my way.at one point 3 of us go after this high ball... and then it happens:-( one of the guys ( on the opposing team ) steps on my foot and knocks into me pushing me over.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4122,"i look down, and it is gone.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4123,i did pretty good but was stumped on layla and some song that sounded like everlasts what its like.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4124,it was too late.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4125,"but more, i had reached the nadir where my head knows i can do something, so thinks it doesn't need to prove it by forcing the body to achieve the task.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4126,"i organized a ""taste tripping"" party where you take these miracle berry tablets that change the way your tongue tastes food (sour tastes sweet).",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4127,not too exciting of a story i guess.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4128,i did the math and felt very shocked and detached from everything.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4129,we noped out of there pretty fast.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4130,i used to babysit ben on a regular basis.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4131,"still, a creepy happening.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4132,"but not very close, it's always been a good bit away.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4133,a fraying rope stretches down from the rafters.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4134,"the anesthesiologist put an oxygen mask over my face, told me it wasn't the good stuff yet, then i woke up to the room flipping around.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4135,to which the little girl slowly replied:,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4136,"determinedly, he shut his eyes and focused on breathing slowly.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4137,"i was born without the compassion chromosome, or i could have been born with two hearts, neither one agreeing where my brain should spend it's time.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4138,"now i'm awake, the knot is gone but my muscles are sore and i still have to make a conscious effort to relax or the pain comes back a little.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4139,i tried to be a fly on the wall for them.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4140,(it was pretty bad).,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4141,"blah i want my head to stop hurting, and my eyes to start tearing up but i do nt see any of these things happening soon.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4142,the girl then went on to make out with the poor kid without him knowing.,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4143,met a girl on omegle.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4144,she is awesome and totally not bride-zilla-y at all.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4145,i never did use that letter though.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4146,"the slid right over my hips and buttoned right up, i didn't have to suck in my gut at all... i walked out of the dressing room to dustin and just said, `` look, look! ''",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4147,being out of control and surprised would cause a severe anxiety attack.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4148,this was about 4-5 years ago?,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4149,"( i have a little bit of time on my hands, okay?! )",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4150,"naturally, i said ""yes.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4151,i have so much stuff in my head right now.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4152,"i had to listen closely, to close my eyes, to feel it filling my head.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4153,my eyes were itchy & watering.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4154,"i have in my hands two boxes, which god gave me to hold.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4155,actually we just used some giftcards we got for christmas but that doesn't mean i wasn't swept off my feet.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4156,long story short i ended up with a burst eardrum.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4157,"day of my birthday, my parents gave me a card and an iou and then told me they want to get rid of my dog and that i was essentially going nowhere in life.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4158,"eventually, we fell asleep.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4159,he lives behind a church and part of his backyard boarders the parking lot in back of the church.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4160,went to the doctor on sunday to get my knee all bandaged up.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4161,older sister (23 at the time) is a scumbag stacy.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4162,i was surprised by the thick hunks of lemon that bombarded my mouth with every other bite.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4163,it was our last foot patrol in afghanistan before we left.,0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+4164,"we pass the huge remnants of an old building, maybe a church?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4165,"it didn't take long before that precious deep-fried gem was in my hands and i savoured every skin, meat, juice and oil.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4166,"wins $10,000 on another $2 scratch ticket.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4167,i did not live in a building with an apartment 3h.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4168,today was a big-a straw that broke my back.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4169,went to no regrets and got my ears bigger-tized.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4170,all of the sudden i hear both of them scream bloody murder.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4171,"sure that my embarrassment showed on my face, i walked out.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4172,i'm tired of expecting a good night only to spend it bawling my eyes out the entire time.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4173,"got up this morning ( okay it was so the afternoon )... hung here around the house... showered up, went and got my nails done, then headed to st. pete.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4174,"i had a real crappy car years ago, the sun roof would leak, the air didn't work, it would keep running after i pulled the keys out, there was a hole in the front wind shield (i would keep an umbrella shoved in there to keep stuff from flying in).",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4175,in the eastern states right up to my neck of the woods in canada.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4176,the case popped open and the typewriter bounced off of my foot and into the intersection.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4177,till it is a physical object i can hold in my hands and know it's real.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4178,my legs hurt.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4179,no one showed up.,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4180,"i was crying my nose stuffed, big sunglasses covering my blotchy face.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4181,it was so fucking weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4182,my stomach is all out of whack.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4183,"x-rays do not show soft tissue damage, and i knew my bones were fine.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4184,#name?,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4185,"my dress ruffled as i fanned myself with a hand, leaning my head against the trunk of the tree.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4186,"finding them, i whipped one out and put it in my ear, swabbing.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4187,"the baby goats bleated in protest at an interrupted breakfast, and i stood up fast, expecting the worst, but only bonked my head on the heat lamp in my hurry.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4188,when it's right under my nose i can't see what's what.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4189,ice cube was... gone!,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4190,"ok, she wants to be comfortable.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4191,"and to hear about you putting this relationship down, and even betting to see how long this can last, breaks my heart.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4192,"so, for the second time in less than twenty minutes, ive had my dream crushed and my blood pressure boiling.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4193,so i wait for him to bleed out.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4194,it grew louder and was soon joined by a field of light angling out above my head and over the chasm.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4195,"nope, and they wouldn't let me leave the dog without paying.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4196,"i cursed and fume, figuring that i had missed the final entirely.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4197,then these insane people tie my hands down!!,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4198,ha ha i have this funky taste in my mouth right now... the after taste of mouthwash.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4199,"- once this item leaves my hands, i am not responsible for the package.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4200,"we didn't swing, we just rested and enjoyed the weather.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4201,my legs shaky and wobbly but over charged with energy to get moving.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4202,"i was in pain, still i felt a grin stretch itself on my face.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+4203,"( does ` nt work ) * gets the grill again * he was struggling and digging my tooth just to get it out, moving my head for side to side.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4204,thy walk today with me has made my heart within me burst; as i communed with thee.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4205,i am capable of shutting the drawer not only with my hands but also my hip and knees.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4206,this was different though.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4207,"sure, it was overcast and the sun hadn't been out in days, but those flowers were like sunshine in my hands.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4208,"i wanted to smile at him, but it froze before it could form on my lips.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4209,"and christian fish bumper stickers, it caught my eye and made me grin.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4210,"needless to say, i was terrified and going about 3 mph.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4211,what is it about this winter that is making me literally sick to my stomach?,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4212,"man, i can't believe it.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+4213,i took offense to this because as a supervisor i wanted my team to be in good spirits and wanted them to love coming in to work and doing good things for the mission.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4214,"one night, i had just drifted off to sleep when i woke up to the sound of my cat growling.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4215,"the aisles were foggy to me, because my eyes were filled with tears that i was fighting to keep in my eyes and off my cheeks.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4216,"i got my lip done, and let me tell u!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4217,"middle school, the entire 8th grade class had to do this thing called a ""cultural fair"" where we research our lineage/cultural roots, and present it after school at night for all families to see.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4218,"no dirt or pebbles; only jagged, dark brown rocks.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4219,i can never forget it.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4220,blisters have all gone now to so all thats really left is that my thumb is still pink and it feels like alligator skin but i hope that goes away.hehe oh and i have a question for any of you truck drivers out there * grins at xavier * is it a trucker thing to reply to a shipper / receiver with `` 10 4 little buddy ''??,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4221,"nothing but hate filled my heart as i watch these trusted and learned ` men '', as a watched a sickness fell upon me.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+4222,i've never gone back.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4223,"she was growling, barking, snarling, foaming.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4224,"my neck was screaming at me, my lower back too.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4225,"the library has an old oil painting of the original owner, poorly and earily done.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4226,"its like my hearts ten sizes too big, and its canceling it all out, and pretty soon, its all gone, like it was never there.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4227,"oceanfront views and balcony, sand between my toes ( and everywhere else ), free goodies ( towels, chocolate covered strawberries, breakfast... ), and a very relaxing time.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4228,one day i was being tailgated by some jackass in a giant pickup truck.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4229,"this needle was brand new, glinting metal gorgeousness, so sharp it caught the skin as i touched the tip to my elbow slightly below the tiny crater of a scar left over from months of faithful ( read: desperate ) plasma donations.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4230,"the spark leaped through his body into mine, and then out my hand to the cart.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4231,"this thing, this disconnected phone, fucking rang.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4232,"white male, middle aged, male pattern baldness, coke bottle glasses.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4233,i had to relax my muscles and clear my mind in order to do that.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4234,i think when she was walking onto the plane and looked at me for the last time with those hazel eyes is when the virus reached my heart.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4235,i like my feather pillows under my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4236,hence the bat on your chest.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4237,"un-luckily, i missed two days of work last week; the day the nurse told me to go home, and thursday, because my throat was so sore waking up that i couldn't talk.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4238,my feet ached to the point of throbbing too.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4239,i brought up my hands and stared at the palms.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4240,"i, being a huge stephen king fan as well, began discussing different short stories and all of his amazing work.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4241,"my whole body stood frozen as my worst nightmare played out before my eyes and though i wanted to run into the middle and stop them, my feet felt like they were planted in cement, unable to move, no matter how much i willed them to go forward.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4242,"i was scared shitless and thought i was maybe dreaming, but that kick hurt!",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4243,"rolling fire and earth fill my vision, the hairs on my arm stand up and then burn, my skin blisters, and still i watch as doom comes my way, the end of all, and suddenly calm.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4244,years ago my grandfather was dying of complications from alheimers.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4245,my chest.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4246,it's very odd.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4247,my eyes are sunken.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4248,"i breathed with my mouth open, my eyes wide like those of a mad cow, my heart pounding and my head spinning towards each sound like a scene from the exorcist.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4249,my head is killing me.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4250,i *never* saw him move.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4251,kinda got stuck in my mouth!,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4252,"mom... well, she's mom, you know?",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4253,with my eye primarily on shorty i extended an invitation to my new friends to join us at anime jeopardy.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4254,entire room goes silent.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4255,"i did go through this thing with her a few times, but after almost breaking my back and doing a triple flip, i knew my days were numbered!",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4256,"i pulled it away, probably a bit too violently.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4257,even though her mum came back and dropped her lunch off later.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4258,"you could say i am lucky i guess, when i cry i don't make a sound and my eyes never turn red, the tears just flow like rain.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4259,then i nipped back to the vater's house to boil-wash my hands.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4260,the cean breathes salty played on in my ears.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4261,"and i laughed like this: garhahagar, because my mouth was full of cotton and shit to bite down on and sharp objects and drills.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4262,"after few hours, my stomach is protesting again and again... me and my sis walk around looking for food.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4263,"i was 7 and woke up early, so i went to the basement to watch cartoons.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4264,i wish there was some way to know which dreams were going to come true.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4265,i've got lots of ideas floating in my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4266,this hasnt changed since i was very young.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+4267,chronic alcoholism had caused her to bleed out internally - same way my grandpa died.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4268,it was so ever-lovin ' cold that large chunks of my eye makeup seem to have frozen and fallen off onto my face.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4269,"all this added on to the fact that i had injured my knee, and revived the stress-fracture i got in my left foot years ago on my mission.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4270,12:00 -- making lunch while a toddler hangs on my legs shrieking `` baby hungy! '',0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4271,"thank you for reading, i just needed 2 get it off my chest and main thanks to my friends who have been there for me thru everything!!!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4272,i've got lots of ideas floating in my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4273,"i didn't know why, but the act of maintaining the position while being slapped brought tears of frustration to my eyes.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4274,'til i look at my hands and feel sad 'cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4275,my fist was clenched tightly.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4276,"in the back of my head, i was like great.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4277,the bell rang and i slung my backpack over my shoulder.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4278,my stomach still hurts.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4279,"and this pal of mine, along with another friend's mum went up to the stage to '' meet the bride ''-now, whenever i actually land up on the stage, i'm like... shuffling my feet about, totally at a loss as to what should i say, ( except salam ).",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4280,now i'm stuck with a class d felony for distribution of marijuana... fucking sucks man..,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4281,i bawled my eyes out when wait.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4282,i had an awesome anesthesiologist who talked to me through every step and kinda eased my fears about the giant needle going into my back.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4283,i do nt know how many times i put my hand in fire till i relized it burns.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4284,her are a few things that went through my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4285,"my ear still hates me, i can't hear out of it and i can't chew anything ( i've definitely lost some weight -- oops ), but my head doesn't want to implode anymore today.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4286,"i was swearing a lot and started to take cigarettes out of my pocket, thats when i realized that half of my finger was missing... then i started to scream and yell until a car came to the scene and i was able to stop them so they could call help.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4287,my sister was one of her bridesmaids.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4288,* fuzzy stuff here * someone was plucking my eyebrows in one of the dressing rooms and i was so upset because they were too thin.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+4289,""" and burst into tears.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4290,she was dead serious.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4291,"the guy superficially looked like me (short brown hair, blue eyes, black polo, etc).",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4292,it's pretty upsetting -- especially when it is happening to my face and i'm only 26.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4293,i cant eat cuz my throat is killing me and i cant stop from sweating.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4294,it was a cool day but my foot was hurting even more afterwards.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4295,what's going on?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4296,"`` when i came round i was on medication and morphine, i had a lot of pain in my face.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4297,i would not be groggy nor tired.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4298,years ago my grandfather was dying of complications from alheimers.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4299,fair money for about three hours of work.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4300,i drive over to the party early (to help set up) and she's not there yet.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4301,i have plans to walk tomorrow in the late afternoon-so i pray my knee cooperates.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4302,"i had it done on my arm, of course the one i use, so doing every thing with my other one is pretty weird.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4303,i'm not exactly sure what their plan is.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4304,i felt the large goose egg that had grown immediately on my head and finished cleaning.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4305,to ( hold ) my hand.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4306,"first, some background: i am a male, i live in latvia, my father is a hunter and we occasionally go hunting during the weekends.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4307,"that night, around 2am, she woke up to the sound of a woman screaming.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4308,&gt; the grave stomper,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4309,there was a swath of terrain in between two apple trees that had been tamped down.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4310,i didnt know how to handle this.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4311,the black eyed kids,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4312,"i told her i greatly appreciated her company, and she said that she thoroughly enjoyed it.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4313,ninja-edit: another detail.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4314,"""you're going to die.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4315,nothing but fine grey and tan sand as far as my eyes could see.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4316,"my eyes constantly throbbed from being so dry, even though there always seemed to be tears to cry at night.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4317,i stomped on a spider with a flip flop.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4318,my foot hurts.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4319,we never found it.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4320,at mile 9 or so my thighs could feel the burn and it was only then that i really started to feel the effects of the prior miles.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4321,salisbury steak n corn dinners.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4322,"the funny thing is i heard my head hit, heard a sharp crack-or at least it sounded sharp.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4323,"i had just made dinner and was sitting at the table when my heart started racing, i was thinking something was wrong with me, and my appetite disappeared.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4324,"my hand was indeed gone, but new fingers, stubby and underformed, were sprouting from the stub.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4325,i wanted to get my nose pierced!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4326,"but i could feel the bitterness rising up in me, slow at first, then into my mouth like poison.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4327,"the first five minutes i could feel my heart pounding in my chest, as our q&a went on i got more relaxed.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4328,but heat zone were at my heel!,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4329,"most students looked forward to the experience as a calm spell before graduation week, with all the family drama and stress of moving out of school, began.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4330,in my head i was like `` what the fish!,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4331,first sentence speak out from my mouth: `` huh?,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4332,"i had a difficult time reaching the target hr, even in the lowest gear, but i still got a really nice burn in my legs.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4333,it breaks my heart to think about it.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4334,i left it out of the time line because i wanted it to have a special place in the story just like it does in my heart.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4335,my worst birthday was just a bit over a week ago.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4336,what a relief it was and my heart was beating so fast.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4337,"i have obnoxious bug bite on my finger, ugh probably from going on that trail.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4338,the bump on my head is almost gone.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4339,i found a iphone 4 on some train tracks.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4340,"my grandfather was an amazing lawn bowler, he contended on a national level.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4341,something was just wrong.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4342,she picked up the phone and nobody was on the other end.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4343,my throat goes dry and my cough sounds not even human at some points.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4344,when we get out the shape is gone.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4345,"i felt oddly willing to comply with his wishes, and a black fear still gripped my heart, so i saw nothing to do but to trust to his words.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4346,the tiles turned a filthy gray &amp; black.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+4347,silence on the phone.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4348,my heart's finally starting to feel at peace and everything that used to feel wrong is suddenly starting to feel really right.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4349,its funny how i see everything in my head as i write this.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4350,"i am not exaggerating when i say that it was a big struggle to get myself down the hall, to the bathroom to pee and brush my teeth, and then to my bedroom to pass out.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4351,i hope your baby fucking dies.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4352,my dad has never had a headache.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4353,after being there a few hours i was cleaned up and had stitches put in a 2 cm long wound on my chin.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4354,": already got one on my leg want another one on my left leg yeah, my left leg, my foot, the back of my neck, my hand... want more?",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4355,"it cost us a lot of energy and strength, and my palms still hurt from dragging the damn suitcase, i limp when i walk from all the running and exhaustion $ but i'm home.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4356,"but nothing on the news, nothing in the paper, nothing on tv, no words spoken about it again ever by anyone.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4357,"satan said to him, ""god will do everything in his power to destroy you.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4358,there was actually a swat team over there dealing with the situation as we spoke.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4359,"""gravestone says 'died 20 february, 1957""",0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+4360,"my hair was pulled up on my head, but part of it fell out onto the back of my neck.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4361,"in january i dropped some dead weight, which relieved my back a little from carrying other peoples problems around too much.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4362,i smiled and embraced myself as a single tear dripped down my cheek.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+4363,the worst part was the lack of eyes.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4364,we jumped up and ran back to the house as fast as we could go and locked the door.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4365,there's just something about watching an acne-ridden high school dropout cooking my food that just doesn't sit well in my stomach.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4366,"(yikes, no pun intended--on either count)",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+4367,"i walk right over to the tv, stand face to face with it, and begin to point at the little number areas.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4368,my hands were trembling with the life of her.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4369,we were just hanging out and now i'm obsessing over everything i said and everything he replied with and are we suited and are we not i wish i could just throw my brain out of my head for a while and feel nothing.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4370,i didn't take the christmas nail polish off my toes.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4371,"i did go out slightly faster than i wanted, but felt great, so decided just to hold that pace, rather than add the 10 seconds to the next mile.splits were: mile 1: 6:58 mile 2: 6:57 mile 3: 7:02 ( includes hairpin turn, which i took slowly and carefully as always -- my ankles can be a weak spot, and i don't think an extra 5 seconds is worth risking them ).",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4372,"second, my lobster gloves-which are too warm for ordinary cold weather riding-actually didn't do a great job of keeping my hands warm.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4373,"in my brain, i knew it's nothing serious, but my eyes darted away while my hands looked for something to occupy automatically.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4374,my ears.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4375,and my hands!,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4376,a very predominately white community.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4377,"* in an effort to maximize honeymoon time, we got a 6:00 am international flight to cancun the day after our reception that ended at 12:00.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4378,"well, i've managed to hurt my back again.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4379,i looked down only to see a flashing red light buried in the dirt under my feet.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4380,"slowly sliding down towards the floor, not having the strength to stay up on my feet any longer, hearing the words `` it's time '' and thinking please no.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4381,"i squeeze my eyes shut to stop the replaying of frames i've just witnessed, tighten my legs, and point my toes which i always do when i want to come.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4382,"i went up on stage and sang my heart out, and afterwards signed up to sing another song with becca ( alas we ran out of time ), and though i don't know any dance moves, i got a bit of a rythm, so it was all good!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4383,"my eyes grow to a close as i see a light start to apear, i think to myself, `` i did it.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4384,but bigger and about six foot of the floor.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4385,he is still serving time in prison for drug trafficking.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4386,"i got the manager out and we explained the account and he waved things off.and then i turned my ankle in the parking lot... x_x ( it's okay, only a little sore ).",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4387,"i felt a heavy weight, as a cloak, lifted from my shoulders.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4388,if the noise hurt *your* ears then it must have really hurt theirs.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4389,"i stared at him, and then put my head in my hands.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4390,this guy started out ok but quickly became a fucking heroin addict.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4391,"this time, all he saw was redness.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4392,"so they took my x-rays, and lo and behold, my tooth with the giant filling in it was cracking.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4393,i don't talk about this stuff really and usually just keep it to myself.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4394,so she didn't date my best friend?,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+4395,yeah i think so.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4396,"oh, my head is heavy-therefore i look so straight ahead, as i sway about.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4397,he said the ghost looked young and seemed confused and scared.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4398,"my eye squinge up tight tight, i scrambling, and when i reach out the door into wha ' i think is the yard and dare peep, i find meself in my own yard, home.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4399,and i can't breath through my nose.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4400,") this event happened after the war, but before the wall went up.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4401,my hand was wrapped for a while.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4402,"i tried to maintain some level of lightheartedness as i did throughout the trip in the face of my own daunting personal circumstances, but when i look back now at the video i shot and i see john smiling stoically and listen to myself playing the jocular host, it breaks my heart.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4403,"every now and then they work together, play together... and my heart smiles.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4404,"as he stumbled i ran off, afraid it might somehow affect my job security.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4405,she was asleep in the other room where he went.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4406,another one that is far worse happened maybe a year ago.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4407,"preston was my first home in england, so it holds a special place in my heart.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4408,"also in the room was the father and the grandparents, all also crying uncontrollably.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4409,then came the strange bumps-first on my stomach and then on my legs and now currently covering the majority of skin on my body; the hives that formed as the response to an allergic reaction to the antibiotics i was already talking for another current ailment.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4410,i was relieved to find nothing there.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4411,"but when i see, what i'm missing i just can't take it so here i sit miserably all alone... its your eyes and your smile that puts the beat in my heart and to know i can't have this just tears me apart....",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4412,my grandma died today.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4413,"i dragged my feet home after a tired day in school ( oh man, it's only the first day! )",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4414,"rather than using super-heavy db's that slow me down because my arms wear out, it was interesting to do manmakers at a lighter weight so that it was my lack of conditioning that forced me to slow down.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4415,"wishing i had triple a, i stick out my thumb.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4416,voice will occassionally change like in the movies.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4417,"several years later, one of them died in a traffic accident.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4418,"i would lay down to bed, blink, and it would be morning.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4419,we got stuck on pandemonium lol it was so funny.i hurt my foot somehow lol figures now that i have no insuarance and i'm waiting to hear back from mass health.,1,1,1,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+4420,"rinse, repeat, until my arms get tired or something comes up.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4421,i hear it's muffled cries as he tried to strangle it.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4422,i pick up my head and press the cold metal to my throat.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4423,when i stood up and turned my light on i could still see the finger on my bed but see noone under my bed and no one else in my room but mee.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4424,"to this day, she still contacts me.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4425,' i pushed the phone towards my ear and i could hear coughing and mumbling-there was a lot of commotion.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4426,"at the same time, i cant believe she complained about using water.",1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+4427,echoing cruelly in my ears.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4428,"atm i feel like crying coz when i was attempting the pass year paper, these two types of question never let my brain get cracked to give the right answer.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4429,2 years ago i met this shadowy figure.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4430,"**stupid, retarded, no good very bad part of my brain:** hay look its a creepy thread i love these ones!!!!!!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4431,"so when i caught this song-kahin tho hogi-last evening driving back home, it brought a smile to my face.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4432,mukhang champoy '' at the back of my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4433,we grew pretty close.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4434,*** three days later and i am eating peaches and licking the juice from my fingers.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4435,do we just leave?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4436,"to this day i have no, absolutely no idea how the hell this happened.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4437,never saw them again.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+4438,i had worked and my hand's still hurt and all kinds of bullshit lazy cleo reasons for not going out and having fun when i have time.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4439,i got a little itty bitty cut on my forehead from my glasses when the air bag went off.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4440,"vomit lots, and lots.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4441,my ear was still freaking stuck.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4442,"have i just made my first ""ghost poo""?",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+4443,after about an hour into walking around my eye screen fogged up due to the heat and i couldn't see much of anything so for the last hour whenever we moved i had to be led by the hand.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4444,finally the searing pain and intense burning made sense and i realized i had freakin rubbed bear spray all over my face!!!,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4445,house almost burned down the weekend they were out of town.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4446,""" if you still hear silence, flee.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4447,"i felt a heavy weight, as a cloak, lifted from my shoulders.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4448,"she fucking won, and wore him down.",1,0,1,0,1,['anger' 'joy' 'surprise']
+4449,"she was quiet and often would peek from the closet into the room via the door, since it had no door knob.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4450,"i rolled my eyes, like there were rules to this damn game. e elderberry. dean said answered and then looked to sam.sam thought for a moment for f. french vanilla. i scoffed.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4451,"my hearts just been through a lot lately, and it was something i needed to write about.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4452,"in other news, my hand is killing me.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4453,' and i thought nothing of it.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4454,"as the words were leaving my mouth, it slowly dawned on me how infinitely stupid this was.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+4455,"eventually we end up in bed together, her very reluctantly.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4456,then came the strange bumps-first on my stomach and then on my legs and now currently covering the majority of skin on my body; the hives that formed as the response to an allergic reaction to the antibiotics i was already talking for another current ailment.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4457,"sore yep, i got a crapfest on my hands.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4458,) is going to die tonight.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4459,"my dad was in the car, my mom was signing medical consents, and my sister was holding my hand and telling me to breath to keep me calm.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4460,when i opened my eyes it was dark and i could hear my sister and her son preparing supper in the kitchen.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4461,it was as if everything was silent for just a second.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4462,i lost my job.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4463,my mother and fathers story:,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4464,she is an alcoholic.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4465,"rinse, repeat, until my arms get tired or something comes up.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4466,"i sit at my desk, i lie in my bed, i sit next to the window feeling the smoothing touch of spring morning on my skin.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4467,how was i going to make it to the labor and delivery floor when i couldn't even move my legs to walk?,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4468,"it was a branch line to a gravel quarry, so the three or four daily trains moved slowly.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4469,i have a huge bruise on my thigh.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4470,"i have tons of insecurities and these always frustrate me because even though i want to do something, the weird way my brain works tells me not to, and so i get confused and insecure about my thoughts.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4471,"now in my head i know its just a holiday, but in my heart it's a holiday that says `` family '' louder then any other holiday on the calendar.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4472,i turned around and there was this tall cloaked shadow.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4473,my friends persuaded me to go to sleep on the couch.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4474,i saw down the hallway a figure walking slowly toward me.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4475,the chupacabra legend is pretty big here and in mexico.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4476,at least i hope.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4477,"i know i shouldn't have been touching my eyelids in the first place, but at night i get really curious and hopeful with my regrowth... so i stroked my upper eyelid, and i felt this sharp jab in one spot.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+4478,"the new apples of my eye, as promised.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4479,also- i'm incredibly emotionally attached to them.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4480,now the bathroom was pretty full of people all gazing at this magnificent poop and someone had the great idea of flushing it and it turned over and revealed even more.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4481,"circus clown wallpaper, circus clown figurines, paintings of circus clowns, small statues of circus clowns.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4482,my heart is heavy for the haitian government.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4483,"all on my lonesome, thanks for all the encouragement, it was worth it, i went on wednesday morning and it still hurts to sit down / raise my arms / move, but especially my triceps.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4484,he wrapped his little fingers around mine and my heart melted.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4485,they seemed quit some distance away from me.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4486,i was within two miles when i remember one of the spectators yelling at me to `` relax my face ''!,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4487,"it shocked me the resistance i had to overcome to pull the sheet out, and when i got near the machine, my ears started turning up because of my earrings.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4488,skudai * < 3 > i can closed my heart and my mind.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4489,i still don't know what it was.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4490,i opened my mouth to spit out blood but a scream came out.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4491,even if youre right.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4492,then she opened up a package to reveal a small looking scalpel which she then used to `` prick '' my finger.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4493,i still suffer from sleep paralysis from time to time (when stressed or nervous).,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4494,they start falling back.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4495,she lost her sex drive which never seemed to bother my dad.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4496,as he approached the edge of it he took to prep hops.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4497,"wow, that is really interesting.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4498,"i stretched out my arms for balance, and bounced more vigorously.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4499,the bus is gone.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4500,i could not unbend my knees.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4501,my nose is cold.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4502,and now my tongue and mouth are itching from eating prawns...,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4503,"i sat there and closed my eyes as the water ( oyu for hot water, people, not mizu ) swirled around me like a mini massage.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4504,"so i set off on my merry little way, my schoolbag on my back, trying to find the seventy-six bus stop.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4505,not necessarily marijuana/meth either.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4506,she was asian.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4507,"it was super foggy, i swear i started to feel droplets on my shoulders from the fog as i was waiting to cross the street.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4508,it was deleted without any human interaction.,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+4509,"that tarantula almost scared me to death, adrenalin pumpin, heart punding in my ears, breaking out in a cold sweat almost reliving myself scared to death.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4510,"my room is structured so there are two doors, one to the bathroom, which feeds through to another door in the hallway, and the main door to my room from the same hallway.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4511,"my grandfather was an amazing lawn bowler, he contended on a national level.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4512,"dante and fausto, we called them and to see them again after nearly a year made my heart soar with joy.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4513,after an evening there we were driving back because we had no money for a hotel.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4514,i was gon na eat it with my fingers!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4515,peeled off the jeans that were completely soaked and stuck to my legs.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4516,he punched me in the arm as hard as he could and broke my fucking arm.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4517,actually sick to my stomach and then the cartoons.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4518,"almost straight up, cannot tell how high, i saw this weird rainbow.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4519,and i am determined to keep my head up and have a good week!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4520,i kept my eyes fixed on the sphinx for just those few minutes.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4521,we said we did.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4522,"then, without warning, they disperse.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4523,i asked my mother's friend if it would be okay if i took a stroll through the orchard.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4524,"i imagine myself now, lying on the bed with that skipping rope tied around my neck.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4525,every time i listen to the feeling is a perfect medium rare stake.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4526,why was it dirty?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4527,the case popped open and the typewriter bounced off of my foot and into the intersection.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4528,i had learned to hide my limp by the time i was 13 by concentrating on my feet.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4529,"also, happy birthday to you!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4530,"this morning i had bad cramps in my fingers and toes, my hands and feet were twisted up like spastic.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4531,my heart shoots into my throat.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4532,"my vision repaired itself slowly, and the pain lessened, but the feeling that there was blood gushing out of my head didn't.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4533,i went to a party at a good friend's house and met a girl there.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4534,"i pulled it up, still heard the gushing sound, so i turned my head, and the other one stopped immediately.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4535,"to this day, we're still not too sure of where it came from.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4536,the last time though.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+4537,this guy i knew in school brought a deck of cards to class one day.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4538,"i think it's important to add that, at this point, i was in a cold sweat and my heart was racing.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4539,the act of petty revenge was against me.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4540,"""wait... you're that -cookies and paint-??",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4541,the basement was unfinished other than a bathroom.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4542,as the skin opened i saw a vein pulsing hidden in my nerves.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4543,"it was an impossible task, i discovered, as i slowly craned my neck as carefully as possible, trying to get a glimpse of her.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4544,older sister (23 at the time) is a scumbag stacy.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4545,"no longer did those moments stay, all different now were our way, but somewhere, corner of my heart, i prayed to god, do nt make us apart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4546,"i feel like my stomach's had a growth spurt, which leaves me aching and sore.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4547,the grass is a beautiful green.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4548,"i was home alone for a couple of days, so i decided to take a nice long bubble bath.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4549,it's so stressful but i'd never wanna be with anyone else and i'd marry her this minute if the financial made sense.,0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+4550,water fills my eyes.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4551,one jumped on my leg and bit me.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4552,"*with a screech, the green witch snatched her broom and flew out her window.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4553,i cried so my eyes must be puffy and red.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4554,he's just a little drunk.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4555,the blame too easy to place on my shoulders.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+4556,the sound of water came to my ears from another room.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4557,"; ) and honestly, when i started blogging i had no idea why i was doing this, who i was doing it for, and creating food wasn't even on my brain.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4558,& # x 26; nbsp; while in the champion area i couldn't get that queen song ` we are the champions ' out of my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4559,"i said the word a few times, rolling it over in my head and thinking this was genius.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4560,i told him that i had a dream that his grandparents had dinner with my grandparents and grandma needed wheelchair accessibility.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4561,the entire summer is going to pass by with a blink of my eye because i've got so much going on!,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4562,he let a raccoon into our house.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4563,tl:dr i never dream of poop.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4564,friend: that's weird!,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4565,"my left knee scraped just before my palms caught the rest of me, sliding forward with that sting of concrete.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4566,then i got to a parking lot and got a funny idea in my head to toss it at a car.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4567,i remember gritting my teeth because i was thinking about my mom being asleep over nine hours.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4568,the image i have in my mind is this: a group of well-meaning vaguely sadistic folks digging a deep pit in my heart and mind that can only be filled with fear.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4569,obviously i could be fucking crazy but whatever throwaway account.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4570,"my mother announced our names into the intercom; i folded my hands prayer-like: calm down, calm down, calm down.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4571,"we talk, hand in hand and face to face, about life and what it really means to live in hindsight.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4572,"a scarecrow, my brother, a work of satan.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4573,the second turned out to be clinically depressed.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4574,"she threw her clothes all over the floor that's when i closed the door you should have seen the look in my eyes, woo oooo when i got the next surprise.",1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+4575,this caused mass amounts of cursing to flow from my lips and hopping around on one foot.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4576,i brushed my teeth and then collected all my hair in a pony tail... and came down the stairs still into my pijamas.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4577,i was crossing my fingers that this was a good bet cause i tried ajisen once and i hated ramen ever since.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4578,"next thing i know i've screamed, the phone has been flung from my hand, and i had thus been rear-ended by some stupid 18 year old.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4579,"this will probably get buried, but it's worth a shot.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4580,that's petty right?,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+4581,her excuse to being late?,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+4582,i started down the road in the cold air and my lungs burned.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4583,a very close family friend passed away from a terminal illness.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4584,"as we hung up the phone, my eyes were even wider than before-and joe was too.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4585,she twisted it later to seem like i had bought that snack on purpose to try to poison her.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4586,"you seem to be under some sort of impression that this person was way more into you than they actually were, and that they have nothing better to do than make you the center of their life.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4587,"the file it was supposed to play became completely corrupt, and i had a very strange nightmare.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4588,so i'm stuck hobbling around on crutches til my leg can support me again.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4589,she would always talk about it and be afraid to sleep.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4590,"it would rise, catch, and then die down abruptly.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4591,when something caught my eye.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4592,someone help me massage my leg?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4593,"i had to drink water every 2 minutes to keep myself from being mummy-fied, though it didn't help my nose much.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4594,and tears fell silently down my cheeks because it is more true today that it ever was before.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4595,"i date online, too.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4596,everyone was arrested and sent to prison.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4597,she thought i was rude and weird.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4598,"i could hardly see, i felt so sick that i was scared to breath, i looked disgusting and i also seemed to have a small bout of paranoia to deal with... then this guy, i still do nt know where he came from, sat me down, unwrapped a little packet of needles, stuck one in my head, one in each hand and one in each foot.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4599,"well, i had no choice, my heart and soul was into it.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4600,i read everything i could get my hands on.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4601,"and..at his funeral, they fired him!",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4602,plus it caller id so you could screen calls.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4603,"startling, sure, but phone numbers get reassigned all the time.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4604,naming a black lab leroy is not racist.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4605,"i know i shouldn't have been touching my eyelids in the first place, but at night i get really curious and hopeful with my regrowth... so i stroked my upper eyelid, and i felt this sharp jab in one spot.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+4606,then there was the time i woke up 3 hours before i went to bed.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4607,my tongue had sucked it up and the hole was closed.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4608,i'm back to clenching my teeth at night.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4609,the line went dead.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4610,he was convinced that his grandpa was still alive or whatever.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4611,my mother died when i was very young.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4612,"so long as it didn't go for my jugular or some nasty trick like that, i think i could sacrifice my hands in order to control it somehow.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4613,& # x 26; nbsp; i folded my arms on the table and rested my head on my hands-but in a few moments there was a lot of tension in my jaw from this positon.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4614,"my second semester starts today, so while konnor naps i am laying here on the couch, trying to keep my head up as i alternate between writing and reading the information for my three new classes.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4615,my granddad caught us and played it cool.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+4616,"i exclaimed loudly, ""look at that crazy thing!",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+4617,my stomach is ichy and achy.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4618,i have to close my eyes and breath.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4619,i shut my eyes and let the tears take over.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4620,in a rather large company.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4621,"in the past, whenever i've gained weight, it went straight to my hips.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4622,"a scarecrow, my brother, a work of satan.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4623,"i tilted my head to the side and smiled, `` i know you are.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4624,they have nothing to fear.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4625,let's shoot it!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4626,"chop is huge, both in height and breadth.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4627,but i spent two days reading and still didn't hit the end of this thread.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4628,i had to shower with the shower curtain open to make sure nothing sneaks in while i'm in the shower.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4629,"there, i was just inches away from him and for some reason, i felt the beating of my heart jump out from within me.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4630,bright pain from clipping my tongue sparked white spots and elicited a gasp.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4631,"/ o \ so today i went in for a new exam with dr. polvi today, i had to file new paperwork for the automobile accident case which is being done differently then the scoliosis stuff.so he comes in and starts talking about insurance stuff and how this look bad since i was getting treatment on my neck and stuff already blah blah.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4632,"i didn't realize how sore i was from the whole thing until later, and the not being able to turn my head thing didn't start until yesterday.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4633,my grandfather was a keen hunter.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4634,"despite that the city is called `` sin city '', the city of las vegas catches my eye; the fact that my favorite movie is set in the city could be a main reason why.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4635,"i woke up in recovery, my throat sore from the tube and my iv still in my neck.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4636,( i've never traveled carrying a huge bowl in my arms before haha.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4637,the worst one still gives me nightmares.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4638,"i said `` tamang tama naa ko ' y lisa dire sa akong wrist, '' ( good coincidence, i happen to have a sprain here on my wrist ) while pointing to my wrist.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4639,"i'm sitting up and not going anywhere, basically half-way through the tube.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4640,"also, the amount of work that had already been done demanded i finish what she had started, also by hand.i started working on the quilt whenever i had some spare time and my hands weren't bothering me too much.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4641,i like my feather pillows under my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4642,"i don't know, it was probably some glitch in the clock, but at the time it didn't seem like a clock could malfunction that way and i still think i jumped back in time one minute.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4643,"i closed my eyes, this was it.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4644,wrapping his arms tightly around me and letting a warm breath escape his mouth onto the back of my neck.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4645,he never sent me a text.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+4646,"i started slipping on my cloths that were scattered over the room, that's when it caught my eye.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4647,it was freaking awesome,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4648,"with the whole class hoping to be amused by his inevitable reprimanding, mike shockingly shot back boldly saying `` i have a cast on my foot.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4649,"amused so yeah, i broke my nose playing `` flag '' football yesterday.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4650,i almost envy them; being an actual teenager in this era means that i have a world-weary ennui on my shoulders.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4651,"i don't know, it was probably some glitch in the clock, but at the time it didn't seem like a clock could malfunction that way and i still think i jumped back in time one minute.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4652,two months later we moved in together.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4653,they stole my balloon!,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+4654,"i, for example, sleep with my mouth wide open.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4655,the only way i could tell i was having a contraction was when the baby pushed against my ribs / lungs.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4656,"at this point puppy was following me everywhere i went, almost tripping me a few times while hustling in between my feet.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4657,i didn't quite run away fast enough from this particular one and took some shrapnel to my legs. '',1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4658,so no surgery due to blood clot because i have to take injections and pills to thin my blood way out so the clot doesn't break off and go to my lungs or brain.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4659,my heart arrested twice; i was shocked four times.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4660,"percy shifts, drawing his hands over his thighs where he perches against her desk, and frowns.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4661,the bad part about this is that i still wonder sometimes if we could be more than just friends and i don't really know how to speak with her about it.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4662,we're also thieves.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4663,"so i fixed my eyes on the sandaled feet that walked before me until we arrived at the next town, never looking back.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4664,my heart was racing about a million miles an hour.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4665,i was totally and completely fine with the fact that i had just been bludgeoned with a trampoline $ until i saw the blood; the 57 gallons of blood that proceeded to spew out of my face and cover my tiny little body.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4666,he was my dad.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4667,my hand was shaking so badly.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4668,"one nice thing, there are two or three things i can do under almost any condition, as long as i can keep my eyes on what i'm doing that is.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4669,that's an awesome story.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4670,i stayed away from my room the rest of the day and it hasn't happened since.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4671,"at one point, i got pissed at bryce for holding my hands back while my cell phone rang.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4672,"like no-one gets it, gets me, ' cameron said quietly, sniffing and wiping her nose on her sleeve. aren't you and chase?",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4673,i was able to keep my head above water but with the force of the current unable to stand.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4674,i had to blow my nose between bites to really catch the flavor.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4675,probably joey...) were going to see the new 3d teenage mutant ninja turtle's movie at the movie theater.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4676,they dated *each other*.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4677,i woke up soon after with little to no memory of it.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4678,this is the story he told him:,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4679,"then she offers me a parrafin wax for my hands not once, but twice.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4680,i sat there dumbstruck.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4681,"naturally, i said ""yes.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4682,"through the cracks of those planks, my eyes were opened and needless to say i got an early start in the business of living.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4683,i finished his order.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4684,there was mold growing in things.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4685,"so she devised a plan to have fake joey break up with suzy on the night of homecoming, when the only person there to console her would be, mary, thus strengthening their friendship bond.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4686,"he went and cried, literally cried, to the guidance counselor.",0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+4687,"i felt my heart stop beating i don't even remember what i said all i feel is a flutter in my stomach hopefully we can speak banmal to each other even though it's still awkward and unfamiliar instead of saying ` thank you ' talk to me in a friendlier way you walk towards me slowly, step by step now look at my two eyes and tell me `` don't you listen to the lyrics?",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4688,"my throat hurts, i have a headache and my ears are crackling.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4689,i have a different experience to share.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4690,"the guy superficially looked like me (short brown hair, blue eyes, black polo, etc).",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4691,at the same time we asked 'do i know you?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4692,salisbury steak n corn dinners.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4693,i used to work for a uk energy company and through asking the right people the right questions i learned about the distribution gap.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4694,they ended up suspending girls as well.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4695,"my arms reached forward, and i grabbed on to his leg.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4696,took awhile to realize that it might be misheard.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4697,one thing i hate about bali is the blazing sunshine burning my face and shoulder.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4698,about half way through the day i started having issues with the shorts falling half-way down my hips when `` running '' from one ride to the next.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4699,"nope, think he was angry at us.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4700,"victim-less, non-violent crimes shouldn't be handled so harshly.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4701,i stomped on a spider with a flip flop.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4702,they start falling back.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4703,"i remember them shining a light in my eye, and shaking my wrist for a bit, and tap-tapping it.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4704,she was dead serious.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4705,my mouth needs to keep up with my mind though.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4706,unfortunately this one did not end the same way ours ended.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+4707,"`` well then, by all means, curl my toes. ''",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4708,"aloh says: i was leaving the drying area and stubbed my toe, or so i thought.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4709,nikolai went downstairs with a backpack and a knife.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4710,"then it was that long flight back to the island, that opened my eyes to things around me.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4711,and you'll have just married psycho ex.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4712,"none the less, she was breathtaking.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4713,"i announce myself and chop beings just screaming, starting at me with the rage of psychotic.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4714,"my head throbbed with every word that was spoken and while i had ignored it, it was getting to be too much.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4715,"as you can imagine, checking on my baby sister at night soon became an event to dread, when ordinarily she should have been happy to do so.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4716,"not a completely awful birthday, but my worst.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+4717,i get close enough to see the empty bottle and it starts moving a little.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4718,i was relieved to find nothing there.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4719,my eyes welled up with tears and my voice cracked.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4720,quite the opposite-total sloth/stoner/drunk.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4721,<< < using my brain?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4722,"every day usually consists of eating, sleeping, and enjoying the water.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4723,"i dropped her at her house, assumed she thought it went as badly as i did, and thought nothing more of it.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4724,"sure that my embarrassment showed on my face, i walked out.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4725,"my eyes grow to a close as i see a light start to apear, i think to myself, `` i did it.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4726,"i nodded and complied, sliding my finger out before pressing my fingers together and sinking them both into him.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4727,"this evening's first ride adventures include: almost running over a squirrel, near personal injuries involving the seat, bugs in my mouth, eyes, and nose, and a grand performance of maneuvering my bike up my stairs, around a tight corner, and into my living room",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4728,kane continued to yell in agonizing pain as a snake-like creature violently burst from his chest and scurried off.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4729,it was really gross.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4730,"when i answered the phone, my heart beat extremely fast... i was very nervous!",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4731,so there i stood feeling entirely helpless wearing only jeans and a sports bra with a dieing man on my shoulder and another trapped in the truck.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4732,it was good = ^-^ = still a bit loopy so i'm keeping my fingers crossed that this makes sense.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4733,"i rolled down the window very, very slightly and asked yes?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4734,there's my stoner floor mate with a fucking stun gun.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4735,"i notice the small surprises and accidents in life and when pointed out, i get stares like i am a beast with leaves in my mouth.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4736,"my heart feels like someone tore it out, stomped the shit out of it, spit on it and jammed it back into my chest.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4737,my mother and fathers story:,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4738,i accidentally drop him.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4739,"as my eyes mopped up the glamour of the greenery, i even considered changing my favourite colour.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4740,"thinking that maybe devan had come in to use the restroom and the door had creaked, i stuck my head out to see, but alas the bathroom was empty.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4741,""" i radioed to infinity.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4742,but this is august.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4743,so i just kept nodding my head and smiling.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4744,i can almost breath the air now... i can almost stop clearing my throat at the thought of it.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4745,"after the breathing treatment and ekg was done, i moved back into a wheelchair and head off to get some x-rays of my chest done.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4746,my heart.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4747,my brain was just a go'in.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4748,i saw it just...,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4749,the girl then went on to make out with the poor kid without him knowing.,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4750,i woke up with my eyes swollen.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4751,i try to disappear.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4752,any way i am going to get off cause my head is really starting to pound so tomorrow.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4753,"nineteen years old, beating my head against the wall for the last year or so in the confines of southern ontario, a trip out west seemed like a good idea; given that this was a free ride i figured what the hell?",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+4754,i stopped and looked out at the ocean and felt the icy air and rain hit my face.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4755,"okay, with that off my chest, i'm gon na say goodbye.goodbye!",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+4756,i was a bridesmaid and the bride got so drunk at the reception that we had to restrain her in the bathroom and force our fingers down her throat to make her throw up so she didn't go all bon scott on us.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4757,it had been a really bad day with events leading up to the start of this being far to numerous to mention but admist all that and in my nerves i transposed numbers and missed my flight entirely.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4758,he also told me i would be his wife one day.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4759,"not just her memory and her academic ability, but her whole personality, it changed her.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4760,"english class, grade 8.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4761,not to mention the fact that my back and neck kill me every day when i wake up.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4762,i guess it's just to keep these things fresh in my skull.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4763,**the rational part of my brain:** i will not click this.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4764,nobody on the other end.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4765,probably joey...) were going to see the new 3d teenage mutant ninja turtle's movie at the movie theater.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4766,i still want to die.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4767,my heart dropped.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4768,we still felt terrified.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4769,i do nt know man this shits rattling my brain.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4770,"she used sign language to ask how old lyric was and guessed that she was 2-nope, i told her-she is 3 and held up my fingers.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4771,>_< </em> then of course soon followed the ritual of hopping on one foot to the bathroom to scrape off and wash my foot.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4772,""" we don't have anything that they want, so they told me.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4773,`` warren '' he said with a shaky voice and my face dropped.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4774,"=] all in all-fabulous.yesterday, sunday, i almost broke my foot.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4775,as we were going into our 11th month.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4776,"the issue was, when we were smoking it, it felt sharp and acrid and terrible.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4777,my heart shattered into a million little pieces.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4778,"once that whole thing was all over and done with, my nose began to tickle uncontrollably.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4779,like hell i was going off a ramp close to that thing.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4780,"i scratched my eyes with my finger again, and another one came out, and then another.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4781,"i started another deep and serious post yesterday when the cold wind was blowing the heck out of the freezer-burnt landscape outside and the happy post-christmas thoughts from my brain, but was unable to complete it due to two meetings i had to attend and a large pot of chicken soup that needed making.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4782,"my cell phone started ringing, and the phone number that came up was one that i didn't recognize... thinking it might be a potential employer, i answered it.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4783,"i took the soda, held it to my lips, pausing as it hovered just over the flesh.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4784,we ended up fighting and then never talked or hungout after.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4785,( here are more of those dates i have difficulty getting my brain around. ),0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4786,"i rolled down the window very, very slightly and asked yes?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4787,the rest of the days in the week are spent just doing easy spins outside or on the trainer to flush out my legs.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4788,and i was regret because i didn't listen to my heart.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4789,"i ( so far today ) have dislocated my shoulder, burned myself on hot oil, had a migraine, had a sinus headache, dislocated my wrist, and fell down ten stairs made of wood.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4790,"taffy was instantly alert, then immediately bolted away.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4791,i drifted up into the night and accelerated fast until it popped like a firework in the sky.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+4792,"my eyes popped open, and logic dictated that i should let her go.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4793,what didn't feel great was my throat and lungs.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4794,like im laying here so freaked out cause my fostermom did nt believe me and i was bawling my eyes out.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4795,"i play it over and over in my head, word for word.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4796,"the first time i saw myself, my lips were still completely covered in scabs and were black and my skin was so pale with red splotches.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4797,"i was so jealous, so hurt, my heart so blackened, the devastation so deep over something that happened 40 years ago.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+4798,"i would suggest that your disdain for kids (you said words like stupid, silly, disgusting and annoying) reflects your loss of empathy and perhaps an inability to love your own inner child self.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4799,"and just as my eyes started drifting shut, the phone rang.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4800,"such a soft mouth, such sweet breath tickeling the fuzz on my skin.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4801,"i sleep on my side, usually very curled up; it was very hard to find a good sleeping position where i had to remain on my back.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4802,"normally i leap around and run, plowing my nose through the snow, but this morning there was really too much of it.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4803,"i spotted something blue and plastic in the ploughed earth, which looked like a toy.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4804,she put my hair in a side ponytail and threw a hat on top of my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4805,"while we can read names from our uniforms, the actual introduction provides for a good opening to conversation.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4806,"i couldn't break my leg, could i?",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4807,"curious who it was, i sneaked a little glance and my eyes almost fell out of my head.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4808,i still cant get my head around the fact that shes gone.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4809,"the ballerina pin that i have pinned at my neck was a gift from my aunt when i was about four years old, i think.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4810,"simple, straightforward, no nonsense.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4811,not sure if it will be actually enforced or not.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4812,"i am not going to wake up, i vow, but open my eyes just enough to see the clock, 2:00 a.m..",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4813,i thought it was a joke.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4814,i was very sad for that snake who only died because i was too stupid to leave it alone!,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4815,i did send darren a message via facebook at 4.14 am as i had to get what was in my head out there.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4816,i don't wear contacts till february it rips in my eye when i tried to get it out ok i'm done.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4817,i ended up with my arm all the way up to my shoulder in the trash can retrieving her watch!,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4818,the anti-cop movement.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4819,"i walked over to the bed and grabbed the red velvet hooded cape, pulling the thick fabric over my shoulders and tying it around my neck.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4820,he's telling a little kid a joke.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4821,""" he said ""we will go get them now, just get on.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4822,the silence cupped my ears where it was all i could see and hear.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4823,i really wanted to add him on facebook...,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4824,"i had gone shopping with my dad on this day, we went to a discount outlet store.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4825,"i'm tired of fighting against you life, i'm tired of getting up and going into work day after day even when i'm sick to my stomach and my head's throbbing.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4826,"it was really nice to feel the sun on my face because the winter blues really are real-for me at least: ) it was brent's birthday while we were there, and my awesome family throw him a little birthday party ( i was so glad that i didn't have to do a thing )!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4827,i peer down and...nothing.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4828,least odd bit of these three stories:,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4829,and my hair was straight and nice already so i pull a sweater over my head and jump into some jeans run to the bathroom brush my teeth while combing my hair with my fingers grab my purse and im out the door with sunglasses on cuz i got no makeup on... so i get to the bus stop and realize... i forgot to put out the bottles and a check for the waterman who comes at 9 am!,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4830,"up to now it feels like i've popped my head out and had a good look at the good side, but i'm constantly looking to the bad side waiting for it to pounce and running back into my cage and then waiting.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4831,"i reluctantly take my head off the death machine and turn around to find none other then jill nevins sitting some 10 yards behind me, enjoying lunch on the other side of the fence.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4832,she was breaking up with her boyfriend due to his drug abuse issues.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4833,"but, to his dismay, the toilet won't flush.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+4834,it made me lose my balance and i had to lean against the bar and grab my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4835,i don't need this job and you know it.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4836,finally i gave in and shut my eyes to the terror of the night.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4837,just got back from the dentist a little while ago and i am not a happy camper: ( the novocaine hasn't even worn completely off yet and my jaw is throbbing.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4838,"he was my closest friend through college and, 9 years later, is still among my best friends.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4839,we moved to a labor and delivery room and i labored mostly on my hands and knees.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4840,this is long but my favorite:,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4841,"everytime i shower i look at the scar on my belly and cry, not because i have a scar on my body but because of the scar on my heart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4842,i get extreme anxiety from this.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4843,"in any case, i was car-sick for the first time in my life ( well, i didn't actually get sick, but i needed to have the windows open and air on my face to preven that from happening ), and as soon as i got home i fell asleep on the sofa for about five hours.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4844,i'd trust the terrorist with my life.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4845,"""niet, am still living!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4846,they didn't understand why that was not exactly a fun experience.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+4847,i was just crying so hard that the tears dripped off my chin and into the sink ).,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4848,she began screaming hysterically.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4849,why is everything all stopped up inside my head lately?,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4850,"this leads to the neeed to suffle around and makes my legs fall asleep after not too long, which obviously isn't advisable.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4851,"when i set out, my knee started playing up a bit but it settled down really quickly and i never heard another thing from it after a kilometre or two.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4852,"within a few minutes, he was out and up on my chest!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4853,the police and fire trucks got their first.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4854,"i did manage to finish monday's comic, so that's something, but my head is still not right.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4855,"but she doesn't know how much i ache whenever she touches me with those hands, those eyes, those lips, that ache that connects my heart, my gut, and my cunt in one fell swoop.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+4856,in about 45 minutes i get to go have a camera stuck down my throat to confirm the existance of the ulcer.all that and we are supposed to leave a week from today and fly to co..,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4857,my mother gets bothered just telling the story.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4858,i think they find their roots in irish mythology and have been passed down through generations through word of mouth.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4859,my pencil is in my hand.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4860,"my knees wobbled, i stepped back my hand reaching around in all directions for something, anything to hold onto.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4861,"i'm trying to bribe them, keep them happy, and keep the steam from coming out of my ears, since i don't really know how to photoshop steam out.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4862,where is the elusive fecal participant?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4863,"it was going to hit overnight, and while the total accumulation being predicted was only a couple of inches, i started doing my snow dance-in my head at least-as soon as i heard the words `` the next storm. ''",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4864,"lmao, so when went passed the base, it sort of gave me the giggles when that came back into my head.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4865,a deep thud sound in the room and a grin spread across my face.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4866,in retrospect this implied extreme circumstances.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4867,"he damn disturb plz, cover my head with a shirt that a customer which have body odour just tried on!!",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4868,i closed my eyes and tried to shallow my breath.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4869,and i have my toe to thank.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4870,"after like two seconds of that, we start *flying* forward and *smash through the parking barrier*, stopping *right by* the edge of the street.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+4871,bout knocked himself unconscious.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4872,the bump on my head is almost gone.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4873,"i don't know how i did it, but doc got me to reopen up my breathing into my chest and when it happened, i frickin boomed.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4874,she shows up to work the next day with bruises it was too much to handle.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4875,an obe is an out of body experience.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4876,i sucked her finger into my mouth and let my tongue explore it.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4877,"my dr. appt.was very quick, just had to get some ointment for some eczema i had developed on my leg.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4878,she had a skirt and a thong on.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4879,afraid they might confirm our fears.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4880,always asking for sex.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4881,"it was like a little ball with little black eyes, atop a long, skinny neck.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4882,my heart was thumping real fast when i watched la.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4883,"`` no need to shout my head off, dear, i can hear y-'' the dial-tone was in my ear.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4884,"he's barely a shadow, never raises his eyes, pale and painfully thin.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4885,i closed my eyes and tried my best to ignore it and i eventually ended up falling asleep.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4886,"as soon as i came out of the loo to wash my hands, a girl stepped out of the loo next to mine, followed by an horrendous smell.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4887,he preached and i wanted a word and he started healing in his preaching litttle by little the lord started tugging at my heart and i started to weep little by little.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4888,"by this time i was still not crying or sweating, but the blood circulation in my arms and legs was diminishing.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4889,i was scared shitless because i knew i was going to be in huge trouble.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4890,"and i said, `` hey wait a second, one of the songs titles sounds familiar... `` after months of wracking my brain, i have the title and song itself.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4891,"i hope whatever i did do today, the two paper 2s adn the reading of the ntoes adn the definitaions i recited, stick in my head and i do nt forget anything: ( sigh.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4892,the nyc internship opened my eyes to how much the world has to offer.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4893,"many thoughts were going through my head, but i had to stop them.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4894,"i exclaimed loudly, ""look at that crazy thing!",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+4895,we went on rehearsing.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4896,my heart dropped.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4897,ok this is going to get buried but this is a legit creepy story involving a jar of hearts.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4898,"the lady with the suction thing kept getting it stuck on my tongue so it made this weird duck noise, which made me giggle nervously and delay the entire procedure.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+4899,"it was unsettling, but sense it was a sunny day, we dismissed it.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4900,it was quite large for the distance away.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4901,oh man i'm getting ready to change into my uniform and i'm barely able to keep my eyes open.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4902,"jenny, i, my throat choked when i hear my daughter's voice.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4903,"good runs mixed with bad, and admist many break downs and break throughs i finally got my head on straight and ran the 16 miles.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4904,"the stranger is left speechless, confused, and strangely proud.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+4905,"i couldn't get my head out of my arse, and was culpable for several jmf scores, in particular the king dave grubber that i just watched trundle into the back of the net on my keeping watch.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4906,my heart feels like it's dancing all inside of me.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4907,after my legs were burning from the first bit of exercised that i probably had in the past several weeks we went to get some ice cream and then made our way back for some more video games.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4908,"could only lie down in one certain position, which caused my back to spasm, so there was more pain.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4909,i find it a tad bit disrespectful.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4910,"legal counsel recommended i not try to take her to court for custody because she will win (i have no support network, i live in a foreign nation, ect).",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4911,the weird thing is i have this particular feeling which i cant put my finger on.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4912,"during a dry stretch, with no rain in sight, i come across a puddle, with a lotus blossom in it.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4913,"i lurched to my feet and began walking across the street with a painful measured stride, not daring to look behind me.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4914,"consistent with a living thing, but was too loud to be produced by the loudest underwater creature: the blue whale.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4915,at 3000 comments deep no one will read it but i genuinely believe it's the creepiest one here.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4916,"i remember being able to put a pencil in my mouth and close my mouth completely, with either end of the pencil just sticking out.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4917,it was drug related.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4918,for months i stayed in the hospital bedridden.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4919,"i walked up the aisle to the casket, with painful anticipation welling inside my chest, and then i looked.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4920,"i was in better bike shape last year, and had more ski-time on my legs.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4921,scouts disguised as farts.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4922,a week later he had a girlfriend.,0,0,1,1,1,['joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4923,i rubbed my eyes and stood up.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4924,only then did i dare raise the camera to my eye.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4925,"ex: if a remember correctly, a couple of years ago my dad had a friend who often worry about money or family problems.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4926,"i also wrote down on a piece of paper ""you are fascinating.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4927,"my father turned to yell at us in the backseat, and we slammed into a man.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4928,i saw the worst accident i ever seen.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4929,i was on my way down with 2 jars in my hands and full knowledge of the boxes upon boxes of glass jars surrounding me i am happy to report that only one jar was broken!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4930,"those were days much like these days, in terms of work output, but my eyes were less sore after hours of engaging in the activity.hey!",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4931,but regardless of that... i know something is wrong in my head.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4932,he's a reclusive shut-in.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4933,so we all stood up clapped and cheered!,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4934,no kids were hurt.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4935,the monstrosity is gone.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4936,and then came relapse.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4937,"but i was feeling really nervous, and my hands were sweaty.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4938,"my stepmom didn't allow it to happen, but my grandpa didn't see why it was a big deal to have a funeral on my birthday... thanks papa.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+4939,"the weather up there are super cozy, i went to wash my hand, the water are freezing!!!",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4940,""" those little blonde kids!",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4941,"i take his word for it, and close my eyes.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4942,"in my rush to get out the house i had totally forgot about the pain in my side, the nerves seemed to have taking over my entire body as i slowly made my way across the street and up her path, i stopped a few times to catch my breath, the nerves were crippling me and causing my lungs to work extra hard, i hated the effect she had on me but at the same time i craved it she was like the drug to my addiction.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4943,after that we took a taxi home... right now my leg hurts and while im typing this the photos are uploading... see ya...,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4944,"""the name of my rig is phantom 309.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4945,so we started figuring out the clues and they eventually led us to a natural history museum.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4946,it sounded very deep like almost demonic.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4947,"my hands are cramping, my legs ache and i can't find a comfortable position in my chair ( which is broken and is going out the door tomorrow ).",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4948,my heart and my mind are in constant conflict and it's driving me crazy.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4949,"meh, what the hell, i'll throw this in.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4950,one square was about having gone to a middle school nobody in this homeroom had gone to.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4951,"however as i got right up to it i realised that it wasn't a bag or some plastic sheet, it was liquid?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4952,"my car is dented, thanks to some moron motorcyclists that hit my driver seat's door that my dad was driving at that time, my face is scarred thanks to my 1st visit to a spa nearby my house, my hair that needs more baby hair and finally my teeth has a hole!",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4953,"so i drove up the driveway to get my son, and warned the daycare provider about the kid on the rock.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4954,i immediately stretched my arm to grab my phone.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4955,"once i was young an ' hand ` some -- i was, upon my soul -- once my cheeks was roses, my eyes was black as coal; and i can't remember, in them days, of hearin ' people say, for any kind of a reason, that i was in their way!",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4956,and my brain can think up some pretty horrible ailments.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4957,"so , i spent the whole day staring out of my bedroom window close to tears, which says a lot because i don't cry easily.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4958,"as i stared through the doorway, my eyes opened wider & my jaw rested agape as i realized that there was in fact... an entire second room!!!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4959,"""yes johnson"" arch replied.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4960,"victim-less, non-violent crimes shouldn't be handled so harshly.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+4961,this other guy seemed obsessed with this floor and talked about going up there and finding this ghost.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4962,this is past fear.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4963,"we weren't there too long, and ronda and i only went around twice ( slowly, which was fine with me because my lungs aren't cooperating fully at this point ).",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4964,the top of the mattress comes up a little above my waist!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4965,i silently sneak out to investigate its source......,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4966,i have to be a complete part of his life and his heart.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4967,i was really uncomfortable because i was sitting behind my dad and there isn't enough room for my legs.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+4968,"not a racist one, but still awkward.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4969,"as i walked in the door she came around the corner, squealing with delight and ran into my arms!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+4970,i had never been so scared.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4971,"it was dark but i could see my door was slightly open, and on the other side was from what i could tell a giant eye.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4972,once home i realized i had not just sprained my foot but it was very swollen and bruised so i spent the rest of the day hopping on one foot around the house and taking care of the kids.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4973,"i did have to put my foot down on the shoe choice, ( ha ha, get it? )",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4974,"longest, most awkward drive i've ever taken.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4975,i cannot stay here.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+4976,i still find little golden hairs at random times to this day.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4977,the person waved at me and i threw my hand up.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4978,just last night i was having trouble sleeping.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4979,almost at the instant that the first drop of sweat popped out on my head i had the weirdest experience.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4980,"so i set off on my merry little way, my schoolbag on my back, trying to find the seventy-six bus stop.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4981,"moved into a new office, and being an internet company, it was important the internet worked..",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4982,"i was crying, mascara running down my face, my eyes burning because of it.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4983,the stone inside my heart was removed; ).,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4984,`` my eyes widened.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4985,"driving 20 some year old cars, or nearly.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+4986,they just never went away.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4987,through my veins it rushes to my heart causing it to beat 10x faster than its normal paste.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4988,this is probably more paranormal than matrix-y but still weird coincidence.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+4989,decide to be roommates.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4990,"later on throughout the day i asked the rest of my family what we did sunday, all of them saying something about dinner but other than that couldn't remember a thing.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4991,i didn't see it through but what i did see when i lifted my head was my wife coming up the street.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+4992,"and i seriously felt tat my chest hurts... for the next few months, i really need to give up: 1 ) shopping2 ) manicure & pedicure3 ) ktv session4 ) clubbingcos i simply dun have budget for the above!!",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+4993,and these were brutal wounds.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+4994,happy birthday to you and me!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4995,"after laps around the massive stadium ( check it out on google earth, you can't miss it ) and a multitude of stairs / lunges sets on wednesday and our return to weights on thursday, my muscles have formed a union and are engaged in serious negotiations with my working-out resolve.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+4996,) will move in all directions.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+4997,"fox arose from his limp slumber, and drank cold water from my eyes.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+4998,some time later we find ourselves at home and nicely toasted.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+4999,the first location: wasn't crazy about it because my back faced the '' door '' and that's just not kosher.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5000,their dad got home just a tad bit early and barged into the room because he heard the moaning.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5001,i had thrust up my arm.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5002,"i don't feel my lungs anymore, and the stitch is just a dull annoyance.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5003,"my foot was really hurting at this point ( and still is ), presumably from the running on saturday.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5004,my last three birthdays:,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5005,i just lay there with totally random thoughts running through my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5006,grief does funny things.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5007,"nothing like the city to remind you that you are among humans and animals.proactive acne shit review: so, after only a week of using proactive, i started to notice the difference in my skin.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5008,a very predominately white community.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5009,i shook my head and willed every broken hearted thought to go away.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5010,"another fun fact was that the dance floor was all sand, which got between my toes, and there were about 5 million flies buzzing around.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5011,: ( i have to kiap th guitar using my legs as i do nt wish to occupy extra seat.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5012,i was hungry and freezing.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5013,remembering the day in which my eyes were open.looking at the scars left on my arm i don't know.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5014,"`` i had to think about that for a second, and do the math in my head.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5015,"* in an effort to maximize honeymoon time, we got a 6:00 am international flight to cancun the day after our reception that ended at 12:00.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5016,i sat there dumbstruck.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5017,"three dimensionally i could actually make the thing i conceived of in my head, which was definitely not the case with two-d materials.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5018,i started to choke and then started to vomit.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5019,better late then never!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5020,i thought maybe the warmth of my skin could coax the color back into existence.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5021,"two words came out of my mouth `` piss off '' i was staying at my friends on the week of my 18th, just because his parents had gone on holiday and we were getting drunk everyday.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5022,"in the single worst moment of 21.5 years, six martinis errupted from my mouth.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5023,"i can feel it, racing through my brain; feel my eyes darkening as their quick drugs take a hold on me.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5024,"it has sat with me, back in the pit of my stomach since sunday night.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5025,"i had my hand on the side of my face when i was drawing, and then i moved it and was like ` oh my god i 'm bleeding out my ears ahhhhh!",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5026,"my mom eventually came to pick me up and put me in my chair, but hurt my leg in the process, and berated me the whole time for crying.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5027,it was rather insulting.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5028,"aargh, the look of frenzy must have been written all over my face as i tried to corall the older kids and placate my little one with a granola bar because it was dinner time ye know.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5029,"the idea sent shivers down my spine, i wanted so desperately to believe that he hadn't killed someone but he had admitted it himself, right to my face and then expected me to be okay with it all.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5030,he makes me do these things where my arms are on a bench and i drop down.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5031,"&lt;3 hopefully we'll meet in person eventually, but we live 9000 miles apart and neither of us have much money.",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+5032,i have to close my eyes and breath.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5033,"probably towed by now"".",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5034,"in my quest to improve my photography skills, i decided to try my hand at taking a photo i knew was going to be in black and white.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5035,"either way, i looked like a crack addict with the dry blood under my nose.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5036,"by the end of the class, my legs felt like jelly.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5037,then my heart dropped.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5038,"i managed to shoehorn myself into the seat but my knees were jammed under the dash, i could barely use the pedals, i couldn't get any proper lock on the steering wheel, my head was poking out of the rollcage and i had no idea of what the rev limits or gears were.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5039,w.... l....... y the whole time because of my back.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5040,"hmmm, hope my finger's bone don't crack.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5041,y'all are so awesome actually!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5042,"i cried my eyes out, longing for the days just a mere 10 1/2 months or so ago when i called this `` home '' and knew that i had a safe haven to rest my head.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5043,"a feeling of triumph surged through me as i listened to the silence that now filled the room, then i turned from the desk and rubbed the sleep from my eyes before taking the four steps it took to get to my dresser.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5044,""" and she was right.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5045,was scared for weeks on end.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5046,unfortunately my mum decided to clear out his old room and she found them.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5047,only to be horrified.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5048,"not something i enjoyed bouncing around my head on the long flight.arriving back in dublin, the plane had to park away from the terminal, we had to alight down the steps and walk a few hundred yards to same.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5049,"when it was my turn to play, i was mortified to find out i had to move my hand up and down in a sawing motion.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5050,"to this day, my father is still blessing the fact that we never woke up during the night with all the noise.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5051,"i got bored and quickly shifted to windows xp, loaded up ie or ff, and surfed, till my hearts content ( or till my father finds that i have been burning holes in his pockets ).",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5052,she lets us know that we have to be at the location by a certain time to have our makeup done--perfectly understandable.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5053,"first me, a slight stir from my legs, a stretching of my toes, and immediately following my father says, `` hmm? ''",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5054,"now, when i look at this cluster, it doesn't surprize me but it does bring a smile to my face knowing that i've indeed grown out of it and am learning to find my own happiness.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5055,i was so scared i couldnt even move.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5056,"it did help that i didn't have to think about switching the hand my ipod was in ( yes, i carry it, no armband here ) and it was much easier to pump my arms without the headphone cords to get tangled up in.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5057,discover you next door neighbour is actually extremely cute.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5058,he shat himself terribly and ran home.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5059,"i looked down at my hand, my vision blurred.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5060,"recently i've started taking the ipod with me, and there has to be something said about running, face to the wind, the ocean in sight, and the sound of bittersweet symphany by the verve thundering through my ears.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5061,i used my hands to fan of the flame.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5062,"normally i need a change every year, but or the past six years or so, i've been changing my glasses every 2 since my eyes are slacking off some.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5063,"standing there with a small child in my arms, looking like i had just got up from bed.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5064,as usual i rubbed my fingers on the bright green confetti bushes while climbing up the rocky steps to reach the plateau.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5065,she finally decided to go to the doctor.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5066,"my arms dip a little from nerves and i swiftly correct them before the instructor, or anyone else for that matter, can comment.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5067,"believe it or not, this is what philosophy is all about.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5068,by the time tuesday afternoon came my brain was gone.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5069,"sure, it existed only in my head... these athletes from the past 30 years aren't people i really know, nor do i consider them my competition, but they presented me the opportunity to make them my competition for the day.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5070,"between moving appliances yesterday at work, and this morning where i tensed enough to tweak my back, i'm a bit sore.now paka has been staring at me wide-eyed and giving her whining-style meow.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5071,"though, it was cool.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5072,"startling, sure, but phone numbers get reassigned all the time.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5073,we hit off immediately and became friends.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5074,"to everyone claiming ""quantum physics"", the odds are so astronomical that there is no real way to really communicate their astronomical-ness.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5075,my heart melted and the tears started to well up in my eyes straight away.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5076,one memorable example was the doubling space pen.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5077,went to no regrets and got my ears bigger-tized.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5078,i banged my head on the cupboard while doing that.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5079,ok but that time my jaw fell down.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5080,"our crinkly, wrinkly, baby girl was sinking into my chest.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5081,"i was petrified, he looked really calm.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5082,"after working hard enough climbing back up to nearly get my heart beating out of my ribcage, i drove northwest around the point of the island to waimanalo bay, a favourite beach for deaunn and me on the windward side of the island.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5083,"raising my bare belly button to the air, i then placed cucumber slices ( i bought today at a reduction price + it being opened for 30 mins while i prepare my stuff, ) upon my eyes and attempted to sleep.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5084,"all the while, my foot throbbing.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5085,"they all bombarded me, pulling at my hair, repeatedly taunting me without rest... my chest began to tighten; that last of breath of air forced out of my lungs.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5086,"no countdown, no warning.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5087,it's in between my eyebrows.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5088,"i woke up about 9 hours later, with faint patterns still dancing at the edge of my vision.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5089,there was actually a swat team over there dealing with the situation as we spoke.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5090,"""commander, we have a black patch on the sun, confirm sight over.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5091,"i fumbled my way toward the light, and my fingers closed around the doorknob.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5092,"end of story, right?",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5093,"i did this without counting, so it's good to know that i am slowly getting a handle on eating reasonably without having to write down every single thing i put in my mouth.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5094,"and proceeded to shout and swear and act like idiots.i woke up around 6 am with more water dripping in my face and sat in the car playing ` the world ends with you '... great game.i guess the hillbillies were yelling at their kids around that time, but i did nt hear them.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5095,i'd seen my best friend's father get killed!,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5096,"when i was eight years old, my dad let me get my ears pierced.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5097,i feel like i am running around with my head cute off and then when i try to recall what i did throught the day i have a hard time filling in the hours.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5098,"but the thing that comes out my mouth is, `` shut up, he is worth it. ''",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5099,my knuckles turn white though.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5100,the lock was a dial-lock.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5101,"by mile 11, my face was numb and my mouth felt like i had just come from the dentist's office.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5102,"my teeth were marred by braces, and i hated the sight of them.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5103,"not fifteen minutes later, she is sobbing inconsolably.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5104,really tearing into it.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5105,i still have no idea what the hell that was.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5106,and we blame it all on faulty wiring.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5107,the snow's up to my waist at the top of the hill... more on how i know that in a minute.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5108,"through the cracks of those planks, my eyes were opened and needless to say i got an early start in the business of living.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5109,guess it's more sad than creepy.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5110,"the only flicks i remember off my head were the bad ones, but i'm sure there were classics mixed in there, too.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5111,"just what i needed now, i thought, rolling my eyes in exasperation.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5112,my friends were amazed none the less.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5113,"i shrugged, my eyes on the tv.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5114,"but here i am sitting at my computer at work, when i begin to relive the whole episode over in my head.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5115,i had dirt all over my face which was different... i guess but it was cool!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5116,"i was out walking again very quickly and in no time, i was back doing my 3 mile neighborhood loop, with m strapped to my chest at least once a day.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5117,i thought i was going crazy.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5118,so he knows when his equipment is faulty.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5119,"yes, indeed -- bob barker, star of the most popular morning game show.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5120,anyway we've been married almost nine years.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5121,"i fainted, and my chest was very painful.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5122,"my shoulder, neck and wrist have started aching all the time.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5123,my ears bent back.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5124,this is where things start to get weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5125,and made worse by her crying because of the embarrassment.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5126,"when mom inquires what ""the truth"" is, lisa just says that ""you will know eventually"", and she says that once she learned of ""the truth"", then ""everything became wonderful"".",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5127,"that's exactly what the little voice in my head says all the time ( sometimes in english, sometimes in german ).",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5128,he reached for the slip of paper and nearly touched my hand.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5129,"consistent with a living thing, but was too loud to be produced by the loudest underwater creature: the blue whale.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5130,"they don't hurt, they don't itch, they're just there, swollen and flat, a little hot, and very red.they toss me in the er, and stick an iv of liquid benadryl in my arm, and i proceed to fall asleep from the inside out without actually sleeping.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5131,"sorry i missed you, call you later.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5132,as a boy i was deathly afraid of the dark.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5133,i threw it onto the ground and cut my hand with it.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5134,"i kinda slummed my head down, knowing that there was really know hope in seeing anything when out of nowhere i'm grabbed and thrusted to the fence by that blonde boy.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5135,"he stood up and said, 'i'm in love with the bride!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5136,half the crowd was passionate and animated while the other wanted only to enjoy the company of their seats.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5137,the three of us were scared so bad.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5138,it was a really thin chain with a tiny silver dove pendant.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5139,last night i took some pills for my back and a few swallows of crown to help them down... what a stupid idea.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5140,"he tells the story ""the original building burned down a long time ago, and one girl died in the building during the fire.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5141,"left with broken shards inside my arms calmly state that nothing's wrong tell me something, where do i belong?",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5142,"while we were going to look for a specific type of fabric, there were silk flowers just inside the door, and we do have a wedding on this year's agenda... a couple of minutes later some people come through the door and the guys voice catches my ear so i glance up, then my head snaps up, to see him grinning wickedly at me.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5143,"last night i walked into my room ( without turning on the light switch ) and tripped over a laundry basket, and fell on my face.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5144,we are earths last hope against extinction.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5145,"well, there wasn't enough webbing under my tongue to pierce it and still have it heal right, so i got my scrumper done insteat.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5146,i used to ride with my dad as well.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+5147,then these insane people tie my hands down!!,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5148,: ) and here's the rest of the pics: what my face looked like after the duct tape situation.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5149,"i gasp for air but was looking straight ahead, standing perfectly fine.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5150,"i went to an off broadway show, which was a wedding.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5151,i used to be a miner.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5152,i love you boy.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5153,the figurine was missing its head.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+5154,"yes, my belly is getting big.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5155,i never actually saw anything but it is one of the scariest experiences of my life.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5156,we have never met.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5157,"i'm waiting for my nails to dry before i fold laundry, so here's an update!",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5158,"made sense, they removed all identifiable information.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5159,"im not ashamed to say sometimes i have more fun clipping my nails, pumicing my feet, moisturizing my body and watching the wedding planner on tbs with a mask on my face while conditioning my hands and feet with special lotion and gloves & booties on.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5160,he had a large going away party.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5161,"she just kept telling me, very sternly 'you need to leave, you need to leave.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5162,i know why i got one i have constant allergy symptoms and my head was wet with constant snot.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5163,the bride floated down the aisle like a pageant queen.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5164,my heart swells when i watch my sweet sons together.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5165,"i figured the nyquil was just concealing the cough and tightening it up in my chest and sinuses making for worse stuff, so i've opted from dayquil and just took tylenol today.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5166,"this of course is a red flag, since he'd never said that before.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5167,just fresh powder underneath a pine grove.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5168,a jetliner went completely missing.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5169,it can all go away with the blink of an eye and a tight grasp of my hand.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5170,yeah that's what the yellow thing is that's around my neck.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5171,"felt like an idiot, but at least i was alone.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5172,"`` because i am now getting old, and my teeth are worn to stumps, and i prefer to sit by the fire and spin, rather than hunt about after mice, my mistress wanted to drown me, so i ran away.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5173,my feet were pretty sore and i was complaining about how i wish i could sit down.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5174,ironic seeing as she's basically throwing food down my neck when i'm trying to fast.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5175,never found anything... kind of spooky.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5176,"i picked my head up, and the light coming through my window was far too bright, but i could still make out where my phone was.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5177,i was reeling back from the spit.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5178,"i opened my mouth to reply, but there was a loud pop, and then, slowly, the bus came to a stop.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5179,was a creepy moment that stuck with me.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5180,"still had sex with her, though.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5181,"i looked at him and said ""yeah, this book is very interesting.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5182,my lungs were still taking in air as i breathed.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5183,"we stayed in a really lovely hotel-i had two sinks in my bathrooms and white dressing gowns and clippers, any hotel which provides dressing gowns is a good hotel in my eyes.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5184,"my day cold water pouring down my throat, drink, with the sun coming up, before despair tries to become the daily habit, cross my legs, brush aside the dream, still almost clear.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5185,it is 00:31 a.m and i am singing from the top of my lungs.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5186,"i like how sometimes, my skin makes is so easy for me to be invisible.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5187,now i hear this terrible panicky growl and scratching at the door.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5188,"as i lay in grief, my stomach, a deep bottomless pit, wrestles for food.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5189,the bad part about this is that i still wonder sometimes if we could be more than just friends and i don't really know how to speak with her about it.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5190,"i see the match, held tightly in my hand.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5191,"one step and then another and then i was floating, the waves cresting against my skin, salt water dripping from my hair.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5192,fucking freaked me out...never found out where the hell that coat fell from,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5193,i was beyond furious.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5194,i think ) into my skin to make the wound bigger then squeezed everything out.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5195,actually what's going on in my head is a lot of congestion.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5196,<< < using my brain?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5197,when i was little i distinctly remember being able to see with my eyes closed.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+5198,she jumped out and swam to shore.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5199,and my hairband broke cause i hit my head on the ceiling of the crowded bus.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5200,"apparently my uncle missed that one, and took off all his other electronics but the camera.",1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+5201,i still suffer from sleep paralysis from time to time (when stressed or nervous).,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5202,"walau, i was supposed to start my gyming and exercising tmrw but i've got a bit of cough and problems with my lungs so i cant go gym tmr siaaaaaa.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5203,its 11:30 pm in krakow and i can hardly open my eyes... i'm not sure i have survived the 1st day but.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5204,`` warren '' he said with a shaky voice and my face dropped.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5205,"my palms had road rash and were bleeding, my knee had bled on my pants, there were dirt stains and the knee was ripped open in a 2 '' square hole just large enough to see the seeping wound on my knee.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5206,"apparently my uncle missed that one, and took off all his other electronics but the camera.",1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+5207,"then she tried to, like, have sex with/strangle everyone.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5208,eight inches here nine inches there my feet in the snow.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5209,have you just tried talking to the ghost?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5210,"i was probably 10 or 11 years old, getting ready for bed.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5211,"i said, closing my eyes tightly.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5212,"i woke up about 9 hours later, with faint patterns still dancing at the edge of my vision.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5213,"this needle was brand new, glinting metal gorgeousness, so sharp it caught the skin as i touched the tip to my elbow slightly below the tiny crater of a scar left over from months of faithful ( read: desperate ) plasma donations.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5214,don't let go of my hand.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5215,then he was gone.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5216,she was breaking up with her boyfriend due to his drug abuse issues.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5217,why is everything all stopped up inside my head lately?,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5218,when will people learn that mistreating a good worker gets you nowhere?,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+5219,"my story is not as scary as a mysterious laughing grandma voicemail, but still confuses me to this day...",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5220,"what a douche to treat a kid like that, his kid none the less.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+5221,"i woke up, brushed my teeth, and started to play a little maple story.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5222,"`` yeah $ i did but $ '' he sighed, rubbing the back of his neck.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5223,"i'm a highly skeptical, scientific person.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5224,in my heart.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5225,"""i don't know.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5226,poor shannon's gon na be stuck with our leftovers for the rest of summer!i also freaked the girls out with my ankle ( it's in a stretchy brace and turning a very interesting shade of purple ).,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5227,i can see it in my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5228,i always get these dreams that foretell the future.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5229,`` my god $ '' `` what's wrong with my arm? '',0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5230,on the final push through henderson it started sleeting and i had missed tucking my scarf into my jacket collar so i had a draft blowing into my neck and shoulder.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5231,this was different though.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5232,"now, my ""food"" consisted mainly of sealed jars of pasta sauce and other similar such things.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5233,"can't beat op, but my life is the epitome of awkward.",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+5234,"of course i cried when i discovered that it got stolen under the table, under my nose!",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5235,* covered half my face with his enormous mouth when trying to kiss,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5236,"i had at least a half dozen, sad songs whirling around in my head, and i'm still eager to get them lengthened and mixed.",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+5237,under my skin the itch is unscratched.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5238,"he was about 5% blockage away from the widow maker, and also suffered a minor stroke.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5239,not too bad but never really clicked.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+5240,"got forcibly taken to the hospital, against my wishes (i was fine.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5241,"so you let it shatter, breaking at my feet.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5242,"it yields the most succulent fruit, juice dripping over my hands, staining my fingers my palms, like ink like deep, red remembrance.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5243,i grabbed some and a muffin to calm the beast in my stomach.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5244,really like my job.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5245,"well, i did have to get the dentist to stop and let me breathe a minute because the cleaning makes a eeeeeeeeeee noise in my head i really don't like, but that's not panic, that's proper measures to avoid panic.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5246,my heart was racing about a million miles an hour.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5247,i watched her die.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5248,my spine actually tingled with the thrill as i started to touch the fabric!!!,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5249,was scared for weeks on end.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5250,my back's a little better than it was.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5251,i closed my eyes as i took in a deep breath.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5252,"my back is still bugging me a bit, but otherwise i think i fought whatever it was... thank goodness!",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5253,i have never had my ears pierced.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5254,you will want to as well.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5255,they were fooling around on the fields and looking for something to aim at and shoot.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5256,i was shaking and tears were streaming down my face.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5257,they were freaked out.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5258,thanks a lot mom and dad...,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5259,"i got bored and quickly shifted to windows xp, loaded up ie or ff, and surfed, till my hearts content ( or till my father finds that i have been burning holes in his pockets ).",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5260,it used its claws to tear my living room couch to shreds.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5261,her father had died.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5262,"but in searching for some other sound to train my ears on, i realized there was no sound coming from grandma.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5263,i saw it just...,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5264,"not the most unnerving feeling, but the most prominent event in my mind is as follows:",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5265,and it felt good when the little fat puppy clumsily crawled over my feet and licked my nails.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5266,"living in this hell of mine, no one that knows everything about me, no one knows that i am dead inside i can't feel what i need to feel, when i feel like i am happy, i get brought back down from the past inside my head.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5267,"wed, 21:46: he was already my favorite in the band, but with popsicle, gosh, my heart.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5268,the heroine stood beside me and reached for my hand.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5269,maybe it was my inability to move my legs several days after.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5270,"my heart still flutters when i think about it, it was just amazing.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5271,"meridian was a fashion-conscious girl, and stored all her dresses in an enormous, solid carved oak dresser, one of three in the dormitory sort of room the girls shared.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5272,"i jumped out wrapped a towel around me, dried off my hand and face and answered it.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5273,i couldnt see his shoes.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5274,`` so this is what is going through my head today while i try to tackle an immense amount of work.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5275,"by mile 11, my face was numb and my mouth felt like i had just come from the dentist's office.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5276,my dad is a minister and part of his duties is visiting the sick and dying.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5277,all their christmas stuff was 75 % off but there was nothing that caught my eye.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5278,yesterday i was hungover from another night i regret you know?,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5279,i ended up faking stomach pains and ending it as fast as i could.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5280,"it breaks down barriers in my mind and every single thought i've ever had suddenly breaks out and begins running rampant in my head; a torrent of information -- sounds, thoughts, words, smells, tastes, sensations, memories -- assault me from the inside and i fear i've gone over the edge, never to return.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5281,"the following two days, i was in a moderate amount of pain and had very limited range of motion in my arms.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5282,"and here in edinburgh, through this journey of mine, it has been right at my side, in my hand.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5283,pants were shat on.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5284,"i also dealt drugs (cocaine, methamphetamine, mushrooms, and marijuana).",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5285,"` captain, ' ianto said timidly, poking his head around the door.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5286,this is about as true as it gets and was a horrific experience.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5287,"this is exactly, exactly, how things were initially with my leg last year.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5288,"as i got close to it, i realized that my handlebars were not going to fit, but it was too late to stop or turn.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5289,so did her friend.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5290,"suddenly,  for no reason at all, i know that something horrible has happened to my mother.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5291,he got hit by a car walking to church one day.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5292,my arm says '' music all mighty '' but it's on its way to extinction.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5293,"the man he talked to said ""go home and start your life, son.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+5294,"i, assuming i knew him and just couldn't remember, waved back.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5295,"but my cousins always came, so the house wasn't that empty -and we had loads of candy bags and game prizes left over.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5296,i really don't know what happened.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5297,the next day the drain clogged up.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5298,just running thoughts through my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5299,it's like i was destined to find him.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5300,"yesterday and today we were in istanbul, turkey, and the entire time we were docked there, i could not get the song `` istanbul, constantinople... '' out of my head.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5301,was always the tank... i ended up spending a month on my back before unemployment kicked in.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5302,i had a monkey on my key chain back in high school.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5303,"once, my then six-year-old brother got out of his room to tell my mom he'd like to have some time alone in his room.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5304,the raw hatred and anger i felt exploding out my chest alien-like probably went rocketing up to the upper atmosphere before bouncing down into the middle east.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5305,"we could have been part of organized crime, but my grandpa (who died before i was born) didn't want any part of it and decided to live an honest life.",0,0,1,1,1,['joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5306,so by the time i had finished filing out the new one my arms were aching and did i mention that my arms were aching not only because i had to fill them out but also because i had to do it three times?,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5307,"not only did standing around make me even colder, but my legs completely seized up and my stomach started to rumble.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5308,"i swing and bounce while picking at my nails, another little habit of mine.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5309,and the entertainment center.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5310,wtf do you do?,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5311,"or i'm trying to call out for help and no one is around, or i'm dialing the police but then the phone is dead or my eye sight is gone and i can't see the numbers or my legs give out and i'm crawling on the floor.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5312,"instead, i was relieved... at peace you could even say, as i knew in my heart that this is what my dad really wanted all along.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5313,brighter than if you turned on every light in the room and even brighter than during the day time with the shades up.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5314,"not too long after my family left, a guy came in to hook me up to yet another machine briefly to check my breathing which proved to be labored but not dangerously slow ( a nurse came in later a gave me a little toy thing to exercise my lungs which helped a bit ) and another couple guys came in to take an x-ray of my lungs.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5315,my face was just not meant to smile.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+5316,"apparently i got addicted, because i went through percocet withdrawal last night and the day after -- i felt wide awake, my stomach churned and some unusual manic tendencies started.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5317,i want: 1 ) radiant skin 2 ) more hair on my front scalp 3 ) my nails to uncrack ( lol -_- ) 4 ) nice armpits 5 ) flat tummy 6 ) my right eye to look like my left 7 ) left eye to have only double eyelid 8 ) to be more smarter 9 ) look younger at turf city: a guy overheard my convo with another stranger guy: u just took ur olvl?,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5318,we never saw him again.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5319,the whole house and the people and the flame seemed to vanish and leave me in an endless darkness as soon as my eyes were closed.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5320,"i sat up and lit up my cell phone, pointing the light at it.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5321,better late then never!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5322,i hate people who mess with the roads.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5323,"i ate shit twice, the first time smashing my face into the slope.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5324,was i drunk or a kid?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5325,"well anyways, one day we finally got it and threw it into the garbage after drawing on it and mangling it for a bit.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5326,i looked through the peep-hole.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5327,i balled my fist underneath the table.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5328,so i nodded my head and went upstairs.i moved the black bag and put it in my wardrobe.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5329,her face when her mum told her she miscarried still haunts me.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5330,as i came out of the water ( which was tough because i was really enjoying it ) i knew that my hip was in some serious distress.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5331,"the breeze was fresh and the sky was a soft pink with the sun softly shining over the roof tops... and there was the black woman walking down the road near me and she was singing and it was quite soothing... and it all made me think and smile... but then, it made me start to question things and my head got really tangled in its `` happiness '' and... now i feel quite tender and sensitive over nothing.",0,1,1,1,1,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5332,he refused to not count me as tardy.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5333,i know last time i did this i hurt my back a little but i never learn i'm hard headed i wanted to burn up some more calories.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5334,5 year old me was scarred for life.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5335,"i tried to turn so i could get my feet in front of me, causing the rocks to slice the skin under my shirt.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5336,haha.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5337,"my stomach twisted for some reason, instinct telling me that it was lacie he was talking to.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5338,link to burning the card:,1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5339,i have had a backache so bad i can't stand it and my head hurts and everything is overwhelming to me.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5340,"indeed, it was chilly-i ended up doing 1 lap ( 1.2 miles ) and was surprised how numb my hands and feet were.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5341,barbell rows 6 x 4 x 185 # the ssb absolutely tore up my back.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5342,"the bruise on my hand doesn't hurt, just makes me wonder how i got it.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5343,"i don't know what has gone on in my head or in my life to get me to the point that i am at today, but i look back and lok in the mirror and i can not find myself.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5344,"huh, my life is too boring and my brain too empty to warrant a blog.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5345,with that definite i have courage to walk up to the line and place my toes proudly getting ready to cross yet it is everything on the dirty mud path that is holding to me and the mud is the mud i am clinging to.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5346,it brings tears to my eyes just thinking about it.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5347,i literally hid my face and my whole self.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5348,"it worked; my feet only tingled once the entire ride, and that was after about 15 miles.2.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5349,"i kind of sunk down a little, bent my head, then threw it back, `` i know.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5350,"she was rude to our photographer, she was rude to a few guests, and to us.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5351,i was on a (admittedly silly) adrenaline rush.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+5352,"i was poised, well balanced and ready for him.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5353,i paddled out in time to see harv taking a nice left and then got my first flush as a large set exploded repeatedly on my head-at least it had some power!,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5354,"and this tradition keep on, every time billy made it to class we would clap and cheer :) until he died.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+5355,so i cried my eyes out and did the drawing.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5356,nearly every energy distributer in the uk has an energy generator owned by the same parent company thereby guaranteeing no one ever questions these companies profit margins.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5357,but he is my... just hold my hand through this.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5358,i never saw him move.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5359,"stretching until my toes were caught by the sheets and my fingertips brushed the headboard, i opened my eyes.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5360,"however, my heart is still broken.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5361,i've been inspired to try my hand at couponing for the following reasons: 1.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5362,my heart starts pounding as my eyes scroll up the dress and it was scarlett.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5363,as far as possible.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5364,"end of story, right?",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5365,she woke me up 4 times a week with her blow drier.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5366,"the man he talked to said ""go home and start your life, son.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+5367,we were just hanging out and now i'm obsessing over everything i said and everything he replied with and are we suited and are we not i wish i could just throw my brain out of my head for a while and feel nothing.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5368,"we went to this bar and after a little while if i took a morning run i could get a small cup of orange juice, my favorite kind of juice and a small treat.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5369,"i literally fell to my knees and said, `` oh, not my ellen! ''",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5370,"whenever i wear real shoes, i get blisters or they peel some of the skin off my feet.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5371,"six years later, i tried again.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5372,"anyways, that vision was very very brief.. but very vivid too.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5373,i find myself keeping my feet on the floor and sliding-more suited to cross body style than cuban.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5374,one morning i got home and it was in my bed under my covers.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5375,"cop cars cant light up a room with blinds down on the second floor, they just not thta bright.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5376,"is it i or is it my eyes can't see, maybe both were wrong, maybe this wasn't.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5377,i don't know... messages.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5378,and left my eyes to cry.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5379,"no footprints in the snow, no houses, nothing.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5380,i kept my head turned so no one could see.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5381,"the morning sickness is finally waning, thank the lord, but i absolutely loooooooooooooooove my belly, i look at it everytime i walk by the mirror, and sometimes i just go look at it.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5382,"we pressed play, and some rap song came on.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5383,"we decided to travel up a hill to explore, and as we were hanging out up on the hill it began to rain.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5384,"later, the police find the child naked and bleeding on the floor.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5385,but then i very suddenly felt very weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5386,weird things tended to happen at night.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5387,"""i lost the towel.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5388,my hands lock up and i stare at the page i did that for almost an hour one day before giving up.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5389,"my left knee scraped just before my palms caught the rest of me, sliding forward with that sting of concrete.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5390,"so i woke up, opened my eyes, and immediately went back to sleep, where i found myself back at the mirror where my teeth had stopped falling out.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5391,"i tried to lift my body but somehow it felt so hard $ my head hurt, my eyes were screaming to close and rest.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5392,"all this time, i believed in my theory that my eyes are `` sepet '' because my ancestor was married with a ( i told my friends about that theory of mine, and most of them believed in it ) and we rarely go back to her father's house at so as soon as i get back home, i asked her and she was like, i knew it i knew it ~ i planned something.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5393,"it constantly snarled in the fine hairs on the back of my neck and left red marks on my temples when it snapped, sending the steel tips of the rubber band into my face.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5394,a stranger is running alone in the park.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5395,i'm back to clenching my teeth at night.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5396,she is a genuinely nice girl.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5397,"once we got them all back into the room, one little girl ( the youngest of this group ) roughly pushed a little boy who was standing near me ( i was sitting with my legs blocking the doorway ) into the door jamb in her attempt to get out.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5398,water fills my eyes.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5399,which means i keep thinking about filing down or knocking off part of my tooth.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5400,""" and look in my rear view mirror.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5401,i couldnt walk without tripping over her.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5402,"it started out slow, like we'd fight once a month over stupid little things and sometimes big things.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5403,"""the name of my rig is phantom 309.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5404,i used to absolutely not drive if i drank at all.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5405,"i thought it was just my head being a bit dizzy when i dreamed about it last week but couldn't shake the thought, didn't say anything to her coz we've barely spoken, but she's just told me!",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5406,"the whole time, relentless joy, as though a smile was consistently on my face, and even when it wasn't, it still lay beneath the surface, a laugh always ready to come out.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5407,"exactly a year ago i remember sitting at home on my laptop, talking to adam and whoever else, it wasnt quit as cold as it has been lately and i remember having a huge smile on my face.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+5408,"a few months later, my father, the person i held in the highest esteem, broke my heart by leaving my mother ( after 41 years of marriage ) for another woman.",1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5409,i don't have a story.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5410,"some may think ""tape will fix it!",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5411,*(warning: may contain baseball)*,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5412,i am sweet and have a small baby in my belly!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5413,he blew his hot breath on me and i threw my head back.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5414,i think i narrowly avoided an abduction.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5415,"as i continue to read the 40day prayer book, god is putting something special in my heart.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5416,"i stirred the surface of the water with my hand; my face wiped away, only to reform when the mirror settled down again.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5417,i lay down and start thinking about random nonsense and events.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5418,`` then her hands were like snakes on me pushing me down and greedily roaming across my skin.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5419,"i trust this man even less than the woman, but i can't put my finger on it.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5420,it had gotten dark.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5421,"i repeatedly thought, ""i am not going there!"".",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5422,"from the bottom of my heart, all those comments were much appreciated.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5423,this isn't scary.. just weird.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5424,luckily for me i have to use the restroom every 15 minutes so midway through our appointment i was already trying to cross my legs again.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5425,"4 needles in my mouth to numb around a tooth that was close to my sinuses, which i already have problems with.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5426,"okay that sucks, right?",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+5427,"he quickly realised what was up and decided to just drive up onto the pavement (kerb for the yanks i think), and go around the body without stopping.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5428,"i looked over my shoulder to find dj # 2 smiling down at me, wrapping his hands around my waist.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5429,both my hands and my left leg were amputated.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5430,"usually my legs hardly tan all summer, despite wearing shorts.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5431,my hands went numb within 10 minutes.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5432,his girlfriend is now several months pregnant.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5433,"i took my shirt off and washed my face, hands and arms then i took a paper towel and slowly washed my belly.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5434,"this probably starts off like most of your typical bad roommate stories, but i assure you this is going to be worse than you might imagine.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5435,7) went to dinner with a woman in an open relationship.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5436,( points to her palm for notebook and flashes ten fingers for blue's clues-which is what we do when we watch the show ) 4.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5437,this guy i knew in school brought a deck of cards to class one day.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5438,most tend to be more negative.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+5439,i think i held onto every piece of paper that came into my hands ever.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5440,so far seems normal.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5441,i remember walking quietly with him yesterday after my tear had been shed and my eyes were blacken not only from the make-up that was running down my face but from the stress that was killing every ounce of me.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5442,"suddenly a silver can whizzed by my head, wetting me with watered down coors.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5443,my grandma died today.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5444,"i moved out about a year ago, my mother still occasionally mentions something weird happening.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5445,it was really faint and sounded like they were far away.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5446,i need no throwaway.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5447,my horror unfurls as it whispers my name $ it eyeballs me and holds my gaze; dread rips through my heart as it screams out.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5448,"i was tired though, and just couldn't turn my legs over fast enough.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5449,it's pretty upsetting -- especially when it is happening to my face and i'm only 26.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5450,"the whole class turned to look at me and i felt my cheeks flame up a wonderul crimson colour as i tried to bury my head back into my book, i wanted to look back up take one more glimpse at her but i daren't.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5451,really tearing into it.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5452,remembering the day in which my eyes were open.looking at the scars left on my arm i don't know.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5453,"4 needles in my mouth to numb around a tooth that was close to my sinuses, which i already have problems with.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5454,we never spoke again.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5455,i stopped to look at my watch and my heart suddenly started beating fast.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5456,"i just cracked my head into a glass door.a delivery person, instead of calling me and saying `` i've got a package. ''",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5457,they both forgot to brick the door and he forgot his keycard.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5458,i closed my eyes and felt the elements around me.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5459,coupled with the sound of rotors deafeningly stunning my ears and the very air in and around the cab of my car.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5460,"my heart broke, it really did, no parent should have to bury their kid, no matter what they've done.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5461,it was cool knowing that i could hold down 2 full time jobs for 9 months-and the paychecks were nice: ) it was a good work out too... but i think that it has taken it toll on parts of my body-like my hips.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+5462,' i chanted in my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5463,maybe a bit younger.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5464,"in order to buy food at the festival, you have to go to a tent and buy food tickets.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5465,: my brain is slow-mo ` ing.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5466,"his back still really hurts, but the doctor says he should be back to normal by the end of the week.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5467,it breaks my heart though that someone could be that selfish to make their dog live in so much pain and suffering.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5468,i hide my face and become someone else for a little while.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5469,"we hit something as we slide into the side of the road, my eyes flashed open and the car took flight into the trees, now straight ahead of us.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5470,"what a good chance it is because it could make me comfortable and resuming my energy due to lack of enough rest though when my head hit on pillow, the worries about my future career is also accompanying me until i fall into asleep and lose my sense.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5471,"i felt my eyes starting to roll back into my head, and staggered to the window to get a breath of fresh air.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5472,it was the number of my grand mother's class room and hospital room when she passed.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5473,"' and then it hit and i felt lost; i couldn't breathe, i couldn't hear, and my knees let go.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5474,is there something on my face? '',0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5475,but it was contained to the one patch on the back of my hand that fit under a band-aid.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5476,"while packing up our booth at cha, i momentarily threw my back out.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5477,it is 3 hours later and i can still feel it in my lungs.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5478,i don't know why i've been obsessing about this.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5479,my heart is empty.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5480,"they waited until about 9:00, and i had already had my second cup of coffee by then, and had already planned my day in my head... and fedx wasn't on the list since they didn't call me earlier!",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5481,i just wanted him to feel how crappy it was to be robbed.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5482,one time she showed up to my door wearing a long coat and nothing but stockings and heels underneath.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5483,"i woke up that morning feeling awful, and begged my mom to stay home from school.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5484,"i crouched and put my arm on my knee, acting like a pro, like i was amazing.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5485,but that requires energy i don't have.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5486,the second half started and i couldn't feel my toes.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5487,"the light pierced through my half lidded eyes and i winced, squeezing my eyes shut once more.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5488,#name?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5489,every september i used to get a wicked case due to fluid in my ears caused by allergies.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5490,"complacent spoken words, tearing at my heart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5491,"staying with a friend in auburn, we awoke on a wednesday morning, walked outside and my jaw just dropped.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5492,fun fact: i was wearing this jersey when i broke my back.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5493,they just never went away.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5494,"when i went in, my thigh slammed into the edge of the ice.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5495,your mom is nuts.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5496,"to this day, i can't go to the doctor without maniacally spelling `` vaccinations '' in my head, just to make sure i remember how.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5497,fast forward a year to beginning of hs this year .,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5498,when she was squatting she said she could hear her aunt saying how horrible it was(in her own head).,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5499,i was kicking and cupping my hands for dear life.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5500,"he says he heard the same scream, the window smash and then he woke up.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5501,it just felt wrong.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5502,"but even as of last friday, a still had a higher place in my heart",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+5503,"unfortunately, i had angry tables waiting for me to return.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5504,but my ankle has just about completely stopped hurting so i no longer have that excuse.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5505,"i breathed with my mouth open, my eyes wide like those of a mad cow, my heart pounding and my head spinning towards each sound like a scene from the exorcist.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5506,it had gotten dark.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5507,"bit of a pain for us awkward-types, but never fear!",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5508,blood rushed to my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5509,"i wait to feel your hand tug my head to the side, and feel the sinking of your teeth into the soft spot in my neck that spot where the neck meets the shoulder.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+5510,"my hand seemed to tremble more as i took the frail hand offered to me, feeling the protruding veins under my thumb.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5511,showcasing my smiles and cheering my lungs out (: good fight on the mats!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5512,"the baby goats bleated in protest at an interrupted breakfast, and i stood up fast, expecting the worst, but only bonked my head on the heat lamp in my hurry.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5513,"it definitely makes my hand feel weird, and i haven't thrown up yet.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5514,then bodybag was on my case and was ordering a cell search and people were shoving the `` uppers '' into my hands to which i was there trying to hide them in my pockets and such.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5515,""" i broke things off.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5516,it was an very selfish move.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5517,$2k+ gone right there.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5518,native american drum beats.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5519,"i'm waiting for my nails to dry before i fold laundry, so here's an update!",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5520,"fortunately the kindly ajeoshis and ajummas that i rented the scooter from helped me get on a bus to the other ferry, but not before pulling me up a seat to thier table and shoving succulant watermelon in my face.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5521,but that's up to you all to decide.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5522,"i pushed her away, looked at the other pups, played, and did all the little `` tests '' but, every time someone turned loose of that the little female pup, she simplly walked over, and crawled in my lap, licked my hand.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5523,"okay, with that off my chest, i'm gon na say goodbye.goodbye!",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+5524,"i had to have been, because right after that, my hands went numb, and i couldn't move them.turns out the man that was in the morgue, the zombie, tried to fake is own death.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5525,#name?,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5526,""" and everyone walked away.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5527,after reading the top comment about the person's mom and her friend... maybe she isn't telling me something.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5528,"i peeled into my parking lot, threw open the door, grabbed my purse, and ran to where the truck was, waving my arms and saying, `` thank goodness you're still here! ''",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5529,now i start taking medication and suddenly all that energy is available; all that weight has been lifted off my arms and shoulders.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5530,from what country do you originate?,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5531,"the cat sits there, paralyzed and in agony.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5532,"i feel safe, because it feels close to my heart.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5533,my brain still is not figuring it out so i am just standing there waiting for my body to cooperate with me.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5534,another bumped into my head and * buzzed * there for a moment-ack!,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5535,my head was not calm.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5536,so i washed my face and freshened up.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5537,i never saw her again.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5538,"our crinkly, wrinkly, baby girl was sinking into my chest.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5539,`` i can't feel my arm. '',0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5540,"his back still really hurts, but the doctor says he should be back to normal by the end of the week.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5541,"hmmm, i guess i'm being a little difficult, because nothing in the deli catches my eye.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5542,i don't wear contacts till february it rips in my eye when i tried to get it out ok i'm done.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5543,i really thought that he was going to hit us.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5544,i again told myself to wake up.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5545,"so to start with it was about a year ago, on a tuesday i think.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5546,we drove back home about 4:40 pm after refill my stomach and gas.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5547,"come, take my hand.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5548,"my arm wraps around my cousin's until the urn is empty, until it is time to move on up and back to our own lives.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+5549,my ex was a pathological liar - he lied about everything.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+5550,my hands lock up and i stare at the page i did that for almost an hour one day before giving up.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5551,"hormones of various flavors, essential vitamins and some goddam oxygen to my brain at night.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5552,is there some scientifc explanation for this?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5553,meanwhile my head began to pound and i grew quite nauseous.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5554,ball lightning is often erroneously identified as st. elmo's fire.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5555,"i also happened to be rather tired, and when one of them asked me why white was the brightest light, i tried to think of the most concise way to explain the color spectrum.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5556,i need to stick to things that keep my feet planted like biking or elliptical.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5557,his hair was a sort of pale orange.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5558,i somehow managed to snap back on a shot and cut my finger pretty bad.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5559,"i think i screamed as my arm disappeared into the crack of the tree, my fire blazing at my spike of shock.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5560,we hear a man grunt and the screams stop rather abruptly.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5561,it went well... we're working on a lot of technique things with my hands.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5562,"`` yes, '' bruce agreed, and i suddenly gave him a hard shove, clenching my hands into fists at my sides.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5563,"the kimchi tasted bland on my tongue-perhaps i added too much water, which i staunchly agreed with.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5564,i just nod my head in agreement.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5565,i closed my eyes to the sparkle of the city below and let the chill of the night surround me.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5566,"i'm sure the squats, situps, back extensions, and other weights strained my back a bit, but i felt fine.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5567,so the police looked for footprints first.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5568,"swarms of people wandering around confused and unaware of where they're going, cutting people short as they wander into burger king and other such stores on the other side of the corridor-completely unaware of the fact that they literally almost made me drop everything i'm carrying and fall flat on my face.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5569,"writing as i was coming out of a chicken house today, i slipped and scraped my hand on some concrete.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5570,"i went back to sleep and when i open my eyes, it's 1230 pm le.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5571,"i shook my head at the child's impatience before i realized that, in some ways, i still acted in quite the same manner.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5572,my stomach was getting squashed and i felt like throwing up but i held it in.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5573,i once woke up in the middle of the night with my eyes completely wide open after a horrible nightmare and sweating uncontrollably and shivering with fear.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5574,"it didn't take long before that precious deep-fried gem was in my hands and i savoured every skin, meat, juice and oil.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5575,i was pretty disgusted.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5576,"leaning against the wall, her legs stretched out in front of her, she felt a moment's selfconsciousness as her legs were so obviously shorter than his, then, remembering that he didn't seem to mind that she was short, she pushed that thought aside.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5577,"(i was a ""character study"").",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5578,the lock was a dial-lock.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5579,"i basically have two perceptions of myself, one is that im too sensitive, and the other is that i do nt care enough and that im a narcissist, i debate which one is right in my head and its a daily struggle to figure it out cuz what i decide for that day decides how im gon na act the rest of the day.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5580,"my friend, thinking this means go, swings forward, sending me into the air.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5581,you might actually say they're almost angelic....,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5582,during dinner i lift my head from the onions and peppers and melted swiss to see our neighbor appear suddenly on the top of the hill taking chip shots at golf balls.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5583,a crowd had gathered.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5584,i can barely hold my head up at this point.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5585,i see that my 13 year old son's bedroom is ajar.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5586,i still cant fucking believe it.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5587,this morning i woke up with a wound on my thumb.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5588,hastily i wipe away the tears that are still streaming down my face.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5589,"so this morning, these two conversations were weighing heavy on my heart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5590,my eyes were itchy & watering.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5591,and don't lie in your pics.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5592,"these posts are crushing, so read this.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5593,it was really beautiful but being half asleep i didn't want to wake up anymore and so i kept dozing in and out of sleep watching the sunrise for a few moments before closing my eyes again and drifting off to sleep.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5594,"he knelt down beside me again, searching my eyes.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5595,"**3** - a long time ago my dad worked concert security, and the company was asked to do security at some outdoor festival thingy.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5596,"you took my breath and stole my heart, now i'm standin ' smoking in the rain, tryin to let go, tryin to kill the pain.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5597,and throw my hands in the air.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5598,"i kinda slummed my head down, knowing that there was really know hope in seeing anything when out of nowhere i'm grabbed and thrusted to the fence by that blonde boy.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5599,"well i make it about 2 miles from my apartment when i notice a small drop on my arm and then another, i say uh oh i better get back then it starts to rain a little, then harder and harder, to the point that im soaked, even my shoes are filled with water.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5600,"i rest every few minutes, drink more fluids, mop my forehead, then carry on again.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5601,"i don't know if this is true, but that aspect is a bit scary.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5602,"well, i've managed to hurt my back again.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5603,slam laptop shut and pretend to be asleep.... on the floor.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5604,"if something goes wrong, so be it, its life, nobody is perfect.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5605,i could see it but couldnt stop it.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5606,it's the next morning.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5607,i'll never forget it.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5608,"i stand there thinking ""god, what an *ugly* woman this must be"".",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5609,"i suddenly stop, my heart aching as i am forced to look up.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5610,where is the elusive fecal participant?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5611,i still see a eerie blue spot when i close my eyes.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5612,and i'm getting surgery in my mouth.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5613,i met a girl online and we decided to meet up for drinks at a bar.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5614,we weren't allowed to cover her.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5615,the pain was incredible.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5616,boy was i wrong.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5617,`` my heart hurt for these 27 million kids and adults. '',0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5618,he blew his hot breath on me and i threw my head back.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5619,this sparks up my interest about the aircraft even more.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5620,so basically 14-15 hours after i ate my food was still in my stomach.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5621,i would not be groggy nor tired.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5622,that is how you single-handedly stop a zombie apocalypse.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5623,"i went, but i was afraid to go to sleep.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5624,"the light was pretty fucking bright, something distracted us we looked away and it was gone.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5625,"i literally fell to my knees and said, `` oh, not my ellen! ''",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5626,my eyes are burning.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5627,"""____ hospital *killed my husband!",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5628,i covered my face with my hands.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5629,"i spent all day at home, sick.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5630,"up to now it feels like i've popped my head out and had a good look at the good side, but i'm constantly looking to the bad side waiting for it to pounce and running back into my cage and then waiting.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5631,"she turned herself anorexic to appear ""sickly"".",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5632,i put my hand on its tail to pet it.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5633,must be fall i'm feeling in my bones.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5634,it was the first blog of many that i wrote about having cancer on my nose.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5635,"she agreed, and they shipped up their dog.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5636,not to mention noisy.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5637,maybe they saw the look of ecstasy on my face as i sped up and slowed down with twiddling precision.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5638,i wake my 7 year old son up a lot when he's sleeping.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5639,"i'm not even sleeping, my eyes are simply closed and i'm alert.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5640,let's hit it.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5641,was i being paranoid?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5642,i just didn't see the reason to sit there with a cookie on my nose.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5643,but his experience is actually terrifying not just creepy.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5644,"just then, there is a loud and authoritative **knock** on the glass.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5645,"i yelled, my jaw hanging open, `` how do you expect me to calm down when my husband is out in some other godforsaken country fighting a war that is getting more and more dangerous each day!",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5646,"and like the little traitors they are, tears were on my face.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5647,very real to me.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5648,"all this added on to the fact that i had injured my knee, and revived the stress-fracture i got in my left foot years ago on my mission.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5649,"hawaiian is my first language, so not too bad considering.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5650,they seemed so stupid and irritating.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5651,i tried to keep my hands washed and be very careful around the kids.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5652,"i sighed, sat up, and looked down at my stomach.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5653,deer getting hit by snow plows (very messy).,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5654,she had been lucid.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5655,the class is silent.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5656,"i remember tossing and turning.i remember lying flat on my back and trying to doze off, only to be haunted by some phantom itch or backache or optimum blankent positioning malfunction.at 4:45 i got up, cooked my baon, made an extra sandwich for merienda, spent time praying, stretched ( i planned to exercise, but my body rebelled ).",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5657,i just broke up with a girl i had been dating for a pretty long while.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5658,( here are more of those dates i have difficulty getting my brain around. ),0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5659,"then, just as quickly back to night.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5660,none of us did...,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5661,"that last night, the bobby pins had apparently mostly fallen off, and his pants fell down.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+5662,"""i don't have time to arrest drunk drivers because of all the murders, rapes, and robberies we have to deal with.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5663,"driving down the highway this past spring, i became rather bored.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5664,"secreting his photograph of danijela and jasna away, he reluctantly left the safety of the small room, it had been 3 days, he couldn't avoid it any longer.as he dialed the first of the two numbers he could already feel his stomach beginning to twist into knots.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5665,i've never done drugs in my life.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5666,butterflies in my stomach.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5667,"in fact, i woke up with the song in my head this morning.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5668,##url##,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5669,took another 3 days off cos i just went to work today and my eyes was alrdy tired at 10 am.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5670,my shoulder had stopped hurting shortly after i got in the chair.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5671,i try to disappear.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5672,"i am a little miffed, but one less cream soda for me wasn't a big deal.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5673,in between my toes.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5674,i lay down and start thinking about random nonsense and events.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5675,i am sweet and have a small baby in my belly!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5676,good lord... where to start well i was getting ready to leave for rocky... and my mom saw me and pulled me aside to `` tirm '' my hair... what was once close to my shoulders is no more... now i kinda look like man at arms.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5677,there was something about the way it was moving that didn't look or feel right.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5678,"paul was harassing me with a flag for a bit, plopping it on my head.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5679,my knee was throbbing and was bloody.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5680,i never saw her again.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5681,"after the humiliation and my husband laughing uncontrollably at me, my nails remained perfectly intact.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+5682,sorry about the length.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5683,"tears welled up in my eyes, but none fell out.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5684,i'm shitting my pants.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5685,except it was in the sky.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5686,"well, as we're bowling, my dinner began to not sit well with me, and i had to run to the bathroom.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5687,"i still live in this same house, and during the night i had this wildly vivid dream about a ghost.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5688,"my arms are also a little upset with me after my mini `` nicole boot camp '' on thursday, when i did about 25 minutes of sit-ups, free weights, push-ups, jumping jacks, squats, etc..",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5689,she got chatting to a neighbour who said that 'the previous renter went a bit crazy and went downhill after a messy divorce.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5690,"r-i get home and park, just when i think everything is about to turn around, i slip on the ice, and fall flat on my back.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5691,"'no problem,' he said.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5692,"she is a nice religious girl, exactly like the one he wanted to be with.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5693,i'm still trying to figure that one out...,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5694,charlie was so crazy!,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5695,my heart shoots into my throat.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5696,never trust a fart.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5697,"terrible, terrible deja vu.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5698,pretty much everyone objected to my wedding.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5699,"i started getting knots in my stomach because i was extremely excited, yet completely terrified, because i can hardly function like a normal person in front of tom.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5700,my skin was still so soft.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5701,"so he should be eating the pizza i'm stuffing into my face, like a chipmunk.i understand the impulse these days.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5702,it has opened my eyes about animal welfare.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5703,this wasn't just one glistening tear sliding down my cheek.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5704,i was heart-broken.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5705,i opened my eyes and looked down at a little girl.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5706,i really hate my knee right now.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5707,they've clearly already seen us.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5708,especially when you don't know the circumstance.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5709,i'm an agnostic and very much a skeptic but this was always weird to me.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5710,which means i have a ton of extra time on my hands.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5711,it disconnected and teetered away from us.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5712,all at once we play.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5713,just thought id share my first post in a personality disorder support group i was able to find:,0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+5714,this is creepy as hell considering people do kidnap babies.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5715,"i finally had to call the doctor because my chest was hurting when i coughed, and they called me in a z pack.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5716,i feel like ted the sad sap.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5717,so... for reasons unknown...,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5718,"i sit in my bed, quietly listening.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5719,very shocked when i saw him alive as i remember his son very upset about it.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5720,"but the thought of sleeping alone... i'm weak, i admit it.june 26, 2008 * dear dani, i can't talk to you about everything that's going on with me without feeling the burden of guilt settle over my heart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5721,he came yelling and screaming in my face slipping on me.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5722,"i smashed my face with the box i was carrying, busted my lip and got blood all over my face, broke my glasses ( again! )",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5723,"first hit made everything feel comforting and light, i was confident and ready to take my next three hits.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5724,"i just have all the feelings, emotions, and doubts running through my head, and i just do nt know how to deal with them.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5725,that night i sat at my computer and read about rainbow bridge and cried some more and i could actually feel my heart hurt with the pain of loss.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5726,"oceanfront views and balcony, sand between my toes ( and everywhere else ), free goodies ( towels, chocolate covered strawberries, breakfast... ), and a very relaxing time.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5727,"it could have been slaughter, but he turned his wheel.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5728,"and yet, despite everything, i can't believe that i still have some left in me to think about this: sometimes, i listen to my heart too much.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5729,"tears welled up in my eyes, but none fell out.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5730,but i hate my birthday and 19 years have gone by without a single successful birthday.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5731,"so yes, between me wandering around with my head in the clouds, to use my mom's phrase, and the kids feeling free to try and start their own projects going, i guess our house is a little messy and strange.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5732,took a girl out to a nice expensive dinner and we had a great time.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5733,"it ended quickly, amidst lots of petty jealousy.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+5734,"during a dry stretch, with no rain in sight, i come across a puddle, with a lotus blossom in it.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5735,i was young and dumb and bored.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5736,i once texted a wrong number whilst rather intoxicated at a party.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+5737,"the day has come... spn_j2_bigbang has arrived on my doorstep.since writing wasn't an option with all the challenge deadlines still hovering over my head, i signed up as artist and had the chance to create art for emerald_angel9's amazing story hostile takeover.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+5738,"i felt water running down my face, but once it landed on my white work pants, i realized that the water feeling was blood pouring out my head.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5739,"ex: if a remember correctly, a couple of years ago my dad had a friend who often worry about money or family problems.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5740,"with an infant, stroller and backup, i had my hands full and i needed time to do things.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5741,still there between my legs.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5742,"i set off down the street, walking with my head tilted slightly downwards, hiding my face from view.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5743,"i hate the taste, brush my tongue about three times a day and swill down the fake fisherman's friends that i carry with me at all times anyhow.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5744,"this place is horrible"".",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5745,"i, however, have a couple of bruises on my arm.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5746,i was five and he was six.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5747,crying my heart out loud because the guy i was pinning for had fallen for another girl.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5748,"he was then hit by congestive heart failure, fell into a coma, and passed away.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5749,"but man my stomach is in so much pain, it's hurts to poo.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5750,"when i woke up, i could not stand on my leg.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5751,i was brought by to reality when noona hit my arm lightly.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5752,last year my school bus got hit while at a stop.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5753,"`` yes, '' i said, the old mask of indifference placed on my face.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5754,"now, for me, there's nothing more relaxing than a nice leisurely stroll like the one i took eight months ago on the 17th.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5755,"i think, just a week or so until i have my nala kitty back in my arms.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5756,"i adjusted to the noise inside my head, and in turn, my inner need to analyze and obsess died out.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5757,then it just felt like that whole side of my head was on fire.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5758,"my worst birthday was last year, my 18th.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5759,i thought my legs were going to die but somehow i managed to be the second to reach the top.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5760,"i was useless at sport and used to spend my lunchtimes sat on my own, quite happily staring into space and picking my nose.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5761,and my feet hurt.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5762,i had my eyes wide open for traps or situations that seemed destined to be trouble.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5763,"one time, when i was about 10, a girl used to pick on me constantly in school.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5764,"i then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5765,down a hidden driveway.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5766,i still cant get my head around the fact that shes gone.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5767,dad thought it was just my imagination.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5768,"chef is a title like ""supervisor"" or ""manager"".",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5769,"ah, internet dating, it's a fun world.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5770,she twisted it later to seem like i had bought that snack on purpose to try to poison her.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5771,naturally we freaked out.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5772,i continue to experience these words as both consoling and challenging: god be in my head and in my understanding.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5773,there was apparently then some awkward laughter and apologies and my grandpa and his friends were dismissed.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5774,"i racked my brain to come up with the title, but to no avail.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5775,makes me shudder to think of the possibilities.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5776,"my eyes were open, but i couldn't see in any colors.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5777,there was no sound accompanying it.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5778,i have had one other encounter.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5779,"i yell ""whos there?!",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5780,you can move it.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5781,and its freakin ' getting on my nerves.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5782,this greatly accelerated the pickles necrosing.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5783,"anyway, the pain in my knuckles is making typing quite difficult, so i apologise for any typos now.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5784,i have a different experience to share.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5785,rolled my eyes at some of the religious nuts i work with.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5786,my head started filling with scenarios.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5787,"i remember crying and trying to explain to my panicked family, who have never let me live it down.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5788,"i popped into the shop on the way home to pick up a couple of bottles of pop, my headphones in my ears blasting out a lady gaga track.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5789,is there something on my face? '',0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5790,"apparently i like to impale my face into my pillow and curl my hands into the blankets so i can tug them over my neck, up to my mouth-which was closed.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5791,my brain is fried at this point.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5792,i closed my eyes and took a deep breath.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5793,"you're a fucking hero, man!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5794,my venomous snake story is less awesome but the end result is the same:,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5795,i looked up at the mountain chain in front of me and what caught my eye was the clouds pouring over it.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5796,i've read dream analysis books.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5797,"additionally, there was snow on the ground outside, but we found no footprints around the house and no mud or water in the kitchen where the intruder had been walking.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5798,i'll never forget the stare down it gave me.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5799,my back ached and i was glad to sit down at every oppourtunity.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+5800,"soon after, so were my hands and forearms.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5801,"being insensitive and ignorant like that is completely uncalled for and that just made me sick.even more, there are a couple people that get under my skin a bit.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+5802,she started to holler.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5803,"not having anyone to talk to, and having to pour out my heart to anyone willing to listen...",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5804,"so i'm growing sleepy again and i rest my head on the coffee table, looking through the bars of the balcony and watching the sky turn orange and pink with the dark pine trees sticking out dark against the sky.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5805,i opened my mouth to spit out blood but a scream came out.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5806,"he embraced me and placed a hand on my head, stroaking it gently.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5807,"i heard the snap, i hit the ground and i knew my ankle was broken.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5808,"i was intrigued and entertained the whole time, and a huge smile never left my face.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5809,"in the 21st century, everyone will be tan.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5810,"this included flaming soccer, baseball, tennis, and frisbee.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5811,it was our house and a few others.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5812,my back's a little better than it was.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5813,"it was a good part time job, with flexible hours and great people to work with.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5814,"oh my god, okay.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+5815,my neck is reversed.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5816,"as usual, i feel like im carrying too much burdens in my heart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5817,"my knuckle still doesn't look good, and it hurts like hell when i make a fist.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5818,the police were called.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5819,"i woke up with a sore throat, headache and my ears hurt.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5820,"needless to say, the squirt gun game ended quickly.",1,1,1,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5821,but the stories say i had scrapes running along side my face.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5822,took awhile to realize that it might be misheard.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5823,"one screamed out that it was screwed up, to which another replied ""to the max!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5824,my mom decided to hire some actors to hang out as the mighty morphin' power rangers.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5825,i farted and a little nugget fell out onto the floor.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5826,"he took advantage of that, and lifted me up over his shoulder, and dropped me right on my head in a cradle piledriver.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5827,i realized i was now down to my last 20 pound note and some coins ( which i have yet to figure out ) so i decided to keep my eye open for an atm.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5828,i remember sitting on the bed in my pajamas closing my eyes and wondering why chocolate was so secretive.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5829,"day of my birthday, my parents gave me a card and an iou and then told me they want to get rid of my dog and that i was essentially going nowhere in life.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5830,"i closed my eyes and listened to the silence which revealed birdsong, a light breeze and nothing else, except maybe the universe breathing.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5831,slam laptop shut and pretend to be asleep.... on the floor.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5832,"now in my head i know its just a holiday, but in my heart it's a holiday that says `` family '' louder then any other holiday on the calendar.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5833,"when i want to, i can touch my toes down on the ground ( bend over and touch toes ).",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5834,"then suddenly, she heard a strange thump; but looking around saw nothing.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5835,"on friday night, minutes before friends were to arrive at our house for a prayer meeting for berkeley, i sliced my finger open very, very deep with a very sharp pair of scissors and i found myself driving to the emergency room alone -- apparently with my face as pale as a ghost.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5836,""" which only served to make us laugh harder.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5837,"i left my heart in san francisco, but my soul is in brooklyn.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5838,"& # x 26; nbsp; the moment my hand touched the faucet in the shower, julia is knocking away at the door.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5839,"this was nothing to be fooling with, though, so i let go.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5840,i feel like i am in over my head... like quicksand.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5841,"that glance, a glance which met my eyes has made my heart pounding.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+5842,"i stopped, my foot already at a turn in the road that led down to a sunlit valley.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5843,"ow ow, ow, my face, oh god, ow.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5844,this happened to my mom when she was pregnant with me!,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5845,"i notice i can not get my ground, i feel like my neck is going to rip off; i realize that i can not breathe.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5846,there was a rabbit's blood on my hands-there was nothing funny about it.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5847,i rolled my eyes and sighed again.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5848,"has oil of cloves in it, so my mouth has a continuous, though faint, taste of cloves -- it reminds me of spice drops ( apparently, there's a clove-flavored spice drop ).",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5849,the wall bent around it like latex rubber.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5850,"then last week when my coworker was talking about her sons birthday on the 22 my brain goes `` huh, that day sounds special and familiar... that's when iswak2 must be on!!! ''",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5851,"someday, you're going to forget about psycho girl.",1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+5852,"i could have gone inside, explored more, done so much more but i wasn't accustom to this laid back run down place yet, a part of me still watched every car that drove by and looked over my shoulder every few seconds.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5853,"ow ow, ow, my face, oh god, ow.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5854,we pray with him.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5855,my mind raced with possibilities.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5856,it won't hurt.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5857,"i had brought a crazy outfit: bright red wig, referee jersey, black miniskirt, and knee-high white pleather boots with 3-inch heels.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+5858,i dub down as deep as i could and pulled all the stops to get my legs moving again.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5859,"as the first sip slid down my throat, i felt an uninhibited moment of pure joy.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5860,"i yelled, my jaw hanging open, `` how do you expect me to calm down when my husband is out in some other godforsaken country fighting a war that is getting more and more dangerous each day!",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5861,i woke up the next day in the emergency room with a mild concussion.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5862,she thought i was rude and weird.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5863,the silent one looked increasingly nervous.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5864,a simple pixie cut.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5865,"idk why, my eyes just got really watery and i felt really scared and felt so lost all of a sudden: /",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5866,"in my quest to improve my photography skills, i decided to try my hand at taking a photo i knew was going to be in black and white.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5867,only i was awake but they switched on the light and i instictively pulled the blanket to cover my eyes.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5868,"laughing about it, we went back up the beach to go home, when we heard a huge bang and saw a bright white flash up by where the houses were.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+5869,what happened to my heart when it broke into pieces?,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5870,dad on the warpath.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5871,her insides are disgusting.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5872,"*oh #$^%ing hell, you idiot.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5873,"i used to be pro-life, even though i'm not religious, because i believe that a fetus still has a right to live.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5874,"so creeped, will expecting cthulu around every corner the rest of my life",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5875,"it seems like hours of testing my legs and running, i'm almost there, i know it, with my arms spread, i smell your scent, so fulfilling.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5876,"i couldn't get my head out of my arse, and was culpable for several jmf scores, in particular the king dave grubber that i just watched trundle into the back of the net on my keeping watch.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5877,now i don't believe he was evil.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5878,"so i have the flattening iron in one hand, my hair in the other and corraling my son away from all of these things with my foot.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5879,"pants down by my ankles, i was heaving like an old man with emphysema.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5880,the ledge of the beadboard dug into my back.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5881,it was late and they were asleep.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5882,"she was the maid of honor at my wedding, was in the family pictures, and will be aunt to my kids.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5883,.....[dispatcher must be talking],0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5884,"it never freaked me out, because it happened enough as i was small and i got used to it.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5885,apparently my jaw totally hit the floor when i walked in.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+5886,we roll up to the drive thru and proceed to order nearly the entire dollar menu.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5887,"that's why when she talked about how it keeps getting harder and harder, it was like a flame in my stomach.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5888,well i can attest that that is a lie.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5889,"i land off-kilter and go crashing into the drum set and take a hi-hat to the center of my spine, severing my nerves and leaving me paralyzed.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5890,"writing as i was coming out of a chicken house today, i slipped and scraped my hand on some concrete.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5891,the three of us were scared so bad.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5892,just the thought is bring tears to my eyes again.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5893,i used this primarily to keep in touch with my siblings.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5894,"you had to kind of lift the chair up off the floor, and scoot your whole self and the chair at the same time.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5895,i have never experienced a blacker black than the black i had inside my head for the past months.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5896,i shot +11 on my back 9 i hit great drives on all the par 5s only to play my 2nd shot as stupid as can be.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5897,the gate was shut.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5898,hate to think what his plans were to recoup his investment.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5899,so stop shoving shit down my throat and into my head.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5900,when she was squatting she said she could hear her aunt saying how horrible it was(in her own head).,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5901,my arms feeling a little sore and cramped still in the bracelets.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5902,so i decided to quit.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5903,she texted me three days before the wedding basically calling me a liar because my dad outlived the doctor's expectations.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5904,i realize that i'm scared again and that i'm going to have to go back to the ol' dash and scramble up the stairs.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5905,my belly turned into one major contracted ball and it just got uncomfortable.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5906,"i leaned forward in my seat, pearing though the small portion of the windshield that was clear enough to look out and see a wall of white reflecting my lights back in my face.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5907,"i took the soda, held it to my lips, pausing as it hovered just over the flesh.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5908,i remembered back to last week when my neck was really hurting.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5909,she got chatting to a neighbour who said that 'the previous renter went a bit crazy and went downhill after a messy divorce.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5910,his girlfriend at the time convinced him to do it.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5911,"it bleeds off, gets into your hair and your clothes and your skin and your thoughts.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5912,also we're barefoot.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5913,the later guests were all drunk - really drunk - but they were all close friends of me.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5914,the asphalt was so hot it had burned the balls of my feet to the point of blistering from standing on it.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5915,i could not wipe the smile off my face.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5916,"so why not leave sustainable to the environment and the pro-greens, and live to my heart's desire.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5917,this is where the story gets creepy.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5918,it is my birthday this week.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5919,my stomach was hurting.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5920,the shadow seemed to grow angry that it was unable to feed on my fear anymore.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5921,"she is so intrusive in my life, i have issues at work.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5922,"even with an armed officer of the law at my back, it was a bit unnerving to open the front door.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5923,"it was a complete drop off, at least 50 feet or more.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5924,this is my fucking breaking point.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5925,"the noise repeated several times, and then ended.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5926,"the invisible thing then grasped me by my legs, and attempted to pull me off the bed onto the floor.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5927,i had already decided that i was completely fine other than my ankle.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5928,"the next day, i could feel my legs aching a little.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5929,i even hung a new shower curtain liner and scrubbed the floor on my hands and knees.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5930,"as soon as she openend the door, the police officer immediately became alarmed, drawing his gun and yelling at her to get out of the way.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5931,i saw that and just started screaming.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5932,"if i am trying to get to sleep in  a very dark room i will see, hear, and feel things.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5933,i'm trying to work and accomplish things and train this other guy on how to help me with my job and i can't even move my head for fear of puking on my desk.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5934,it was really freaky.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5935,she was very wrong.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5936,"as you can imagine, checking on my baby sister at night soon became an event to dread, when ordinarily she should have been happy to do so.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5937,"i never have in the past, either.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5938,"and then i feel my heart join in the fun, crazy racing rabbit shit.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5939,no one is there.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5940,"whatever it was, it gave me an overwhelming sense of calmness.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5941,"that made me kind of sad, when she told me about it years later.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+5942,"and this pal of mine, along with another friend's mum went up to the stage to '' meet the bride ''-now, whenever i actually land up on the stage, i'm like... shuffling my feet about, totally at a loss as to what should i say, ( except salam ).",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5943,"my heart clenched as i heard it, he was clearly worried for the girl.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5944,"plus, writing it down helped to cement it in my heart.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5945,"i developed a real fear going back into the public after my first bout of cancer, because i was so used to people gawking at me for a million reasons; my bald head, my lack of eyebrows / eyelashes, my paleness, my thinness, the catheders that stuck out from my chest etc... so to suddenly be gawked at again like i was some science experiment especially among my cancer partners, in a place that we consider a refuge, was infuriating to me.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+5946,but that requires energy i don't have.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5947,"we were both interested in astronomy, so we'd often just sit on a bench, and literally stare into space.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5948,on saturday 15th january 2011 by evening my throat was in a bad shape.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5949,she'll stop right?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5950,"whenever i see them together they are very ""affectionate"" towards each other.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5951,wait around... getting pissed.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5952,"my stepmom didn't allow it to happen, but my grandpa didn't see why it was a big deal to have a funeral on my birthday... thanks papa.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+5953,then in the evening he ate the porridge with the crazy green drug in it and he died.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5954,i still get shivers thinking about that story.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+5955,"as the person in front of me moved, i quickly moved forward, and my eyes widened.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5956,"his teeth were very, very white.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5957,"but, within seconds i regained myself and pulled off the rings on my fingers and went after the manic destroying all perceptions of herself.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5958,"i kind of sunk down a little, bent my head, then threw it back, `` i know.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+5959,mistake 5: allowing my head to rule my heart.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5960,he had poorer organizational skills like a hobo.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5961,"when i was thirteen i lay on my bed, my face shoved in a pillow with my grandmother's heat wrap on my lower back, screaming and crying because motherly was at work and i couldn't find the pain killers.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5962,i also noticed that last year my back was killing me and i was popping ibuprofen all night.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5963,"i didn't really want to taste bacon and crab in my mouth, so i peeled off a bit of bacon, then took at bit out of the crab.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5964,i tried to be an easy going bride.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+5965,my mum says that when she looked in the mirror she saw a pair of glowing yellow eyes.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5966,"and my mind drifts away, i close my eyes, it's like i'm almost there.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5967,donghae held my hand and it made me blush like hell.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5968,the standoff couldn't last.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+5969,"the next thing i knew, a spoon full of cinnamon was in my mouth.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+5970,"but well need large plastic bags, i dont know where to get those.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5971,"he fully woke up, sat up and said ""turn on the light, it's here watching us.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5972,maybe not so bad.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5973,3:05 pm rose lemort said... it was 18 below here this morning ( boulder ) i guess it looked pretty but i was too busy trying not to freeze my lungs to really notice!,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5974,"and without even stopping to think about it, i tuck one of those boxes under my arm and go back to the living room.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5975,"i had an ant crawling on my elbow just now, and i flicked him off.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5976,"and it kept flying in my head for some time, until the plane took off.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5977,my head pounded from all the screaming.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5978,"' to be honest i don't know why i set out into the dark, yesterday's letter clutched in my palm.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5979,"`` i said, `` my lungs are black? ''",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5980,"i sharted undigested bubble gum, you guys.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+5981,worst day of my life to date.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5982,i photoshopped a crown on my head because i am very proud of myself.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5983,i pulled the vodka i'd bought out of my belt pouch and pulled off the cap with my teeth.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5984,everyone was sharing the news story on facebook because absolutely everyone was convinced it was fake.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5985,would not come down.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5986,"( i breathed in and got cake stuck up my nose, plus i couldn't see with the frosting smudging my glasses.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+5987,i could feel the socks shifting at the balls of my feet and blisters starting to well up.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5988,but the fucking pickles.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+5989,immediately i regretted leaving behind my sunglasses as my eyes switched to squint mode to protect themselves.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5990,i still have the card and the bank cannot explain it.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+5991,"`` i was flat on my back, the wind knocked out of me, but somehow i managed to scramble to my hands and knees.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5992,"i shook my head no, `` yeah, i'm fine dad, '' you're such a liar, `` just feeling a little queasy. ''",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5993,i immediately hit the deck.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5994,it's difficult to make real friends.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+5995,i'm truly fine being alone in my head but it is just nice to share things and for another to appreciate me as well.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5996,""" i got to two and took off.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+5997,"my shoulders didn't ache from my sack, my arms didn't ache from my poles and for all that was said to us about the walk in to creag meaghaidh, it wasn't that bad.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+5998,it was super awkward.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+5999,"we spent the rest of the day riding on rollercoasters-some of which i swear, re-arranged my internal organs and left my brain temporarily in the stratosphere.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+6000,a few years ago i worked for an apartment rental agency in a customer service role.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6001,""" we both crack up laughing and walk away.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6002,"it made me pause, but i still ignored it, until a couple weeks later: i was walking down that hallway and saw on a nearby shelf on my incense box a singular blonde hair curling out of the little hole for the incense stick.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6003,i found it fascinating.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6004,i had hardly closed my eyes when i awoke to the sound of rain banging on the roof and the sound of my alarm going off at 7:30 am.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6005,got me so far?,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6006,i will regret it.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6007,so fly we did.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6008,"i opened it up and there was a different tape in it titled ""new year""",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6009,"and then i took a shower, and made popcorn and watched some tv with dad before coming in here, doing my nails and now doing this.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6010,i've never met any of the other members but we all send each other x-mas cards &amp; random stuff.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6011,"eventually, the cramps went away, but left my feet feeling sore and uncomfortable.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6012,"in my sleep haze, my arm shot out, blindly, to silence the ringing of my clock-the key word here is `` blindly ''.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6013,"she was the maid of honor at my wedding, was in the family pictures, and will be aunt to my kids.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6014,"i found that when i changed my thoughts, it changed my heart.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6015,i sat there with tissue up my nose because i had a random massive nose bleed.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6016,so we started figuring out the clues and they eventually led us to a natural history museum.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6017,then i started to have all these reeling thoughts in my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6018,"tall, pale, skinny, great body.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6019,hihi:d see my eyes.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6020,i liked spending all my nights at home hula hooping and listening to pop music and laughing at jokes inside my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6021,i loved watching the planes fly over us and then this one plane was somehow flying in reverse direction.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6022,"as they walked up to the cross walk, they were horsing around.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6023,he didn't know there were locker rooms for them to use and asked her to show them to him.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6024,i only brush my teeth once a day now.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6025,"""commander, we have a black patch on the sun, confirm sight over.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6026,"the bell rang and i staggered toward my opponent, my knees clanging together in fear.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6027,my sleepy head forced me to sleep and my eyelids felt very heavy that i had to surrender and doze off.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6028,so i nodded my head and went upstairs.i moved the black bag and put it in my wardrobe.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6029,"in my head, i was like... this is shit!",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6030,the funniest thing i've seen in ages last chance to see on tvo and ended up with tears streaming down my cheeks because i was laughing so hard.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6031,i was walking around cursing the day in my head.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6032,"i cried my eyes out, longing for the days just a mere 10 1/2 months or so ago when i called this `` home '' and knew that i had a safe haven to rest my head.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6033,as a parent i can tell you that trusting your parental instinct is huge..,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6034,"i swallowed a piece of meat, it sort of suctioned to the back of my throat.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6035,"keep your chin up, friend.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6036,here's the first story.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6037,"needless to say, there is more to this story, but as i have already written quite a long post, i will leave this as it is for now.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6038,i'm still trying to figure that one out...,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6039,i didn't act surprised or react.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6040,like i found a way to escape gravity and moved about my bedroom as though i was on the iss or something; thrilling at my new found ability.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6041,"i even tried to sleep sitting up for a bit, that ended when i nearly gave myself whiplash when my head dropped.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6042,i think i drove about 15 minutes when a bug flew in through the window and slammed into my shoulder at 75 mph +.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6043,"i kept my head clear with guaifenesin and benadryl, putting me to sleep on the first part of the trip, which was flying from columbus to baltimore to join up with the family.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6044,"normally i leap around and run, plowing my nose through the snow, but this morning there was really too much of it.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+6045,i think what it comes down to is i'm my hands are just too small to span from middle c to the next c up the scale without slurring a few other notes in between the two.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6046,so i put my hand up and started to walk away.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6047,i got lie after lie.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6048,she commented on everything that went into my mouth.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+6049,i took four steps forward and bowed to my knee for the audience.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6050,"the grandfather, very pleased with these developments, restricted himself to just one remarkthe r. family would have to ration their eau-de-cologne.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6051,comes home later that night to find the money gone.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6052,"you slid through me like a hot knife through butter under my skin, and never gone yet.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6053,these friends happen to be black.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6054,"i ended up resting my head on my hands and wonder, `` what should i do?",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6055,"with all the lights off in the house, my daughter in my arms, and my husband by my side, we stared out the picture window as the snow blanketed the ground.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6056,"so i sit across from this guy and this girl, i say hi to the girl and i turn to the guy and we just stare at each other for at least 30 seconds to a minute.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6057,i don't know what they mean.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6058,"on top of that, i have bruising damage on my shoulders from all the carry-on hauling.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6059,""" she was slapping at air, screaming.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6060,my former roommate tried desperately to find a roommate.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6061,"i put my hand in my bag without looking, cause i was trying to reach my body lotion in the bottom of it.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6062,"staring down at the device, i felt this cold chill start at the base of my neck and spread throughout my body.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6063,i still see a eerie blue spot when i close my eyes.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6064,but the whole experience put a big smile on my face and i couldn't help but half smile all the way to store.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6065,"melancholy it's been almost 3 months, and although it has gotten a little easier, i find that there is still this ache left in my heart.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6066,so what got under my skin that caused this?,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6067,"the first roommate, well call him sean.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6068,my stomach felt like it had a hole in it.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6069,"i fell to my knees, my body shaking with the sorrow i held in me since i woke up.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6070,"not moving, not menacing.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6071,my eyes then drifting upwards to the cluttered mantle piece of old school photographs of my brother and i.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6072,it is 3 hours later and i can still feel it in my lungs.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6073,"driving down the highway this past spring, i became rather bored.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6074,talk about nerve-racking.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6075,i stopped to look at my watch and my heart suddenly started beating fast.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6076,my fingers were a little stiff at first but as i practiced they loosened up and my second session was fine.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6077,i'm suffocating on my consciousness as it slowly seeps down my throat.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6078,i realize that i'm scared again and that i'm going to have to go back to the ol' dash and scramble up the stairs.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6079,"my lips tremble again, this time in fear.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6080,then he was gone.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6081,"well, i did have to get the dentist to stop and let me breathe a minute because the cleaning makes a eeeeeeeeeee noise in my head i really don't like, but that's not panic, that's proper measures to avoid panic.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6082,"some may think ""tape will fix it!",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6083,i went straight home and had a shower.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6084,"it was growing harder for him to keep balanced with my legs shifting every few seconds, until finally, i found the right position and his back a good shove with my knee.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+6085,my shoulder had stopped hurting shortly after i got in the chair.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6086,"i just closed my eyes, swayed, and let the song envelop me.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6087,"it can't be a plane as the lights never move, they just, appear.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6088,chair... bolted... human... ripped...,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6089,i saw that and just started screaming.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6090,i had my eye on the fabric for months.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6091,"hopeful i find me at qdoba, burrito in my hand a whole booth to myself, just the way i had planned i sat there munching happily, waiting for seats to be filled when tyler walked in and gave me a grin and we just sat there and chilled.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6092,ninja-edit: another detail.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6093,"so no staying up late, no booze...",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6094,i remember walking quietly with him yesterday after my tear had been shed and my eyes were blacken not only from the make-up that was running down my face but from the stress that was killing every ounce of me.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6095,"in high school, my best friend and i had first period class together.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6096,i was accused of rape once.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6097,"she staggered backwards, hit her head hard enough on the wall to leave a dent, and slumped down.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6098,swerved the car so i would make it.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6099,my head smashed into the roof of it hard enough to drive every thought from my head.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6100,he couldn't get back home in time and decided to stay and sleep on the path.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6101,the measly firing ensued.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6102,"not just her memory and her academic ability, but her whole personality, it changed her.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6103,"tell him, right elmra?",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6104,my friend set me up on a blind date with this woman.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+6105,i never felt anything with my legs either.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6106,"one nice thing, there are two or three things i can do under almost any condition, as long as i can keep my eyes on what i'm doing that is.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6107,"i'll try and keep it brief:- i once left my apartment for about half an hour or so, locking the door as i went.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6108,`` i went to put my hand in my pockets and realised what they'd done.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6109,after an hour of wandering through the city ( got there a bit to early ) we met up and walked around town for a bit looking for material for costumes we're making ^ ^ what was really funny was the fact that i didn't have an umbrella or hood to keep my head try from the pouring rain up there.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6110,"remember why we were in this room, but it was my grandmothers master bedroom at the time.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6111,"unfortunately, i had angry tables waiting for me to return.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6112,my legs are still sore.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6113,well here you go.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6114,i liked the trains better than the refers.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6115,the symbol has now been engraved into the flesh of my arm.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6116,this was on both sides of my chest.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6117,the way you're seeing it is the way it actually appeared.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6118,i can go pee here but that's all and then no water to wash my hands.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6119,i took on his accent ala `` eastern promises '' i said i was looking for a key and then promptly showed him my key chain that was in my hand.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6120,we also scheduled my first gynecologist appointment.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6121,my heart is aching today.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6122,"i scratched my eyes with my finger again, and another one came out, and then another.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6123,then one day recently it was like someone put some corrective lenses over my eyes.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6124,"i've had other falling/flying dreams, and the sensation was completely different and immensely stronger.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6125,"gin is escaping from my pores like an invisible gas, my head is beginning to spin, and the wind chimes are clanging outside in the night breeze.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6126,it was my ex.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+6127,"i remember that the phrase ""blood turning to ice"" makes sense now.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6128,"slipped out between my lips before i could express what i was really thinking and feeling at that point -- affirmation, inclusion, kindness, gratitude.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6129,she just saw red.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+6130,"after all the cleanup i only had 5 or 6 superficial cuts, a honkin ' bruise on my ankle, a pair of broken glasses, and no coffee table.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6131,he also used wetwipes instead of toilet paper.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6132,apparently my jaw totally hit the floor when i walked in.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+6133,than i let loose.,1,0,1,0,0,['anger' 'joy']
+6134,fast forward some time.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6135,we went to my grandfather's grave site to pay our respects.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6136,"i had gone shopping with my dad on this day, we went to a discount outlet store.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6137,"next it was running from a sadistic laugh, into cornfield, i trip, fall up.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6138,"i cursed and fume, figuring that i had missed the final entirely.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6139,he ended up skidding down the bark and scraping raw the insides of his thighs.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6140,"i'm sure my face was getting a little red with frustration at this point, but i wasn't rude, i just sternly asked her to leave me alone.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+6141,"second time, been together 6 mo.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6142,the towel grabbed back.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6143,it felt very surreal.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6144,there was that one night while sleeping in that nice riad when i felt a tickle at the back of my neck.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6145,"i was practically crying but i felt in shock, my heart was racing a million miles per hour, and i felt like the worst parent on earth.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6146,"there were just these empty, black, sockets.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6147,chronic alcoholism had caused her to bleed out internally - same way my grandpa died.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6148,i still cannot explain this.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6149,it's too late.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6150,""" but urban dictionary confirmed spook is indeed a racial slur.",1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+6151,"and it kept flying in my head for some time, until the plane took off.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6152,"without alcohol, i got really nervous and felt like i was somehow psychotic.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6153,his dog starts going fucking crazy.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+6154,"he became very confused, how could this be?",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6155,"""____ hospital *killed my husband!",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6156,"placing my hand on my knee, i used the other, to pull my wet hair out of my face.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6157,i closed my eyes and tried to shallow my breath.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6158,just look at them once and that's it whispered my wife in my ears.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6159,"i think it's important to add that, at this point, i was in a cold sweat and my heart was racing.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6160,"my neck was screaming at me, my lower back too.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6161,everyone was sharing the news story on facebook because absolutely everyone was convinced it was fake.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6162,all this hair on my head doesn't allow enough oxygen to get to my brain which makes me not think lol.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6163,"of course i cried when i discovered that it got stolen under the table, under my nose!",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6164,"i sweated my balls off, tore up my muscles and got new bruises ( right after the old ones healed ), but the building is lovely and cool and i have an amazing view of the ocean from the upper floors.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+6165,"my elbow has some roadrash, once again through the jacket.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6166,someone help me massage my leg?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6167,i try to slow down things.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6168,3rd i really don't know... any of the main characters really..,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6169,that perfect storm of shock and horror.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6170,"i knew there were bits on this section i had struggled with, like the massive drop offs ( okay, maybe not massive, but they seemed massive to me ) and the steep switchbacks, but again i managed to avoid the urge to grab handfuls of brakes and shut my eyes, and i forced myself to ride the first big drop off and the next few were suddenly much less scary.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+6171,"the feeling of my hand over the net, feeling the net between my hand and my pleasure, not letting me through enough, but letting me through just enough.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6172,a nice way to get some items off my chest.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6173,"it was a single, distorted sound consisting of speaking, whispering, screaming.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6174,i looked down to find five small white arrows piercing my chest.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6175,"i tried to maintain some level of lightheartedness as i did throughout the trip in the face of my own daunting personal circumstances, but when i look back now at the video i shot and i see john smiling stoically and listen to myself playing the jocular host, it breaks my heart.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6176,my nose was still clogged and breathing out of just one nostril has become a work of art for me but i decided i was up for a loop through the neighborhood.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6177,my legs were glued to the front porch.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6178,it broke my heart to not be able to give him a drink for 3 hours after the surgery.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6179,"i put on way more neosporin than i could possibly need, and then about five bandaids layered over it, because it's at the outside of the first joint of my thumb.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6180,i had danced till my feet hurt and was ready to head home.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6181,i think i held onto every piece of paper that came into my hands ever.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6182,my heart pounded as i held my breath when he pulled me into his arms and-- slammed his mouth into mine.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6183,"tears started to stroll down my cheeks, as i threw my face into my hands.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6184,they thought they were going to be helping him make an internet business.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6185,i think i narrowly avoided an abduction.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6186,"horrible nightmares that seem real, because you recognize your surroundings as your bedroom, but they're still just nightmares.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6187,it was sweet but when i woke up it taste bitter got some tears in my eyes.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6188,i have been drinking almost everyday for 9 months... so yeah... it's quite the spectacle when she's doing her last minute power run up the hill to 5 points... you know... to really make it count... and i am way at the bottom of the hill just trudging along with my face all flustered and speckled with redness.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6189,"also, happy birthday to you!",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6190,"i was a victim of marital rape, psychological abuse and physical violence.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6191,... as it engulfs every fiber of muscle in my legs!!!,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6192,"my head aches, my stomach isn't too happy, my whole body hurts.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6193,"it was a weird feeling, building up in my chest and my head and then it all switched and i couldn't turn it back!seriously, try it!first of all, i started off right-brained.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6194,the blank stare turned to extreme rage.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+6195,"and all of the other daily dramas that are taking up the forefront of my mind -- jobs and friends and family and bills and snow and more about the jobs -- all of these things are nothing to my heart, which just keeps on beating, keeps on doing its job.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6196,"the slid right over my hips and buttoned right up, i didn't have to suck in my gut at all... i walked out of the dressing room to dustin and just said, `` look, look! ''",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6197,i even injured my feet yesterday.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6198,"sam nodded, putting his hands on the floor to push himself up to the couch.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6199,we come to the first foundation and i walk inside it first.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6200,she fell down was was injured while the man who hit her drove off.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6201,my arms and legs saw sun for the first time in a long time.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6202,they aren't naked.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6203,"yes yesh folkies, im here on this frightful abomination of a night once more hopin its all gravy with urselves because as for me not a lot is too different, its al good an im chilled, high, with a big grin on my face i do nt know why cause the only thing i got right now apart from some good smoke is a big fat fucken wad of cash muahaha.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6204,i was young and dumb and bored.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6205,"when they are near me i either scream, or my mind goes blank and i saw whatever pops into my head ( no... seriously, it's kind of sad.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6206,"i am not a car person, and could care less if a car is clean, but every surface on this car seemed to sparkle with cleanliness.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6207,"anyway, the pain in my knuckles is making typing quite difficult, so i apologise for any typos now.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6208,it wasnt until 3-4 months later that i decided to spark up a conversation.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6209,"but even as of last friday, a still had a higher place in my heart",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+6210,kick my heels up and shout.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6211,"i have major headache, just want to sleep all day, and the worst part when i look in the mirror my lips is swollen to like two times the size.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6212,"one day in high school, my mom corners me in my room holding up this small white thing.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6213,he was waiting there.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6214,i go to sleep unshed tears burning in my eyes.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6215,"i ran my hand through my hair, trying to clear my head.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6216,"the 2 that were giving me the main problems were huge, the one on my left side was the size of a softball and the one on my right was a little larger than my fist.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6217,i glanced down at the silvery package in my hand.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6218,i felt two positions on my ears being highlighted.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6219,"i couldn't eat, think about food or brush my teeth without gagging / throwing up.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6220,"this place is horrible"".",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6221,i can't bend or twist my head and no lifting anything over 10 pounds.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6222,and i nodded my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6223,my legs were glued to the front porch.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6224,"teetering for a moment, i caught myself from falling only to fling myself to my knees in the dirt.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6225,"as i started running i heard him say again ""i'm going to get you!",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6226,"eventually, we fell asleep.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6227,"the world beings to spin and colors find their inverse, twisting and churning before my eyes, every thing i know takes new form.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6228,"fast forward two weeks, cops are combing through the small forest that is behind our backyard fence.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6229,"and as for the scripts, the stories are in my head and in various drafts with my manager and friends.there is a possibility that there is another back-up of my hard drive at the office in santa monica.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6230,"what is truly remarkable about this brotherhood of my moms uncles, is that they all radiate the same aura.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6231,it was still very dark and very much night time.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6232,"i whimpered, and my heels started pounding against the hardwood floor.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6233,i was still naked.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6234,also we're barefoot.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6235,man that night was a doozy.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+6236,its funny how i see everything in my head as i write this.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6237,"unfortunately i couldn't find any mittens so my hands were very, very cold.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6238,most were quite jaded.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6239,one morning i got home and it was in my bed under my covers.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6240,when will people learn that mistreating a good worker gets you nowhere?,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+6241,now i'm a mostly law abiding student and moderately successful artist.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6242,i found a iphone 4 on some train tracks.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6243,"i suppose this was an instictive act, but fortunately prevented me from hitting my head anywhere.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+6244,my stomach even started giving me fits.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6245,"""i don't know.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6246,this addiction does kill people.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6247,"four and a half hours later, i'm sore, cranky, my hands smell like latex and are dry and yucky, my feet are covered in dried soap and my newly bought mop kicked the bucket... but we finally have a sparkling clean and hygenic bathroom!",1,0,1,0,0,['anger' 'joy']
+6248,"with the whole class hoping to be amused by his inevitable reprimanding, mike shockingly shot back boldly saying `` i have a cast on my foot.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6249,"`` i zip up the tote back quickly, throw it onto my shoulder and grab up the other, larger bag.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6250,i didn't make eye contact.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6251,i look down to check out the pool below and i see a small white sphere floating slowly along.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6252,i did this before brushing my teeth for bed.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6253,fast forward six months - i've moved to central virginia for work.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6254,i couldn't stop crying.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6255,i bet she'll find this too.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6256,my irises also flashed pink randomly for an entire day.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6257,"the room really isn't a room, it is as though she is kneeling on the floor but i don't see any walls.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6258,"well, there was plenty of room... anyhoo, so there was only one pillow and i moved my head but misjudged and ended up on his shoulder instead.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6259,in keeping it simple and short.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6260,"depressed i do nt know why i'm even bothering but its about time for me to pour my heart out once again... i'm soo tired of people telling me that it is or isnt `` meant to be ''... `` the truth is i gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart, and i never really got it back '' he's still got a part of it.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6261,a familiar voice rang in my ears.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6262,accomplished i went and got my eyes checked today.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6263,i brought up my hands and stared at the palms.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6264,"we didn't know what to do: the harder we pulled, the harder the trap stuck to my fingers.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6265,"the next night, at the exact same time, the same thing happened.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6266,apparently as soon as alcohol passes my lips i'm am no longer capable of working a toilet.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6267,"percy shifts, drawing his hands over his thighs where he perches against her desk, and frowns.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6268,"it was absolutely delicious and i enjoyed every bite, trying to push guilty thoughts out of my head, although i couldn't stop thinking all afternoon about how many calories must have been in there!",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+6269,i miss him and he hasnt even gotten on the plane yet.lol i think it is my health this time and my back that i am more afraid of.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6270,"i turned my head to the door to see who had just entered, my mouth gaped at what i saw.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6271,and willow being cute and falling asleep on my foot.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6272,"its like my hearts ten sizes too big, and its canceling it all out, and pretty soon, its all gone, like it was never there.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6273,then again my eyes start to burn just like the other day and the days before.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6274,"well, i had no choice, my heart and soul was into it.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6275,you know the sudden impulse to look at a clock?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6276,i brush my teeth at least twice a day.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6277,i know that feel.,0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+6278,"{{{yeah...welcome to being 25, btw...it is awful thus far...but...shit at least i get to be 25!",1,1,1,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'joy' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6279,"well, i was being nice and throwing our trash away at sonic... he started to back up, so i slammed my hands on the front of the car, so he started to pull forward... i laughed, finding it funny, and then i slowly realized that the car was against my shins and my feet were under the bumper of the car.......",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6280,as a boy i was deathly afraid of the dark.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6281,as far as possible.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6282,i got horribly sick to my stomach in the middle of the night.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6283,i will never forget that night.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6284,"i stood up, still violently too high, and walked over to my friend, who was still on the ground.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6285,i am going to try to get odd camera angles and never really show my face.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6286,really is omg small haha but my hand also can fit in okay!,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6287,it was starting to get on my nerves.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6288,"i sat on the steps and held my head in my hands, with my elbows resting on my knees, and let the blood spill out onto the floor.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6289,worst day of my life so far.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6290,""" staring dead at my ex.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6291,the ones in my head... there isn't another word i know that can describe it as well as that one.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6292,"i asked ( with a pleading look in my eyes ), `` can i leave the apple store? ''",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6293,that was months ago.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6294,they also gave me some petit fours for my birthday that were so delicious my saliva glands and my eyes watered.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6295,"**the breakup** -- after we graduated, she abandoned her plans to go to grad school, broke up with me and moved to the other side of the world.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6296,one and a million car/van ride.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6297,my legs are feeling the effects right now.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6298,violence! i widened my eyes and this time i really did push him.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+6299,"the next day, my face started to swell up, but i was able to get an appointment at 9 am.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6300,"it also happened where i would get a ring, and pick up an somehow end up in a three way call with 2 people who i didn't know and were already talking.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6301,there are flowers everywhere.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6302,i wan na get my hands on that series.i took a nap at the booth cuz there wasn't anything else to do.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6303,my heart's itching for more of gossip girl!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6304,there was also the sensation of something at my back at this point like a crustacean that i had to ask to leave.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6305,"so many things were going on in my life, in my head and in my heart that i just couldn't write any of them down.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6306,it became second nature to just put my toys up against eachother so they could protect me as i slept.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6307,story #4:  probably my favorite one yet.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6308,"when i went to go get him and tuck him into bed, i found him laying down on my bed half naked.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6309,the cean breathes salty played on in my ears.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6310,"i did go out slightly faster than i wanted, but felt great, so decided just to hold that pace, rather than add the 10 seconds to the next mile.splits were: mile 1: 6:58 mile 2: 6:57 mile 3: 7:02 ( includes hairpin turn, which i took slowly and carefully as always -- my ankles can be a weak spot, and i don't think an extra 5 seconds is worth risking them ).",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+6311,"i couldn't put my finger on it, but it was something.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6312,"but it turns out that as soon as i got into bed, i started balling my eyes out.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6313,"while he and the others were gone, battling demona and discovering that all the humans in the city had been changed into gargoyles, i tried to wrack my brain and sort my memories out.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6314,she tells him to come there at exactly 7:30 and not a minute later.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6315,"less hours, means they are making less money.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6316,' i pushed the phone towards my ear and i could hear coughing and mumbling-there was a lot of commotion.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6317,"i think that i actually did too many different things today, my brain had a stack overflow and decided to dump core.after getting home i washed my face, which helped some.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6318,i had an out of body experience that might have been a dream but it was entirely too vivid and real for me to believe that.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6319,this is my story.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6320,in fact i ended up with three bites including a huge one on my stomach which i didn't discover till the next day when i was wondering what the pain down there was.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6321,"i had wanted to run home and shower, scrub the ick off my skin until i couldn't feel anything at all.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6322,the staff offered to help us to take some photos as i was really reluctant to take my hands off my gloves:p ( 11 ) snow of the bushes near the waterfalls were all frozen too.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6323,i lead a sad life.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6324,"i think that i actually did too many different things today, my brain had a stack overflow and decided to dump core.after getting home i washed my face, which helped some.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6325,"and then i laid there for a few, and realized that it was only sprinkling on one section of my roof: right over my head.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6326,"cooky / wacky i took a deep breath and placed my phone to my ear, i didn't want to do this, i didn't want to say the words it was still surreal.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6327,"`` out of my mouth came, `` i didn't see creepy... `` first of all my brain did not process, that i was trying to even say anything.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6328,#name?,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6329,thoughts of the movie phantasm were swirling through my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6330,"this is why i get up every day, lace up my chucks and keep a smile on my face through all sorts of patron issues.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6331,we stayed best friends like nothing ever happened.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6332,"wearing my clothes (not swim shorts), and my hair was brown (my hair is black when wet).",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6333,only in my foot.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6334,the second was one sentence saying i have arthritis in my knee.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6335,"instead, i was relieved... at peace you could even say, as i knew in my heart that this is what my dad really wanted all along.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6336,he saw a cute girl holding up three fingers.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6337,"dropping the knife, and emptying my mouth, i placed the shoe on the tortured foot.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6338,one ended up going to prison.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6339,"i snapped my phone shut, clenching my fist around it tightly.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+6340,"i let a short laugh i tried to restrain the hysteria slowly seeping out `` oh, i got shampoo in my eyes, it is nothing '' i willed the desperate cry in my throat to go some where... anywhere other than out my mouth.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6341,"my eyes went from the shocked and surprised look of the csm to the lady and, in milliseconds the center of my chest was bombarded with such intense relief and joy, tears pooled in my eyes.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6342,"so i did some chores but mostly took it easy; my eye no longer ached, anyway.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6343,"the day has come... spn_j2_bigbang has arrived on my doorstep.since writing wasn't an option with all the challenge deadlines still hovering over my head, i signed up as artist and had the chance to create art for emerald_angel9's amazing story hostile takeover.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+6344,my breath fogs in the air and i nestle my hands deep into mypockets for warmth and briskly widen the distance between her buildingand myself.next time can't come soon enough.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6345,now i don't believe he was evil.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6346,my knee was throbbing and was bloody.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6347,the gate was shut.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6348,it was good = ^-^ = still a bit loopy so i'm keeping my fingers crossed that this makes sense.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6349,this is so odd.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6350,"sure, it was overcast and the sun hadn't been out in days, but those flowers were like sunshine in my hands.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6351,this bird had to have a wingspan of over 20 feet.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6352,i say out early because my arm wasn't healed up enough and built up enough strength using my exercise ball.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6353,"it hit ground floor with a heavy bump, my stomach bounced into my throat and back again.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6354,these were easier when my family could finally touch me and hold my hand.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6355,"then this foul stench hits my nose, like someone had taken a shit in a pair of socks and then worn them for a week straight.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+6356,the part that scared the shit out of me was at the end of the dream i wa s talking to my mom and one of my teeth fell out of my mouth.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6357,i had to turn my head back into the stream of water just so i didn't burst out laughing and lose it right there.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6358,so i decided to wait by the door and surprise them.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6359,we saw this flock of seagulls poking at this bag of flaming hot cheetos.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6360,"after all the cleanup i only had 5 or 6 superficial cuts, a honkin ' bruise on my ankle, a pair of broken glasses, and no coffee table.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6361,i go to new york city about once a year to visit family.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6362,i now have 12 of those canker sore suckers in my mouth along with a fever since friday.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6363,i was getting uncomfortable.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6364,"rusty, our feral cat, had silently crept over to me, and sat at my feet.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6365,"it's been a long time since i felt this way and i am truly ashamed of what i've become.not having a job has caused immense dissatisfaction to my life and today not having a job made me feel as vulnerable and lifeless as i did a few years ago, when i had my heart broken.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6366,he never took out the garbage.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+6367,"i shook my head and walked on down the street, going over it in my head the entire time.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6368,i was turning roasting vegetables that were too close to the hot ring at the oven top and fried my knuckle in the process.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6369,"i messed up my shoulder pretty well, and damn near broke several fingers.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6370,i've told this story before on here but here goes: i'd met a girl online and we'd talked quite a bit via chat and telephone and things seemed to be going great.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6371,song after song i clapped my hands to the old southern gospel melody until i couldn't clap any longer and my eyes drifted into sleep.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6372,"went to my favorite bar, i'd told everyone i was going to be there during the week before and no-one turned up.",1,0,0,1,1,['anger' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6373,there are flowers everywhere.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6374,wonder what the hell is going on.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6375,a penny hit me square in the face.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+6376,"when i came back around, i was holding a full glass *and* a full plastic cup.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6377,he told her not to disturb him.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+6378,not a very spectacular story but true.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6379,"still numb.the numbness never left my arm, it was crazy.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6380,as i came out of the water ( which was tough because i was really enjoying it ) i knew that my hip was in some serious distress.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6381,& # x 26; nbsp; what i did was cut the top off of a plastic gallon milk carton leaving the handle then by standing next to body of water or sometimes partially in it i could get a good dowseing dipping the carton into the water and then dumping it over my head.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6382,"i lay in a large bed, the sheets and quilt pulled up to my chin, and the curtains were drawn to keep out the light.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6383,"i sustained my first major injury to my back, which i now pay $ 25 a week to the chiropractor to help correct.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6384,i just lay there with totally random thoughts running through my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6385,finally i gave in and shut my eyes to the terror of the night.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6386,"i woke up with a sore throat, headache and my ears hurt.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6387,he seems nervous again.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6388,every single time i close my eyes.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6389,everything just flashed dark.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6390,"i'm very very pale, and any bandages like that stick out like a dark brown blemish.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6391,"he thanks me, and we start talking to each other.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6392,"anyway, during a festival miles and miles from home, i hear someone call out to a girl walking by ""rain!",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6393,it was so ever-lovin ' cold that large chunks of my eye makeup seem to have frozen and fallen off onto my face.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6394,"sure, it existed only in my head... these athletes from the past 30 years aren't people i really know, nor do i consider them my competition, but they presented me the opportunity to make them my competition for the day.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6395,"there isn't a lot left, so i'm going to summarize from this point on.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6396,"of course, saturday was a complete no-no as my back had completely seized up.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6397,they checked everywhere except the basement.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6398,i have never been so embarrassed.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6399,"they find this man, still in her backseat, along with a shovel, rope and quicklime in the trunk.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6400,"but theres nothing, i can see clear",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6401,"my eye squinge up tight tight, i scrambling, and when i reach out the door into wha ' i think is the yard and dare peep, i find meself in my own yard, home.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6402,it was awful and my hands didn't quit shaking until like 2.5 hours later.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6403,we were all treated and ended up fine.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6404,i still tried to communicate with it or with empty rooms.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6405,actually i remember a couple of little snippets -- at some point my chest hurting really bad and my throat was sore.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6406,friend of mine was having a birthday party at a cake cafe.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6407,"i chuckle to myself, thinking it's nothing.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6408,this is past fear.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6409,we cleaned up another 15-20 litres of wine and finished up by the boys lifting the flagon to my mouth while i sculled the last litre or so.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6410,"ill be honest, i was deathly afraid.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6411,"ugh, the last time.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6412,"the grandfather, very pleased with these developments, restricted himself to just one remarkthe r. family would have to ration their eau-de-cologne.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6413,it felt like somebody punched my eye when i was sleeping o_o idk.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6414,"i walked into the coffee shop, my eyelids straining to get out of my pupils ' way.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6415,"the sticky liquid flowed over my lips and down my chin, staining my t-shirt with emotions lost.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6416,now in my head i think its actually morning time and it's time to wake up.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6417,"through sanctioned fights as well as fights at a bar or on the street, i ended up having nearly all my ribs fractured at different times, and all the bones in both hands and all my fingers broken.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6418,the basket was about as high as my waist.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6419,"it made me pause, but i still ignored it, until a couple weeks later: i was walking down that hallway and saw on a nearby shelf on my incense box a singular blonde hair curling out of the little hole for the incense stick.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6420,the first thought that came into my head was that i needed to go to work as soon as possible.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6421,wash my hands without splashing water on the mirrors 7.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6422,it's in between my eyebrows.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6423,'landslide' by fleetwood mac.,0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+6424,"shadows falls new cd `` threads of life '', in my eyes, can be placed alongside '' the art of balance '' and `` the war within ''.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6425,"i am now living alone, thank god.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6426,"was not happy with the waking up, but was awake because my hands were on fire.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6427,it wasn't bad.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6428,i had danced till my feet hurt and was ready to head home.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6429,that really scared me.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6430,i am not quite in my right mind as i am home sick today and the only thing that kills the pain in my throat is gin.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6431,it was a mess.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6432,"this is the conversation that sent everything crashing into place, the conversation that said to my heart, `` no, nothing is going to be the same, ever ''.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6433,i decided i'd play my guitar to pass the time.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6434,"i say, covering my ears with my hands and cringing into the door.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6435,then i looked in the mirror and my eyes fell down the moment i saw my reflection.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6436,i drifted up into the night and accelerated fast until it popped like a firework in the sky.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+6437,"didn't happen to me, but a friend.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6438,i have been drinking almost everyday for 9 months... so yeah... it's quite the spectacle when she's doing her last minute power run up the hill to 5 points... you know... to really make it count... and i am way at the bottom of the hill just trudging along with my face all flustered and speckled with redness.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6439,"thirty steps into my journey i said `` uh oh '' as i felt the skin of my ankles peeling away, but of course i'm a testa dura, so i forged ahead anyway.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6440,the rain kept dripping on my face.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6441,it started in my throat last night and sleep was `` eh '' last night.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6442,she had jet black hair and was only about five feet tall.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6443,mmm... my mouth is watering just thinking about it!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6444,"jeff got in the tub with me at some point and was also rubbing my back and such, as most of my labor was in my lower back.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6445,this is pretty tame.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6446,"when i was about nine years old, i was spending a week at horse camp with a group of other girls, all older (pre-teens/early teens) than one except for one who was about six.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6447,"i was fully aware of the fact that once i began to freak out about the situation was when my spine began flaring up, so i tried my hardest to get back into the zone i was in while i was at home.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6448,i think its more like i want to write it down so its not trapped inside my head when i die.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6449,"i was once the dirty, rotten, low-down friendzoner girl.",1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+6450,even after i got older i never rode my bike down that road ...,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6451,women i dated never did this (it seems moronic as the lie would be exposed immediately) until this one.,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+6452,"my father, dr. sanjay",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6453,"i then closed the flap, and pressed it with my finger to make sure it was sealed.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6454,it melted my heart.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6455,he ran outside with it to find this man at the bottom of our driveway.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6456,"you name it, i did it.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6457,"it really broke my heart to watch, because the little fetuses were about halfway along and looked surprisingly developed-like tiny, sleeping dolls.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6458,"you know, in case he fucking died.",1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+6459,"i dipped my toe in the indian ocean, just to say i've done it, and then the cdc-side of me wondered, `` was that dumb?",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6460,"don't walk away, i'm talking to you, there's bruises on my face.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6461,"i noticed a bit of an orange in the sky, but i just thought it was street lights or an odd reflection from the moon or something.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6462,the last week i've gone to bed at 7 every morning with house music blasting in my ear and have woken up with only an appetite for more.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6463,"this is exactly, exactly, how things were initially with my leg last year.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6464,he held me tightly as my hands embraced his arms that were now wrapped around my waist.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6465,wednesday started feeling really poo and stuff but thought i was just tired from the day before and lack of sleep that night due to my chest feeling funny.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6466,"my arm wraps around my cousin's until the urn is empty, until it is time to move on up and back to our own lives.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+6467,=;; i was using a boxcutter to open a box and of course i just had to slide it right across my palm.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6468,"they even have fish baby food:: i think i just threw up a little in my mouth:: the fish here does taste better, even the cheap kind.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6469,i am beyond relieved at this point.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6470,i became pretty timid and untrusting after that.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6471,or maybe get my nails done or a massage?,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6472,"my eye liner was smudged, my cheeks redder than normal.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6473,my eyes and my smile look alike to my mum's.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6474,anti social its like this disese thats takeing over me i cant feel my feet here i stand before you or should i be down on my knees?,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6475,hiding my face from god's glory.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6476,"i finally had to call the doctor because my chest was hurting when i coughed, and they called me in a z pack.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6477,trying to put some gel on my head.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6478,my heart feels like it's dancing all inside of me.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6479,"i snapped ending the call and throwing the phone on the sofa, i sat down and throw my head into my hands a few seconds later the phone rang again `` piss off ches!! ''",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+6480,"lately i've been going through the routine and motions of living for christ and believing it in my head, but my heart checked out a little bit ago.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6481,but i didn't break up with him.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6482,"i was totally bumbed that i was not on my little adventure, but thankful that i was not having to wait out the healing of my foot in a tent.",0,0,1,1,0,['joy' 'sadness']
+6483,i shook my head in a way that made it seem like i was saying `` typical chicago.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6484,n sarah's name again tht played in my head.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6485,:p look at my face it's super chubby.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6486,"the bruise on my hand doesn't hurt, just makes me wonder how i got it.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6487,"thankfully, he doesn't really hold grudges, so i think every day starts with a clean slate... of course, like a normal human being, he has his limit, which i am trying really really hard to avoid reaching.also, my throat is dry and hurting because i slept with my mouth wide open last night, and the two times i napped at the boy's house, i slept with it open, again.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6488,more funny than creepy being on this side of the story:,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+6489,i got my first ride and a shortboarder came behind me and did a nutty move and just barely missed my head.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6490,i was like wtf.,1,0,0,0,1,['anger' 'surprise']
+6491,"in between extremely difficult contractions as i was bent over to let the epiduralist do his work with a minimum of motion from me, i asked veikko to repeat `` you are not dying '' to me, because it really felt like my brain believed that despite all logic.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6492,technically guilty of murder.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6493,yesterday i was hungover from another night i regret you know?,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6494,it's not racist to say black.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+6495,once home i realized i had not just sprained my foot but it was very swollen and bruised so i spent the rest of the day hopping on one foot around the house and taking care of the kids.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6496,we send holiday wishes and we have invitations to dinner if ever in the same city (never taken up)  i could have gotten impatient and angry about the mix ups but a little patience and common courtesy has turned him into a friend.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6497,"""is your dad there?",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6498,dated a woman who invited me to her birthday party.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6499,i explain that between us we have no other form of payment.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6500,"this morning i cut my fingers on a hole punch, which was painful, but the cuts weren't that bad.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6501,it is stuck there in the back of my head with some other nasty stuff.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6502,maybe i need to take a full day of rest and not do anything exercise-related for one day to help my legs feel better.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6503,"to this day, i still don't know the reasoning behind this, but i was my grandfather's favorite person in the world and visa-versa and i have my theories that my family didn't want me to remember him in this way.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6504,"sometimes i wear a cloth of wool over my eyes, a means to disguise my own self.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6505,i tamped it down a bit with my hand.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6506,unfortunately she had been sick and decided to leave early.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6507,she lost her sex drive which never seemed to bother my dad.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6508,that did a number on my stomach.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6509,so by the time i had finished filing out the new one my arms were aching and did i mention that my arms were aching not only because i had to fill them out but also because i had to do it three times?,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6510,freaked all 3 of us out.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6511,"my knees remained together throughout, but my clitty kept becoming excited.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6512,the effect was a feeling i've described as running my hand along a cheese grater.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6513,"i started to learn in middle school, but an unfortunate incident involving a very small crochet hook and my hand ended that right quick.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6514,"we finished studying and i ximena took me to my house, i brushed my teeth, put my pajama, went to my bed and watched tv for about one hour and a half.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6515,the tv in the bus was right by my head so it was really really loud.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6516,the dentist that did the work apparently did a lousy job as in just a few years my teeth decayed under the crowns so i had no choice but to get partials.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+6517,like a bomb exploded in my brain and caused all those little molecules of crap to reformat and create a collage in my brain.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6518,"i got my hour and 15 minutes of walking in this evening, but my heel is definitely bruised, making it hard at the start.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6519,i struggle to make out the images my eyes begin to pick up.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6520,it makes my arms and legs hurt.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6521,"my mind fluttering, i go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6522,the next day i asked her how she thought it went and she said good but she just wants to be friends and i was crushed but agreed.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6523,"when he drove through the night i would stay up with him and when it was late enough he would let me sit on his lap and let me ""drive"".",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6524,nothing was touching it.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6525,i want to face turmoil or something tragic.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6526,"so there i was only half paying attention to the food, expecting slightly biting, slightly chewy swiss cheese and getting instead a mouthful of something warm, richly soft, and so delicious i had to stop reading and close my eyes to savor it.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6527,"several bees had managed to penetrate right through the gloves, but i know there must have been more since i think i must have put my hands right into the top of the nest.i tried some vinegar to ease the pain: no luck.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6528,it took a grand total from the time i got gas in my eyes til i was drained it took 2 hours.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6529,"fast forward-i was 21, and living in my first apartment.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6530,my disbelief was outstanding.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6531,it sounded very deep like almost demonic.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6532,"she was strange, but i had to put up with her due to paperwork related to the mix-up.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+6533,"you can't really tell, but my feet are just barely in the entrance and the cave goes in about another 2 feet.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6534,peeled off the jeans that were completely soaked and stuck to my legs.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6535,in my marketing class there is this girl who i have known for a few years.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6536,i have seen the sr71 at smithsonian this thing was bigger.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6537,then i saw something that almost stopped my heart.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6538,it felt very surreal.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6539,"probably will get buried, but a friend of mine's dad is a sex crimes cop in la.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6540,"so, with my sporting boyfriend, we went for a few hours of under the sun getting splash in my eyes with water.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6541,"tl:dr the love of my life tried to kill me, i killed her first.",1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6542,i never felt anything with my legs either.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6543,"i thought we were going to go into a different lane about 10 different times, and once i ended up going backwards down the hill on my stomach.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6544,"so i'm walking home from my buddies house say around 1-2 am, his apartment complex is on one side of the street and mine is on the opposite side.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6545,"now, i just sit there and nod my head, as i listen to the excuses people use to not make positive changes in their life.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6546,everything worked out okay.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6547,"next time you see those people you invited but didn't show up, ask them point blank why they didn't even bother to show up for 5 minutes.",1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+6548,"nothing in his bed, not on his pillow, not on the bed, not on any doorhandles...nothing.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6549,i did pretty good but was stumped on layla and some song that sounded like everlasts what its like.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6550,it never came up.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6551,so i took a nap earlier and i guess my foot was asleep.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6552,"a short time later, my 17 year old comes downstairs from his room.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6553,"i started to grip my sheets, barely breathing as my mind raced and my eyes focused, not physically seeing anything out of the ordinary as the sirens wailed outside my apartment, the 35th floor should have been enough distance to drown out the sound, but it wasn't, and i shut my eyes, leaping to the lightswitch.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6554,"my knees was shaken, my eyes was blur.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6555,"callie takes attention at my tone, having probably gotten used to my mumbled thanks in response to all of the attendees who had already been by, and she places her hand protectively at the base of my spine.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6556,my jaw nearly dropped.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6557,"i am not exaggerating when i say that it was a big struggle to get myself down the hall, to the bathroom to pee and brush my teeth, and then to my bedroom to pass out.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6558,"i panted quickly, and wiped my mouth with my free hand.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6559,a middle-aged woman stepped into the main area and caught my eye in the bathroom mirror.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6560,i feel my eyelids begin to feel heavy.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6561,"i went to his house, and the moment i laid down on his bed, he pulled the blanket off of me and started checking my legs and arms.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6562,one season they were really nasty and management seemed to not care when we brought it to their attention.,1,0,0,1,0,['anger' 'sadness']
+6563,so i decide to just lean against the railing and smoke my cigarette with a stupid look on my face.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6564,"with this holy oath i set my foot upon the path, the druid's way, and i vow to make my dedication plain.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6565,my eyes had been closed and as i had opened them everything seemed to metirialize infront of me like a liquid curtain dropping infront of me.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+6566,eventually i fell asleep on the floor of her closet.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6567,never saw him again.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6568,"upon arrival we were greeted by her papa, sister, and brother-who also brought a military truck to bring a smile to my face.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6569,i opened my eyes and that darn balloon was right there in my face.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+6570,anti social its like this disese thats takeing over me i cant feel my feet here i stand before you or should i be down on my knees?,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6571,"wan na learn how to ride me? my mouth popped open and my eyes felt suddenly huge.there was a beat before jacob burst out laughing at my expression, covered his face with his large hands.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+6572,my mom wanted us just to spite my dad.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6573,"i've got my own room and it's pure luxury after sleeping on the floor for over 3 weeks, my back is loving it too.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6574,"so they decided to dabber in ""alternative"" medicine.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6575,oh ok actually chop on hand also can lah... * gives weird expression while stamping chop on my hand * adeline: eh!,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6576,long time never see my pic le... miss my face?,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6577,this drew a lot of startled stares and gasps as i calmly threw the shirt down on the floor at my feet and reached into the overnight bag and pulled out a small pair of tweezers.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6578,"i sat down and enjoyed one of my best poops ever, it was huge, it was liquid and it smelled fantastic (from my pov).",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6579,her father had died.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6580,"i needed to come out of a parking lot on the side of the highway and then pull the car up to a high speed so as not to have an accident/annoy highway drivers, so i was pretty nervously sitting there, waiting for the right opportunity.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6581,about 2 weeks ago i thought i pulled a muscle in my calf.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6582,"the phone was open on my chest, and in the phone's light i thought i saw something move to the right of my face.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6583,"come, take my hand.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6584,this addiction does kill people.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6585,"i'm the least superstitious guy around, but just creepy, man...",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6586,"but i wasn't ready to be that stupid yet and motivated by pride, i made one more attempt and landed on my feet.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+6587,but when this isn't possible my nerves run a little thin.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6588,i stood on tippy-toes and managed to lift my chest above the top of the fence.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6589,the second was one sentence saying i have arthritis in my knee.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6590,"honestly, i can't blame him either",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6591,i wrapped my hand around waist and moved down.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6592,i bet she'll find this too.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6593,"we left him with the security guys.it disturbed me, fear got into my head, i started to think `` what on earth are we doing putting ourselves and others in this situation? ''",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6594,"a strangely calming breeze crosses my face and shoulders, mysteriously skipping right over my legs.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6595,i always have thoughts zooming through my head like speeding cars running a red light.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6596,"yesterday, i almost found myself sobbing uncontrollably because the thought came across my head that yesterday was technically the one month anniversary of my mother's untimely death.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6597,"the house had a small footprint, maybe 40 feet by 20 feet, and the basement just had the wooden stairs down the middle and no walls.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6598,she is a bridesmaid in a wedding of a couple where the groom is incredibly wealthy.,0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6599,"after the deception, but before the divorce.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6600,some insulting some nice.,1,0,1,0,0,['anger' 'joy']
+6601,"one day, one of the nazi soldiers went missing.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6602,but then i still feel slight discomfort of my ear and the yellow discharge still continues especially every morning.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6603,"half of my heart, pulled out of my chest and sat in front of me, stretched out to a thin quiet man with a buzz cut and old black sweater that smells like clean dirt and cheap beer.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6604,wonder what the hell is going on.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6605,i shook my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6606,"so many people from my family have seen someone in the reflection, always in the same place, matching the same description.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6607,we never saw 70's guy again.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+6608,when he died he was just a wreck...fell into depression the whole works.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6609,my mouth needs to keep up with my mind though.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6610,i stared out of my window with my palm supporting my chin.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6611,**tl:dr: invited jewish neighbours round for coffee.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6612,"whose is harder, doesnt matter.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6613,"the celebration was from 7 pm to 1 am, and all the rides and attractions were open, including the huge scary rollercoaster that i closed my eyes on the whole time i was on it.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6614,"i hit it again, another familiar value came up.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6615,it frames my face and makes me look rather clownish.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6616,at times i was actually having difficulty breathing because the water was in my nose.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6617,"i feel bad for my employees too-they're all sad and call me almost everyday, and it really breaks my heart.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6618,it felt like somebody punched my eye when i was sleeping o_o idk.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6619,"today, i realized i need to start with keeping my head focused during the day.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6620,i felt a gun pressed against my forehead and looked up.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6621,"this guy notices my friend and is startled as all hell by him, as if he'd seen a ghost.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6622,i took four steps forward and bowed to my knee for the audience.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6623,i live in an old 1800's farmhouse across the street from a small cemetery.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6624,it's choking me and burning my eyes.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6625,"i was so joyous about the deluge of water from the sky last night, that i spent ample time relishing in it... throwing back my head, closing my eyes, and just letting it pour down on me.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6626,"i burn out my legs biking there at top speed, having to scale a pretty high bridge, and speed into the parking lot at around 8:58.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6627,"so when the laughing fit stopped, back to my seat i went with a big ole smile across my face.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6628,this will get buried so it is probably for the best.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6629,my head was splitting.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6630,i encountered a persistent and very active poltergeist.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6631,"i wake up, my eyes fluttering open to a shield of darkness.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6632,i was a monster.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6633,"the feeling in my stomach, i can not bear.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6634,"so why not leave sustainable to the environment and the pro-greens, and live to my heart's desire.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6635,"this is what happened:  it was bright, at first, but rather quickly got dark as as storm approached.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6636,i feel absolutely stupid and yet for some time i've known something wrong was happening but my brain didn't think to go there.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6637,"out on an unpopulated barrier island that was barely anything more than mud, sand and mosquitoes.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6638,i washed my face with some cold water and opened the door.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6639,"then i did something that made me feel sad slammed my shoulder into the door frame, and i'm feeling bad i got the boo boo blues from my shoulder to my toes got the boo boo blues even got a runny nose.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6640,"arms back, chin down.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6641,there was a rabbit's blood on my hands-there was nothing funny about it.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6642,"/ o \ so today i went in for a new exam with dr. polvi today, i had to file new paperwork for the automobile accident case which is being done differently then the scoliosis stuff.so he comes in and starts talking about insurance stuff and how this look bad since i was getting treatment on my neck and stuff already blah blah.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6643,my arms start getting numb and achy and no way to lie makes them stop.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6644,"i now wore a 36b bra, and my waist was down to 25 inches, but she insisted.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6645,partially because my heart hurts so much to observe the animals suffering in their boredom.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6646,my heart sped up and i liked it.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6647,one of my earliest memories is watching the mary tyler moore show with my dad and older brother.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6648,when i arrived back home i still felt like i could barely keep my eyes open.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6649,"tears fall down my cheeks, fingers tugging desperately at the arm around my middle.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6650,* covered half my face with his enormous mouth when trying to kiss,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6651,but it felt soft and warm.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6652,was i being paranoid?,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6653,"sunday, january 16, 2011 dirty water stupid dirty water dripped in my eye on friday until yesterday i woke up my both eyes red!!",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6654,my former roommate tried desperately to find a roommate.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6655,i bent my knee inward.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6656,"i cried my eyes out in fifth period, much to carnell and natasha's displeasure.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6657,finally found out that i have bad whip lash and strained the tendons in my neck.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6658,""" if you still hear silence, flee.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6659,she was very attractive.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6660,words that are dead lies to my heart.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6661,in my heart.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6662,i was sitting in my bed just typing on my laptop.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6663,"i fell to my knees, my hands clutching at my temples.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6664,"it didn't meet the wall the same way regular floors, it curled up the edge and it seemed like a really fun place to play cars.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6665,"when i fell asleep in some strangers bedroom at some strangers party, and some stangers held my arms, my legs, and never took `` no '' for an answer, and there we were.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6666,"was not happy with the waking up, but was awake because my hands were on fire.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6667,"i abruptly ""woke up"" again out of sleep-paralysis in a state of crazy shock.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6668,"i never have in the past, either.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6669,this was last year.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6670,"i cleaned naked, i cooked naked, i ate naked, i drove him around naked, i waited in the car naked.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6671,& # x 26; nbsp; walking back in the sun was not fun for my feet.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6672,"my eyes are half-closed, heavy from the liquor and not sleepin, but still they're watchful of the tender, who they suspect of fueling the glass every time i leave to piss.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6673,the couple broke up a few months after we moved in and the tension was insane.,1,1,0,1,1,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6674,it was fun but it made my head hurt.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6675,she was reluctant as she said she had a cockroach problem.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6676,my cheeks more red than before.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6677,my arms are tired.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6678,"after what felt like and eternity, my legs decided to act.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6679,"the first two to fall suffered a broken neck and a fractured skull, the third was crushed to death by the others, dying of a collapsed chest.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6680,"well, i stopped looking after two, because i really didn't want to know.and of course the natural progression of this examination is to move to the hair on my head... which fared no better.i am my father's daughter, and i am going to be a dashing salt-and-pepper by the time i am 35.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6681,took a girl out to a nice expensive dinner and we had a great time.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6682,my feet ached to the point of throbbing too.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6683,for dessert and coffee we went to another cafe down the street.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6684,"preston was my first home in england, so it holds a special place in my heart.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6685,"halfway through shoveling, i got '' living on a prayer '' stuck in my head.",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+6686,i knew there wasn't enough concealer in the world to get rid of the dark circles under my eyes.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6687,she certainly has the right name... view at the glaciers in the distance.me being silly... so i had a good morning before going to work and feeling the world-at least the hotel world-crumbling at my feet...,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6688,"they never shut up, although they usually apologize ( and immediately start screeching again ) whenever i cringe and cover my ears, which is often.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6689,i was on a date with this woman.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6690,i am stressed out.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6691,anyone who can get guitar based laughs about strap ons in a field with a fair few older people are legends in my eyes!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6692,the waiter obliged though and did box the salad.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6693,the hospital was old.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6694,"one time, he was hauling an entire fridge trailer filled with onions.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6695,he's also obviously quite upset about something.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6696,i tried to understand the thoughts and mixed emotions that were running through my head.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6697,"when chinese are thinking about the answer to a question they don't say, ""umm umm.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6698,he eyed me nervously.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6699,second event was with a crazy!,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+6700,"the tears are prickling behind my eyes as i pull my jeans on and race downstairs.i find a pen and paper in the kitchen and in a hasty scrawl, i write out, `` like i said, i can't do this.sorry.see you at work.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6701,"we weren't there too long, and ronda and i only went around twice ( slowly, which was fine with me because my lungs aren't cooperating fully at this point ).",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6702,and then came relapse.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6703,"anyway, back to tuesday.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6704,a bee got into my pants and crawled all the way up my leg.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6705,"my heart, along with ambition, confidence and any persistence to carry on.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6706,all the changes get thrown out of the window as i attempt to keep my head above water during this 4-day work week before the july 4th weekend.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6707,"the owners have a light in their yard for security purposes, but the light doesn't extend really far.",0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6708,i leaned my head back on the headrest and closed my eyes.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6709,she was promptly dumped.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6710,"i probably washed my hands about 4 times after first using it, and it still seemed to be there.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6711,"the first roommate, well call him sean.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6712,"at that point i started having a weird feeling... there were all sorts of warning bells going off in my head, i was sick and i was dizzy.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6713,to which the little girl slowly replied:,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6714,at about 2 am our neighbor rang our doorbell and was banging on the door.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+6715,"when my eye felt better again, and i put the contact back in, the pain immediately returned.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6716,kane continued to yell in agonizing pain as a snake-like creature violently burst from his chest and scurried off.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6717,"legal counsel recommended i not try to take her to court for custody because she will win (i have no support network, i live in a foreign nation, ect).",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6718,there was no feeling to compare.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+6719,"i cant offer you any advice to deal with them, but i can offer my attention.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6720,"i visit north dakota pretty often, i have family there.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6721,our parents had an ugly divorce and we were sort of parentless.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6722,"i figured the nyquil was just concealing the cough and tightening it up in my chest and sinuses making for worse stuff, so i've opted from dayquil and just took tylenol today.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6723,"i tried to punch him, but my arms were tied behind my back.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6724,she never went through general anesthesia again.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6725,i can see him staring from the corner of my eye i take a small glance and ask myself `` why? '',0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6726,over the years i have taken pictures of what caught my eye.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6727,"there was this sound, like a garbage truck dropped off the empire state building... and when they pulled the driver's body from the twisted, burning wreck.",0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6728,i did as little as possible with my right hand on sunday and took a long nap with my hand in an elevated and comfortable position sunday afternoon.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6729,"next night, door was shut.... dammit, so i knock on the door.",1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6730,but this wouldn't be the 'evil's' last parting shot.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+6731,we ended up fighting and then never talked or hungout after.,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6732,"i would suggest that your disdain for kids (you said words like stupid, silly, disgusting and annoying) reflects your loss of empathy and perhaps an inability to love your own inner child self.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6733,"i seriously have the biggest pooch at the bottom of my stomach, and it drive me crazy.##url## / / i33.tinypic.com / 6yh9ch.",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6734,"not having anyone to talk to, and having to pour out my heart to anyone willing to listen...",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6735,"you could not see a foot in front of you and i practically cried getting to the bottom because the wind and snow was literally burning my face, lol.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6736,"that's why when she talked about how it keeps getting harder and harder, it was like a flame in my stomach.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6737,"it stumbled upward and darted down the woods, yelping and screeching, thus climbing up another tree.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6738,she has red hair and about three or four teeth.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6739,your story is really creepy.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6740,"i date online, too.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6741,"so when i am quiet, crying, angry... or my attitude just seems... different, let me close my eyes... and let me dream...",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6742,giant redneck dad decides to find this dude first.,1,1,0,0,1,['anger' 'fear' 'surprise']
+6743,i just drank alone then went home.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6744,i put my hands over my face and went back into my room.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6745,"this expresses itself in other, smaller ways.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6746,"by this time the kitchen had closed, and we could not get any food.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6747,ok. about time i document this.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+6748,"i reply that yes, everyone should know.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6749,"the front page caught my eye; on it was a lengthy list of medical conditions, some five hundred or so altogether.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6750,"upon impact, i remember a crushing feeling in my chest, where i felt ( and possibly heard ) a buckle in my ribs inward to my back.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6751,still freaks me out.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6752,"not a racist one, but still awkward.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6753,"sometimes the two colide so well together, my house becomes as much of a mess as my head is and it's emberassing to show.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6754,"and like the little traitors they are, tears were on my face.",0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6755,i will regret it.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6756,not to mention noisy.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+6757,i ate them just now and now i can feel that my face has starting to swell-__-' i am unhappy doctor!,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+6758,my worst birthday was just a bit over a week ago.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6759,i have been racking my brain all freaking day and i can not come up with anything.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6760,"broke his leg, mom hospitalized, failing exams.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6761,so before i noticed i texted my friend to remember to bring a slave.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6762,its ok to call people black!,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6763,two cops came by and asked if we had been drinking (we were all underage) and we admitted we had.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6764,i literally am hearing voices in my head this time.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6765,i never saw the other kid for the rest of the time there.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6766,i ended up screaming my sneeze.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+6767,i pumped my fist in a rush.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6768,"as i jogged down the street, i noticed that the snow was blowing straight into my eyes.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6769,"however, there is someone else who's trying to win my heart.",0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+6770,"this is my first new it cert in two years or more, and now my head is back in the game, with the letters cssss posted after my name.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6771,so all is well and the sun is shining and the flowers are smiling and my heart is glowing.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6772,i did nt notice it until it crawled all over my hand like a maniac.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6773,like a bomb exploded in my brain and caused all those little molecules of crap to reformat and create a collage in my brain.,0,1,0,1,1,['fear' 'sadness' 'surprise']
+6774,"despite my anxiety, you were there with me, diligently working in my heart, stripping me of all of my pretense, scourging me of all of my arrogance, revealing each of my self-serving ways, which have made my life a wasteland.",0,1,1,1,0,['fear' 'joy' 'sadness']
+6775,she is low functioning.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6776,i on the other hand got engaged last month after a 7 year relationship.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6777,"i turn on newburg and because im running behind schedule, my foot starts to get heavy and my speed increases.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6778,my heart sank.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6779,i had a chocolate and got up my nerve to ask about the games.,0,1,1,0,0,['fear' 'joy']
+6780,my heart doesn't know what to feel.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6781,the tiles turned a filthy gray &amp; black.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+6782,a flame struck out at my thumb and body and i was taken back by great surprise.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6783,"i still live in this same house, and during the night i had this wildly vivid dream about a ghost.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6784,this story has a happy ending.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6785,"i eventually got to church and while i was worshipping and singing, i must have waved my hand and the smell of tractor consumed me.",0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6786,"**3** - a long time ago my dad worked concert security, and the company was asked to do security at some outdoor festival thingy.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6787,i am pretty bad at explaining things but bare with me.,0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6788,everything just flashed dark.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6789,"pretty eerie, but awesome",0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+6790,my heart feels like there is nothing left.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6791,this wasn't just one glistening tear sliding down my cheek.,0,0,0,1,0,['sadness']
+6792,the waitress had physical therapy experience and prepared a nice bag of ice for my ankle and the beer was fantastic!,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6793,"long story short, we probably saw incoming meteorites with very steep angles of attack.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6794,she didn't remember any of the experience.,0,0,0,1,1,['sadness' 'surprise']
+6795,i don't believe in ghosts or magic or the supernatural.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6796,this is how we found out why all freshman year we were both greeted by people we didn't know calling us the wrong name.,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6797,"if she'd gone down into that basement, she probably would never have come back up.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6798,"my boyfriend prepared cornish game hens, lobsters, and steak for lunch every day.",0,0,1,0,1,['joy' 'surprise']
+6799,my friend and i were walking home from school as per usual as we lived close to each other and this was the normal routine.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6800,"an informative seed hes planting inside, i close my eyes, gripping what was my life.",0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6801,the spring sun was just rising and his car was already ripping down the highway.,0,1,1,0,1,['fear' 'joy' 'surprise']
+6802,"a feeling of triumph surged through me as i listened to the silence that now filled the room, then i turned from the desk and rubbed the sleep from my eyes before taking the four steps it took to get to my dresser.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6803,"i can only remember my eye getting swollen by a bug bite once before in my life, so i've really made great strides this week.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6804,please stop stealing our dogs!,1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6805,"i was out walking again very quickly and in no time, i was back doing my 3 mile neighborhood loop, with m strapped to my chest at least once a day.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6806,it's 7 in the morning and i want to go home and put my face on the pillow and my body under the cover.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6807,it was so cold.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6808,hope my feet hold up in the vibrams ok.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6809,just did my nails.,0,0,0,0,0,[]
+6810,"gots no cash, gots no jobs, no place so get off my back and outta my face! ''",1,1,0,1,0,['anger' 'fear' 'sadness']
+6811,friend: that's weird!,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6812,"as it roars into proximity the shouter and i meet eyes, and i put my hand out.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6813,she never cleans and leaves dirty dishes everywhere.,1,0,0,0,0,['anger']
+6814,"the band that played before us blew the roof off the place, and that didn't exactly help ease my nerves.",0,1,0,0,0,['fear']
+6815,i don't know what they mean.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6816,"hopeful i find me at qdoba, burrito in my hand a whole booth to myself, just the way i had planned i sat there munching happily, waiting for seats to be filled when tyler walked in and gave me a grin and we just sat there and chilled.",0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6817,i put a hand to my brow furrowed with worry and closed my eyes.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6818,i totally freaked out.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6819,they were coal black.,0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6820,(he probably passed at least 15 people).,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6821,"it was just odd, though probably easily explainable.",0,1,0,0,1,['fear' 'surprise']
+6822,there is not a cloud in the sky and the sun is shining brightly.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']
+6823,&gt; the grave stomper,0,0,0,0,1,['surprise']
+6824,my ear was still freaking stuck.,1,1,0,0,0,['anger' 'fear']
+6825,i felt like there was an electric current flowing through my legs and hips.,0,1,0,1,0,['fear' 'sadness']
+6826,i read everything i could get my hands on.,0,0,1,0,0,['joy']